Chapter 12: I Don't Believe !!
What does her marriage to him have to do with her? Lin Xiangwan felt more and more confused. "This is a family matter between you and Mr. Chu, and it is inconvenient for me to ask. I still have a few medical records on hand......"
"Ye Xiangwan, don't you dare to listen to it? Don't you want to hear it, how did he treat me after you left?"
"Miss Ji, I don't want to know. "You have to know!!" Ji Jasmine's voice suddenly became sharp, reaching her eardrums, stimulating Lin Xiangwan to subconsciously want to cover her ears with her hands, but Ji Jasmine didn't give her this opportunity, she suddenly sat up from the bed, grabbed Lin Xiangwan's wrist, and didn't let her take a step back.
"You walked away and left me a mess!! do you know how I spent my days? I was married to him, but he didn't even touch me! We slept in our rooms like two strangers! I stayed at home every day like a fool, hoping that he would come to his senses and think that he had a wife who stayed at home and waited for him. Ye Xiangwan, my husband, he went to find you!! Ye Xiangwan, my husband, he went to look for you!! he personally led people to find you like a madman, he refused to let go of any place where you ever appeared, he almost turned the whole city upside down! Just to find you!!"
Because of anger and excitement, Ji Jasmine's face became bloodshot and red, her long hair was messily draped over her shoulders, and her chest rose and fell violently with her breathing, "I became the laughing stock of everyone, and it was written in all the entertainment newspapers in H City that Chu Di left his new wife at home, and he was nowhere to be found." Actually, I know where he is, and he is in your father's grave, where does he think you are going...... Every year, every year on the day of your father's death, he will stay there for a day and a night...... Ye Xiangwan, do you still dare to say that you have nothing to do with our marriage?"
Ji Jasmine's voice was shattered by the trembling of her body, and she sounded like she was crying, but when Lin Xiangwan looked up and met her eyes, she found that there was not a single tear in her eyes.
The tears she could give this man had already been given four years ago, and now she didn't miss Chu Di except hate.
Lin Xiangwan's wrist was scratched by her very painfully, if it was four years ago, she would definitely feel that she was deeply guilty, because of her existence, and let Ji Jasmine suffer these unjustified disasters. But now, she just regrets that none of us can live for anyone, and neither of us can bear the sins of others.
"You don't care at all, do you? You think that these sufferings are all caused by ourselves, and they have nothing to do with you at all, don't you?" Seeing the clarity in her eyes, Ji Jasmine suddenly felt a strong sense of loss, just like you hated someone for a long time, but the other party didn't know at all. She suddenly pulled out a smile and continued, "It's not that we haven't tried, I told Chu Di that it's really painful to live like this, we can't continue the marriage like this, but we can't divorce either, there is no reason to divorce just after getting married, if that happens, my family's face will be lost because of me." I can't let my father suffer this kind of humiliation, he is proud all his life, and he shouldn't become the laughing stock of the whole city because of his daughter's marriage, so I begged Chu Di for peace, I begged him to take me to spend the secret moon, I hope that my sincerity can be exchanged for even a little bit of his care, I hope this trip will be the beginning of our new life...... But the result is ...... What happened......"
"He kept saying yes to me, but ......"
But when the last boarding announcement came out on the airport radio, Chu Di did not appear.
Ji Jasmine sat alone in the empty and cold hall of the airport, watching the people who ushered in the send-off, passing in front of her eyes, seeing the nervous smiling face of her husband who was waiting for his wife to land with flowers, and seeing the couple who were separated from her lover hugging and saying goodbye, she looked at the world and parted and gathered, and suddenly felt that she had nothing.
Her heart had become a desert, and she had never felt so hopeless.
She knew they couldn't anymore.
Or from the very beginning, they were never possible.
"Do you know why he missed the appointment? He told me that it was because of a sudden business problem that he had to stay in the company. But then I asked someone. He didn't go to the airport, not because of the company, but because he went to the outskirts of the city, because he got a message that someone said they had seen you there......"
"He never told me I loved you, even in the first few months of marriage, even when I thought he loved me the most...... Later, our relationship got worse and worse, and he didn't even go home anymore, and even if he met me at work, he didn't want to look at me more...... You know what I did...... I didn't give up, I didn't believe that he was only forcing himself to stay with me because of business, I didn't believe it, so one day, I waited for him to get off work, I said I wanted to talk to him, and then I took him to the hotel and drugged him in the water he drank. ”
"Stop talking, I really don't want to hear it anymore. ”
Lin Xiangwan shook his head violently, and suddenly felt unbearable, feeling that this woman who was laughing crazy in front of him was so pitiful.
When a man no longer loves his woman, it is wrong for her to cry, it is wrong to be silent, it is wrong to breathe alive, and it is wrong to die.
She didn't need to listen any longer, she guessed what would happen next, but Ji Jasmine seemed to be crazy, grabbing her hand tightly, so that she had to listen.
"How can you not listen, this is the best part. The effect worked, he reacted, and he started kissing me, kissing my hands, kissing my cheeks, kissing my ears, kissing while kissing ...... while shouting your name......"
"He covered my face with his hands as he pressed against me, and I suspect he wouldn't have been able to if he hadn't pretended to be you, if he hadn't shouted your name. Miss Ye, do you still dare to say confidently now, do you have nothing to do with my family affairs?"
Some people say that a person only needs to make one wrong choice in his life, and his life is over.
But when Ji Jasmine understood this truth, she had already made a choice.
When he whispered the names of other women and vented on her, she felt as if she was dead, all her feelings for this man were consumed in an instant, her soul floated out of her body, and she felt that she was only left with a skin, which was constantly bumped and shattered by him.
She was so proud, the pearl of her great-father's palm, they all called her Princess Jasmine......
Then in Chu Di's eyes, she was nothing, her dignity and pride were trampled under his feet, worthless.
This kind of thing, this kind of pain, she couldn't say it to anyone, she could only bury it deep and pretend that nothing had happened.
"It's your choice, and you should think about the consequences. The harsh words came out of Lin Xiangwan's mouth. How she wished she had never set foot in this room.
"yes...... I thought of everything, I just missed you. I just didn't expect you to have such an impact on him. Ji Jasmine's eyes were full of sorrow, and there was a miserable smile on her face. "I just didn't expect that he ......"
"Jasmine, that's enough, don't be embarrassed in front of Dr. Lin anymore. Chu Mu didn't know when she entered the room and interrupted Ji Jasmine's words stiffly.
Pressing Ji Jasmine down on the hospital bed, not allowing her to continue talking, Chu Mu turned her head coldly and looked at Lin Xiangwan.
"Miss Ye, you can go. I don't know what tricks you used to confuse Chu Di, but I have withdrawn all the complaints, please leave this room immediately!!"
Lin Xiangwan almost couldn't wait to rush out of the ward, and walked in the corridor full of sunlight for a long time, her hands were still shivering with cold, and she couldn't even make a fist.
She didn't understand why Ji Jasmine said this to her, and what she didn't understand even more was why Chu Di did this.
Was it because he felt guilty and wanted to make amends, or was it because he suddenly had a conscience and finally understood how much of a bastard he had been?
Not really.
None of this is true.
They deliberately said it to confuse the public!!She didn't believe it!!She absolutely didn't believe it!!
No matter what he does, it will be useless, she will never forgive him!!She will never forgive him!!No matter how affectionate he once appeared, it was just a play for Ji Jasmine!!He needed a stand-in to make Ji Jasmine retreat, she was the imaginary enemy he created for Ji Jasmine!!This bastard! She had left him, and she still didn't forget to use her!
That's it!!It can only be like this!!
Covering her ears tightly with her hands, Lin Xiangwan squatted down, and she pressed her ears, as if she wanted to squeeze out of her head what Ji Jasmine had said just now.
Until someone gently patted his shoulder, Lin Xiangwan quickly turned around - Nurse Jiang covered her heart with her hand and said, "Scared me to death, Xiaolin, what's wrong with you? Why is your face so ugly? Are you okay?"
"I ...... I'm fine......" Lin Xiangwan was pulled up by Nurse Jiang, her heart was beating fiercely in her chest, she knew that she couldn't go on like this, and if she continued like this, her body might not be able to support it, so she breathed heavily, trying to calm her emotions. "The Chu family ......"
"Yes, yes, I just wanted to tell you this, the Chu family withdrew the complaint, and now those little girls are relieved. Nurse Jiang pondered Lin Xiangwan's face and said, "It's just that I wronged you, it's all a shadowless thing, and I have to let you apologize to the compensation, this family just has nothing to do with idle money, I don't know how to get better." They didn't embarrass you, did they?"
Lin Xiangwan shook his head and rubbed his cheek vigorously with his palm, "I'm fine, don't worry." By the way, Nurse Jiang, I'm a little uncomfortable and want to leave work an hour early, if someone comes to me...... Can you help me get out of the way?"
ps: Thank you for the ticket of the cat from the mountains...... Belch...... It's awkward......