Chapter 235: Friends of the opposite sex

At this time, in the face of the innocent dialogue of a school girl, even this experienced boy was very nervous, after all, she had never heard such touching words.

So at this moment, she is actually a little green, but he doesn't know when this girl became so, he doesn't know when this girl became so, serious, but at this moment he did see it, and felt it.

felt this feeling, especially the feelings for him, this sincere feeling, he couldn't let go, and she couldn't accept it, which was the most painful thing for him.

"I don't know you treat me like this, I don't know you love, I don't know if you like it, maybe what you like is a mistake, maybe the two of us know each other is a mistake, it's not suitable for you to like, I don't deserve you.

And a pure girl like you, an innocent girl like you, may not be worthy of someone like me at all. ”

At this moment, he is a girl, very convinced, and very respectful, how can such an innocent girl not be respected by a very strong boy like him.

After all, you will fall in love with someone from beginning to end, you will love someone affectionately from the beginning, no matter what happens, you will not back down, even if this kind of relationship will change the taste, then you will not back down, this is true love.

So this is something he will never be able to do, and he will always be much worse than this girl, because this girl's current height is no longer something he can reach.

So even in the face of such feelings, he has no way to give up, and she has no way to ask for it, because once it accepts my words, this kind of feeling will not be able to get rid of it in this life, and I am afraid that this life will be shrouded in the shadow of this feeling.

"But how good you feel about me, but in my heart you have always been my best friend, although there is no love between us between men and women, but you have helped me a lot from the beginning, and you have given me a lot, I should say thank you.

But I always owe you a word of thanks, so now I want to say this, whether it was in the past or in the future, my personality guarantee, you are definitely someone I will never forget in my life. ”

Lu Xiaoman said sadly, he knew that the relationship between the two of them could not go back to the past.

He also knows that the two of them have never had that kind of relationship that is particularly like love, but they have always been friends, and they have always been on the way to being a couple.

But he has never succeeded, so in this case, he has no way to accept this girl's feelings, and he has no way to accept his kindness, so he can only accept it silently.

No matter how much this girl loves him, no matter how much this girl gives, even if he sees it, he doesn't dare to touch it, but he doesn't dare to touch it.

Because he knows that this kind of feeling is not something that he can lock up, let alone touch it, once he touches it, then I am afraid that he will not be able to linger with this feeling for the rest of his life.

So in such a situation, the pressure in his heart can be imagined, he actually hates himself a little bit why he is like this, I think if he is strong enough, then these girls, even if he has them all, what can he do?

Who would dare to say half a word.

But he is weak now, but he is weak now, and he has no way to let anyone listen to him, and there is no way to keep anyone from gossiping.

So in this case, his heart is also very entangled, his current achievements are not small, at least in the same age group, he is already a strong man, even those people don't know his current achievements, but secretly compared, his current achievements are not small.

But he felt that these were not enough, these things that wanted to realize those ambitions in his heart, those wishes that he wanted to fulfill, it was simply impossible, so he had to become stronger and stronger.

"Well, who can stand it after that?

The two of us may be friends now, but we won't necessarily be friends at all.

So it's too early for you to say this, after all, there are still a long days to go for the two of us, there is still a long way to go, even if we are friends now, maybe we will not be friends in the future, even if it is an enemy, or a lover, these may exist. ”

Liu Qing'er said this to comfort her, because she knew that this boy had a very long-term mind.

So he can't let himself not think about these things, he can only pay attention to this boy, no longer think about these things, he is the person he loves, and he doesn't want this person to be entangled and uncomfortable for himself.

In such a situation, he still controlled himself very rationally, and he was still very wise, reminding the boy not to be sad for himself, not to be sad about it, because he himself was not sad, and the boy had no reason to be sad for him.

"Actually, I have always known your dedication to me, in fact, I have always understood your concern for me, but there is no such relationship between the two of us.

I don't know why I don't have any meaningful feelings for you, but this is the truth, I can't help it, I'm sorry for your life and my money, I can't pay it back in this life. ”

Lu Xiaoman shook his head, many things can't be paid off in a lifetime, so in this case, he feels that he can't pay off in his life, that is, he owes this girl for a lifetime.

It was difficult for him to give this girl happiness, so in such a situation, how could she not feel guilty in her heart, because she felt that she seemed to be ashamed of this girl from the beginning, which made her hurt greatly.

But this girl didn't want the slightest return, and he had already begun to hurt this girl again, so how could he be relieved in this situation?

"You don't owe me, I just want to take you seriously, I just want to like you, you don't have any mistakes, I think you're right.

After all, you have your life, I have mine, why impose my thoughts on you?

After all, you don't love me, if you really love me, I will keep you by my side even if I force you, but you don't have such a relationship between men and women for me, so I don't want to, and I can't bear to force you to stay by my side. ”

Liu Qing'er is a very reasonable woman and a very cute girl, so in this case, she still persuades the person she likes, don't make her sad, don't make her sad.

He just felt that the two of them didn't have any hope at all, and he took the initiative to launch it, so if he only wanted you to think of it, I just thought about it, or wonderful, and he didn't think about it.

"But have you ever thought about yourself, how sad and painful you are, but you are still thinking about me, why should you think about it?

I already have a girlfriend now, why do you still stay by my side, why do you work like this, you fool, don't you have any benefit at all?

Besides, to you, I'm just a passerby in your life, what can you do if you pay so much for me? ”

Lu Xiaoman, but I think this place is too little, he feels that this girl has paid too much for him, and he is not worth this girl's effort at all.

"If you think you're not worth my effort, then I won't pay, okay?

You are not the kind of person who has nothing in my heart, and you are the kind of very good person in my heart, the one riding a white horse is not necessarily a prince, it may also be Tang Seng, I think maybe you are Tang Seng, then it would be good, no one will rob you with me, only I can occupy you, how good it would be.

But I also think that sometimes love is not necessarily dominating love, it is not necessarily selfish, maybe you can pursue someone you like.

However, I can also pursue you, there are not so many whys in the world, there is no time and not so much love, and there is not so much hate, the previous love and hate are all from everyone's wishes, as long as you can control your own desires, then all the love and hatred are very simple, and it is also because of this.

At least in terms of our relationship, if you can see it, then you should be able to feel that my feelings for you are not so thin.

The problem is not in you, I have invested so much affection in you and have never thought about what I want, you will take me to heart or something, and I have not thought about letting you remember my goodness, but I want you to know that I really love you. ”

Liu Qing'er really said all the words in her heart, and at this moment, Lu Xiaoman completely forgot about it.

He had no idea why this girl would say all this, and even when he heard it, he thought it was too shocking, because such feelings were so chilling.

Why does this petite girl have such explosive power, why does she like herself so much, and what qualifications does she have to make her like it so much?

Therefore, he has actually hated himself all the time, why is he so cowardly.

If you had rejected him or accepted him at first, it might not have been possible to succeed and suffer now.

Because this is now in pain, he will be even more painful, because the two of them have an intersection in life, so in this case, there is no way for him to avoid this kind of intersection happening.

Once there is any conflict between them in the future, or when something happens, there is no way for him to avoid it.