141 Farewell without saying goodbye

Instantly, the living room was filled with music again... JOAN'S GUITAR IS PLAYING VERY WELL, LOOKING AT HER BEAUTIFUL POSTURE AND

The clear sound is very beautiful, but it makes me, a beginner, a little timid, unable to play on myself like them

Singing let go of the performance......

So... After eating, when Lin was still leading the child down, he saw us sitting in the living room

Lively scene...... I immediately went up and hugged the baby.

Bai Annan asked Lin Yi very politely: "Do you know how to play the guitar?"

Lin still replied very politely: "I won't..."

Then... My son whispered, "My mom can play the piano..."

Although he said it shyly, there was a proud expression on his face... I suddenly realized that the child was no longer what I was then

When they leave, they can already tell what is good and what is not... I glanced at Lin Yi quietly

However, I felt a sense of loss......

After dinner, Lin still returned to the room with the children, and I began to play with Bai Annan and them.

JOAN BROUGHT TWO BOTTLES OF HER COLLECTION OF RED WINE FROM THE ROOM, AND UNDER THE INFLUENCE OF THE ALCOHOL, I WATCHED AND PLAYED A SONG

My mom's favorite (lilacs), after it was over... Bai Annan asked me, "Why do you play such a sad song?"

I was a little sad and said, "This is my mother's favorite thing to listen to, this song is very old!"

PERHAPS TO LIGHTEN THE MOOD, JOAN PICKED UP HIS GUITAR AND SANG A FEW HIP-HOP-STYLE TUNES IN A ROW.

It wasn't until ten o'clock that I went upstairs and went straight into the bathroom... There was a light on inside, and I pushed the door in without even thinking about it.

Seeing what was inside made me take my breath away, and my mind went blank for a moment...

Lin still had just finished taking a shower, naked and was drying with a bath towel, she seemed to be frightened too, and turned to the front

At me, my blood began to boil, and after a while, I walked straight in front of her... He lowered his head and kissed her,

She struggled desperately, and I tried hard to control her, and my hands began to move over her... While quickly taking off yourself

The clothes on her body instantly possessed her... I gave out all the desires I'd been wanting for so long until the end

Lin still gave up resistance...

I carried her back to my room and lay down beside him... She tried to push me away, but that made me think

started the relationship between her and Tang Yi, so she disregarded her wishes... I've ravaged her over and over again this night, maybe

It was because the child slept next to her, so she let me trample on it at will......

It wasn't until I stopped that I saw tears on her face... I don't even know what it's like.

It's already happened, I don't want to say such pedantic words like apologies, I reach out and I want to rub her neck,

Lin still turned around with great resistance, staring at her white back, and I withdrew my hand... There was silence for a while,

I got up, grabbed my pajamas, and walked into the bathroom......

I stayed in my room this night and didn't go back to the living room to sleep on the couch......

I knew that my behavior was very dirty tonight, so I closed my eyes and slept with my back to Lin......

The next morning, when I woke up, the room was empty, and I immediately got up.

I went crazy when I found out that their suitcases were gone... Quickly dressed, all the way to the speed

In the living room, except for the old couple sitting on the sofa, they didn't find the child and Lin Yi... They saw me like that

In a hurry, he asked, "What's wrong?"

I anxiously asked, "Do you see the child?"

They shook their heads: "Don't get up yet!"

It seems that they don't know that Lin is still gone... I looked at the hour hanging in the living room, and it was only morning

At nine o'clock, I didn't even bother to wash up with the car keys, so I walked directly to the parking garage...

As soon as it started, the car rushed out like an arrow, and the old couple would usually sit in the living room at eight o'clock, then

Lin still had left before eight o'clock. At this moment, I can't calm myself down, and I don't want to

They're just leaving, at least let me give them a ride...

I ran all the way into the airport hall, looking at the busy scene inside, I checked the big screen to fly to Taipei

The most recent flight was at half past twelve at noon, and I was relieved... Then I remembered that she had two children with her

And the appearance of a suitcase, my heart is filled with a feeling of distress...

I started looking for them in this huge airport... Suddenly in a corner, I saw them,

Lin still sat on the chair with Xiaobei in his arms, and Xiaoxiong sat on the seat by himself, with a suitcase next to him, seeing this

picture, I stopped, my heart was sad and mixed feelings...

After relieving my emotions a bit, I walked over and picked up the bear and rubbed him tightly into my arms... That's when I said

Speechless... I sat down next to Lin Yi and turned my head to look at her, she was still as indifferent as ever,

After last night, she has an aura that is difficult to approach today...

After a while, I still said, "Let's stay a few more days and go back!"

She ignored me and sat in silence for less than an hour...

She gave me a cold look, got up and pulled her suitcase to leave, and I hurriedly got up to pull her sleeve,

Before I could touch it, she looked disgusted and avoided me...

Then he looked at me calmly: "Don't meet again in the future... You make me sick!"

I didn't avoid her gaze, and I looked at her calmly, knowing that I had paid the price for my actions.

Next, I didn't care how she resisted me, and hugged Xiaobei from her hand: "You go check in the luggage first, and the child will be handed over."

I'll leave later..."

Without waiting for her to react... Walking straight to the consignment, I hugged my two children tightly. I don't know

When will I see them again, Lin still doesn't think I will come to the United States to visit my mother again in the future, indeed myself

The behavior is a bit unspeakable, and it can also be said that it is the first Lin to ......

At the consignment, looking at her back, I stood far away until she came up and took it from my hand

Xiaobei hugged him, I kissed Xiaoxiong on the face, and said softly, "Dad is back... Listen to mom in the future

words!"

This time, as if he knew we were going to separate, my son unexpectedly kissed me back on the face... I put him down,

touched Xiaobei's soft hair, turned around and left the airport...

I didn't say goodbye to Lin Zhen, and if I did, she wouldn't ignore me, but would make herself look humble.

When I got to the car, I didn't leave right away... I lit a cigarette and sat in the car a little lost.

Cigarettes one after another... Until the last cigarette butt burns my fingers... The time has come

At half past twelve, they are already flying in the air at this moment, and they will fly with them to the distant other side of the earth!

I started the car and stared into the air for a moment before leaving the airport...... This scene of separation and integration is inevitably human

Sad!

Originally, I wanted to be with Lin Yi... Even if you break up, you have to do it beautifully, but it backfires, and in the end

couldn't resist Lin Yi's temptation. Ever since she and Tang Yi were taboo, all the emotions I have produced are negative energy...

From suspicion, quarrels, cold wars, to fights and divorces, and even being put in the police station, and finally hurting her... Ended.

Along the way, emotionally... None of us did anything wrong, what was wrong was the background and the Lin family

is a kind of harm and debt to the child......

On the way back, I drove all the way home like crazy and went upstairs into my room...... Life has to go on,

No matter how painful it is, you have to hold on to face the reality!

After washing up, I went to Jackso

They, this day I drove them to Manhattan Beach, watched

Their crazy play and carefree mood, more often than not... What I show is a kind of loneliness

Emotions, I just don't want to stay at home, stay in this room that still retains the atmosphere of Lin and children......

WHEN HE DIDN'T GET HOME UNTIL AFTER 9 P.M., JOAN ASKED A LITTLE WORRIEDLY, "WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN?"

I made myself a cup of tea before sitting on the couch and saying, "They're back... Left in the morning!"

He asked, "Why?"

"She's going back to work, she's busy... Just came to see my mom. ”

JOAN PICKED UP THE GIFT FROM HER AND BOUGHT IT FOR THE CHILD: "WE WERE BUSY TODAY..."

I took the doll I bought for Becky from her, it was very delicately packaged, and there was a bow in her blonde hair.

Azure eyes, gently shake... The eyes are moving in the blink of an eye, and the beautiful dress is still trimmed with golden lace,

It looks like a beautiful princess, and I'm a little distracted by staring at it...

I FELT FOR THE CIGARETTE AND WHEN I TURNED MY HEAD, I SAW JOAN FROWN, AND I KNEW SHE WASN'T

I don't like the smell of smoke, but the distress brought by the current situation can no longer take care of her feelings...

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A FEW DAYS LATER, JOAN AND ANNA BAI ALSO LEFT THE UNITED STATES AND WENT TO SHANGHAI, AND THE FAMILY WAS EVEN MORE DESERTED......

I'm still going back and forth between school and hospital.

Because of loneliness, with Jackso

THEY'RE GETTING CLOSER, AND ELLA, WE'RE TALKING

Good friend, her home is in Seattle... This beautiful girl has a more reserved personality than the average Westerner, but it seems

As graceful as a swan... I didn't shy away from mixing with us Orientals, and let me gradually go away during this lost time

Out of the haze......