Chapter 171: Life and Death

Xu Feng looked at Luo Cheng with a mysterious face, and was also a little curious about what the thing wrapped in this kraft paper was, he slowly uncovered it, and what caught his eyes was red.

"There are three bank cards in it, the password is Ying'er's birthday, you know, they are 760,000, 230,000 and 80,000, and the cash is about 100,000, which is all my savings. Luo Cheng didn't look at Xu Feng's shocked expression, but silently smoked a cigarette and looked into the distance and said.

Xu Feng looked at Luo Cheng stunned, in this city, this money may not be a big amount, but for Luo Cheng in the capital, this can be said to be a shocking large amount, he knows Luo Cheng too well, and he understands very well how exaggerated it is to take out such a number from Luo Cheng.

He began to wonder what Luo Cheng had been doing silently over the years to leave this huge inheritance.

"After thinking about it, this money is most suitable to be handed over to you directly, it should be almost enough for Ying'er to finish college, I will transfer another amount of money to your card tomorrow, don't think this is dead man's money dirty hands, this money is all I exchanged for my life, you can use it with peace of mind." Luo Cheng said slowly, as if this was his will.

Xu Feng's body was trembling, he gritted his teeth and said, "Luo Cheng, what have you been doing all these years?"

Luo Cheng listened, and seemed to want to escape like before, but where should he flee this time? And he didn't choose to escape, he felt that if he kept some things hidden, he would never be able to say it, so no matter what Xu Feng thought of him, he finally said: "Kill." ”

The simple two words made Xu Feng's expression freeze for a while, as if he had heard something fantastic, although he had already been mentally prepared for Luo Cheng's career, but after hearing all this with his own ears, as an ordinary person, Xu Feng still couldn't accept such a setting.

But no matter how illusory all this is, the most unreasonable things, including the money, have the most reasonable explanations.

Luo Cheng looked at Xu Feng, who had been speechless for a long time, and said with a forced smile: "Are you afraid?"

Xu Feng nodded first, and then shook his head vigorously.

Luo Cheng still smiled far-fetchedly, and then continued: "Xu Feng, do you think this is retribution?"

Xu Feng still shook his head, as a doctor, he is a complete atheist, he thinks that what pulls a person from death to life is not the so-called gods, but the sacrifice of generations, this is all his understanding of medicine, as for those who pray, maybe not even half a pill is worth it.

It may be extreme, but if what he believes in is science, then it is understandable.

"Take care of Ying'er, she will be handed over to you, and only you can make me feel at ease to cause trouble, these words, in this city, or in this world, I can no longer find another person to speak. Luo Cheng said, he didn't plan to continue to discuss these things that were so dark that people couldn't see their fingers when they opened their eyes.

It was a world that Xu Feng couldn't imagine.

Xu Feng put aside what Luo Cheng had just said in his mind, stared at Luo Cheng tightly and said, "I will take care of her, with your share, don't worry, I have always treated Ying'er as my daughter." ”

Luo Cheng nodded, he felt unconditional belief in Xu Feng, and then slowly got up and said, "I'll leave first." ”

Xu Feng also got up with Luo Cheng, glanced at the Audi A8 parked in the dark, and stopped talking, maybe he had never experienced this kind of scene, so he didn't know how to speak to Luo Cheng in his heart.

"Is it the last one?" Xu Feng opened his mouth with a sad face, his body was trembling slightly, he had seen a lot of life and death, but he still couldn't adapt to this kind of sadness.

Luo Cheng nodded slightly, looking at Xu Feng's sad expression, he inexplicably felt that his life seemed to be worth it, at least there were people who showed sad expressions for him.

"Ying'er, I'll leave it to you like this. After Luo Cheng finally said this, he silently turned around and left, but Xu Feng stopped him just as he turned around.

It is said that the friendship of gentlemen is as light as water, but it would be nice if it was really as light as water.

Luo Cheng turned his back to Xu Feng, shook his head silently and said, "Don't ask anything, don't say anything, don't know anything, just don't see me today, Luo Cheng is dead, completely dead..."

After he said this sentence a little resolutely, he walked away with a step that was not bleak, but gave people a particularly sad step.

And Xu Feng just stood in place trembling all over, even if he was not at the point of wearing a coat this season, but he was wearing a coat, but his heart was full of coldness, all he could do was to hold the kraft paper in his hand and watch Luo Cheng leave his world step by step.

Before he even had time to recall the story about him and Luo Cheng, it was already over in a hurry, and he had a lot of unwillingness in his heart, but he could never say it to that person.

Perhaps, this is life and death.

This is life and death.

A person leaves a person's world, a person walks out of this world, and his life ends like this, but in the end, there is often no vigor, and even so quietly that even the closest people are not aware of it, and it is this silence that leaves behind the sadness, but it is forever.

This is a picture that can only be frozen by tears.

Xu Feng watched the Audi A8 leave slowly, leaving a little dejected, and even he forgot how he swiped his card to enter the community, how to go upstairs, if he opened the door, when he entered the warm house, there was no real meaning clearly.

It wasn't until the woman looked at him with some concern and kept calling his name that Xu Feng came back to his senses in the real sense, he raised his head and looked at this woman who had not been with him in hardship, but who had accompanied him in prosperity.

He didn't know if he loved her or not, but no matter what, he still married her, and then had children, and by the time he really came back to his senses, his life was already full of her, maybe this is the most ordinary love in the world.

He slowly squatted down, choked up and said, "Luo... Journey... Gone..."

Suffocating grief pervades.

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In the Audi A8 that slowly left, Luo Cheng in the car was still expressionless, and his mood was so terrible that even Xie Lei thought that this guy was a monster, and he was no longer a human.

"Where else are you going?" Xie Lei asked.

Luo Cheng shook his head slightly.

Xie Lei seemed to see the wavering in Luo Cheng's eyes, and the desire to speak in his expression stopped, he didn't say anything, but slowly lowered the speed, he was waiting for this man to speak, that is something that can only be meaningful when he says it in Luo Cheng's mouth.

The car was driving, time was passing, Luo Cheng's expression was also changing subtly, he slowly lowered his head, as if he didn't want Xie Lei on the side to see his expression, this dying man didn't want to take another look at the world, but he was crazy to see someone, but he was telling him rationally not to see that person.

It's better not to be implicated, nothing to do with it, he thought, but when he raised his head, he said an address to Xie Lei.

Xie Lei nodded silently and stepped on the accelerator directly.

This time, Luo Cheng said thank you to him again, this is the first thank you tonight Luo Cheng didn't know, but Xie Lei didn't feel annoyed, but felt that what he was doing was not too meaningless.

It's a long journey again, and although Xie Lei, who was driving, has stayed up all night, he seems to be in good shape, maybe because he doesn't have a fixed biological clock all year round, but Luo Cheng began to slowly lean his head against the car window, with his eyes closed with a pale expression.

Xie Lei noticed Luo Cheng's strange appearance, but he didn't ask, but there was a little strangeness on his face.

Of course, Luo Cheng was in pain, this body that was already dying, plus this night's tossing, he was already a little unbearable, this feeling of watching his body decay little by little was really uncomfortable, rather than dying in pain in that miserable ward full of tubes, he would rather choose a dignified way to die.

Maybe a person can't choose how he lives, but at least he can decide how he wants to die, which is quite a hideous idea, but when it comes out of the mouth of such a pathetic person, it can be regarded as heroic.

The car stopped slowly, it was a children's welfare home, Xie Lei looked at Luo Cheng with a somewhat painful expression, and didn't know how to wake up Luo Cheng, but Luo Cheng had slowly opened his eyes, he turned his head to look at the welfare home that had turned off the lights, and there was a deep longing in his eyes.

"Go ahead. Xie Lei said, this time he did not fulfill his position, maybe just a few hours of contact, he let go of his guard against Luo Cheng, he couldn't imagine what such a man would do.

But just such a gentleman, but he was pushed to such a road by such a river and lake.

He felt that it was a little worthless, of course, it was only fifty steps and a hundred steps, in a sense, there seemed to be no essential difference between him and Luo Cheng.

Luo Cheng slowly opened the car door, his steps looked a little trembling, he was one step away from being able to see her, it was just one step away, but after he took the first step, he stopped.

Xie Lei looked at Luo Cheng who was standing motionless in place with a puzzled expression, and Luo Cheng just looked up at the welfare home, in the dormitory, there seemed to be such a light on, he stared, stared deeply, and finally slowly retreated into the car, and said to Xie Lei, who looked puzzled: "Go." ”

Xie Lei couldn't understand it at all, it took him nearly half an hour to get here, and he was still a little bitter in his heart, but when he saw the torment in Luo Cheng's eyes, he understood something in an instant.

He started the car and stepped on the accelerator, he didn't seem to think about it, he knew what Luo Cheng would say next.

"Thank you. ”