406. I will live well
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Since then, Long Moxuan has given a death order, and in front of Leng Yurou, any topic about "children" is forbidden. Copy URL visit %77%77%77%2e%76%6f%64%74%77%2e%63%6f%6dI don't even show Leng Yurou TV,The reason is that I am afraid that children will occasionally appear in advertisements, which will make her feel emotional,I am even more afraid that she will break down and cry。
But what Long Moxuan didn't expect was that, on the contrary, the advice given by the therapist was to make Leng Yurou cry. Because the reason why she suffers from depression is that she is too strong. It is precisely because he is too stubborn and strong that he hides his injuries in his heart. In this way, over time, all the negative emotions are accumulated in the heart, and over time, the negative energy becomes a big burning fireball, waiting for an opportunity to move. Just like this car accident, it detonated all the negative energy in her heart, making her feel loveless in an instant. If you pay attention to venting and excrete all these negative energies, you will not get depression.
The implication is that letting Leng Yurou cry is good for treating her depression. Long Moxuan was suspicious of the therapist's astonishing remarks, and when he personally checked a large amount of information to confirm that the therapist's opinion was indeed possible, he began to try to make Leng Yurou cry.
However, in the environment he deliberately created, Leng Yurou was always expressionless and indifferent, and Long Moxuan felt helpless about this. The therapist's opinion is that if she hadn't felt it from the bottom of her heart (6), M.. co↓m is sad and sad, and tears can't wash away the darkness in her heart. To release the negative energy she has accumulated for more than ten years, it cannot be done overnight. Just as freezing three feet is not a day's cold, de-icing is not so easy.
On this day, Leng Yurou sat on the sofa in a daze, Long Moxuan made her a cup of hot milk distressedly, handed it to her, and said softly: "Yurou, I know you feel uncomfortable, if you are unhappy, tell me." From now on, I will bear all your joys and sorrows, and I will take over all your emotions and never make you feel lonely again, okay?"
Leng Yurou took the milk and took a sip, feeling a little hot. But he just frowned, and glanced at Long Moxuan without saying anything. At this moment, she remembered the big boy who always had a bright smile and white teeth. He always makes himself a glass of maternity milk on time every day, and he will taste it first, and then hand it to himself lukewarm.
Obviously, Long Moxuan either didn't have that kind of patience, or he ...... It's just that I don't put myself in other people's shoes and take care of others.
Either way, the result is the same for Leng Yurou. He has lost Fang Haojie forever。 Even as long as you think of the name Fang Haojie,My heart will feel like a pinprick pain。
It's not a sharp pain, it's just a dense and subtle pain, but it's continuous and hard to stop. It was as if it could go on and on, and it hurt so much that people couldn't breathe.
Long Moxuan saw that Leng Yurou's expression was wrong, and hurriedly asked, "Yurou, what's wrong with you, are you okay?"
Long Moxuan's hand was placed on Leng Yurou's back with concern,The cold palm is strong and strong,But Leng Yurou suddenly remembered Fang Haojie's warm and dry palm。 Feeling a burst of disgust for no reason, she suddenly got up and knocked off Long Moxuan's hand with a snap.
Long Moxuan looked at Leng Yurou in amazement, and in those deep and solemn black eyes, the hurt feelings were clear at a glance.
Leng Yurou was a little apologetic, but said very resolutely: "Let me be alone and quiet." ”
I don't know when it started,I think more and more of Fang Haojie。 Maybe unconsciously,Fang Haojie's warm and considerate words and deeds,Warm and considerate words and deeds,It has been deeply rooted in the bone marrow。 When he's around, he doesn't think it's that important. However, once you lose it, it is like losing your left and right hand. At first, I just felt severe pain, but after a long time, I realized that it was not possible to do without my left and right hands.
She shut herself up in her room for three days and three nights, and there was no sound except for the occasional maid delivering food. But the food that was delivered was almost finished, and it was much better than when I didn't eat or drink at the beginning.
Despite this, Long Moxuan was still worried. But the therapist gave an opinion not to interfere with this. Just because in the face of those sad things, Leng Yurou must learn to face it alone, digest it by herself, and finally come out of these glooms. Others may be able to help her for a while, but they can't help her all the time. Just like a small tree in the wind and rain, you must learn to stand in the wind and rain.
On the fourth day, Leng Yarou came.
The two sisters hid in their room and didn't know what to talk about. Just through the door, Long Moxuan could hear that Leng Yurou laughed softly from time to time. Although the smile was very light and shallow, it already satisfied him.
Leng Yarou didn't care about her sister, after Leng Yurou's accident, she came to see her father a few times. My sister who loved me the most in the past,Now I have lost my child,Suffering from depression,I also lost Fang Haojie...... Although Leng Yarou knew that Fang Haojie was not dead,But she had to hide the news,For this, Leng Yarou felt even more pain。 But when facing her sister, she had to force a smile, so she didn't come often.
But that day in the park, after listening to Mu Tiange's words, Leng Yarou knew that she had to be strong and face all this.
When my mother died, my sister took care of herself like a mother, comforted herself, and gave her meticulous love. However, in retrospect, my sister was only 15 years old at that time, how much pain was hidden in her heart?
Now, it's her turn to take care of your sister. may not want to face all this and want to escape, but only a strong and brave companion to my sister and accompany her through this darkest and most painful life can she be worthy of this sisterhood. The so-called blood is thicker than water, and this is how it should be between sisters, isn't it?
So,Although Leng Yarou is depressed every time she sees Leng Yurou,She is distressed and dripping blood,I even wanted to tell my sister that Fang Haojie was still alive countless times,Encourage my sister to find Fang Haojie,But countless times under the pressure of reason, let go of the talk。 The only thing she can do is accompany her sister and play the game that the two sisters played most often when they were children - tie a thread into a circle, and the two of them turn between their fingers, and they can change postures.
While playing with her sister, she tried to chat with her sister as gently as possible, telling her that no matter what happened, she and her father would love her and just want her sister to be happy. At first, Leng Yurou was indifferent to this. But when Leng Yarou talked about it for the nth time, her sister finally cried.
Leng Yurou put down the thread wrapped around her fingers, hugged her sister, howled and cried, couldn't cry, and choked up: "Xiaoya, I'm sorry, I'm sorry......"
Leng Yarou had been pretending to be strong for a long time, but it also collapsed at this moment. For such a long time, she secretly cried countless times behind her sister's back, but she didn't dare to show anything in front of her sister. It seems that the former sister has come back again, Leng Yarou felt warm in her heart, and scolded angrily: "Sister, how can you be like this, how can you abandon me and my father? I'm so sad, so sad......"
Leng Yurou wiped the tears on her sister's face with tears, looking at her sister's fragile face, the little girl seemed to have matured a lot during this period of time. She felt a pain in her heart, because of herself, everyone was having a hard time during this time, right?
Leng Yurou said categorically to her sister, "Xiaoya, don't worry, no matter what happens in the future, my sister will never leave you and my father again, and my sister will live well." ”
Live, no matter how painful.
I'm sorry,Haojie,I have to forget about you——in order to be able to live better。
Otherwise, if I don't forget you, how can I start a new life?
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