144. Thin porcelain (6000 words +)
At night, it rained again in the summer capital.
If I don't say some things, it doesn't mean that I don't know, I understand He Shen's thoughts, in fact, a long time ago, on the day Xu Nian was arrested, he had thoughts about leaving.
Xu Nian was arrested, Bo Jing's life experience was exposed, and He Shen gradually understood many things, and he didn't want to trap me with love, plus he had been thinking about me, so he had been retreating, and he was also uneasy in his heart this month.
Only last night was more certain of his determination.
Last night he didn't really want to move me, but he needed to give a reason for his decision to leave, and he needed to use this to prove that I was never willing to accept him sincerely.
I turned him down last night, and finally pushed him away from me with my own hands, leaving him alone and back to his old ways.
Tan Wenliang told me: "Don't make your own choice." β
I asked, "What did he choose?"
Did he choose to fulfill me and leave the capital alone, and choose to return to Yue Ming's plan?
What is He Shen to me? It is a life-saving benefactor, a teacher, a relative, a friend, and a growth that has always accompanied me.
How can I let him go back to the way he was?
I dared to love and hate, but now I have become such a hesitant and terrified woman.
Talking about Wen Liang's words to me, she said honestly: "The major general chose to stay away from you and return to Yue Ming, also to protect you. β
Back to Yue Ming...... To protect me?
Yesterday, before Tan Wenliang sent me back to Yicheng to leave, he once again leaned towards Bo Yin and said, "Colonel, he has been waiting for you." β
β¦β¦
What are you waiting for me?
I reached out to wipe the tears from the corners of my eyes, and suddenly I felt very confused and depressed, and I fell asleep again after closing my eyes for less than two minutes.
And I had a dream.
I dreamed that He Shen went to a place he didn't like, I dreamed that he had blood on his body, I dreamed that his eyes were burning at me, and I dreamed that he said that he missed me and said that he wanted me to be happy.
When I opened my eyes, I saw the man next to the bed, smiled softly and asked, "Why are you here?"
"Dr. Feng said you were in the hospital. β
Bo Yin only wore a white shirt with the hem tucked into his waist, and the coffee-colored belt made him look a little uninhibited.
And also...... He also had the black leather watch I gave him on his wrist, which he never looked like he had ever removed.
Bo Yin took out the packed meal, I sat up with a blink, took the spoon from his hand and ate it myself, he sat and watched me for a long time without saying a word.
He was much more silent than usual.
I wasn't hungry at all after two days of not eating, but I had to eat whether I was hungry or not, after all, I had a child in my belly, and his nutrition had to keep up.
I put the rest of the food into a disposable lunch box, handed it to Bo Yin, and said with a smile, "Help me give it to Qing, it should be hungry." β
Bo Yin took it from my hand, and the slightly cool fingers brushed my fingertips, and I retracted it sharply and gently pinched the corners of the quilt.
"Don't you want to tell me the truth?" He glanced at me lightly, took the lunch box from my hand and got up and put it in the center of the ward, Qing hurriedly ran over and took a big bite to eat, but Bo Yin turned around and said, "Doctor Feng told me that the girl you are pregnant with." β
The secret that was once hidden was suddenly revealed, and Bo Yin was not stupid, he naturally knew that the child could only see the gender after three months, which means that he was extremely sure that the child was his.
"Oh. I let out a soft sigh, looked into his bright eyes, and said with a faint smile, "It's yours." β
Bo Yin's expression was grim, and he looked at me quietly for a long time, then turned around and went to the bathroom, and when he came out again, he held a wet white towel in his palm.
He came over and sat beside the hospital bed without saying a word, one hand fixed my cheek, and the other hand gently wiped my face with a towel, in fact, I could feel that he was depressed, but he was suppressed. Bo Yin picked up my hand from the corner of the quilt and held it in his palm, wiped it and said, "Still don't want to be with me?"
How to answer this question? There have been so many things that have happened in the past six months, and I can't cope with it, and I just want to stay away from the child I once gave birth to, and then make plans.
Yes, he's right, I don't want to be with him again.
Seeing that I didn't speak for a long time, Bo Yin put the towel on the side, turned his head and whispered to me: "The child needs his biological father, you also need me, time, I need you more." β
Bo Yin said: "I need this child, I want to be a father, not to mention that she is the woman I love the most." Time, I Bo Yin needs a wife, I need someone who knows cold and hot by my side, and I will feel flesh and blood and emotions when I am with you. β
He has double eyelids, black and long eyelashes, dark eyes, and even subconsciously indifferent, but at the moment it looks a little red, some irrepressible pain.
I never wanted him to be upset, and I never wanted him to be angry, but my heart is so hard and entangled that I can't even make a decision, or even get close to him.
"Uncle. β
"Huh?"
His tone was slightly upward, with a hint of pleasure.
"Your fiancΓ©e is Xu Nian, how can you forget?" He has a marriage with the Xu family, and his fiancΓ©e is Xu Nian, even if Xu Nian is arrested, this fact cannot be denied.
"Stupid...... Time, who said that the wedding must be prepared for her? My Bo Yin's wedding is only for you. β
It turned out that he had always had this intention in his heart.
I looked into his eyes and asked with a smile, "Uncle, are you shaking my mind now?"
"Can you?" he asked.
I said, "I'm tired. β
I never gave him an answer, and I couldn't give him an answer in the midst of the pain at the moment.
I can't act as if nothing has happened, He Shen immediately threw himself into his arms as soon as he left, and now I can't dare to love and hate like before, and I will be with him regardless of the intensification of the contradictions between the two patriarchs.
Everything that Grandpa did became a joke.
Bo Yin didn't say anything more, he left in the middle of the night with me, and I opened my eyes the moment he closed the door.
As soon as I was in the morning, I drove He Shen's car that he left here yesterday to Zhong's house, and I heard Bo Shu say that grandpa is still in conflict with Taiye recently, and the two don't match a word in the army, even if Taiye has a good attitude to say a word to him, grandpa is also a strong ignorance.
I know that his old man just feels sorry for me.
But in the final analysis, there was nothing wrong with the grandfather, he was just anxious to want his great-grandson at that time, and how could he drive his great-grandson out of the door?
I once tactfully told my mother about my pregnancy, and she should have told my father and grandfather tactfully, so my grandfather didn't ask much when he saw my slightly uplifted belly.
Just asked me how I was doing during this time, I smiled and pulled his arm and said, "I'm okay with everything, grandpa, you just wait to hold your little great-granddaughter at the end of this year, and you can show off your power in front of your grandfather." β
"Is it a little girl?" Grandpa immediately laughed, touched my head and said: "Of course I want to show off my might, he suffered a loss this time, his great-grandson is gone, and the real great-granddaughter is in my Zhong family, see what he does!"
Grandpa and grandpa are lifelong friendships, and the sudden collapse of decades of comradeship also makes me feel uncomfortable, in fact, grandpa is also sad, he is like me in my heart.
Angry their attitude changes too much.
I smiled, and my grandfather felt that he had missed his mouth, so he quickly reached out and covered it and said, "What do you want to eat?" I'll ask Aunt Zhang to make it for you. β
"All right, I'll go upstairs and change my clothes first. β
When I got upstairs I opened the closet, and it was full of very youthful clothes and some shoulder-length skirts.
I picked out a gold lace dress to change into, pulled my long hair into a ball, I looked at the makeup on the dresser, only applied a light lipstick, and froze.
The painting I used to draw for Bo Yin in the small village is still here, I couldn't help but uncover it, I didn't look at the indifferent back, I turned around and went downstairs to receive a call from Bo Yin.
He asked in a shallow voice, "Where is the time?"
It's a little warmer than it used to be.
"The Zhong family. I said frankly: "In the future, I will raise a baby in the Zhong family." β
He cautiously asked, "Can I come over?"
I said sincerely, "My grandfather doesn't want you to come." β
"So, do you want me to come over?"
Did I mean that?
I said, "Mr. Bo, you go to work." β
"Well, I'm hanging. β
After hanging up the phone, my grandfather saw me and complained, "Wen Yan has also returned to Gu's house recently, and I am the only one left here." β
He knew it was Bo Yin who called me, but he didn't ask much.
I smiled, "I've been here with you lately." β
"It's still my granddaughter who is sensible, and your parents left a few days ago to travel around the world, so they bullied me alone. β
I know about traveling around the world, or I persuaded my father to take my mother out, they have no business now, and the Zhong family's affairs don't need them to work, they should enjoy it.
I sat next to him with a smile, leaned my head on his shoulder, and whispered: "Grandpa, if the grandfather admits your mistake to you, don't carry it to death, after all, this compound is the deepest relationship between you." β
"Who has a deep relationship with that bad old man?" said the grandfather angrily: "He looks like that, he deserves to have no granddaughter-in-law!"
Grandpa had a knot in his heart, I stretched out my hand and smoothed his chest and coaxed: "Grandpa, I don't blame Bo Yin, let's live our own lives, don't damage the friendship between your elders because of me." β
"Hour light. β
"Grandpa, I really don't blame anyone. β
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In the afternoon, Professor Xiao called me and asked me to go over and help him and a few brothers tidy up the exhibition room, and his solo exhibition will be held at the end of this month.
When I arrived, I saw that Tan Wenyan was also there, and when he saw me, he hurriedly shouted obediently: "Teacher, long time no see." β
Yes, I have been taking care of He Shen in the hospital for a month and have not gone anywhere, so I haven't seen him for a long time.
I rubbed his head and asked with a smile, "Wen Yan, have you been studying with your uncles lately?"
He nodded and said, "Well, the uncles taught me." β
Talking about Wen Yan is now gradually starting to become more and more talkative.
In the evening, Professor Xiao invited us to dinner, and as if she had discovered something, she came over and whispered, "Senior sister, are you pregnant?"
I was about three months pregnant, and my belly only bulged slightly, but most people would think that I had gained weight, and normal people would not see anything unusual, but my sister is a woman with sharp eyes and a careful heart.
I smiled and said, "It's been three months." β
The senior sister asked suspiciously, "Is it Mr. Bo's?"
"Hmm. I smiled: "His." β
After dinner, I took Tan Wenyan's hand and walked around the school, and he said that someone would come to pick him up later, so I would accompany him first and then go back.
Twenty minutes later, a black, low-key business vehicle stopped in front of us, and a familiar person got out of the car.
I looked at him and smiled and quipped, "Brother Guci, there is one more task now than before, how is it?"
He now has an extra task to take care of the children, talking to Wen Yan every day to go to and from school, taking care of his daily life every day, I subconsciously reached out to cover my stomach, I think I will do the same in the future.
It's a sweet task.
"You girl. Gu Ci smiled gently, looked down at Tan Wen Yan and asked, "Wen Yan, have you had dinner?"
Tan Wenyan nodded silently, and then said goodbye to me and got into the car and sat down by himself, very well-behaved.
Gu Ci smiled helplessly and said, "It's still like this." β
"Take your time, he'll take care of you. I quipped Gu Ci and asked, "Brother Gu Ci, you have been living a very moist life recently." β
"What moisturizing?" he said, "as usual." β
"Isn't my sister-in-law at home?
"What kind of nonsense you have in your head all day. Gu Ci was silent and asked, "Have you seen her lately?"
"Well, I met my sister-in-law yesterday. β
Yesterday I talked about Wen Liang and sent me home.
"No wonder you say she's at home. Gu Ci smiled helplessly, and said softly: "She hasn't been home for half a month." β
It turned out to be a lonely empty house.
I haven't been home for half a month, is there any task?
The old word seemed to understand my doubts, and he explained: "She was injured a month ago, and the injury happened to be gone. β
A month ago, when Xu Nian was caught, it seemed that Bo Yin was also injured, and he was still in the hospital yesterday.
"My sister-in-law had a mission a month ago. I said mysteriously, "Tell you quietly, Mr. Bo is also injured." β
"I know about their organization, and I know his secrets, but I don't go around talking about it, but I don't know exactly when she will come home, and I haven't given a letter. β
His secret refers to knowing that Bo Yin is still a serving soldier?!
Maybe Tan Wenliang told him.
"Maybe I'll be back in two days. I said.
"Xiaoguang, do me a favor, will you?"
β¦β¦
I took my mobile phone to call Tan Wenliang, this is the first time I took the initiative to call her, I don't know if she was surprised.
She picked it up quickly and asked, "Time?"
"Sister-in-law, what are you doing now?"
The amplification of the opening, the ancient words can also be heard to talk about the cool sound.
She may have been stunned for a moment, and replied for a while: "In the army." β
I looked at the ancient words and asked, "Do you have a mission?"
Gu Ci's expression was very soft, he should have heard her voice, couldn't he usually call her?
"It just ended the day before yesterday, and now I'm dealing with some things in the army. Tan Wen Liang paused and asked, "Do you have anything to do?"
I was speechless, and thought of an excuse to say: "Shishi said that she wants to invite us to dinner, let me invite you, and ask if you are in the capital." β
I'm sorry, ancient poetry.
"Dinner?" she hesitated for a moment and said, "There is nothing to do here with my troops, and I will invite you when I come back the day after tomorrow." β
Shishi said she pleased. I said sincerely.
Tan Wenliang insisted: "I am an elder, I invite you." β
After hanging up the phone, I looked at the ancient words proudly, he smiled and said with satisfaction: "There is still a way in time, thank you." β
"Say thank you? I'm going back. β
The ancient word has to continue on the road of chasing a wife.
I drove back to Zhong's house, the lights in the compound were bright, and some of the children of the military commander's family were playing in the yard.
When I returned to Zhong's house, my grandfather had already rested, but I told Aunt Zhang to boil chicken soup for me, and I drank half a bowl, after which I went back to my room to take a bath, and finally lay on the bed wrapped in a bath towel.
As soon as I lay down for a while, there was a sound outside the door, and I got up and went over to open the door, and saw Qing squatting on the ground and wagging his tail violently.
I hurriedly squatted down and touched its head and asked, "Qing, how are you playing with the chief today?"
"Wang. β
"That's your chief, why do you dislike him?"
Qing bypassed me into the room and lay down next to my bed.
It developed this habit of protecting me during this time.
I didn't drive it out, but turned around and poured a glass of warm water, and then I heard a movement outside the window, I was surprised, Qing hurriedly ran to the balcony, I shrank timidly by the door, is there a thief?
Who would dare to sneak into the commander's house? There are soldiers everywhere!
The curtains were lifted open by a pair of slender hands, and I looked at the man who suddenly appeared and said to him with a smile: "You learned this in the army?
"The chief doesn't want to see me. Bo Yin came over and hugged me in his arms, took a deep breath, and said, "Now there is only this way. β
"Well, he doesn't want to see you. I quietly got out of Bo Yin's arms, poured another glass of water and said, "He called you Bo Yin." β
Yun Ci didn't want to shout, it seems that he really doesn't want to see me. β
Bo Yin's tone was a little indifferent, and then he said a little melancholy: "It's okay if the chief doesn't want to see me, just treat me if you see me." β
I drank another half glass of water, shook my head, and said, "I don't want to see you come and turn over someone's girl's balcony at night." β
He said: "The girl didn't refuse. β
I smiled: "Because she knows that she will do the same if she rejects you, so she simply doesn't want to waste energy reasoning with you." β
"Then don't reason with me all the time. β
Bo Yin cheekily ripped off his tie and threw it on my bed, then took my bath towel and went into the bathroom.
When he came out again, his hair was slightly wet, and he came out with my bath towel wrapped under him, and his hard chest was exposed, and I withdrew my gaze in frustration, not looking at this cheeky man.
But he was wounded, where was the wound?
Bo Yin sat on my bed, lifted the quilt and lay in, leaned on my pillow, and asked in a magnetic voice, "Have you changed your clothes?"
Belch...... I just changed into a very tight pajamas when he was taking a shower, but I just subconsciously acted like this.
He scoffed, "I'm not going to do anything to you." β
I glanced at him, sat on the sofa and asked lightly, "Mr. Bo, can I invite you back to your home?"
Bo Yin directly ignored my words and changed the subject: "Come and let me talk to the child, I have never communicated with her." β
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I can't match him now.
But I refused to go over, and simply took a little romance book and looked at it, and he also quieted down and stopped talking to me.
In the middle of the night, I turned my head to look over, and he had fallen asleep with his eyes closed.
I sighed helplessly, glanced at Qing on the ground, and then looked at Bo Yin who was sleeping, or got up and went over to cover the quilt for him, and wanted to go out and find a room to sleep again, but when I turned around, my wrist was grabbed, I was tricked, he actually had the patience to pretend to sleep!
I looked at him and said, "You lied to me?"
"Let me talk to the child, I miss her. β
I finally relented and let him touch my belly through my clothes, but he didn't say a word, and I said, "Don't you want to talk?"
He calmly said, "Heart-to-heart communication." β
Me: "......"
Bo Yin put his palm on my stomach through his clothes, and asked happily, "Have you ever thought about what to name her?"
I asked, "Have you thought about it?"
He smiled lightly and said: "I've thought about it, I've been thinking about it, I've been thinking about the names of boys and girls, but yesterday I learned that it was a girl, and I kept thinking about the girl's name and what name could match her." β
I looked him in the eye and said, "It's useless to think about it. β
He asked, "Huh?"
I explained: "She already has a name. β
"What's the name?"
"Zhong porcelain. β
Bo Yin's hand stiffened, and he corrected: "Bo porcelain." β
"Bell. β
"Thin porcelain. β
"Bell. β
"Thin porcelain. β
β¦β¦
I couldn't resist him, so I simply didn't argue about this pointless topic.
Bo Yin still didn't leave my room tonight, but he took a quilt and went to sleep on the sofa in a proper manner.
At five o'clock in the morning, I went through the balcony and left, and the next night I was afraid that he would come again, so I simply changed the room and slept in another room.
But he didn't answer the phone, but it didn't mean that he couldn't do it, he directly texted: "Go back to the room in ten minutes, otherwise I'll go downstairs to find the chief later." β
He's a naΓ―ve man.
I thought for a long time and replied, "I'm in the poet's house." β
He stopped and didn't ask me.
But at dawn, he said: "Gu Shishi said, you are not on her side, Zhong Shishi, are you lying to me for fun?"
Isn't it fun? I just don't know how to get along with him.
Is this a good thing?
I didn't reply to this text message, and at noon Gu Shishi called and said excitedly: "Sister-in-law suddenly wants to invite us to dinner!"
I feigned surprise and asked, "Really?
"My sister-in-law asked me what I wanted to eat, and I said seafood dinner!" Gu Shishi said depressedly: "But she actually invited Gu Ting!"
There must also be ancient words and thin sounds!
I suddenly wasn't looking forward to this seafood feast!
I persuaded her, "You eat yours, leave him alone." β
"Time, my aunt and grandmother are pregnant again. β
Gu Shishi, who said this, suddenly cried, very sad, and I hurriedly hung up the phone and drove to her.
She was aggrieved and said: "He is a man stripped naked in front of me, I can't help it, he is seducing! He is committing a crime!"
I think of Gu Ting, who is usually cold, will he be like this?!
I asked calmly, "How many times have you been seduced?"
"What if I can't count on one hand?"
I looked at the sky and said lightly, "You are asking for a lot of blessings." β