192 Parting in life and death
My soul began to drift, and I felt like I was in another world.....
In an instant, I saw my mother, she was standing far away, looking at me with a heavy face, and I quickly turned to her
I walked away, but no matter how much I chased her, I couldn't catch up with her, so I shouted loudly from behind: "Mom, wait for me!"
She didn't even look back, and I suddenly became hysterical...... Desperately ran towards her, and in an instant she disappeared
Without a trace, I stood in place, looking for her.
Just when I was feeling hopeless, she reappeared in my sight, still keeping the same distance,
This time I stopped chasing her, afraid that she would leave me again.
And just like that, we looked at each other quietly, and my mom suddenly shook her hand at me, and I froze in place, not knowing
She didn't talk to me, and I saw tears in her eyes...... My tears welled up in my eyes.
Then I desperately shouted at her again, "Mom, don't you want me?"
She still waved her old gesture, as if to signal me to hurry up, and I cautiously took a few steps forward, and she was silent
He looked at me quietly for a moment and then disappeared again.
My soul wandered like this, and I don't know how long it took for me to come to a small room, the environment here
It seems to be déjà vu. I stood in the doorway but couldn't get in, and I looked through the door and saw my mother sitting inside.
My heart began to stir and I called out softly, "Mom, it's me...... Qiao Yu!"
She just glanced at me, and the door was suddenly shut, and I couldn't see it anymore, and I was at the door
Sitting down, in a trance, I was pushed hard by an external force, and instantly I felt like I had fallen into a cliff
Wake ......
I don't know how long it was, but then I felt pain in my body and heard the surroundings very much
There was noise, there was crying and talking, and I wanted to open my eyes to see the situation, but I couldn't.
Suddenly, a deep voice came: "The patient is no longer breathing, you should prepare for the future!"
"Doctor, it doesn't matter how much it costs you to save him. ”
This voice is very familiar, it seems to be the voice of an old lady, and at this moment I realize, am I dead?!
Gradually, I seemed to have consciousness, and the moment of the car accident suddenly appeared in my mind, and I suddenly remembered
Jace, I started to get excited, but I couldn't get enough of it, I thought back to Jace's crying, tears
It's starting to flow out again......
Just then, I heard a familiar voice again: "Doctor, he's in tears." ”
I want to hear whose voice this is...... But he lost consciousness in a daze......
...........................
When I heard the sound again, I felt like I couldn't move, and I smelled a breath of formalin
Pungent taste. Slowly, I wanted to open my eyes...... After trying a few times, I finally saw a blur
I closed my eyes again...... When I opened it again, my vision was much clearer......
The first thing that caught my eye was the doctor, with a device on his chest, leaning down to examine my whole body;
When I saw him, I felt like he was much older, and his eyes always followed the doctor's movements.
After a while, I heard the doctor asking, "Has the patient's left leg been fractured before?"
He quickly replied to the doctor, "It's been years? ”
"As long as you can wake up,...... According to the patient's ability to recover, there should be no problem. ”
Hearing this, I wanted to speak, but I found that my throat was unusually dry and it was difficult to make a sound......
At this moment, he first saw me with my eyes open, and walked to the bedside very quickly and asked, "Qiao Yu, you."
How do you feel when you wake up?"
The doctor also walked up to me at this time, and said with a smile on his face, "Your life is still too big, do you want to drink some water?"
I nodded with difficulty, I thought my throat would be more comfortable after drinking some water, and I could ask Jace about it.
After the doctor's careful instructions, he left the ward...... He sat in front of my bed with water
Started feeding me, and after a few sips, I noticeably felt a lot more comfortable in my throat.
Just as he was about to speak, he began to blame himself and said, "Qiao Yu, this time you scared the whole family to death, you want to."
It's like this, how can I be worthy of your mother...... I have been repenting all this time, and I dare not tell that day
You say so. ”
I asked in a throaty voice, "Where's Jace?
"Jace has been discharged from the hospital with a broken arm and is now in a cast and everything else is minor. ”
"Is my injury serious?"
He looked at me worriedly and replied, "You're covered in wounds now, and one of your arms is broken.
There was also a serious blow to the chest and abdomen, and the head impact was also quite severe.
Can you save your life...... The doctors were surprised, and they stopped breathing on the first day they were brought in
I'm going to push it to the morgue. ”
"How long have I been in the hospital?"
"It's been more than ten days, and your grandmother has been taking care of you in the hospital during the day and only going back at night. ”
I said from the bottom of my heart: "This time I really picked up a life and came back." ”
He looked at me, stopped feeding the water and asked, "Qiao Yu, why did you go to the red light?"
I didn't want to tell him to be distracted for the sake of Lin Yi, so I closed my eyes as if I was running away.
"Ella has been here too, I picked her up after you fell unconscious, and Jace should have let him know if she was injured. ”
I quickly opened my eyes and asked, "Is she back in the U.S. now?"
"Hmm...... After a week, you escaped from the ghost gate, and Jace's condition stabilized before she returned. ”
After a while, he couldn't stop talking, and then said, "She's married, and now she's pregnant. ”
I seem to have let go of the guilt I have always felt about Ella when I have a home, and I seem to feel relieved.
Then I asked worriedly, "Jace, did she bring it back?"
"She wanted to take it back, but considering the practical issues, after all, there was a new family, and I told her to put her at ease
Go back, Jace we will take good care of her, she can come to see him at any time and cry very sad when she leaves. ”
I understand Ella's feelings, and I also feel that Jace is very pitiful, she has no mother's love at such a young age, and she almost returned it
Lost his little life.
This night, I never mentioned Lin Yi, and I knew that she must have witnessed the whole thing on the day of the accident
Cheng, I closed my eyes a little sadly.