The weather in the capital is getting hotter, and it has been three months since I was pregnant, and if it is not bad, the due date will be at the end of December, and the beginning of January will be around the beginning, if it is just right for New Year's Day.

I sat on the sofa on the balcony, leaning slightly against Qing and looking at the neon in the city, I haven't seen the prosperity of the city for a long time, a lot of bad things have happened recently, and the good days have finally calmed down.

The phone rang for a moment, I picked it up and looked at it, yes...... Bo Yin sent a text message, he said: "The car is in Yicheng. ”

I suddenly remembered my Porsche, and according to Bo Yin's routine, he must have gone to Yicheng as well.

He now knows that I am not in Yicheng, but he didn't ask much, just simply said, the car is in Yicheng.

I sighed and deleted the text message and looked out at the scenery as the wind gradually surged like a sign of rain.

I tightened the thin quilt on my body and drove Qing off the sofa and lay directly on the sofa, Qing lying at my feet.

Looking at me, he closed his eyes a little tired, and it wasn't until his head was lifted and placed on his legs that I opened my eyes and looked at him, smiled and asked, "Is the matter settled?"

He Shen just said that he had some personal matters to leave, so I waited here for him to come back and left the light for him.

"Well, I handed over all the affairs of Bo Yan to my old friend, and he will be in charge of this child's affairs in the future. ”

I asked suspiciously, "Will Bo Yan accept it?"

He Shen's broad and warm palm touched my cheek and said with a smile: "I will accept it when I have to, he wants to survive." ”

When you have to, there's nothing you can't accept in order to survive, no matter who you are.

I took his hand and stopped asking the question, He Shen took my hand and took me in his arms and got up to go inside.

He gently laid me on the bed, reached out and smoothed my broken hair behind my ears, his eyes shining slightly, and his handsome face with a warm smile.

He said, "It's late, do you want to sleep?"

Do you want to sleep? I smiled and nodded and closed my eyes sincerely, He Shen covered me with a thin quilt, and then he lay down and reached out to hold my hand, and only after a while did he call out in a soft voice: "Hour light." ”

"Huh?" I answered him.

The breath of darkness flowed through the space, and I felt something burst out of the cocoon, ready to move.

I'm a little scared, afraid of the time to come.

The body was violently fished into his arms, He Shen turned over and pressed on me, but the palm of his hand gently stroked my belly, for fear of pressing it a little and pressing the life inside.

"Hour light. ”

My breathing gradually increased, it was due to unstable mood, I knew what he wanted to do, but there was no reason to refuse him!

I'm afraid...... I'm afraid of his next move.

But I didn't say no to him!

His eyes were bright, his breathing was heavy, he lowered his head and gasped and gently dropped a kiss on my forehead, the warm breath fell on my face, and he shouted again, "Hour light." ”

I snorted with my eyes peeling.

"Xiaoguang, there are three months of pregnancy, and the doctor said I can touch you, I ...... Never have I ever touched a girl. ”

I tugged at the sheets with both hands, panicked, but I couldn't show it, what should I do now?

Rejecting him would hurt his self-esteem a lot.

The sound of rain outside came in, but the temperature in the room gradually rose, He Shen's eyes stared at me tightly, and his eyes stretched out with deep feelings, suppressed feelings.

His eyes were red, and he said he had never touched a girl, and that he had never dated anyone ten years ago when he was twenty-four.

Then I met 12-year-old me and have been single until now.

I let go of my grip on the sheets, re-clenched his palm, and asked softly, "Brother He Shen, why did you choose to protect me all the time when you were 12 years old? ”

Is he in love with 12-year-old me?

"If my sister is still here, she is as old as you now, and I thought of her at the first sight of you, so I gradually wanted to grow up with you, and then you became more and more cheerful and bright, so ...... As a child, I also have people who I want to have. ”

The person he wants is me...... He Shen looked at me, his broken hair covering his forehead, I didn't think I should let him down.

I don't think I should hurt his self-esteem.

I reached out and hugged his neck, put my lips up, kissed him, kissed him eagerly, and gave him what he wanted!

He Shen was startled, stunned for a moment, his hands hugged me in his arms and pressed against my lips, his kiss was very green, his movements were very green, and he was terrified and didn't know how to take the next step.

He Shen just gently pulled away my clothes, wrapped me in his arms, and landed the kiss on my collarbone, eager, flustered, careful not to take the next step.

Don't dare but doesn't mean it won't, He Shen untied my clothes, and also untied his clothes, the moment I hugged me, I reached out and hugged his body, and kept shouting: "He Shen He Shen ......"

He Shen was slightly stunned, hugged me and coaxed: "I'm here." ”

His hand patted me on the back like a child.

I was sad and said, "I'm sorry. ”

I'm sorry, I'm not ready, I'm sorry, but in the end it hurt his self-esteem and let him down.

"Ah......" He Shen sighed and said with a smile: "Silly girl, if you don't want me to touch you, I won't touch you." ”

"It's not like that. I explained, "I'm not ready, I'm afraid...... I'm afraid I won't be able to give you what you want. ”

He Shen dressed me in pajamas, and also dressed himself, hugged me in his arms and said, "It's okay, go to sleep." ”

I couldn't sleep all night, I couldn't sleep at all!

In the early morning, He Shen made me breakfast, and he looked at me with a smile in his eyes and said, "Come and have breakfast." ”

"Oh. "I used to sit across from him.

I took a sip of porridge with a spoon, and then I heard He Shen's warm voice ask, "Do you want to go back to him?" ”

"Don't!" I quickly looked at him and said, "I'm not going back! I'm going to stay with you all the time, don't try to push me away." ”

He Shen wanted to send me back to Bo Yin's side, but what would he do? I remembered the events of last night, and I understood that he had misunderstood.

"Don't get excited, time. He Shen still smiled and explained: "Yun He has been trying to win you back, and you ...... Time, if you can't forget it, don't embarrass yourself, the cloud is waiting for you to go back, the child is also waiting for his biological father, and I ...... I want you to be happy, and I want you to be happy from beginning to end. ”

How did I return to Bo Yin's side now?

"He Shen, don't say that!"

I bowed my head and ignored him, He Shen sighed, changed the topic and said, "Later, I will accompany you to the hospital for a prenatal checkup, in fact, I would like to know if you are pregnant with a boy or a girl." ”

I wondered, "Can you?"

He affirmed: "Three months, yes." ”

He Shen took Qing with him, and when he arrived at the hospital, I grabbed his hand and asked nervously: "Brother He Shen, do you like girls or boys?" I hope that the first one can be a boy, and the second one can be a girl, so that my brother can protect my sister." ”

"Me?" He Shen smiled and said, "I like little girls, if it's a girl, she should be very much like you." ”

I said, "Then I want to raise a girl, too." ”

He Shen smiled and said, "Uh-huh." ”

I asked him with a sad heart, "What name do you want?"

"The porcelain words are very good, read lightly and crispy, and it is easy to break, and it needs to be carefully cared for, which is very suitable for girls. ”

I asked, "What about the boy?"

"Boy? ”

When I entered the ultrasound room, I lowered my head and took out a black silk scarf from my satchel and carefully wrapped it around his wrist, and whispered: "Brother He Shen, wait for me here." ”

He looked down at the porcelain flowers on it, then smiled and reached out to rub my head, and said, "I will." ”

"Brother He Shen. I turned to look at him again and said seriously, "I received the letter, you must wait for me." ”

When the doctor told me that I was pregnant with a girl in my belly, I hurriedly ran out of the door, and my body was supported by someone, He Shen smiled and said, "Why are you in a hurry? Is it a girl?"

I looked at him with a smile and said, "Yes, it's a girl." ”

He Shen smiled very happily, he reached out and put his arm around my shoulders and took me out of the hospital and said, "Doctor Feng really counts. ”

I asked, "What does it have to do with him?"

"If he doesn't command, how can the doctor tell you the child's gender?" He Shen put the windbreaker on his body and put it on me, lowered his voice and said, "The car is here, can you walk with me?"

I wondered, "Where to go?"

"Buy a gift for the little girl. ”

He Shen took me into a nearby watch shop, and he took a fancy to a children's watch with a tender cyan strap and asked the clerk to wrap it.

I looked at him, a little embarrassed, I thought he was going to give it to me, but now I realized that he was giving it to the child.

I was depressed and said, "She will have to wait many years for this to be used." ”

"Time flies. He Shen said.

After that, he accompanied me to the mall, and I chose two sets of clothes and one for him, during which he came out and whispered to me, "I'll go to the bathroom, you wait for me here." ”

"Okay, I'll wait for you. ”

At that time, I didn't hear the melancholy in his tone, because he hid it well, and I didn't find any flaws.

It wasn't until half an hour later that I knew that what I was worried about was still coming, and He Shen threw me down and left by myself.

I silently looked down at Qing at my feet with tears in my eyes, and said with a smile: "He said let us wait for him here, and we will always wait, okay?" Brother He Shen will come back, he will never let me down, yes, he will never let me down." ”

But this time it was different, he really disappeared completely.

I sat on a bench in the mall, holding my phone and waiting, until the phone rang, I quickly picked it up with trembling hands, and said with a smile: "He Shen, why haven't you come back yet?"

"Xiaoguang, I'm leaving the capital. ”

"Where?" I hurriedly added, "Shall I go with you?"

"Xiaoguang, you and the clouds should be fine. He Shen paused, and said for a while: "I hope that the child can be surnamed Bo, and I also hope that you can face your heart, you don't need me now." ”

I cried, "No, I need you!"

He ignored what I said, but said softly, "Goodbye, I love you, time." ”

I had already felt it at home before, I felt He Shen's determination, and I also felt that he was going to leave my heart.

Last night...... He recognized my resistance.

When I was in the hospital, I told him again and again that I was afraid that he would leave, and even asked him if he liked girls or boys, and even asked him what name he wanted to choose.

When I came out after the examination, I saw that he was relieved, and I thought that I was overly worried, that I was sensitive.

I didn't think he really lost me.

Not a hospital, but a shopping mall.

I clenched my phone, clutched the gift he gave to my child, and in the flow of people coming and going, I finally couldn't help but hunch over and cry, he was going to live alone again.

He went back to the past, without Qing, without me, and without family and friends, and left the capital again.

And he just wants to fulfill me!

How does he understand? How do you tell him, he will understand that Bo Yin and I will not be easily together, whether it is a family or an individual, and we don't want to be together again.

My grandfather was disappointed in the Bo family, and I was disappointed too.

I was disappointed that they were kind to Xu Nian, just like to me, which made me repelled from the bottom of my heart.

And the thin sound ...... I don't want to worry about him anymore, I don't want him to worry because he always disappears.

I also don't want He Shen to be injured again, he has no reason to be responsible for anyone, and there is no reason to be responsible for anyone.

Congqing, since two years ago, he should only be for himself.

But in the end, he relented.

"Miss Zhong. ”

The voice came, and I looked up at her.

"Major General Xue asked me to send you home. ”

"Sister-in-law, can you tell me where he is?"

"It won't be here. ”

……

He Shen left, Tan Wenliang also left, I looked at this empty room, and there was an inexplicable suddenness.

I'm in a very low mood, and I've been depressed since he left, and I've called him repeatedly and turned off my phone.

I also understand that he will not use this number again.

He walked cleanly, taking only himself.

I went into the bathroom to wash my face, and after so long I had shed tears, my eyes were red and swollen, but no one cared about me anymore.

He Shen left in a decisive way, and left in the way he wanted to fulfill me the most, was it a relief or a burden?

I simply took off my clothes, soaked my body in the bathtub, and as soon as I relaxed, I accidentally fell asleep, and I woke up at night when the water was very cold.

I immediately put on my pajamas and poured a bowl of dog food and water for Qing, and then lay down on the bed to sleep.

I slept until the next night, when I woke up dizzy, I reached out and touched my forehead, and sure enough, I had a fever.

After pregnancy, my body has been very poor, and it is normal to catch a cold the next day after soaking in cold water for so long.

As I said, I am not a person who will embarrass myself, nor am I a person who will torture myself, if I am sick, I should go to the hospital, and if I am sick, I should take Yao injections.

I got up and changed my clothes, and took Qing to the hospital in a taxi, and Dr. Feng saw me coming, laughed at me for a while, and said, "Why do you run to the hospital twice in three days, what about your boyfriend?"

Boyfriend?

He didn't want me on the first day after he was discharged from the hospital, it was my attitude that hurt him, it was I who stopped him.

I didn't answer with sour eyes, and went downstairs alone to pay the medical fee silently, and Dr. Feng came up and blamed: "Just tell the little nurse to come to these things, you go to the ward with me now." ”

"I'm going to stay in the previous one. I said.

I'm going to stay in the room where He Shen just left yesterday.

I lay in bed for an infusion, remembering that I hadn't eaten for two days, and I told Dr. Feng to run errands and buy me dinner.

He glared at me when he heard this, and said, "I'm not going, a young man just heard that you were here after changing yao, so I went down to buy it for you." ”

I was surprised and asked, "Who?"

"The head of the Bo family, Bo Yin. ”

Change yao......

I asked, "What's wrong with him?"

"He was injured last time, and this time he came to change Yao. ”

Last time...... Is it Xu Nian's time?

"Doctor Feng, you told him on purpose. ”

He deliberately told Bo Yin that I was in the hospital.

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Ah, I'm sorry, I can't finish the third update today, but the number of words in this chapter is half a chapter more~