Spread out your hands, the old scar in the palm of your hand has long since changed from the original white and dazzling to a plain thin line, people are so tenacious, like weeds, no matter how tragic the wounds on the body, as long as you live, there will be a day of healing.

"It's really ridiculous to say, I obviously had nothing, but I always felt that I could win, and what I wanted to do must be successful, and then I plunged into it that day, without hitting the south wall and not looking back, and when I looked at it today, it turned out that the so-called young and frivolous refers to people like me. Lin Xiangwan smiled bitterly and said, "I have nothing to lose anymore, I used to be able to fight for my life, but now that I am old and have died once, I don't even dare to fight for my life, I can only be presumptuous in front of my son, and the result is ......"

"Ye Nan doesn't really resent you, he's just afraid of losing you. You should be proud to have such a son, and his feelings for you are not lost to anyone. ”

Ye Nan slept well in the shade, her little face was flushed, her eyelashes trembled slightly like butterfly wings, Lin Xiangwan's heart was gentle, this was her last waiting, if she could change his life to be healthy, she could give everything.

"What are you going to do next? Do you want to continue to maintain the status quo?" When Xu Yunqi spoke, there was a time when a car was passing in the distance, Lin Xiangwan raised his eyes and saw Chu Di driving a car with Baili Tong passing in front of them. His speed was very fast, and between the lightning and flint, Lin Xiangwan felt the burning temperature of his gaze.

She shook her head, "We can't go on like this, it's time to make a break." ”

Some people, once they meet, will be seen for thousands of years, and some hearts, once they start, they will be overwhelmed.

But if you really pull out the sword that can only cut off thousands of love threads, all this, everything, is not a problem.

Ye Nan was really tired, so he went home and had a hasty meal, took a good bath, and went to sleep. Lin Xiangwan stayed by his side until he fell asleep, and then retreated.

Chu Di sat in the living room waiting for him, and there were two red wine glasses on the coffee table in front of him.

One is not full, and the other is empty.

"I will take Ye Nan to move out of here as soon as possible, and I will trouble you to take care of it during this time. As for Ye Nan's teacher, he doesn't need to help him invite those special teachers in the future, I think with his strength, even if he goes to school like other children, he can learn well. If it really doesn't work, it's just that he has no fate with Go. I've already packed all the luggage, when the moving company comes, please open the door for them, oh, by the way, as for the password of the door, you can also change it in time......" Lin Xiangwan stood in front of Chu Di and didn't sit down, she spoke very quickly, as if she couldn't wait to finish saying this, and then left quickly.

Chu Di sat in silence, and it was not until she stopped to catch her breath that he raised his head, and the amber light of wine was reflected in his all-black eyes, full of sadness. "Can't really think about it again?"

"No...... If you think about it again, I don't know what ghost thoughts I have to come up with, so I cut through the mess and divide it. Lin Xiangwan replied softly.

He and she are not husband and wife, but they live under the same roof, with a feud, but they have conceived a life together, and after all these years of experience, each other's feelings for each other can no longer be described as simple love or hate. Lin Xiangwan thought that she would be very happy to leave here, but in fact, she didn't feel relaxed at all now.

Chu Di nodded knowingly, then let out a long sigh, "I'm not good enough for you. ”

"It's not the problem, it's that we're really not suitable, you've done your best and you didn't succeed in the end, and I'm sorry too. ”

"Don't talk about these scenes, like a government spokesman. Chu Di raised his hand impatiently, and the wine in the wine glass in his palm also shimmered with his movements, he knew that he had done something wrong, one wrong step, and he lost everything, but he didn't regret it, he was such a person, impulsive and willful, he had broken off many spikes for her, but this was still not enough. "I won't say anything superfluous, but there's one thing you have to know, you don't have to go. ”

Lin Xiangwan looked at him suspiciously, and Chu Di continued, "The person who should leave is me. I dragged you into my life, disrupting the peaceful days of you and Ye Nan, all this out of my wishful thinking, causing you so much trouble, the person who should quit is me, the property of the house has long been saved, the property right book is in the study, it doesn't matter if you want to sell it, but it's better to wait for the economic crisis for a while, otherwise the price of the property market will ......"

"Chudi, I don't want it. It's your stuff, I don't want it. Lin Xiangwan shook his head.

Chu Di smiled, "Who said it was for you, I left it to Ye Nan, as his father, whether he recognizes me or not, I always have to recognize him, this house should be regarded as child support for him for the next few years." ”

The boy didn't like him, hated him, and didn't hide his feelings at all, which made him feel sad and relieved.

Sadly, he lost his father when he was a child, and when he grew up, he kept telling himself that he would be a successful parent in the future and no longer let his children go through ups and downs, but in the end it backfired, and it was gratifying that his son was very similar to him, and he had a lot of ideas at a young age, even if he was not by his side, he could grow up very tenacious, and he could take good care of Lin Xiangwan for him.

Lin Xiangwan knew that she should refuse, but the unshirkable firmness in Chu Di's eyes made her successfully shut up.

"Lin Xiangwan, how did we get to this point? I obviously want to do everything well, but why do I always mess up? I thought I was the one who knew you best in the world, but why did I get you hurt every time? Is it because I'm too stupid, or because I'm ......?"

"Maybe it's because we don't have a relationship. Lin Xiangwan said softly.

She met him for the first time when she was eighteen years old, and in a blink of an eye, now that she is close to old age, how many decades does a person have in his life?

Ten years ago, I didn't know you, you didn't know me, and ten years later, we can't be friends.

So what happened in these long and unforgettable years? Who missed whom, and who changed whom?

Neither of them spoke anymore, the room was silent, and the lights of thousands of homes outside the glass window were behind each light, and behind each light was a story that was both the same and very different.

"The scattered group wants to eat the casual meal, but I guess you don't want to dine with me, so it's better to do this, Lin Xiangwan, hug it, and say goodbye." Chu Di put down his glass, stood up, and stretched out his arms.

She was about to forget how tall this man was, the way he opened his arms, like a dragon waiting for a treasure, everyone hated it because of the dragon's ugly appearance, but who knew the tenderness of its heart, it had been guarding the small treasure box for so many years, it had always thought that it was the richest dragon in the world, but one day, when it inadvertently opened the treasure chest, it found that there was nothing inside.

Hug it, it will be regarded as the last reward for him, and in the future, he may never see each other again. It's not that he hasn't been separated from him, but Lin Xiangwan has an intuition that this time the separation of the two will be a long, long time.

So she took two steps forward and threw herself into the man's arms.

He hugged her so hard that her arms were so strangled that she could barely breathe, and her sternum ached, as if she were going to be squeezed alive, as if she were going to be rubbed into her body by him.

"It's a pity that it's not you, accompany me to the end. Chu Di sighed in a low voice in Lin Xiangwan's ear, Lin Xiangwan was stunned, and said, "That's better than that, it's a pity that it's you, it's better to accompany me to the end." ”

Chu Di laughed softly, Lin Xiangwan thought he was going to say something, but he didn't say anything, he resolutely let go of her in the next second, as if she suddenly turned into a piece of coal, let him hold it for another second, he would be burned to the ground. Then Chu Di walked briskly up the stairs without even looking back.

The next morning, when Lin Xiangwan woke up, Chu Di had already left.

In one night's work, he took away everything in the house that was related to him and had traces of him.

When Ye Nan woke up, he also felt some changes in his home, and it wasn't until breakfast was served to the bed that he asked Lin Xiangwan hesitantly, "Is he really ...... Are you gone?"

Lin Xiangwan put the omelette on his plate and replied expressionlessly, "Yes, from today onwards, only you and I will live here." ”

"Then we're not moving back?"

"Don't move, it's a hassle to move around, and besides, it's closer to your school, and there's a chess room upstairs, so we'll all live here in the future." ”

"Shall I use the upstairs room next to the terrace as a bedroom?"

"Absolutely, you can stay in whichever room you want. ”

The child cheered and rushed to the stairs, calling for how to arrange the room, so excited that he didn't even finish the fried eggs on the plate, Lin Xiangwan looked at his elated appearance, and told himself over and over again in his heart that as long as Ye Nan was happy, she would be happy to do whatever she wanted, she didn't care where Chu Di would settle when he left here, nor did she worry about whether he would sleep in the open from now on, let alone worry about whether his injuries would worsen due to displacement.

She told herself that this was the best arrangement, the best ending, the best ......

The best......

The best.

Time flickered, and another two months passed, and during this time, Lin Xiangwan never saw Chu Di again.

Although I didn't see him, these days, there are really a few things that are not big or small around Lin Xiangwan. One of the most exciting things is that Bai Jing woke up. After lying down for so long, everyone lost confidence in her, but she suddenly woke up, but it was a pity that Lin Xiangwan didn't see her, because when she arrived at the tea house, Mr. Long had already taken Bai Jing away and flew away, Lin Xiangwan was disappointed, but still felt happy, at least she was really happy to have friends by her side, which made her more or less more confident in living in this hard life.