407. There is no hierarchy of suffering

During the autumn winter vacation in college, Leng Yarou simply lived in the villa and accompanied her sister every day. Although Leng Yurou still rarely smiled, that face was finally no longer expressionless, which somewhat made Long Moxuan have some trust in the therapist's words.

Mu Tiange would still come to play the piano for Leng Yurou, but he didn't know that Leng Yarou was already living here. When they saw Leng Yarou for the first time in the villa, the two of them were somewhat embarrassed. Mu Tiange immediately remembered that she had asked Yarou to accompany her sister. And he explained in a little panic that he had been busy recently, so when he didn't have time to contact Leng Yarou, Leng Yarou just smiled faintly, and said meaninglessly, "I have to accompany my sister recently, and I don't have much time." ”

Although Leng Yurou, who was sitting on the sofa in the living room, suffered from depression, she was as sensitive as ever, and she noticed the strange atmosphere between her sister and Mu Tiange, but she didn't say too much. just asked Mu Tiange to play a piano piece for her, and then said to Leng Yarou with a smile: "Xiaoya, do you remember the dance we danced together when you were young? ”

So, in the spacious living room, Mu Tiange played the piano elegantly, smiling and dancing with Leng Yarou. Next to the huge bay window, a white curtain flutters in the wind. Leng Yurou sat on the sofa, looking at this scene with a smile, and suddenly remembered what happened a long time ago.

At that time, Long Moxuan was just her first acquaintance. In the Long family villa in Beijing, she was playing the piano in Xiao Yi's piano room on the third floor, the piano sound was pleasant, Long Moxuan stood quietly behind her, everything was so beautiful.

In just a few months, everything has changed. Long Moxuan is no longer the person he first knew, and he ...... Leng Yurou smiled bitterly, maybe no one has changed. It's just that when we first met, because I didn't understand, I imagined each other too beautiful. When they live together after they are really married, they understand the dark side of each other's personalities, as if they both reflect the other side of themselves, so they can't tolerate each other.

Long Moxuan appeared in the living room at some point, holding a cane in both hands, quietly watching this scene with a smile. It's just that his eyes are not looking at Mu Tiange playing the piano, nor Leng Yarou, but Leng Yurou.

For a long time, Leng Yurou almost ignored Long Moxuan, and even directly ignored him, treating him as a transparent person who did not exist. It was only at this time that Long Moxuan discovered that Leng Yurou used to be able to lose her temper with herself and question herself, which was actually a sweet annoyance. And he actually disliked her at that time.

Perhaps, the opposite of love is not hate, but extreme indifference.

After talking about the piano, Mu Tiange smiled and said to Leng Yurou: "Sister Yurou, why don't you try it too, I haven't heard you play the piano for a long time." ”

Leng Yarou also asked her sister to play the piano, but Leng Yurou refused with a wry smile. But seeing that her sister and Mu Tiange insisted, Leng Yurou had no choice but to reach out and point to the DVD on the coffee table, and said to Leng Yarou: "Do you want to see me play the piano?" ”

For the first time in a few months, I heard my sister tell a bad joke, Leng Yarou happily went over to play the DVD as soon as she was happy, but she turned on the TV remote control first, and I don't know which station it was broadcasting, broadcasting the news of the Nigerian disaster. On the TV screen, a group of children as young as ** years old and only two or three years old all showed a hungry face. The children's eyes were full of longing and despair, and they were all scrawny.

Long Moxuan had an order that he was not allowed to mention anything about the child in this room, and he could not appear on the TV, for fear that his sister would be sad, Leng Yarou took the remote control and immediately changed the channel.

Unexpectedly, Leng Yurou suddenly said, "Turn back!" and leaned forward at the same time, with unprecedented compassion in her eyes.

Leng Yarou was stunned for a moment, although she was a little stunned, but she obediently transferred back to the station.

The narrator was still babbling about Nigeria's third-world status, where the newly established regimes were pitted against each other, and the poor were living in misery and misery, not even having enough to eat. The most pitiful thing is that these children, slightly older, thirteen or fourteen-year-olds, have been forcibly sent to fight by the local government. In most areas, middle-aged people have died in the war, leaving only the elderly and children in the villages, and these hopeless people are struggling to survive in the shadow of death.

This was supposed to be just a piece of news, and in this world, different wars are being staged in different places at every moment. Every second someone dies and someone is reborn, that's the rule of the world.

Therefore, for natural disasters**, as long as they are not concerned about themselves, most people choose to be silent and calm.

And Leng Yurou looked at it, but her eyes suddenly overflowed with tears, and she said in a trembling voice: "In this world, there are many people who live more painfully than me. I lost my children, but these children lost their parents and loved ones, and they didn't even know where their next meal was. What right do I have to grieve compared to them?"

Long Moxuan's heart tightened, for fear that Leng Yurou would blame herself even more for this, so he stepped forward quickly, walked to Leng Yurou and sat down, looked at Leng Yurou and said, "It's not like this, Yurou, there is never a hierarchy of pain." There are a thousand causes of suffering, but suffering is real. I know you're sad to lose your child, so if you want to cry, cry out. ”

Since listening to the psychiatrist say that tears are also one of the ways to relieve stress and help Leng Yurou get out of the shadow of depression more quickly, Long Moxuan has been trying to find a way to hope that Leng Yurou can cry happily. It's a pity that things are not always as good as they should be, he wants Leng Yurou to cry, but Leng Yurou doesn't cry.

Leng Yurou, who has always regarded him as a transparent person, did not choose to ignore him this time, but looked directly at Long Moxuan's eyes and said seriously: "I want to go to Nigeria." ”

"What?" Long Moxuan raised his eyebrows in surprise.

Leng Yarou and Mu Tiange glanced at each other, and they both walked to the sofa opposite Leng Yurou and sat down with solemn expressions.

Leng Yurou reiterated her statement again, and became more determined, and said firmly: "I want to go to Nigeria, I want to help these children." ”

Long Moxuan was shocked. He looked at Leng Yurou's eyes and saw that she was serious and resolute, although he strongly opposed it in his heart, he compromised in an instant, and nodded helplessly.

Leng Yarou exclaimed: "What? No, sister, how can you go in this state now, and Nigeria is at war, and the war is constantly ......."

"Xiaoya!" Long Moxuan interrupted Leng Yarou's words in a deep voice, glanced at her lightly, and said solemnly: "Since your sister wants to go, then I will accompany her." ”

Leng Yurou glanced at Long Moxuan in surprise, and just wanted to open her mouth to refuse, but Long Moxuan looked at her, immediately stopped what she was about to say, and said, "If you must go, I will accompany you." You go alone, no!"

Long Moxuan said it categorically, Leng Yurou knew that this person was also a stubborn character, and he said nothing.

At this moment, Leng Yarou reluctantly compromised. She suddenly felt that her sister's character could do whatever she thought of, and she couldn't even delay it for a moment, and Long Moxuan did the same, her personalities were so similar, probably because they could understand each other. My sister is crazy, he can accompany his sister to go crazy together, this man probably loves his sister from the bottom of his heart.

In addition to blessings, Leng Yarou didn't know what else she could say.

And Mu Tiange was shocked,I can only tell Fang Haojie the news as soon as possible。