Chu Di was stunned for a long time and didn't answer, not knowing if he heard his words clearly. Lin Xiangwan had no choice but to ask the question just now, "How about raising me, anyway, there are not more than two people in your family to eat, Ye Nan and I, there are no other requirements, as long as we take care of food, clothing, housing and transportation." quot;

Her attitude is very provocative, and when she speaks, her tone is also light, as if she is discussing someone else's business, not her future.

"Are you serious, or are you kidding me?" asked Chu Di, a little uncertain.

Lin Xiangwan chuckled, "Are you kidding? Where can you tell I'm joking? A waste like me, except for Mr. Chu, you have mercy to take me in, is there anyone else who wants me?" she said and sat up straight and put her arms on his shoulders, "Do you still want me to beg you to agree?" Okay, please, Mr. Chu, be kind and take me and Ye Nan in, I promise not to cause you trouble, only eat a little food every day, okay?"

I want to say to her, don't say that, because you know that everything I have done to you is not because of pity and kindness. But Chu Di didn't say anything, because her body was so close to him, so close that he could smell the strong smell of the hospital's peculiar soda emanating from her clothes, and the scent of shampoo coming from her hair, and her close, unguarded appearance made him full of joy.

Although it was faint, he always felt that something was wrong. But I can't tell what's wrong.

However, as long as she thinks about it, she is willing to be with herself, no matter how difficult it is, as long as the family is together, there will always be hope.

Chu Di felt that he had never learned to love in his life, because he felt that he didn't need such a thing in his early years, and when he found out that he was wrong later, it was too late.

So it wasn't until a long, long time later that Chu Di figured out the mystery of this, Lin Xiangwan's attitude towards him at that time was the attitude of a woman in love towards her beloved, if she loved him, it was beyond reproach, but the strange thing was that after so many things happened, how could she still have a little affection for him.

She doesn't hate him to the core, even if it's a good thing, how can she still love him......

It's just that he understands all this, too late, too late.

* Lin Xiangwan went home directly after being discharged from the hospital, because there were a lot of things to pack, so she and Chu Di made an appointment to send a moving company over the next day to transport her and Ye Nan's things over, and they would officially start living together.

Although I haven't been home for a long time, the house has been cleaned up by Aunt Zhang, and the things that should be taken away have been packed and neatly placed in the corner of the wall.

Lin Xiangwan bypassed the cardboard box and took Ye Nan's hand into the study.

Because Ye Nan doesn't like her to be alone here, Lin Xiangwan hasn't come in for a long time, happy times always pass very fast, in the blink of an eye, midsummer flies by, late autumn is coming, after these months, Ye Zhen is still that meaningless smile, printed in a black photo frame, looking at Lin Xiangwan quietly.

She's so stupid, how can the photo change, even if she doesn't see her for a long time, there will be no other changes except for a slight yellowing.

Lin Xiangwan lit a cigarette and poured a glass of red wine.

The wine is for Ye Zhen, and the smoke is for himself, Ye Nan stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window at the end of the room, outlining the outline of the house outside with his fingers on the glass, and a cold wind poured in from the window, so that Lin Xiangwan didn't have to worry about the smell of smoke choking him.

"Dad, I finally understand now that everything I was afraid of before was not true. Ye Nan will not forget me, just as I will not forget you. Even if he locked himself in a world where only he could enter and exit, he wouldn't forget me, wouldn't he?" Lin Xiangwan let out a sigh and dusted the ashes on the floor casually, her fingers rubbing back and forth beside Ye Zhen's cheek, as if through this meaningless contact, she could touch Ye Zhen's long-dead soul.

"I used to worry that he would forget about me, so I didn't do anything. Now I've finally figured it out. Dad, you treated me so badly before, I haven't forgotten you, let alone Ye Kuan and Ye Rong...... We will never forget our parents, even if we have no conscience, so I am no longer afraid...... I know Ye Nan will be fine...... I'll make him well, and I'll take on the responsibilities of a mother...... I would never let the same thing happen to him again...... Father...... Please, bless me. ”

Lin Xiangwan said at the end, suddenly laughed, laughed and laughed, tears fell, tears dripped into the red wine glass, and disappeared.

She walked behind Ye Nan and stretched out her arm to hug her. The child stared numbly out of the window, and did not have any response to her possession, Lin Xiangwan put her face together with his, and she said to him over and over again in her heart, "Baby, remember Mom, no matter what happens, please remember me, Mom loves you, loves you more than anyone else in this world, no one loves you more than me, no matter where I am, how far away I am from you, please remember this." ”

The next day, Lin Xiangwan took Ye Nan to Chu Di's villa and started a real cohabitation life.

Chu Di felt that Lin Xiangwan had changed a little from before, she quit her job and spent a lot of time with Ye Nan every day, she no longer resisted spending Chu Di's money, she bought Ye Nan many, many books and models, when she was fine, she would hold Ye Nan and sit in the sunny courtyard to read or play with toys, she often laughed, her long hair was scattered on her shoulders at will, and her whole body would tremble slightly when she laughed.

Chu Di often stood not far away to look at her, but for some reason, whenever she smiled, he always felt that her smile contained some kind of sad emotion.

Her body was smiling, her face was smiling, but her eyes weren't smiling.

From her eyes, there was a pain similar to pathos, which went straight to the heart.

Lin Xiangwan began to learn to cook, but this attempt was not long before she gave up, her hands were always shaking, and she couldn't even lift the pot, let alone lift it to do all kinds of stir-frying movements.

Once Chu Di came home early and heard a loud noise from the kitchen, it turned out that she was fighting the iron pot again, and finally failed.

The pot knocked over on the ground, the half-cooked dishes fell on the clean marble floor, the sauce splashed, Chu Di thought that Lin Xiangwan would be angry because of such a setback, but her response was completely unexpected by him, she smiled and squatted down, like any good-natured housewife, while muttering, why am I so stupid, I can't even do such a simple thing, and then clean up the floor.

He stood by and looked at her, trying to help, but his body seemed to be under a spell and couldn't move.

It was as if he saw a pair of hands, tearing off the wings that were born on her shoulder blades, little by little, hard, with flesh and bones.

She couldn't fly away anymore, and in this life, she had no other choice than to live by clinging to him.

It wasn't until Lin Xiangwan finished cleaning up the floor that she realized Chu Di's arrival, she still maintained the smile she had just now, and said to him, "It looks like I'm going to eat instant noodles for dinner today, I'm too useless, I can't do this little thing well." Otherwise, it's better to order takeout, and it's not a problem to eat instant noodles all the time......"

As she spoke, she was about to look for the phone, when Chu Di hugged her tightly from behind.

"Don't do that...... You don't have to force yourself to do these housework, Aunt Zhang has returned to her hometown, we can also hire a new aunt, change it if you don't like it, until you like it. ”

When she was restless, he always wished she could stay with him a little longer, but now, that she was by his side forever, he felt that he owed her deeply.

She once said that he took away all the glory and hope that belonged to her, so she had to keep working hard and keep climbing up to find something that she was proud of again, but now...... He destroyed the last bit of light in her life.

Some things can be tinkered with, and some things can never be done.

Lin Xiangwan was hugged by him and did not resist, she was obedient like a well-behaved house cat, "It's expensive to find someone, it's okay for me to be idle at home, although these hands can't go to the operating table anymore, but the stove should still be okay." Don't worry, let me practice again, hey, it's not early, I really should go and order food, otherwise people won't be happy to send it when it reaches the peak in a while, are you hungry? Let's eat some snacks first......

Lin Xiangwan talked to himself, broke free from Chu Di's embrace, and walked to the living room. It wasn't until she couldn't see him that she stopped, clenched her palms tightly into fists, and slammed them against the wall one after another.

She didn't feel any pain, she hadn't felt anything for a long time.

Even if the hot juice just now fell on her feet, she didn't feel the slightest feeling.

She thought that she would not be able to hold on to such a cohabitation life for a day, because if she had been placed in the past, she would have to repay the person who had hurt her, not to mention living under the same roof, just thinking about that person would make her feel disgusting.

But now, unlike in the past, she is no longer the impulsive and hot-blooded she was back then, and her blood has long been cold and frosty.

Not only did she stay, but she did a good job.

It turns out that love can't do things, hate really can.

Lin Xiangwan smiled quietly at a certain point in the void, Do you want my gentleness? Then I will give it to you. But do you know that sometimes gentleness is the best weapon to kill.

By the time you realize the danger, it's too late, because you're stuck in a gentle country and can't escape.