Chapter 26: My inferiority complex is at its peak
"Jiang Xi, as the eldest sister who came over, I have a few words I want to tell you, I know that your child is very good, I have listened to Jiangdong, but I still want to tell you, you see that our family situation is not very good, if you buy a house in Beijing, we have no money to borrow from you, you have to be mentally prepared for this, which is why our family has always disagreed with you and Jiangdong being together, so, I hope you can think about it carefully, you and Jiangdong, do you have to be together?"
Don't talk about Jiang Xi, even I think the eldest sister's words are a bit excessive, sure enough, Jiang Xi is just a twenty-five-year-old girl, she is not deep enough to be indifferent when she hears this, her face is cold, but she is not cold to the eldest sister, probably to save face for the eldest sister, she is cold to me.
I looked at her distressedly for a while, and saw what she meant, she hoped that I could say something for her, and hoped that I could get back the status and face that I was looked down upon at the dinner table, but ......
I let her down.
I just whispered to the eldest sister, "Eldest sister, why are you talking about this, Jiang Xi and I are people who recognize each other." ”
The second sister sitting next to her was still silent, it seemed that the two sisters had discussed it, and the eldest sister still spoke, because the eldest sister had a relatively high status in our family.
"Brother, you are still young, your current ideas are not mature, and when you have a hard time in the future, you will know what I am talking about, Jiang Xi, I hope you really think about it again. ”
At this time, Jiang Xi's temper was no longer tense and couldn't bear it anymore, I subconsciously grabbed her hand under the table, but she pumped it twice with all her might, and still pulled her hand out.
She stood up with an angry face, I was actually very scared in my heart at the time, afraid that if Jiang Xi's sharp mouth wanted to hurt people, it would make my eldest sister hurt her liver and lungs, but Jiang Xi seemed to swallow her saliva and took a deep breath, as if she was holding back the grievances in her stomach.
She just looked at me coldly and said, "I'll go first! You eat slowly! Maybe you still need to discuss something with your family, I'm staying in a hotel today." ”
After the words fell, she turned around and left, I hurriedly wanted to chase her, but at this time my second sister grabbed me, "Little brother, don't go, we have a lot to say to you." ”
"Second sister, I'll tell you when I go home at night, I can't let Jiang Xi go alone, she is not familiar with life here. ”
I hurriedly went out to chase Jiang Xi, and it turned out to be so fast, Jiang Xi didn't know where to run, I was very anxious, I called her, she hung up directly, and she didn't reply to the message, obviously angry, and really angry.
I was so anxious that I texted her: Jiang Xi, don't be angry with my eldest sister, she is just for my good, and my sister loves her younger brother.
Jiang Xi finally texted me back this time: I can't be angry with your eldest sister, I'm angry with you, I'll ask you, what did I do when my mother made you feel wronged?
My heart seemed to be blocked by something, and after a while, I sent her a message: I'll tell her, you tell me where you are, I'll come to you at night.
Jiang Xi: I'm at the Hyatt Regency Hotel, I'm telling you the house number when you come at night, I'm waiting for you, I also want to verify, my mother is worried about right, I treat you as a baby, what do you treat me for?
Therefore, Jiang Xi actually couldn't swallow this breath, not because of my eldest sister, but because I didn't protect her, and she felt that she was not important enough in my mind.
Me: Okay!
After I replied to her message, I turned around and wanted to go back to the hotel, and by this time the eldest sister and they had already come out.
The eldest brother-in-law and the second brother-in-law went to their own party, and the eldest sister and the second sister went home with me.
When I got to the room, I couldn't help it, so I said it directly, but I also controlled my emotions and tried to say it gently and quietly.
"Eldest sister, how can you say that to Jiang Xi today, you are slapping me in the face, I just told Jiang Xi yesterday, if we want to buy a house, we can borrow a little from you and the second sister, and it doesn't matter if we can't borrow it, but you don't need to say those words in front of Jiang Xi, it hurts so much, it means that if you don't borrow money from us, we won't be able to buy a house for the rest of our lives. ”
In fact, I also heard those words, everyone in my family, including all the relatives of the Jiang Xi family, they all think that if no one borrows us money, it will be difficult for us to buy a house for the rest of our lives.
I have a very good relationship with my eldest sister, so I have never accused my eldest sister for anything before, this time, the eldest sister was obviously stunned by me, in fact, I don't think I'm accused, at most I said the facts, but ......
Probably a good child who has been sponsored since he was a child, he can't have an opposition mentality, so it will appear that he is not a good child.
My eldest sister's eyes were red, but she didn't say anything, but my second sister was enraged.
"Little brother, you can't accuse anyone like this, you can't accuse my sister like this, how much my sister has paid for this family, and how much she has paid for you, do you know?"
I know, so when the second sister talked about it, I felt that all the words in my heart were blocked, and I was not qualified to say anything.
"You don't know!" the more the second sister said, the more angry she became, "In the four years when you were studying in the big book, my sister often used her salary of more than 1,000 yuan a month to supplement you, but my brother-in-law, taking money is more important than life, even now, he has hundreds of thousands of savings in his hands, and he is still staring at my sister's monthly salary every day, I am afraid that she will spend her salary on you, think about it, now that he has money, what will happen when he was poor before?"
I listened in amazement, no one had told me this before.
"Four years ago, once my sister gave you half a month's salary to make up for the tuition, and when I went back, my brother-in-law was beaten with a blue nose and swollen face, and the next day my sister couldn't ask for leave, and she had to go to school to teach, and the whole school saw it, those ignorant elementary school students, standing behind my sister and covering their mouths and laughing, you don't know ......"
"So, no matter what my sister says today, you can't say a 'no' word to her, not to mention that our sisters are also good for you, isn't this worried that you are in a big city like Beijing, your consumption is so high, and you are afraid that you will not be able to live a life? I don't understand, and I am not reconciled, you are not as good as you in any place, and everyone can find a daughter-in-law with good conditions, why can't you? You just don't have a long heart, and you don't work ......hard in that direction."
The second sister was already in tears as she spoke, and the eldest sister was also red-eyed.
"Second sister, I haven't told him about my family all these years, what are you talking about now, my little brother should be sad. ”
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry big sister!"
I walked up to the eldest sister, it seemed that there were a thousand words but I couldn't say a word, the only thing I could say was the three words "I'm sorry", I lay on the eldest sister's lap, holding the eldest sister's hand tightly, tears flowed, but I didn't cry.
I don't know what I did wrong, but I feel like I'm sorry for everyone, sorry for my family, sorry for Jiang Xi, I feel as if I was born to owe the world!
When I came out of the house, I texted Jiang Xi, and I said to her: Tell me where you are, I am very sad now, I need you very much! I want to see you immediately, immediately!