No one answered, Lin Xiangwan just cried and cried, wiped away his tears, how should he live his life, and how should he live. That's the beauty of being a woman like them, not gentle enough, but strong enough.

When she turned around, she found that Xu Mingfei's eyes were defenseless, and she was looking at her more curiously, Lin Xiangwan grimaced at her, "Why are you crying strangely?"

Xu Mingfei did not retract this answer, but leaned out his body, stretched out his fingers tremblingly, and gently wiped Lin Xiangwan's chin, Lin Xiangwan took a beat, and found that a tear on his jaw was wiped away by Xu Mingfei.

thought that Xu Mingfei would do something after wiping her tears, but she didn't do anything, just retracted her body again, and rubbed her two fingers against each other, as if she was studying what the watery thing was.

Lin Xiangwan waited for her for a while, but she still didn't have any reaction, Lin Xiangwan had no choice but to continue to start a person's memories.

Until there is nothing to say.

She and Xu Mingfei have not known each other for a long time, although they have a good relationship, but the things they can say are limited after all, and when she stopped with a dry mouth, she looked into the corner...... Lin Xiangwan couldn't help laughing, Xu Mingfei actually fell asleep.

But even when she was asleep, she was awake, with her arms tightly protected on her chest, which was the most insecure sleeping position.

Lin Xiangwan also felt tired, so he lay down beside her, "Mingfei, get better quickly, even if you can't live like before, don't torture yourself like this anymore." Don't punish yourself for other people's mistakes, isn't that what you said to me? How can you forget? Get better quickly...... Not for anyone else, just for yourself. ”

* stayed until late at night, Lin Xiangwan didn't wait for Xu Mingfei's reflection, she left the room with some disappointment.

Chu Di didn't know when he was already waiting outside, he lowered his head and didn't know what to think, but as soon as he heard her come out, he immediately greeted her.

"That's it for today, let me catch my breath and continue tomorrow. Lin Xiangwan rubbed his swollen forehead, he didn't want to do anything at the moment, he just wanted to throw himself on the big bed and sleep well.

But Chu Di didn't get out of the way, "Do you want a drink?"

Lin Xiangwan was stunned, "Are you still in this mood?"

"Didn't you say that you want to use wine to kill your sorrows?" Chu Di's expression was faint, and he didn't see any intention. However, his words aroused some interest in Lin Xiangwan, wine...... I haven't drunk it in a long time. Although the person in front of him is not a good choice for drinking, it ......

As if seeing her hesitation, Chu Di added another magic code, "'02 napavalley." ”

Napavalley's wine can only be considered medium among the wines Lin Xiangwan has drunk, but the vintage of '02 ...... "Then it's good to have a glass." ”

"Don't worry, it won't get you drunk. When pouring the wine, Lin Xiangwan's vigilant gaze made Chu Di cry and laugh. The fuchsia liquid with an intriguing pearlescent glow poured out of the decanter with the movement of his wrist, rippling back and forth in the crystal clear wine glass.

Lin Xiangwan lay on the table, propped up his chin with both hands, when did he develop the habit of liking to drink? At first, it was also because of borrowing wine to eliminate sorrow, right? But later, it slowly became a hobby, wine is like having its own soul, which can make people forget sadness and pain for a short time, although they know that borrowing wine to eliminate sorrow will only make them more sad, but because it is too uncomfortable, even if it is just a false moment of relaxation, it makes people desperate.

"Why did you accept such a job? just because you can't save face, or do you really like it?" Chu Di knew about Lin Xiangwan's new profession as a forensic doctor, but he couldn't understand it. She used to be a doctor because she wanted to treat diseases and save people, but although forensic medicine is also a kind of doctor, the definition is completely different, and he doesn't know what pleasure it is for her to face different corpses every day.

Lin Xiangwan's shaking wine glass made the wine fully wake up, and he was not in a hurry to taste it, "That's a good job, you don't have to worry about killing people, and the income is also good." ”

"Is it because of money?" Hearing her mention the word income, Chu Di had to remind Chu Di of many things in the past.

Lin Xiangwan raised his wine glass and shook it at him, "Don't look at me like this, I'm no longer the girl who could sell everything for money." In fact, there is nothing worth selling me for. I chose forensic medicine, more because it made me feel confident, my hands, it is impossible to return to the stage, but I still want it to play to its strengths, after all, after so many years of study, it is a pity to say that it will be released. To be honest, what I do is not very important to me. ”

Lin Xiangwan said, took a sip of wine, and the expression on his face immediately became vivid. "It tastes so good......"

"Living with me isn't that bad, is it?" Chu Di looked at her, his eyes were flat but there was an indescribable tenderness, she shouldn't have known, he looked calm and indifferent, but his heart had already set off a frenzy.

It had been so long, long since he had spoken to her like this, that he had almost forgotten the last time they had spoken completely unguarded.

Some people say that the taste of missing is like drinking a glass of ice-cold water, and then one drop after another condenses into warm tears.

He had waited for her for two years, and in these more than seven hundred days, every minute, every second, he was thinking about her. He finally understood what she had told him back then that he would rather regret than regret, and it turned out that regret was such a painful feeling.

It's like burying a knife in your heart, and you want to pull it out, but in the end, you can only find out weakly, no matter what solution you use, it will only sink deeper and deeper in the end.

Lin Xiangwan.

Again and again he dug the box containing her ashes out of the grave, and he held it, calling her name one by one, his voice was like the howl of a lone wolf in the wilderness, but she could no longer hear it.

He always thought he was a ruthless person, and he always thought that in this world he could fall in love with anyone but her. But now he has to admit that he can't fall in love with anyone else except her.

In his life, he will only love her alone.

Even if he dies at this moment, she is the only one in his memory.

Lin Xiangwan looked at the wine in the wine glass like a cat, a faint flush on her cheeks, her eyes were damp, and she looked sly and bright, "If you have wine to drink every day, it's not too bad." But you can't restrict my freedom, you can't interfere with my actions, you can't use your will to suppress me, and you can't force Ye Nan with me, Ye Nan is my son, my son alone, and it has nothing to do with you. As for you and me...... You and I are just a tenant-to-tenant relationship. ”

Although she is good at drinking, the amount of alcohol is really poor, and she belongs to the type of not drinking just right, and she pours it as soon as she drinks, although it is only a small half glass of wine, but it makes her a little unstable.

"Do you want to be so ruthless?"

"For people like you, you can only be so ruthless, otherwise you ......" Lin Xiangwan only said half a sentence, and then did not continue, "Do you know that the greater the hope, the greater the disappointment." If you don't report hope in the first place, you won't be sad in the end, no matter how bad the result is. ”

"I don't have confidence in me. Chu Di's heart was full of indescribable bitterness.

"Mr. Chu, you're really right. I just don't believe you, once I was bitten by a snake, and I was afraid of the well rope for ten years...... Given that you have a lot of criminal records...... Lin Xiangwan felt that something was not right, why was everything in front of her shaking, and Chu Di's face became so big?she blinked her eyes hard, "You...... Wine, you say...... Won't get me drunk. ”

"It won't make you drunk, it will just make you sleep. After Chu Di said this, he took a step forward and just caught Lin Xiangwan's paralyzed body.

"And you don't believe me, why do you want to drink with me if you don't believe me? Aren't you afraid of me doing anything? Stupid...... Go to sleep...... Sleep in peace, don't worry about it, I promise everything you say......" He gently picked her up sideways, and landed a feather-like kiss on her forehead, then sighed and carried her back to the room.

The moonlight was just right, illuminating the white sheets with a silver glow, and Lin Xiangwan's long hair was pulled out and splashed like a classical ink painting. Chu Di sat in front of the bed, looking at her sleeping face, his fingers running over and over her cheek, over and over again......

* When Lin Xiangwan woke up, her head was a little heavy, but there were no other bad symptoms, she looked down at the clothes on her body, she was neatly dressed, and she didn't even unbutton one of her sleeves.

She vaguely remembered that she had been drinking with Chu Di last night, but she couldn't remember what happened later.

It wasn't that she had confidence in Chu Di's character, but that he didn't have the guts to gamble on such a thing, right? If he dared to do anything to her...... He must have known what was going to happen if he did.

Grabbing his hair, Lin Xiangwan shook these thoughts out of his head, got up and went to the bathroom.

After taking a combat bath, Lin Xiangwan was more sure of her beliefs, she was just drunk last night, but nothing else happened, and she still had this perception of her own body.

Breakfast has been prepared, but Chu Di is the only one at the table, "Aunt Zhang took Ye Nan to buy vegetables, they just left." When Chu Di saw her come out, he got up and pulled out a chair for her.

Lin Xiangwan rubbed her wet hair and sat across from him, she actually wanted to ask him if anything happened after she was drunk, but seeing his upright appearance made her not easy to speak, when she was drunk and crazy before, she once vomited in a car with him, last night, this kind of thing didn't happen, right?