Chapter 170: Thank you
Everything is still so familiar, but in Luo Cheng's eyes, everything that is extremely familiar seems to have changed drastically, perhaps because he can't go back.
He didn't pack anything, because he knew that he couldn't take anything with him, but he just stood in the center of the room with a complicated mood, looking around at all this, his expression being torn apart little by little, that kind of thing is called memory.
Most people will say that a person will see everything before he dies, but at this moment, Luo Cheng thinks that the person who said this must not have died, even if he is a person who has nothing to worry about, this cannot be parted, let alone a person in the red dust.
Perhaps the most torturous thing is not the pain, but the last moment when he knew that he was dying, he had to accept such a reality, those things that he could never let go, he still had to let go, thinking of this, Luo Cheng silently lit a cigarette, it seemed that he could only light such a cigarette.
He didn't know if he got that thing because of smoking, or if God opened his eyes and let him endure the torture more, he didn't think it was very important, now that he can still take a breath and live well, then he should finish the last journey of his life decently, this is all Luo Cheng imagined now.
Slowly, he stepped on the cigarette butt, walked quickly to the bedroom, rummaged through what he put in his arms, then returned to the living room, put a stack of money on the coffee table, and then hurried away, without looking at it for the last time.
Xie Lei, who was guarding the door, rubbed his eyes and leaned against the wall to fight his spirits, at this time the door had opened, and Luo Cheng, who didn't seem to have anything on his body, had appeared in front of him.
Xie Lei straightened his waist, a little surprised by the efficiency of Luo Cheng's work, and before he could speak, Luo Cheng said, "Can you send me to another place." ”
"Even if you break my leg tonight, it's nothing, as long as you don't leave any regrets. Xie Lei said very happily, he knew very well what this night meant to Luo Cheng, this may be the dividing line between life and death, so he tried his best to meet all Luo Cheng's requirements.
Luo Cheng nodded silently, said thank you again, and left with Xie Lei non-stop.
Audi A8 drove out of this small apartment, Xie Lei listened to the address Luo Cheng said, and said while writing it down: "Friend, forgive me for taking the liberty of saying more, why do you choose to take such a road?"
Luo Cheng listened, his expression was as calm as ever, so calm that people wondered if he looked like a creature with feelings, he just said lightly: "I didn't have a choice back then." ”
"And now?" Xie Lei said with a little reluctance, perhaps because the guy in front of him was too different, so that he was curious about what kind of story this guy had.
"Now I don't have a choice. Luo Chengfeng said lightly, as if he was talking about the most inseparable birth, old age, sickness and death in the world.
Xie Lei didn't continue to ask, and went overboard if he asked again, but opened the car window and blew the cold wind, feeling the wind with the taste of Beijing, and said: "Actually, I think that in this life, no matter which road you take is right or wrong, as long as you don't regret it, I'm afraid that you won't be able to live to the end, I think you understand it." ”
"I feel like I've never lived. Luo Cheng took Xie Lei's sentence very happily, which made Xie Lei a little speechless for a while, and he didn't know how to face Luo Cheng, who had completely exploded in negative energy.
Xie Lei was very dull, and finally chose to drive honestly, holding back the curiosity in his stomach, in fact, he also understood that the other party was unwilling to open his mouth about some things, even if he broke the casserole and asked in the end, he couldn't ask a reason.
This time, the place where the car was looking was a relatively high-end community, Luo Cheng did not ask Xie Lei to drive in, but asked Xie Lei to stop at the door of the community, and then silently made a phone call.
At such a point, the entrance of the community was already empty, perhaps because of the heavy rain just now, even the people who were hanging out couldn't see it, and Luo Cheng's phone rang until the end before it was connected.
"What's wrong?, are you not feeling well?" As soon as the phone was connected, Xu Feng's hurried voice came from the opposite side, and Luo Cheng was a little moved by the voice that had just woken up but was full of concern, but he still said in a cold tone as always: "I'm at the door of your community, and I want to talk to you about something." ”
"Wait for me, I'll be down in ten minutes. Xu Feng on the other side directly agreed, and did not ask any why, perhaps this was his trust in Luo Cheng.
Luo Cheng said to Xie Lei, who was eavesdropping on the side: "I see a person, for ten minutes, I won't leave your sight." ”
Xie Lei listened to Luo Cheng, who took care of his position, if he refused, it would be a bit too much to say, he nodded and said, "Don't worry, just rush back before dawn." ”
Luo Cheng said thank you for the third time, then opened the car door, walked to the bench under the huge French plane tree next to the street at the entrance of the community, and then sat down silently, touched the thing in his arms, and then lit a cigarette again and waited.
A man hurriedly swiped his card from the entrance of the community and trotted out, wearing a black coat outside, and inside were pajamas that he didn't have time to change at all.
At this moment, Xu Feng, who was sleepy-eyed and sloppy, where did he have the appearance of an elite, and at a glance he noticed Luo Cheng who was sitting on the bench laughing at his description, and he couldn't help but walk over with a wry smile, sat down next to Luo Cheng, and didn't ask Luo Cheng what kind of wind he was smoking, but glanced at the cigarette in Luo Cheng's hand and said, "This thing killed you." ”
Luo Cheng didn't pinch it off, but took a deep breath and said, "It's too late, it's better to smoke this thing and die happily." ”
Xu Feng frowned after hearing this, he hated this kind of person who gave up hope, but he was helpless, because he knew very well, extremely clearly, for Luo Cheng, there was no longer the word hope, so he no longer insisted on such a cigarette, but said: "You must come to the hospital tomorrow for examination, what is the difference between you and suicide?"
Luo Cheng shook his head silently and said, "If you don't go, it's useless, and I have one thing to do in the past few days." ”
"More important than life?" Xu Feng felt incomprehensible about Luo Cheng's attitude, he had seen too many people who were on the verge of death, most of them were struggling and fearful, like Luo Cheng's expression was calm to such an extent, he had never used to see it.
"While I can still catch my breath and walk, I hope to finish my last full stop, and there is no regret about it. Luo Cheng said as he took out something wrapped in brown paper from his arms and threw it to Xu Feng.
Xu Feng took the heavy thing and asked, "What?"
"Open. ”