Chapter 234: A Complicated Relationship

"You're not afraid that it's wrong to teach you everything when I teach you in the future, and if you pull your grades down when you take the exam, it won't be good. ”

Lu Xiaoman pursed his lips and said, it seems that the more he is taught by himself, the worse his grades will be.

And Liu Qing'er obviously didn't think so, he felt that Lu Xiaoman's grades were very simple to teach him better, after all, his current grades were ranked very high in the whole school, so if he taught himself, his grades would increase greatly, and I am afraid that he would improve very quickly in a short period of time.

"If you think about it for yourself, if you want to get higher grades, then you have to use some special methods, and this way is that there is no second way to study hard.

Otherwise, you can think about what other way to go, there is no other possibility except this one, so you have to consider it yourself. ”

Lu Xiaoman pursed his lips, this Nizi didn't even believe his words, he could only say that.

So if he really taught her now, maybe he would really lead him astray, after all, what works for himself may not be suitable for others, so he is a little afraid to teach him in this situation.

If he really made her grades worse, I'm afraid he wouldn't be able to forgive himself.

"It's just that I don't care about you, if my grades really get worse, then I won't love you at all, and you don't have anything to be sorry for me.

I insist on letting you teach me, and you have helped me, I should thank you for it, how can I misunderstand, how can I blame you. ”

Liu Qing'er smiled, he felt that it was very impolite, and the relationship between the two of them had always been very good.

Now that Lu Xiaoman has a girlfriend, he has begun to alienate himself, which is why they are so estranged.

"We're at least friends now, why don't you like me so much, you want to stay away from me so much, even if we are ordinary friends, you shouldn't be like this, even if it's an ordinary classmate relationship, you can tell me about the question, right?

But now that you don't even want to pay attention to me, and I want to be at the same table with you, you're a little reluctant. ”

Liu Qing'er felt extremely uncomfortable, after all, how good their relationship was before, but now their relationship is extremely embarrassing.

Because he has a girlfriend now, he is now tantamount to a third party intervening, so there is no legitimate reason to sit next to him, and there is no legitimate reason to communicate with him.

"It's okay, I never felt like there was any distance between us, I didn't feel like there was any gap between us, and I felt like our relationship was already good.

Besides, I don't think of you as an ordinary friend, and I still think of you as a very good friend, because we have had a very good relationship from the beginning, at least how can we have a good relationship with him than I know him.

So don't take these as obstacles in your heart, and I've always regarded you as my best friend of the opposite sex. ”

Lu Xiaoman could only comfort her like this, because she didn't know when she should say it now.

After all, he already has a girlfriend now, so if he talks about anything else, I'm afraid it's a bit Meng Lang.

"Okay, okay, I don't care, it doesn't matter what you say, anyway, our relationship is so good now, if you want to get rid of me in the future, if you want to get rid of me in the future, if you want to completely break up with me in the future, it is impossible.

I tell you that we all have to be friends in this life, and I have to be the best friend of the opposite sex with you in this life, and you don't want to get rid of me in this life. ”

Liu Qing'er squeezed the little fist and then said threateningly, after all, he really likes this boy, and he really cherishes this boy very much.

If it weren't for the fact that the two of them had the opportunity to meet each other at the beginning, I'm afraid he wouldn't have cherished and loved him so much.

Because she felt that this boy had too many shining points in his mind, he liked every good in him, he liked every flaw in hers, he liked everything he did, and he felt that it was flawless.

"I don't know what I'm good about that will attract you, if I'm doing something too good, I hope you can point it out so that I can correct it sooner, and besides, I don't seem to have the qualifications to be liked by you.

I don't know if it's good or bad for the two of us to be friends from the beginning, I think maybe it's a complicated relationship for both of us, what do you think, since the last time you left this school, I think you should have disappeared from my life or a little low.

But since you came back, I feel like I'm in a much better mood, is it because you're really a good friend of mine?

I don't think so, but I have a girlfriend now, so we can't get too close in the future, after all, even if there are some scandals, it's not good for both of us. ”

Lu Xiaoman knew that this girl's psychology was very fragile, and he also knew that she must have her own in her heart, but he couldn't be so selfish.

He can't let this girl really fall in love with him or really have any strong feelings for her, after all, he can't give her happiness, let alone give her a very serious identity.

He has a girlfriend now, he is now a married woman.

So in this case, he doesn't have the face to do more with this girl, and if he contacts them more, I'm afraid he will be called a scumbag by others.

So he didn't want to be such a person, he didn't want to hurt the two girls, he didn't want them to be sad, he didn't want them to be sad, and he didn't want them to think more, so in this case, he could only silently bear all this and let himself enjoy more pain.

"Okay, okay, don't be sad, don't worry about us, I think I'm fine now, and besides, I feel that your relationship with you like ours should cross a line.

Now we are friends and we will be friends in the future, even if we can't do it, boyfriend and girlfriend can also be good friends, I don't reject it, but I agree very much, maybe we are not suitable to be boyfriend and girlfriend, but we are suitable to be friends. ”

Liu Qing'er smiled, because she felt that even if he was interesting to her, but the family relationship between the two of them did not allow the two of them to be together, his father was the boss of a black shehui, so he had no way to be with Lu Xiaoman seriously.

He was also afraid of causing unnecessary trouble to this boy, and he was also afraid that because his family situation made this boy have any prejudice against him, so he didn't want his life experience to be revealed, although he didn't feel that his father was inferior to others or anything.

However, he felt that if the boy knew his identity, he might have unnecessary thoughts and bad opinions about him.

So he has always wanted to hide his life experience, and he has always wanted to hide his identity, he doesn't want this boy to know, and she doesn't want this boy to be sad about him.

After all, he thinks he is pure, and she thinks she is cute, so how can he hurt himself in this situation, but his family situation may have a great impact on him.

Therefore, it is not certain whether their relationship will be able to maintain the purity it is now.

"Actually, I didn't plan to really be with you from the beginning, maybe the two of us can love each other, or maybe the two of us can really feel something.

But I think if two people love each other, there is no need to go, you are not together, that is also the greatest comfort for two people. ”

If you don't have to love each other, you have to be together, you don't have to be in love, you don't have to love each other, you don't have to love each other, the two of them have to hug each other tightly.

All this is a kind of remembrance, all of this is a kind of cherishing.

"I know I know your feelings for me all along, and I know what you have always expected of me, but I can't help it, I really can't control my feelings, I don't know why I started to like him.

I don't know why, but he was deeply imprinted in my heart, and I don't know when this situation has appeared more and more, and this feeling has become deeper and deeper, and I didn't expect it myself, which is something I didn't expect. ”

Lu Xiaoman was coming, and he felt that his love came very suddenly.

Even he himself felt that maybe if it weren't for this girl, then he probably wouldn't be here at all, and even he wouldn't be able to fall in love again now, she felt that for herself, falling in love was like a fantasy.

Normally, people like him are not suitable for falling in love, but the appearance of Zuo Xinyu completely broke the idea in his heart.

Because she really wants to be good to a girl, she really wants to let this girl live a good life, or let her live a peaceful life so that she can live a worry-free life, he really thought of it.

He really fell in love with this girl, the status of this girl in his heart can be imagined, the girl who can change a boy, the status of this boy's heart, don't think about it, it is one top one.

"No matter what happened in the past, we will be good friends in the future, the two of us are, the best friends of the opposite sex, you don't take this as a burden, don't take this as anything, let them talk about the scandal that they are embarrassed to talk about.

The two of us are self-purifying and turbid, and I believe your girlfriend will not doubt it. ”

Liu Qing'er knows that this guy's girlfriend is also a school girl, so in this case, how can a child tolerate another child to snatch his boyfriend?

But this situation is too small, so he thinks that the girl may not necessarily believe such rumors, so he will sit here so unscrupulously and act as her tablemate.

"But what do you think, in fact, the relationship between the two of us is quite deep, if he doesn't want to, they are not his, so in fact, the relationship between the two of us is not so tense, and there is no need to figure out the relationship with the whole class.

The relationship between the two of us is not much different from theirs, that is, it is deeper than them, we have experienced more things than them, we will be good friends in the future, we will not involve any relationship between men and women, and we will always be best friends. ”

Lu Xiaoman sighed, then looked at them and said, she knew that this girl did not covet anything, and she never said it, and asked herself what she had asked for.

She just wanted to be a good friend to herself, he just wanted that, he had suffered so much for himself last time, but now he couldn't give her a good future.

So he still feels a lot of pressure in his heart, because he owes this girl too much, so he is even a little shameless about him in this situation.

"If anything, if anything, if the two of you quarrel or have something unhappy, you can contact me at any time, and I will accompany you at any time. ”

In fact, the smartest woman is not the kind that has to rely on women, and the man's side is coquettish to him or silently does a lot of things for her, but the kind of person who will brush her presence when she should brush her sense of existence, but no, the kind that will disappear when she should brush her sense of existence, and she has eyesight.

"This is what I owe you, I will definitely pay it back if I have the opportunity in the future, I owe you a lot of things in this life, if I have the opportunity, I will definitely pay you back these one by one."

Actually, I'm not a good boy, I also have a very selfish side, I also have a very greedy side, I once tried to think about you as my girlfriend at the beginning, and in the end it was gone.

I don't think the two of us will really have a relationship between men and women, because I have never felt anything about you, although you have some feelings for me, but I think it may not be love. ”

Lu Xiaoman feels that real love is not deep love, not love at first sight, but being together for a long time, vigorous and vigorous is not real love, only love is the great love of life.

"You don't understand my feelings for you, and you don't understand the meaning of this emotion between us in my heart, in my heart you are a pillar to me, at least for a while, the meaning of my life is because of you.

It was you who did everything in my heart, it was you who sent me warmth and embrace, all of which I will never forget, no matter what you think in your heart, whether you have a girlfriend or not, your status in my heart will never change.

You are my best friend, and even more so the prince charming in my heart. ”