Chapter 13 Heartbeat, Heartache, Can't Help Yourself

Leaving work an hour earlier is an uncommon thing for Lin Xiangwan, and she often didn't get off work on time before, but it was all because of overtime, and leaving early was the first time in the world.

This situation is not because of how dedicated she is, but because the benevolent overtime pay and full attendance bonus are really considerable.

This month's full attendance will definitely not be available, if it were before, Lin Xiangwan would have gritted her teeth and cursed the man who made her lose an income to drink ice water and stuff her teeth, but now, she just wants to leave quickly.

What Ji Jasmine said was like a spell, making her feel chills all over her body and wanting to escape.

The sun shines on the body, but it fails to bring people the slightest warmth, and the dazzling and dazzling light makes people's eyes sour.

Lin Xiangwan spread out her palm, and there was a huge ugly scar in her palm, cutting off the lifeline and emotional line alive.

She will not forget the origin of this scar, the heavy rain poured that day, her blood mixed with the rain flowing in front of her father's grave, she will not forget how the Chu family treated her, she will not forget how he took away her important things from her hands, one by one, she will not forget the promise she once made to her father's tombstone......

Whenever she wavered, when she couldn't hold on, she would look at the scar like this.

It was a constant reminder of what she had lost, and that what she had lost would never come back.

can't go home, Ye Nan is an extremely sensitive child, he will definitely find out that he is restless, he will worry about himself. She can't any longer involve Ye Nan because of her own affairs.

Where is that going?

Lin Xiangwan stood at the door of the hospital blankly, H City is the city where she was born and raised, she has always felt that this city is like her body, which makes her feel more intimate and familiar, but now, she feels extremely dazed, such a big city, she can't think of a place that can make her think quietly and calm her mind.

Do you want to flip a coin, with the front facing east and the back facing west?

was thinking wildly, when suddenly a man approached her with heavy footsteps, Lin Xiangwan raised his head and saw the person, and was so shocked that he couldn't speak.

"I knew you wouldn't keep the promise, so I pushed off a meeting. A smile appeared on Chu Di's face, as if he had already guessed that Lin Xiang would skip work, he stretched out his hand to pull her over, "Isn't it cold standing in the wind?"

When the man's warm fingertips touched her cold skin, Lin Xiangwan subconsciously shook it hard.

"Smack. A crisp sound made the two of them raise their heads at the same time, and Lin Xiangwanqing clearly saw that the smile on Chu Di's face seemed to be frozen by the cold wind, and slowly disappeared.

Chu Di waited for a long time in front of the hospital, and when he sat in the car waiting for her to get off work, he was thinking about what to say when he saw her.

He knew that his state was very wrong, and he had been restless since he hung up Lin Xiangwan's phone. Even the secretary saw his strange appearance and thought that he had some sudden illness.

Only Chu Di himself knew that he was indeed sick, but there was no cure for such a disease.

He and Chu Mu quarreled on the phone because of Lin Xiangwan's matter, this is not the first time they have quarreled, in the past four years, they have had countless disputes around her problems, although most of the time Chu Mu is angry and scolding, and Chu Di is silent to fight back, but this silence does not mean that he is weaker than her.

On the contrary, most of the disputes ended in Chu Di's victory.

This time, it's the same.

Chu's mother resolutely refused to give up her complaint against Lin Xiangwan and her colleagues, although she was not substantially harmed, but Lin Xiangwan's own existence was a threat and a provocation to her.

Chu Di's business has been getting bigger and bigger in recent years, as the mother of the president of Chu's Group, Chu's mother's life is also smooth, she has not met such a distraught person for a long time, Lin Xiangwan's appearance made her accustomed to a comfortable heart, and she became nervous again.

In addition, Chu Di personally interceded for her, which was like adding fuel to the fire, which made her unacceptable.

"It doesn't matter if you don't agree, as long as you don't want to see Chu Hao again in the future......" After Chu's mother's stormy reprimand, Chu Di only gave her this sentence.

But it was this sentence that was like a basin of ice water poured on Chu Mu's head, making all her anger disappear in an instant.

"Chu Di, are you threatening me? Because of that girl, you are threatening your mother?" Chu Mu's voice that was tearing and screaming just now became trembling and fragile after hearing Chu Di's words.

"I'm just telling you my decision, Mom, I don't want us to always quarrel over one topic, it's too time-consuming and meaningless. Even if Ye Xiangwan had done something wrong, she had already paid for her mistakes...... I don't want to go on any longer...... If you agree, I will ask Jasmine to take Chu Hao back to the old mansion with you after being discharged from the hospital...... If you don't agree, then I'll send Jasmine and the baby back to her mother's house. ”

Mother Chu has been looking forward to the birth of this grandson, before the child was born, she was busy for him, bought a lot of things, and after learning that Ji Jasmine was unwilling to feed Ru, she also specially asked someone to find a reliable nurse, if she didn't let her take care of Chu Hao, she would definitely be very sad.

Chu Di knew that he was unfilial by doing this, but he had no other choice.

This is perhaps the greatest benefit of being a loved one, because you always know what their weaknesses are.

It's just that Lin Xiangwan doesn't know all this.

At the moment when Lin Xiangwan opened his palm, he saw the irreparable wound in her eyes, as well as the bitter hatred. Although, it was only a fleeting moment, but he saw it clearly.

It's not awkward, that's not true. He really wanted to turn around and leave now, and then ignore her for the rest of his life, leaving her to fend for herself, but he couldn't.

When people are young, they always overestimate themselves, thinking that they can control their own destiny. But I don't know that birth, old age, sickness and death, staying together and parting, these major life events are all out of my own control.

Heartbeat, distressed, but also uncontrollable.

Chu Di couldn't deceive himself, when he heard that Lin Xiangwan agreed to eat with him, his happy mood was like an unenlightened hairy boy, he pushed down the important dinner with foreign businessmen in the evening, and a few report meetings, and then rushed over from the company, waiting for her to get off work outside her hospital in a daze.

He knew something was wrong, this was stupid and dangerous, and he should stop it immediately, otherwise he couldn't predict how things would turn out, but......

No matter how much his sanity shouted at him, deep down in his heart a voice told him that he didn't want to.

He was reluctant to stop.

Even if you know that she has evil intentions, even if you know that she is coming back, she must have some ulterior motives, even if you know that there is a cliff ahead.

He still wouldn't stop.

Just close your eyes, close your ears, and go on blindly.

Even if it ends up being a catastrophe, so what?

"Is your company going to close down?leaving work so early?" Lin Xiangwan recovered from the shock of seeing Chu Di at the beginning, she asked angrily, her eyes looked around, hoping that her meeting with him would not be seen by acquaintances, otherwise she would not know how to explain it tomorrow.

"If I get off work on time, can I still catch you?" Chu Di pressed the electronic key, and the car parked not far away made two soft sounds, "Get in the car, it's too early, let's find a place to sit." ”

It was too late to escape, although Lin Xiangwan was extremely reluctant, he was still pulled into the car by the man.

"What are you doing?" Lin Xiangwan sat in the co-pilot's seat, Chu Di suddenly leaned over, she nervously squeezed her body in the direction of the seat and the door, and stared at Chu Di vigilantly.

"Squeeze your seat belt, this car is too fast, what do you think I can do in broad daylight?"

Chu Di's tone was very bad, "I'm not as hungry and thirsty as you think, and you're not as attractive as you think." ”

"Really? Then why do you have to invite me to dinner? Mr. Chu, you can stop and put me down now, I can't ask for it. ”

"Don't even think about it!!"

Since the first time the two of them met again, they have never been able to talk together, like water and fire, and they can't wait to fight each other to the death.

Chu Di gritted his teeth with hatred now, but he was reluctant to really put Lin Xiangwan on the side of the road, and there was no place to vent his anger, so he stepped on the accelerator to the bottom.

The car quickly drove out of the crowded city ring road, and the silver Brady Veyron was rampage on the highway, dodging left and right, shuttling between cars like a snake, Lin Xiangwan had something in her heart, and she felt panicked in her heart, coupled with the strong feeling of pushing back and acceleration when the car was driving, her face immediately turned white.

Enduring the discomfort of her body, she pinned her head to the side, her fists clenched her bones and the joints were faintly blue, and she refused to say a soft word to Chu Di.

It's not the first time it's been so uncomfortable.

It's not a big deal, just bear with it, and it's over.

Chu Di's initial anger slowly faded after the car drove up the highway, what was he doing? What is the benefit and significance of this to himself and her? He is a businessman, he has never been profitable, and only when he is with her, he will always be carried away by anger and make some actions that are unpleasant for both of them.

The car was extremely sealed, and even if the speed soared at 180 miles, there was still no noise in the car, but now, Chu Di would rather have some sound to dilute the suffocating silence between the two of them.

casually turned around......

"Why is your face so bad?" Lin Xiangwan's pale face and gray lips immediately reminded him of her sudden illness in Chicago, and he immediately turned on his turn signal, and Chu Di drove in the direction of the highway exit. "I'll take you to the hospital. ”