Chapter 38: The Untouchable Lover

So they ...... Do you do it?" Lin Xiangwan felt cold when he heard this, and he didn't know if it was because of the kidnappers or because of Baili Tong.

"If you really do that, or for Xu Mingfei, it will be a gift. Chu Di's voice was hoarse, "They didn't kill her, they didn't let her go, they hid her." You see those photos, they send a photo to Baili Tong every few months, and every few months, they send him some Xu Mingfei's things, sometimes a small piece of clothing and fabric, sometimes a piece of her hair, sometimes ...... It's a bloody piece of skin......"

Lin Xiangwan's whole body trembled when she heard this, and she wanted to punch someone to vent the pain and anger in her heart, but Chu Di was behind her, holding her tightly.

It wasn't until half a year later that Baili Tong finally found her. ”

Half a year, it's too late for anything.

Everything that should have happened has already happened, and there is no way to make up for it.

Wounds on the human body will be repaired over time, and eventually only an ugly scar will be left. But what about the wounds in the human heart? Who can protect those bloody wounds that are hidden deep in the body, cannot see the light, and cannot be spoken to outsiders, will not deteriorate over time, and eventually become a forbidden place that can never be touched?

How brave does a woman have to be to be able to face betrayal from the people closest to her? Perhaps for Xu Mingfei, she would have died a long time ago, in the casual words of the man named Baili Tong.

"I didn't participate in the process of saving Xu Mingfei, but I also heard that Baili Tong killed a lot of people that day. Even the uncles of the family who participated in the kidnapping, he showed no mercy, and the Baili family was cleaned up by him. However, Xu Mingfei has been like this since the day she was rescued, not allowing others to approach her...... Baili Tong has tried a few times...... Do you see the wounds on her body? The old scabbed wounds were made by the kidnappers, and the new wounds were mostly made by herself...... The house is arranged like this, also because she always tries to harm herself, so she has to be careful. ”

"Then her voice ......" If it was really done by someone from the Baili family, it would definitely not hurt her throat, because they still wanted to get something useful from Xu Mingfei, because Xu Mingfei used to be the eldest daughter-in-law of the Baili family, she grew up in the Baili family since she was a child, and she knew a lot of unknown secrets.

When Chu Di heard Lin Xiangwan ask this, the color between his eyebrows became a little darker, "That...... She also did it herself, but speaking of which, she also has the responsibility of Baili Tong, he didn't know that Xu Mingfei had really changed at first, and thought that she was doing these things to make him feel guilty, so he ...... He forced Xu Mingfei too tightly, Xu Mingfei ran out while people were not paying attention, and swallowed the blade in the bathroom......"

"Enough, don't say it. Say no more. Lin Xiangwan's body slid down involuntarily, and if it weren't for Chu Di supporting her behind her, she might have fallen to the ground. She always thought that her life was not very happy, but compared to Xu Mingfei, her suffering may not be anything at all.

Because no matter how unfortunate she is, she still has someone who truly loves her. No matter how bad Chu Di is, no matter how ruthless he is, he will not force her to death. No matter how many shortcomings this man has, he stalks her and upsets her, but he will never ignore her life and death.

When you need someone the most, that person pushes you away......

Compared with Xu Mingfei, her pain is too small.

Seeing Lin Xiangwan's gloomy face, Chu Di lowered his head and thought for a while. "There is one more thing, although I don't know if it's true or not, but I still want to tell you. When they found Xu Mingfei, they were on the island, because Baili Tong had been looking for those people, so they moved a lot of places, one of which was ...... Baili Tong's people had actually found Xu Mingfei, but she didn't leave with his people......"

"That's because she's dead. Lin Xiangwan's voice was not high, and his eyebrows and eyes were full of faint loneliness. "Because I have suffered so much betrayal, I have long not believed that I can be redeemed. When Xu Mingfei was swept out of the house by the people of the Baili family, Baili Tong knew that she was innocent, right? But what did he do? The same injury, experienced once, was already painful, and her heart was not iron, how could she be betrayed by people who believed in people again and again and was indifferent. ”

"Xu Mingfei, I like Baili Tong. Lin Xiangwan looked at Chu Di, "Desperately like the person who knows that even if he gives everything, he will never get a response." ”

"How do you ...... Knowing ......" inexplicably, Chu Di was a little touched, although Lin Xiangwan was talking about other people's things, but he always felt that she was like lifting her own scars.

What kind of existence is he to her?

For him, is she the one who will never get a response even if she knows she has given everything?

Lin Xiangwan smiled, "Women's intuition." Xu Mingfei always remembers when the three of them were together, when she recalls Bailize, she always smiles, but when she recalls Bailitong, there will be sadness in her eyes. ”

Women can smile at many people, out of real laughter, fake laughter, skin smile and not smile, but how many people are really worthy of our tears?

"It is impossible for Baili Tong to marry her, she is his sister-in-law, and the three of them were nailed to their respective positions from a very young age, until after Baili Ze's accident, this law was broken. Some things that could not be seen broke through the ground. It is also because of this that Baili Tong treats her very badly, afraid that he will fall in love with her, so he would rather treat her with the most cruel face. Xu Mingfei became like this, and half of the credit should be attributed to this Mr. Baili. ”

Love, what a beautiful and terrible thing. I don't know where it starts, and it goes deep, so that the living can die, and the dead can live.

Lin Xiangwan thinks that what she has experienced is not less, but compared to what happened to these two, she still sighs to herself. To be honest, she actually doesn't understand Baili Tong's psychology very well, she likes a person, but she wants to treat her with a brutal face, and hurt her as much as possible, how cruel is his love?

"I never paid attention to these things. Chu Di's brows tightened, and he felt a little guilty in his heart. Xu Mingfei was one of his few friends, but he didn't have time to take care of her. Because he has been busy inquiring about Lin Xiangwan's whereabouts during this time, "Baili Tong took Xu Mingfei back to live for a year, but her condition was really bad, and Baili Tong invited many professional doctors, but he couldn't cure her." Her body was failing rapidly, and she didn't even have the strength to stand up, and he was afraid that she would continue like this...... I'm really going to die, and I heard that you're here with me, so I sent her over......"

"I'm afraid you asked for it yourself, right? You know that it is impossible for me to leave when I see Xu Mingfei like this. Lin Xiangwan ruthlessly pierced Chu Di's words, and Chu Di did not refute it, but generously admitted, "You are soft-hearted than you think." ”

"Don't expect me to use this soft-heartedness on you. Lin Xiangwan replied angrily. Nibble the cake in your hand three times and divide it by two, and then return to the room again.

"Be careful. The palm of his hand was gently held, Lin Xiangwan stared at Chu Di in some surprise, but Chu Di didn't feel that his behavior had crossed the line at all, and he said to Lin Xiangwan very solemnly, "We all know what kind of person Xu Mingfei used to be, but she ...... now Emotionally unstable, I have personally seen her take advantage of the unpreparedness and smash a vase on Baili Tong's head, and Baili Tong was stitched seven times for this. ”

"If it were me, he'd probably have to undergo a craniopause. Shaking Chu Di's hand away impatiently, Lin Xiangwan deliberately ignored the itchy feeling of numbness transmitted from the palm of his hand, and pushed the door in.

Hearing the movement at the door, Xu Mingfei, who was gobbling up, suddenly dragged away the plate, Lin Xiangwan walked over, and saw that she was swallowing the food in her mouth with difficulty, Lin Xiangwan handed over a bottle of water, but Xu Mingfei stepped back vigilantly, ignoring Lin Xiangwan at all.

Lin Xiangwan had no choice but to twist the cap of the bottle, poured a few sips by herself, and saw that she was fine after drinking, and after a while, Xu Mingfei reached out tremblingly and grabbed the bottle quickly.

The moment she moved, Lin Xiangwan saw a huge square scar on the inside of her wrist, because the scar was too deep and the area was too large, so even if it was healed now, the skin there was still ugly and sunken, and that kind of scar was a lifetime, no matter how many laser restoration surgeries she undertook, it could not be eliminated.

Lin Xiangwan suddenly thought of Chu Di and told her that every once in a while, those kidnappers would send something belonging to Xu Mingfei to the Baili family, sometimes a piece of bloody skin......

From her disappearance to her final recovery, it has taken nearly a year, how many scars like this are there on her body?

Lin Xiangwan felt distressed and couldn't help crying, she didn't want Xu Mingfei to see her like this, so she turned around and covered her face with her hands.

Is it worth it? Is it worth it to scar yourself for the sake of an untouchable lover? You could have a better life. You actually know where what they want, why don't you tell them? Just because you want to protect that person, you would rather give up on yourself than hold on to his faith?

Xu Mingfei, do you feel pain? Do you regret it?

I knew that that person would not give you the love you wanted, and I knew that it was a man who was as poisonous as a poison, but you were still involuntarily attracted to him, like a moth to a fire, desperate for yourself, should this kind of love be blessed or ridiculed?

Do you still love him now, or do you hate him a long time ago?