Chapter 135: A Painful Choice

"Accident? Yes...... What do you mean?" Xinrui stared into Qin Tianhai's eyes and asked softly.

Qin Tianhai looked at Xinrui steadily, looking at her puzzled expression, he was speechless again, and after a long time, he mustered up his courage and said in a low voice: "Do you remember the long trip I went to Paris a year ago?"

Gu Xinrui nodded: "Remember." ”

Qin Tianhai's eyes flickered: "The night before I came back from that business trip, the boss of the French company to which Mei Xuenan belonged was for me, and during that dinner, Xue Nan drank a lot of wine, originally I sent Zhang Jian to send her back to the apartment, but Zhang Jian later called me, saying that Xue Nan was in a very bad state at the time, vomited badly, and later even vomited blood, and refused to go to the hospital, I was in a hurry, so I rushed over directly......"

Speaking of this, Qin Tianhai's voice paused, he stroked his forehead and lowered his head, and sighed softly.

Gu Xinrui looked at Qin Tianhai's eyes, and her gaze did not move: "Just that night, you guys happened...... That kind of thing?"

Qin Tianhai raised his head and said to Gu Xinrui a little helplessly: "I found a doctor for Xue Nan after I passed, and her condition gradually improved after taking the medicine, but I still didn't feel at ease, so I waited there for a while, maybe because I was too tired, I fell asleep on the head of the bed later, and Xue Nan got up in the middle, and then she cooked two bowls of sobering soup, maybe it was that bowl of soup, she did her hands and feet, so ......"

At this time, Qin Tianhai's gaze was very complicated, annoyed, and of course, more helpless.

"So you guys went to bed?" Gu Xinrui asked softly.

"Yes," Qin Tianhai nodded, he avoided Gu Xinrui's gaze, "Because I also drank a lot of wine that night, and it was midnight, I was very sleepy, so ...... I don't remember the specifics, but it's definitely ...... That kind of thing happened because the baby girl was ...... Mine indeed. ”

"Have you done a paternity test?" asked Gu Xinrui puzzled.

Qin Tianhai raised his head and nodded to Gu Xinrui: "Xue Nan kept my hair, she did a paternity test in France, I stole a few hairs from the child, closed my hair, and came back to do it again, I can be completely sure that the child must be mine." ”

Gu Xinrui's heart was sinking little by little, and with Qin Tianhai's helpless slow explanation, her hopes had been completely disappointed, at first she hoped that this was just an oolong, but now it seems to have become an established fact.

Gu Xinrui lowered her head and pondered silently until Qin Tianhai gently held her hand and called out to her in a low voice, "Xinrui?"

Gu Xinrui suddenly raised her head, she looked at Qin Tianhai and asked him in a low voice, "Then what are you going to do next?"

Qin Tianhai let out a long sigh and muttered: "Originally, I was going to completely let go of this relationship and let Xue Nan find her own happiness, not wanting the two of us to be entangled in the rest of our lives, but now it seems that this wish has been frustrated." ”

"Have you kept in touch with Mei Xuenan since you broke up?Has she been waiting for you?Hasn't there been a suitable marriage partner?" Gu Xinrui asked Qin Tianhai hesitantly.

Qin Tianhai shook his head slightly, leaned forward with his hands crossed, and said slowly: "Before we got married, I ...... with her It was disconnected, and I thought she had already found her happiness, until she reappeared at our wedding, and I didn't know about it...... She hasn't forgotten me, even in a few years...... Fixed lovers, but neither of them lasted long. ”

"That means that our marriage has stimulated her deeply?" Gu Xinrui lowered her head and muttered to herself.

Qin Tianhai glanced at Gu Xinrui, nodded helplessly, and said: "It can also be said that she has been tossing and turning all these years, and she has not had a good life, so she may miss the time we spent together even more." ”

"So she turned around and grabbed your life-saving straw?" Although Gu Xinrui's voice was very soft, it hit the bull's-eye directly.

Qin Tianhai looked at her suddenly, his gaze looked a little surprised, but soon that gaze turned into helplessness, he nodded and muttered, "You can say the same." ”

Gu Xinrui sighed, she wrung her hands, and said to herself in confusion: "I still don't understand, but that night, it caused her to get pregnant? ”

How many ways did Gu Xinrui and Qin Tianhai think of in order to be fat? The hardships were clear to both of them, so now that Mei Xuenan was pregnant with Qin Tianhai's child overnight, it was impossible for her to have no doubts in her heart.

Qin Tianhai rubbed his head tiredly, he glanced at Gu Xinrui, frowned, and muttered: "I don't understand, I also think that this possibility is very small, but the problem is that she did get pregnant later, and the child passed the paternity test, it is indeed mine." ”

Gu Xinrui lowered her head and was silent.

Qin Tianhai had been watching her, waiting for her next reaction.

After being silent for a long time, Gu Xinrui raised her head and asked Qin Tianhai again: "Then what are you going to do next?"

Qin Tianhai first flattened his mouth, looked at Gu Xinrui's eyes, and said hesitantly: "Since I already have a child between me and her, then I can't ignore their mother and daughter." ”

"In other words, do you want her to be your outer room?" Gu Xinrui asked calmly.

Qin Tianhai's eyebrows tightened, and he rubbed the armrest of the sofa helplessly, and said in a low voice: "It's not a question of whether I want to or not, but the facts force me to do this." ”

"Has Mei Xuenan always intended to be your lover?" Gu Xinrui's words did not contain a trace of warmth.

Qin Tianhai looked at her, nodded, and said hesitantly: "When she came back again, she did put forward this idea, but I didn't want to do that at that time, because she came from a famous family after all, if she was a lover for me, her father and younger brother would not agree." ”

"But that's why you want to find a wife, right?" Gu Xinrui's words were so calm that she didn't even believe herself.

Qin Tianhai looked at Gu Xinrui, his gaze was as deep as the bottom of the sea, and he said slowly: "Xinrui, since I have said this today, I will not hide it with you, I proposed to find a wife to agree, and the main reason at that time was not for Mei Xuenan, but because of ...... After all, I am in this position, all kinds of entertainment can not be avoided, and I am also a bit of a caring person, so I don't want to be too constrained by my wife after marriage, and for this reason, I want to find a wife who agrees. ”

Gu Xinrui didn't speak.

Qin Tianhai took her hand and continued earnestly: "But in the process of getting along with each other later, I have gradually ...... I accepted you and enjoyed the atmosphere we had together, so I didn't mess around outside after I got married, you know that. ”

Qin Tianhai is telling the truth, in the post-marriage time between him and Gu Xinrui, in addition to being a little entangled with Mei Xuenan, he and the original dewy lovers have indeed broken off contact a long time ago, which Gu Xinrui, who lives with him day and night, has feelings.

However, this point is not the point for Gu Xinrui at present, she lowered her head and pondered trying to sort out her chaotic thoughts.

After a long time, Gu Xinrui raised her head, looked at Qin Tianhai and asked clearly: "Do you dare to say that you are looking for an agreement wife, and you have nothing to do with Mei Xuenan?"

Facing Gu Xinrui's aggressive gaze, Qin Tianhai's originally honest gaze became cringe, he lowered his head, paused for a moment, and then nodded lightly and said, "Yes." ”

"Actually, even if you haven't been in touch for a few years, you still have this preparation in your heart, that is, once she turns back, you can't refuse her, right?" Gu Xinrui's question was still terrifyingly calm.

Qin Tianhai gradually became irritable, he frowned and rubbed his hands vigorously, and muttered incoherently, "I don't know...... Actually, I want her to have another happiness, but I really feel bad knowing that she didn't have a good time after leaving me......

"What you're worried about is just because you can't give her a decent marriage, right?" Gu Xinrui asked calmly.

Qin Tianhai raised his head to look at her, then lowered his head again, and nodded slowly: "Yes," the corners of his mouth twitched helplessly, "If you can't get past the hurdle of Mommy's psychology, Xue Nan will never be able to officially become my wife, and this is unfair to her." ”

"You can't give her an upright marriage, and you can't bear to let her be your lover, so you've been so entangled in those years, and you don't even hesitate to find other women as comforters?"

"I wanted to forget her, but in the end it was ...... Can't do it. Qin Tianhai's voice was so light that it was almost inaudible.

Both men were silent.

After a long silence that made people palpitate, Gu Xinrui calmly said to Qin Tianhai: " In fact, the only stumbling block in your heart is Mei Xuenan, your agreement marriage, to put it bluntly, is also for her, you love her, I hope she will live well, since you can't give her a decent marriage, I hope that others can marry her into the door, the reason why you proposed the agreement marriage, in fact, is to prevent Mei Xuenan from turning back again, that is, if Mei Xuenan can find another happiness, you will rest assured, if you can't find it, she must return to you, then you will acquiesce, but in order to prevent your nominal wife from accepting this fact, so you put forward the agreement, right？”

Listening to Gu Xinrui's cold words, Qin Tianhai was speechless for a long time.

He looked at himself inwardly, did he really think so? No! No......

But this veto voice gradually drowned in those chaotic thoughts, and in the end, Qin Tianhai couldn't see his true thoughts clearly.

Maybe the bad relationship between him and Mei Xuenan has been integrated into his bones, so he will unconsciously make decisions in the direction that is beneficial to her, which even he is unaware of in his own heart.

"I don't know. After being silent for a long time, Qin Tianhai finally replied to Gu Xinrui like this.

"For a man to think about himself so thoughtfully, for a woman, there are no regrets in this life. Gu Xinrui stood up and said slowly.

"Xinrui!" Qin Tianhai suddenly grabbed her hand, at that moment, he seemed to be afraid that he would lose something important, "You...... What do you want?" Qin Tianhai asked Gu Xinrui worriedly.

Gu Xinrui smiled and shook off Qin Tianhai's hand, and said to him calmly: "Since it has become a fact, what else can I do? Besides, this agreement was also chosen by me at the beginning, so will I have any other choice than to accept it?"