191 Loss of consciousness
Until I left after lunch, I followed Joa
's mom didn't communicate positively and felt like she was looking at me
It was a bit weird, so even though the old couple kindly invited us to stay for the night, I was quick
To go.
At his request, I took him back to the company in my car, and this time he was unexpectedly sitting in the passenger seat, and no
It's to stay with Jace in the back.
Halfway through the journey, he suddenly asked me, "Qiao Yu, do you still have no feelings for you?"
I didn't tell him perfunctory, I told him very honestly: "We had a hard time walking together, why."
Maybe you don't have feelings?"
"Still so good, how did you catch up with her and make her willing to give you a baby?"
His words seemed to bring me back to my old memories...... After a while I replied, "She looks like that."
Pretty, love at first sight...... At the beginning, I didn't know about her family's situation, and when I knew, I also shared it
hand, and later she became pregnant...... Although her father was still very strong and wanted to break up, Lin was still with me at that time
has feelings, so she is very determined to give birth to the child. ”
"Qiao Yu, you don't cherish this relationship too much......" sighed after speaking.
I turned my head to look at him, and his expression looked heavy......
I parked the car in front of the company, but he didn't mean to get out of the car, and seemed to have something to swallow in his heart.
I asked softly, "Anything else?"
He finally turned his head to me and said, "I heard that we are still going to be engaged, and I know the man, who has also been divorced,
But there are no children, but he is the son of an overseas Chinese in our chamber of commerce, and his personality is very stable......"
Hearing this, I suddenly felt like I had lost my soul, and my head began to swell...... So much so that he was behind
I can't hear what I'm saying.
It wasn't until he opened the door to leave that I came back to my senses and found myself holding the steering wheel
Shiver...... I took a deep breath before I spoke, "I see...... You go in. ”
He looked at me a little uneasy, and then instructed: "Go back and drive slowly, I will also help you pay attention to business.
When you come next time, we'll negotiate in detail. ”
I replied a little casually, and he said goodbye to Jace through the glass...... Watching him enter the door of the company,
I drove slowly towards the highway......
His words reminded me that Lin still had an attitude towards me yesterday, no wonder her mood was much calmer than before.
It turned out that she was going to get married, and my chest felt like it was going to suffocate, and I couldn't say no to this feeling of loss
Come up.
When the car was about to reach the last signal light at the highway exit, I turned around without hesitation and headed towards Pudong very firmly
Direction on.
In fact, I know that even if I see Lin, what can I do, she should have no feelings for me now
Finish. I think if I'm lucky, I guess I can see her, even if it's from a distance.
Along the way, I drove forward as if I had no soul, and I ignored even Jace sitting in the back.
Dangling...... I drove the car directly into the community, keeping a distance from their villa.
At this time, I didn't have the courage to knock on that door, and I didn't want to have a child with Lin Yi.
In my heart, I always knew that the children were raised by their families, and I used to think she was unreasonable to her
There's still a little affection for me.
Opening the window, I didn't care about Jace sitting in the car, I naturally felt a cigarette and lit it, and inhaled deeply
Spit out the window...... After an hour or so, I finally saw Lin Yi, whose long hair was still charming
Draped over his shoulders and carrying a bag in his hand, he looked like he was going out......
I watched her demeanor like a voyeur, and she walked straight to the car, and the twin flashing lights immediately lit up,
But I didn't get on the bus immediately, like waiting for someone..... After a while I saw a tall man holding my son in his hands,
Her mother led Xiaobei and Lei Lei to follow, and Lin still quickly opened the car door in the back seat, and the man was direct
Holding the bear in the car, her mother stood by the window as if telling something, at this time Lin still started the car,
It should be going to be gone soon......
Only then did I realize that I should have to leave, and if Lin still drove over, he would probably see me...... So
I immediately started the car and wanted to turn around, and when my car was across the road, a battery truck for food delivery was fast
Rushing over, I instinctively stepped on the brakes to avoid it. At this moment, I saw Lin Yi's car being taken by me
Blocking the way, my heart began to beat faster, and I glanced at her a little weakly, and found that she was staring at me,
This expression is a bit of a high-minded feeling, and at this moment I feel ashamed of myself and lose the confidence I used to have.
The U-turn action has also become a bit rushed, from knowing Lin Yi to now, this state is still the first
The next time she appeared, even if she slapped me, I didn't panic so much...... Maybe it's the realization that you have to really lose
She's it. I know her character very well, and once she decides, it is difficult to change things, since she chooses to get married,
Then it must have been well thought out.
So the moment I met my gaze, I immediately avoided her gaze, not wanting her to see me embarrassed
What it looks like...... Turning around, I maxed out the throttle and drove towards the entrance of the neighborhood as if fleeing.
Driving down the road, I glanced into the mirror, and Lin Yi's car was following me, but it was maintained
A certain distance. I distractedly continued to increase the throttle, not even noticing the signal light at the intersection until I rushed in
In the middle of the road, I realized that I had run a red light...... On the side of the release, a construction truck full of dirt was flying
I drove quickly, because my car signal was too fast, it was too late to brake, and at the same time, I also heard the other party's emergency brake
The sound of the car, and then I thought that Jace was still sitting in the back, so I reacted as quickly as I could, instinctively avoiding the back seat
position, not even a chance to take one last look at Jace, watching the car make a violent crashing sound......
The last scene that stuck in my mind was a piercing pain in my chest and the crying of Jace, actually
I wanted to hold on, before I lost consciousness, to see how Jace was doing, my son shouldn't have been following me like this
But my body can't move, and I can't exert my strength...... There is not even a chance to atone for sins,
With concern...... I lost consciousness!