Xiao Zhen has never seen Lin Xiangwan and Ye Nan lose their temper, in her little brain, Lin Xiangwan has always been a very capable, but very good-tempered mother, compared to her own careless crying voice, Lin Xiangwan doesn't know how many times more gentle, if her cooking skills are better, Jane is a perfect mother.

So seeing Lin Xiangwan angry, Xiao Zhen was so frightened that she trembled more than Ye Nan, and she even forgot to cry.

Seeing Ye Nan take out the pile of things from her pocket, she leaned her head over, "Huh, what is this? Grass? I seem to have seen it on the railing just now." Ye Nan, what are you doing with this. ”

Ye Nan ignored Xiao Zhen, just held the crumpled grass ball and held it up in front of Lin Xiangwan.

Lin Xiangwan asked him with a cold face, "You have developed a skill, you know how to use such a thing to scare people? Do you know how dangerous your move just now is? You are lucky not to be seriously injured! What if you fall and get injured?!"

Alfalfa is an herb that is not usually found in the wild, but it is often planted around horse farms, especially near railings that enclose horses, because it is like garlic to vampires and is a very unpopular plant for horses. Horses often run away when they smell alfalfa, and planting them next to the fence also has the function of preventing the horses from escaping.

Just on the wall of the locker room, there was an introduction material about this kind of forage, and when Lin Xiangwan treated the abrasions on Ye Nan's legs, he saw that his fingers were stained with yellow-green juice, and he immediately thought of this.

Ye Nan didn't speak, resisted with silence, Lin Xiangwan's heart was even more angry, he pulled him over, and slapped him mercilessly on the child's buttocks, "You have a big temper now! Don't you even talk to me anymore?!Are you going to be silent to the end? Have you ever thought about what the consequences of holding this kind of thing will be? What should she do if she startles Xiaozhen's horse? Ye Nan, apologize!"

Lin Xiangwan's hands were very heavy, her summer clothes were extremely thin, her slap was crackling, her palms and the tips of her heart twitched for a while, Xu Yunqi told her that when Ye Nan fell and was injured, her heart was about to stop beating, but it turned out that this kid deliberately made a prank.

What bad things did she do? God punished her for paying off the debts of these two men in this life? The big one gave her a splitting headache, and the small one kept giving her problems!

Xu Yunqi saw that Lin Xiangwan's eyes were red, and he was obviously distressed, but the mother and son were stubborn together, and no one gave anyone a step down, he stepped forward and grabbed Lin Xiangwan's hand, and said softly, "Don't fight, the child is so young, it's going to be broken again." I know you're angry with him, but you also have to give him a chance to explain, Ye Nan is not a kid who makes fun of this kind of thing, what if he wants to have any troubles......"

"What can he do?!" Lin Xiangwan stopped, I don't know if it was because he was angry or tired, panting, "Okay, I'll let him say it, see what he can say!"

Xu Yunqi hugged Ye Nan over, the child's back was full of sweat, his clothes were soaked, he bit his lip tightly, his lips began to white, Xu Yunqi squatted down and looked at Ye Nan at eye level, "If you have anything to say, just tell your mother, don't be angry with her, she is really in a hurry, you don't know, she heard that you fell off the horse, her face turned white with fright, she beat you, she was also afraid that something would happen to you, I know you are not the kind of naughty child, tell Uncle Xu, why did you do this." ”

Ye Nan didn't answer, his face turned to the side to look at the grassland in the distance, and he didn't say a word. Only the chest that constantly rises and falls violently up and down reflects the surging in his heart at this time.

Lin Xiangwan saw that he was still so stubborn, and his anger was even greater, so he got up from the chair and took Xiao Zhen's hand, "If you don't say it, forget it, don't say it today, never say it in the future, don't you don't want to talk to me?

This is probably the most common trick used by adults to scare children, if you are disobedient, your mother doesn't want you anymore, and if you mess around again, your mother will leave.

Ordinary children are simply familiar with this trick, knowing that it is impossible for their biological parents to leave them alone, so they won't care, but Ye Nan heard Lin Xiangwan say this, the whole person was stunned, his eyes widened, and when he saw Lin Xiangwan pulling up Xiaozhen and walking outside the racecourse, he immediately rushed over and hugged Lin Xiangwan's legs, "Mom, don't want me!!I know it's wrong!!I shouldn't do it!I don't want to scare you, and I don't want to hurt anyone!!I just don't want you to be with him! If I get hurt, you'll come back, and you'll ignore him! Mom, I'm wrong, I'm wrong. I don't dare anymore!!Don't go, don't want me!!Please, don't want me again!!!"

The child's immature cry suddenly tore open Lin Xiangwan's heart, and Ye Nan's hot tears soaked her pants, as if she was going to burn her skin. Lin Xiangwan turned around, hugged him in his arms, and said in a trembling voice, "I'm sorry...... Xiao Nan...... It's me who is not good, my mother won't want you, my mother just said it was scary, how could my mother not want you...... I'm sorry...... It's mom who is wrong......"

Obviously, it was her, who once ruthlessly pushed the child away, and used life and death as a ravine to block him in the area where she thought she was safe, but she forgot that for children, the mother is the most important, and if they lose the protection of their mother, no matter how safe the place is, it will be a crisis for them.

Only the mother's bosom is a harbor for their little ship to dock.

If she wasn't so ruthless, how could Ye Nan be so frightened by such an ordinary sentence, she was not a competent mother, she applied the anger she had accumulated in Chu Di to the child, she was not even as good as Xu Yunqi, she didn't even give him a chance to defend herself, and she convicted him intuitively.

Ye Nan's temperament is similar to Lin Xiangwan, and they are not crying people, but at this moment, one big and one small hugging each other are crying together, which makes people look particularly worried.

"Xiao Nan, does it hurt? Do you want to hit your mother a few times? Mom won't beat you again in the future, and I won't see that person again, we'll move tomorrow, okay?" She knew that Ye Nan didn't like Chu Di, but she never thought that the child's disgust with Chu Di had reached this level, and it was for Ye Nan's good to stay, but learning chess is such a thing, not every master must have a good teacher to succeed, Ye Nan really likes Go, Lin Xiangwan believes that even if there is no special teacher, he will go on this road tenaciously.

Ye Nan was choked with tears, his little face was flushed, he was really afraid that Lin Xiangwan would just leave, and he would never find her again. Hearing Lin Xiangwan's words, he nodded busily, holding Lin Xiangwan tightly with his little hands, sweat and tears mixed together, leaving a small wet stain on the trouser legs.

On the way back, Ye Nan and Xiaozhen were tired of crying, and fell asleep in the back seat, because the refrigeration of the car was not good, Xu Yunqi was afraid that the continuous rush would heat up the child, so he found a rest stop to stop, and waited for the sun to set before rushing to the city.

"I'm such a failed mother, my life is a mess, and even my children have to suffer together. Lin Xiangwan sat down against a wall in the shade, his face full of decadence. Ye Nan and Xiao Zhen slept on a bench under the shade of a tree not far from her, the breeze blowing, the soft hair of the two children danced lightly with the wind, and their faces were filled with smiles that only bloom when they have a sweet dream.

Xu Yunqi sat down next to her and patted her on the shoulder as if taking care of a brother, "Don't say that, you can't help it, if you put others into your life, they must not be as good as you." ”

The people in this world, one counts as one, if they are really allowed to change to her life, it is estimated that very few people can survive, maybe in the first three years of meeting Chu Di, they will go with the flow......

"I don't know what I'm insisting on, at the beginning, it was for my family, and then after my father died, I was stupid, and I had nothing else in my heart except hate, maybe it was hatred that supported me in the most difficult years, and then with Ye Nan, the days were a little rushing, and I knew what I wanted......"

Those days were like a thick ink, except for the deep and shallow black, it was the gray of despair, and Ye Nan's arrival was like a ray of sunshine shining into the deep sea, giving her the persistence and hope to live again. If there is anything that Lin Xiangwan has done for so many years and never regrets it, it is to leave Ye Nan behind and give birth.

"You can't imagine how difficult it is to live abroad with a child alone, I have a long time, two or two and a half years, and sleep no more than five hours a day, Ye Nan is different from other children, he doesn't cry, so you don't know when he got sick, when he vomited, when he wet diapers, you only have to pay nearly twice as much to ordinary children to take care of him, so that he can grow up healthy. But I don't have time, I'm busy with my degree, I'm busy with internships, I'm busy working to earn money and buy milk powder, and I'm so busy that I don't even have time to breathe. Lin Xiangwan supported her head with her hand, her palm was still hot and painful, and she stuck it against the wall, which was covered with green creepers, and a thin layer of fluff grew on the thin leaves.

"Why don't you find someone to help you? That Mr. Shen seems to be a good candidate for a husband. Xu Yunqi asked.

Lin Xiangwan smiled and shook his head, "How many men are willing to be fathers to other people's children? Godfather is one thing, stepfather is another." It's good to marry him, but what if he wants his own children in the future? Except for Ye Nan, I don't want to have another life, it's too painful, a person lying on the delivery bed for several hours, calling every day unacceptable, calling the earth and the earth not working, I don't want to repeat it again. ”

All mothers are accompanied by their loved ones, they gather around the delivery bed, waiting excitedly, and in the first second of the arrival of a new life, they can feel the love and care of their loved ones. And her youngest son, from the moment he was born, she was alone with him, and perhaps she was the only one, looking forward to his landing, and rejoicing at his first cry.