"What's wrong with you, wife?"

I walked up to her and asked softly, for fear of startling her, but she acted like she hadn't heard me.

"Sissy!"

I reached out and held her in my arms, and the moment her cheek pressed against my heart, she seemed to be frozen and reacted to her breath, she took a deep breath, then spit it out, and then gasped a few more times, as if she was holding it, and then finally sobbed and cried.

"Uh......h Woo...... My uncle, who passed away last month, ......died last month.

After saying this, she broke down in my arms with tears straight away.

Such a sudden news really shocked me.

Until that time I learned that Jiang Xi was pregnant, her uncle had very little contact with us, and then my mother-in-law was sick, and I didn't dare to tell my uncle at first, for fear that he would be anxious and sad when he was old, and he would tell my uncle when my mother-in-law passed away.

Uncle was sad for a while, and the meaning of his words was that he always felt that if Jiang Xi hadn't married a poor man like me, he might have been able to take better care of his mother-in-law, and we had a child early, and my mother-in-law had no money to see a doctor and suffered, so ......

Later, my uncle had less contact with Jiang Xi, but Jiang Xi called my uncle regularly, and my uncle said every time, you just have a good life, don't worry about me.

In short, people's emotions are very complex, and everyone's thoughts are different, I don't think my uncle's idea is right, but it seems that from his point of view, it is not wrong to have such thoughts.

And according to his thoughts, it was my mother-in-law who was involved, and I was also the one who affected Jiang Xi, and because of this, Jiang Xi disappointed him.

And Jiang Xi, I think she must be more difficult than me.

I'm actually quite emotional, I don't know if it's a natural character, or a family environment, in short, I never go to my relatives, others are good to me, I remember, and I want to pay back, but my feelings for others don't seem to be strong, except for Jiang Xi!

Because Jiang Xi's feelings for me are too strong, so strong that I am soaked in them, and I can't find an excuse to be indifferent, I can only help but repay her with strong emotions.

So, at this moment, I feel very sorry for her, because I feel distressed, and I also have a little guilt, I didn't do a good job, but I dedicated the best side of what I could to Jiang Xi, and even I am ready to dedicate everything in my life to Jiang Xi, I have tried my best!

Life is like this, we will have a lot of things, try our best, but still not be perfect.

This is real life! It's good to be perfect!

I hugged Jiang Xi's body tightly from crying, hoping to suppress her panicked mind.

"Uh......h Husband, why is human life so fragile? A good person, if he says no, it will be gone, I thought that my uncle was in good health and would not have died as early as my mother, but who would have thought that he would have cancer, he had cancer very early, but he didn't tell me...... Woo......".

"Wife, people can't be resurrected after death, we have no way to come back to life, the only thing we can do is to cry, still face the rising sun, and live a good life. ”

"But husband, I have regrets, I didn't see him before my uncle died, you don't understand, you don't understand, my uncle is in my mind, no less than my biological father, in the first few years, he didn't care about me, I just called him, didn't go to him, because, I was also a little angry with him, I blamed him for not forgiving me, I still thought in my heart, this is not biological, if she were my biological father, how would she accept my choice, so I didn't go to him, I think I was wrong, I should go to him, should accompany him more in his old age, I really didn't expect him to leave so early, just in his sixtiesI never thought he would get cancer......!

"Wife, you have to mourn, no one wants this!"

I was also sad when she cried, and my eyes were red, although I didn't have much affection for my uncle, but just by watching Jiang Xi cry so sadly, I could realize that my uncle helped Jiang Xi a lot, and Jiang Xi also treated him as a father.

Jiang Xi was still crying heartbreakingly, "Woo...... I used to always see the sentence "the tree wants to be quiet and the wind does not stop, the son wants to be filial and the kiss is not there", at that time I always felt as if it was far away from myself, for my mother, I felt that I did my best, I have no shame, and I have no regrets, but for my uncle, he helped me a lot, he used to love me like a daughter, but I didn't do anything for him, he was sick, I didn't even say a word of comfort to him, I didn't even pour him a mouthful ......of water, before leaving, I didn't even see him for the last time! I'm really unfilial, I'm a damn girl......!

Jiang Xi was crying in my arms and was about to collapse, her head and body were sweating, and I pushed her back vigorously, hoping that she would be more comfortable.

Jiang Dongxi was not familiar with this uncle, and she didn't know who died, but when she saw her mother crying so sadly, she cried silently next to her, and she was so frightened that she didn't dare to speak.

"Wife, you can't do this, excessive grief will hurt your body, and besides, you look like this, it frightens Jiang Shi, look at her ......."

I straightened Jiang Xi's face and made her look at Jiang Dongxi, trying to make Jiang Dongxi calm her down.

"Uh......h I can't control it, I can't control my heart, I'm really sad, my heart hurts with remorse as if it's going to crack, it really hurts......"

She cried and began to beat her heart, and there was a feeling of pain and depression.

In fact, at this time, I also blame my uncle a little, although it is said that the deceased is the greatest, we should not blame the deceased, but, I don't know if my uncle's way of dealing with it is out of being good to Jiang Xi, or not forgiving Jiang Xi, in short, if my uncle also has deep feelings for Jiang Xi, he should think that she will be very painful to let Jiang Xi leave so many regrets, unless, my uncle no longer regards her as his daughter!

Whenever this happens, I think of the old saying, "raising a child must be born", the biological relationship, really not one or two things can split the relationship, not biological, even if there have been too many good feelings, if it is not maintained well, I don't know which day, because of a can't figure out something, it will break up, this is really a thing that makes people indescribable, but sad and helpless.

That night, Jiang Xi cried for a long time, and finally he couldn't cry anymore, and he fell asleep in my arms from exhaustion.

I carried her to bed, washed a hot towel, wiped her face, and then Jiang Dongxi took the towel to wipe her mother's hands and feet, Jiang Xi closed her eyes and did not move.

I silently refunded the train ticket back to Nanjing.

The next day, when Jiang Xi woke up, he took us to the cemetery to pay respects to my uncle.

At breakfast, Jiang and I ate something, Jiang Xi didn't eat a bite, no matter how we persuaded her, she said that she couldn't eat a bite, she didn't want to eat at all, I think, maybe she was using this method to punish herself.

It was her cousin who called her yesterday, and it was also her cousin who told her where her uncle's tombstone was.

When we arrived, it was deserted, and the cemetery was a lonely and desolate place.

I saw that Jiang Xi's emotions were about to get out of control again, so I hurriedly said, " Everyone will have this day, yesterday we were eighteen years old, today we are thirty-eight years old, tomorrow, I don't know how old, we will also leave this world, Jiang Xi, we have to learn to face strongly, the past, especially the sad, let it pass quickly, because nostalgia has no benefit, the fact is powerless, sadness will only hurt yourself, besides, your uncle he did this, maybe for your good, he doesn't want you to see him who is tortured by illness to death, if you are still too sad now, it will be in vain to waste his pain。 ”

I think if my uncle still has feelings for Jiang Xi, then there will definitely be these thoughts I said, of course, this is my guess, I am willing to guess on the good side, and at the same time I hope to make Jiang Xi's heart get some comfort.

"Ahem!" Jiang Xi sighed deeply, "Okay, I know my husband, the dead have died, the living have to live well, our mission in this world is not over, we all have to work hard, sunshine, happiness, joy, and live full of positive energy." ”

I have always known that Jiang Xi's ability to self-regulate her emotions is very strong, but, about her uncle's matter, I think I still have to let her adjust for a while, she said this at the moment, she must not want me and Jiang to be sad with her, she is considerate and thoughtful when she arrives.

After paying homage to my uncle, our family of three got on the train back to Nanjing.

Along the way, because Jiang Xi's mood is not high, even if she occasionally shows a smile, it is not difficult to see that she is a forced smile to make us happy, so Jiang Shixi and I didn't make too much trouble with her, just quietly accompanied her, and the two of us grabbed one of her hands one by one, wanting to pass the temperature on our body to her cold hand, as if like that, her heart can also be warmer.

Back in Nanjing, Jiang Xi went to school, I continued to work in the living room, originally Jiang Xi said to write an essay, she said that it was sad to stay, it is better to put her spirit into writing, maybe I can feel better.

I fully support her in writing essays, as long as she is not upset, she can do whatever she wants.

However, when I secretly went to see her after fifteen minutes, what I saw was that she was staring at the screen in a daze, her eyes were not focused, and there was a row of words on it, and that's it.

In other words, she sat in front of the computer for fifteen minutes and wrote only a dozen words.

"Wife!" I called out to her.

"Huh?" she sighed, as if she had just noticed me, "ahem, my mind is full of my uncle's kindness to me, and I have never been nice to him. At that, her eyes turned red again.

"Wife, you can't write, just lie there and rest for a while, you look at the real estate, study the community that Qiu Xincheng's lover said, if you want to buy it, you have to buy it early, now this house, it may be a month later There may be a situation where you can't afford it." ”

This seemed to make her a little sobering, and she immediately said, "You're right, I can't delay the big thing because I'm sad, I'll take three days off and finish the house." ”

"Yes, yes, yes! Anyway, yours are also hitting the streets, taking three days off is nothing, and few people will be ......."

Before the word "meaning" could be spoken, I saw Jiang Xi grinning with her teeth, as if she was about to bite me like a vicious dog, and then she didn't bite me, but just said viciously to me, "Get out!"

"Yes, wife!"

She scolded me, she scolded me, but I was in a good mood, and she was able to scold, at least to prove that the sadness had weakened, otherwise it would have been as if she hadn't been angry like the night before.

What is it to be scolded by my wife, as long as she is not so sad, let alone being scolded, I am happy to be beaten!

In the next three days, Jiang Xi did not write a manuscript, but chatted with the agent about the house, this matter was really non-stop, and after chatting about it, Jiang Xi began to follow the agent to see the house.

There are I love xx and chain x all over the country, and their programs Jiang Xi is eager to be more familiar with than their employees, so the viewing of the house or something is very smooth.

During the day, Jiang Xi went to see the house alone, and after dinner, when the two of us were lying in bed, she began to calculate what kind of house to buy.

She said while thinking about it, "I've seen all the school district houses of xx primary schools around me, and the house environment of the xx is the best, and it's exactly the same as Qiu Xincheng's lover, a particularly high-end community, living in that kind of community, I feel like I'm no longer a dick." ”

"Hahahaha!" I was amused by her, "Wife, since it's such a good community, you must buy it." ”

"Well, I'm going to buy this community, husband, you first talk about your requirements for the house, we buy our own house, we have to respect your opinions and feelings. ”

As soon as I heard this, of course I was happy, and I could respect my opinion on such a big matter, which shows that my status in the family is not ordinary!

I said happily, "First of all, I don't like elevator rooms and high-rise houses, elevator horror incidents are staged in the news every day, I have a phobia, and then the high-rise building is because of the psychological shadow left by the house I rented in Beijing, and I still prefer the six-story multi-storey small building ......."

Jiang Xi put his arm around my neck and said with a smile, "It's all up to you!"

"Wow, wife, you're so good to me!"

As a result, she said, "No, the main thing is that these ideas of yours do not conflict with my ideas, I am the same as what you like, hahaha, and then I plan to buy a house within 3.5 million, more than 30,000 square meters, about 90 square meters, and the remaining more than 3 million I want to buy another set for rent, this set we live in, I am too lazy to climb the stairs, so, I will choose the second and third floors, the second floor is the first choice, the third floor is too tired, and the fourth floor and above are definitely not eligible to be selected,. ”

"Hahahaha! Wife, you're not old yet, aren't you too lazy?"

Jiang Xi said with a smile, "Actually, it's not lazy, I also like to exercise when I have time, but the exercise of climbing stairs makes people feel very uncomfortable, so I don't like it."

"Wife, whatever you say is fine!"

It's good that my wife and I are always in tune with each other! This time, it's not that I deliberately slapped her on the back, or that our thoughts were in sync.

So the next night, after I got off work, Jiang Xi arranged for our family of three to go to see the house together.

Jiang Dongxi shouted happily, "Oh, I'm going to see a big house, I'm going to buy a big house." ”

One night, the agent took us to see more than a dozen houses according to Jiang Xi's requirements, but none of them were Jiang Xi's favorite.

There are many houses of about 90 square meters, but they are all two-bedroom.

The intermediary Xiao Wang tried to persuade Jiang Xi, but this time Jiang Xi was looking for a girl, who had a very good attitude and gave people a very sincere feeling.

"Sister, there are no small three-bedroom apartments in this community of more than ninety square meters, they are all two-bedroom, and the two sets of second-floor ones you see today are not very good!

Jiang Xi smiled slightly and said, "Xiao Wang, don't try to fool me, because you can't fool me." ”

Xiao Wang said with a sincere face, "Sister, I didn't get you!"

Jiang Xi smiled again and said, "Xiao Wang, if you are not sincere enough, I won't ask you to buy a house." ”

Jiang Xi's face suddenly became serious.

Xiao Wang still said with a shameless face, "Sister, I really didn't lie to you, have you seen a small three-bedroom of 90 square meters?"

"Now it's a small three-bedroom that hasn't been listed, but there is a ninety-square-meter three-bedroom in the transaction record on your app. ”

Xiao Wang's face was a little embarrassed, and then she smiled and wanted to go back, "Oh, sister, you look really carefully, I mean, there is no small three-bedroom house now, so you should consider the two-bedroom one." ”

Jiang Xi said more seriously, "It's my business whether or not to consider buying a two-bedroom apartment, but you should tell the truth, if your words are full of moisture, then how can I trust you to help me buy a house?"

"Hehehe, yes, yes, sister, you are right, I will pay attention to it in the future, and I will be honest with you. ”

"I saw one of the two houses today, and I asked you if there was a leak? You said no, but I saw a corner of the wall that was faintly yellow, and in my judgment, there was a leak. ”

"Ah, really, sister, I didn't pay attention to what I saw!" Xiao Wang had a shocked expression on his face.

A young man like her, if she meets Xiaobai, she will probably be able to get through this expression, but when she meets Jiang Xi, an old driver, her acting skills are a little more tender.

I thought Jiang Xi would teach her a few more lessons, but Jiang Xi just smiled and said, "Okay, I know, thank you for taking us to see these houses today, thank you for your hard work, but I didn't like any of them, so I don't plan to buy them, so we'll go back first." ”

Xiao Wang didn't seem to realize the seriousness of the problem, and said with a smile, "Okay, you guys go back first, sister, then I'll find some more houses tonight, and I'll contact you tomorrow to make an appointment, do you say okay?"

Jiang Xi smiled and said, "There will be things for the next week, I'll contact you when I'm free!"

This made Xiao Wang realize something a little, but Jiang Xi had already said it, and she couldn't do anything about it, and she was lucky enough to be able to take Jiang Xi to see the house a week later.

She grimaced a little and smiled and said, "Then I'll contact you in a week!"

Jiang Xi said, "Okay!"

After Jiang Xi finished speaking, we took a taxi back to our home in Qiaobei.

Now that we are in good condition, as long as it is not particularly convenient to take the bus, when it is not very comfortable, we will take a taxi.

In the taxi, I asked Jiang Xi, "Do you think this intermediary is not credible?"

"yes!" Jiang Xi said disapprehantly.

I laughed and said, "I thought you'd give her a hard lesson? You're not as ruthless as you used to be?"

Jiang Xi looked at me and smiled meaningfully, "Do you think I'm not ruthless enough? What kind of lesson can outweigh me not asking her to buy a house anymore? She lost a big order of 60,000 yuan, is this lesson small?"

Sure enough, it's still that society, Sister Xi, but this time, people don't talk much!

The next day, Jiang Xi talked to an intermediary again, and she told me that this time she met a newcomer who had just graduated and just entered the industry, and she didn't understand many things, and Jiang Xi had to teach her, but Jiang Xi liked her a lot.

This girl is very hard-working, very sincere, Jiang Xi said that she was a little interested in which house, she immediately went to that house to take a video for Jiang Xi to watch, in this way, it saved Jiang Xi a lot of effort to look at the house, and this girl is really real, which house she said very clearly, and the shortcomings were not reserved to tell Jiang Xi.

Jiang Xi said that she likes this kind of agency, and if this girl keeps this state, even if she has little experience, she will ask her to buy a house.

In the end, she watched a lot of videos sent by the girl, but still didn't choose a house, Jiang Xi agreed with the girl that once a small three-bedroom house came out, she would notify Jiang Xi immediately, and Jiang Xi would go over to see it immediately, and the girl agreed very enthusiastically.

Jiang Xi didn't talk to other intermediaries in the meantime, just silently watched the listing updates on the APP, as well as the real estate information, the more she looked, the more she felt that the house would rise sharply!

During that time, all of her energy was devoted to buying a house, so she finally decided to let the book she was writing ...... It ended early, that is, it was better than the eunuch, and it was unfinished.

I still remember that she said at the time that according to the outline, there were still 800,000 words to write, and she finished writing 8,000 words in one day.

One can imagine how bad this tail will be.

Actually, there's nothing to be ashamed of, is it? An online writer who has never been a eunuch or has never finished a few books doesn't dare to say that he is an online writer, and what online writer didn't fight in the dark before the fire stopped!

This is just a bad book, I thought she could have a good rest, but one night, she said that she had a burst of inspiration, stayed up all night, wrote an opening, and then voted for a small website that can produce a high guarantee.

After that, she waited for the small three-bedroom house to appear, and waited for the review reply of the high-guarantee website.

One morning at five o'clock in the morning, Jiang and I were both asleep, and she screamed again, "Ah!"

Me, "......".

Ladies and gentlemen, is there any medicine in the world that suppresses screaming in shock?

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