In the blink of an eye, it was the autumn of the following year, and my mother's condition was treated for a year and a half......

I still haven't been able to survive the disease, and the situation has been getting worse recently...... It's no longer what it looks like to be thin......

Like it could take its life at any moment......

Today, the doctor found me, and I knew by looking at his expression that it would not be good news...... She showed me a series of lists,

Although there were some terms that I couldn't understand, I tried to understand them as much as I could......

When I put the list down, the doctor said, "...... I'm so

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(I'm sorry, there's nothing we can do about it!)"

Hear this...... I was so sad that I couldn't speak, and the top hospitals in the United States were starting to give up on treatment, so that meant me

I can't accept the fact that my mother's life is coming to an end...... I wanted to tell the doctor not to give up, but I couldn't

This is an unreasonable demand, and if they can be treated, this state-of-the-art medical center will certainly not give up......

I held my breath and thanked him and went back to my room....... Recently, my mother's face has become lifeless...... She still followed

Same as a few days ago, clamoring to go home...... Maybe people in their last days, they miss their hometown very much, since

After seeing a doctor and taking her out that day...... She hadn't set foot in the house, and I held back...... If you want to shed tears, put her in peace first

Hold on to ......

Walking out of the room, I called him...... After he went to Shanghai, he rarely went back to the United States, now

The company made it impossible for him to get out, and the previous management of JOAN was not in place, so he transferred the internal top management this year

After...... All the energy is focused on the running of the company, and I understand him very well.

After dialing the phone, he was immediately picked up, and he had already told him a few days ago... My mother's condition, so at this moment,

Although his voice sounded calm, he could feel his worry: "Qiao Yu...... What's wrong?

Is your mom okay?"

I took a breath and said, "The doctor has already told me today...... They did their best and my mom kept wanting to go home......

Why don't you arrange it for me?"

He was silent for a long time before he said, "I'll go back to the United States later, and I'll talk about it when I get ......there."

Hanging up the phone, I kept standing outside, tears streaming down my face...... Growing up with me

I don't like to cry all the time, and I think it's particularly shameful and cowardly for men to shed tears...... But I felt especially helpless at this moment!

After calming down outside, I walked into the hospital room...... Began to silently pack up her things, my mom

It was a pleasure to watch me move...... It can be seen that her desire to go home is very strong

Strong.

I sat on the edge of the bed...... Habitually put her hand on my face, and my mom looked at me...... It also suddenly flowed out

Tears, this is the first time I've seen her cry...... Even when chemotherapy was the most painful, she endured it strongly.

My tears began to flow more wildly, and soon they soaked her palms, and I looked at the skinny cheekbones in silence

Prominent face ...... I couldn't speak, knowing that she couldn't let go of me, since Lin still came with the child last year,

She didn't mention it again, and I knew she missed them, but she still didn't put pressure on me, and I'm going to Taiwan now except for being covered

I was forbidden to enter the country, and I didn't have the face to contact Lin Zhen, and my heart was full of guilt for my mother!

My mother raised her hand and wiped away my tears with her thin fingers: "Qiao Yu, don't be sad...... Born

is destined to leave...... You have to learn to take care of yourself in the future!"

I don't want to hear such sad words at this time...... So I walked out of the hospital and went home...... I need to get my passport ready.

I was ready to send her home casually, and I also went to school and took a few days off...... Maybe when I come back to the United States

By the time, my mom was already ...... I don't dare to think about it anymore, it's a little too sad......

.........

After he rushed back overnight, he didn't care about resting, so he directly booked a ticket back to China, and also boarded it overnight

Fly home. I was worried that my mom wouldn't be able to hold on, but she persevered and had planned to let her live in

In the hospital in Shanghai, my mother was very strongly opposed...... She just wanted to go home! After fourteen or five hours of flying

After the trip, I sat in the car for two and a half hours, and finally returned to this home that had been separated for a whole year and a half.

Wu Hao and Liu Sha cleaned the house very intimately, so when they got home, they put my mother directly

Resting in bed and letting her spend the last days of her life peacefully......

My mother was lying on the familiar bed, as if she had found a sense of belonging, and her mood seemed very calm at the moment.

He was very attentive to my mother......

My mother was still quite sober and greeted Wu Hao and Liu Sha......

With a smile, he said, "You cleaned this house......., right?"

After hearing this, Wu Hao hurriedly said: "Auntie... Don't be polite to us...... Yes, you have to get better soon...."

My mom kept a smile on her face...... And did not answer ... In fact, she knows her illness better than anyone else,

I could hear these words of comfort for her......

After getting off the plane in Shanghai...... He sent a driver to send it back, so I told him to go back overnight.

In the beginning.. …… He asked, a little incomprehensibly, "...... Qiao Yu, it's this time, you still can't tie the knot?"

I replied to him very rationally: "My mother can still hold on, you go back and rest first, I have ...... these days

My mom is in danger and will notify you as soon as possible. ”

I couldn't bear to see his haggard face...... He understood what I meant...... I said with difficulty:

"Then I'll go back to the company in the next few days to make arrangements...... I'll be right over when it's over!"

I kept sending him downstairs, staring at the back of his car until I turned the corner and I didn't go back upstairs......

In-room ...... Liu Sha was feeding my mother water, and she was so strong that she wanted to take the cup and drink it herself...... After so long flying,

Her complexion got worse, and we retreated to the living room after we had settled her.

Liu Sha and Wu Hao's hearts were also very heavy, and there was an expression of disbelief on their faces!

Liu Sha asked first: "Qiao Yu...... Auntie is so sick that she should let the child come over to meet her!"

I pondered for a moment and said, "...... I can't enter Taiwan right now!"

At the same time, they were surprised and asked, "Why?"

I had a hard time saying, "Last time I got into a fight...... Stayed at the police station for a few days, so it was not allowed for two years

Go to Taiwan...... This is the result of mediation by the police station!"

Liu Sha immediately said after hearing this: "Then I'll still call...... Tell her to send the baby over, why are you making such a fuss?"

I hurriedly stopped Liu Sha, I didn't want to take advantage of my mother's illness to win Lin Zhen's sympathy, let alone she

Knowing my mother's condition, after that incident...... I should have left a shadow in her heart, so she went back to Taiwan

After that, there was no information at all, and she didn't even put a photo of the child on WeChat, and I didn't want to let myself become like this

What a pity!

This night, after they left, I stayed in my mother's room to watch her, and I was afraid that she would have in case,

In this quiet moment, I especially miss the days when we lived in the old house, and my mom looked healthy and young

Lingering in my mind, in less than four years, I was about to end my life...... A few years ago,

The room was still filled with laughter, and there was an unbelievable feeling......

Pick up a group photo on my mom's bedside table, this is one I took when I just graduated from junior high school... Her eyes lit up

With a motherly smile and a pretty, youthful face, I rubbed her shoulders, and her green face was bright

Smile, this kind of time can never go back...... I realized that life is really short, short

It was unexpected.

Although he and my mother got a certificate after they became seriously ill, this kind of nominal marriage contract is considered to be for my mother... Spiritual

If I could get my mother's health back, or I could choose, I would definitely choose without hesitation

The previous carefree state of life...... I recall the scene when I was arguing with her, it was like a movie

Replaying in my head......

I picked up a photo album that was sitting in the cupboard, and the outside of the album was already a little yellowed...... It is written

It's all pictures of me from childhood to adulthood, from when my mom was holding me as a baby, when she was still a woman herself

The child is only twenty-one or two years old, and his face still looks very immature......

I flipped through the pages of myself in the photo, and one of them threw himself on the bed... …… Raising his head and smiling stupidly,

At that time, it was smaller than a bear...... It was found that the photo of both of us was taken in a photo studio, which means single parenting

No one in the family took pictures of us..... I put down the album a little sadly, and the more I looked at it, the more sad I felt!

Tonight, my mom slept very soundly...... Maybe it's lying on the bed you're familiar with, seeing her

Make a gentle breathing sound... I went to the window and looked downstairs, and immediately the convenience store across the street was still the same

It's open 24 hours a day, and there's a fruit shop next to it... I remember the first time Lin came to my house

At that time, I also bought the fruit basket in that store, and my mother's smile when she saw Lin Yi seemed to be still in front of her

Dangling...... These are all heart-wrenching memories for me!

I looked at the time, and it was twelve o'clock in the morning...... I came to the living room, lit a cigarette to refresh myself,

The whole house Liu Sha and Wu Hao cleaned very cleanly, even the coffee table was wiped clean, I turned my head to look

I hang a rag high on the balcony and sway it in the wind.....

It wasn't until I sat on the edge of the bed in the middle of the night and watched my mom breathe smoothly that I was exhausted

Fell asleep......