Chapter 136: A Heart Dripping Blood
Chapter 136: A Heart Dripping Blood
Qin Tianhai also stood up, he held Gu Xinrui's hand tightly, his eyes flickered a little, and finally he finally said, "Xinrui, I'm sorry." β
At that moment, Gu Xinrui's heart was like overturning a five-flavor bottle, sweet and sour, all kinds of flavors gathered together, it was really unbearable.
I'm sorry?hehe, Gu Xinrui sneered in her heart.
I'm afraid that the current situation has already been expected by Qin Tianhai, right? The reason why he proposed an agreement marriage in the first place was to prevent his nominal wife from making any cross-examination after this situation occurred, and he himself got into the prison he had already set up.
Now that their marriage has become an established fact, and the child has been born, in the eyes of everyone, they are a sweet and warm couple, and both families have high hopes for them, Gu Xinrui wants to regret it, and there is no chance.
It wasn't until this moment that Gu Xinrui deeply felt that the person Qin Tianhai really loved in his heart was still Mei Xuenan.
What is true love?
To truly love a woman is not to handcuff her by her side all the time and enjoy the pleasure she brings to herself, but to put yourself in her shoes, Qin Tianhai has done this to Mei Xuenan.
At the beginning, he loved her deeply, so he wanted to marry her and enter the door, but later he couldn't give her an official title due to family resistance, so Qin Tianhai hoped that Mei Xuenan could find another happiness.
Qin Tianhai didn't let Mei Xuenan be his lover, not because he didn't love her, it was because he loved her too much, so he was reluctant to spoil her, and he couldn't bear to let her fall to the point of being a lover for himself.
And when she went around and around and tried her best to get back to him, he took her in again.
This is true love.
This love stems from the deep relationship between their childhood sweethearts for more than ten years, which has been deeply rooted in the bone marrow and cannot be shaken.
No man with normal sexual orientation can be indifferent in the face of a world-class beauty like Mei Xuenan who takes the initiative to throw herself into her arms and is willing to be a lover.
Unless he really loves her.
Because of love, I can restrain the crazy desire in my heart, and I can't bear to hurt her, I just hope that she will live a better life.
Gu Xinrui felt sad for herself, once, in those sweet times after she and Qin Tianhai got married, especially when she gave birth to a boy for the Qin family, when the Qin family was infinitely sought after her, she was really a little fluttering, and she got carried away thinking that she had really been recognized by the Qin family, and she had also got Qin Tianhai's true heart.
But now it seems like a joke.
For the Qin family, she is just a sample daughter-in-law who behaves generously and can withstand the scene, but here in Qin Tianhai, she is just an agreement wife who can be used flexibly.
In the absence of any threat, Qin Tianhai is really good to Gu Xinrui, gentle, considerate, amorous, chivalrous, not only good to her, but also to her mother's family, it is simply a model of a good husband, so good that Gu Xinrui really thinks that she is the happiest wife in the world, thinks that she has his complete love, and thinks that the agreement has been abolished.
However, Qin Tianhai has a big premise for doing all this, that is, he has not touched the bottom line in his heart, and the bottom line in his heart is Mei Xuenan.
If Mei Xuenan returns, then the agreement will take effect as soon as it "hoops", and Gu Xinrui will have to retreat to the second position, or in other words, she must default to Mei Xuenan's shared husband.
And she can't have grievances in her heart, because all of this is what she has agreed to in that marriage agreement, that is, no matter what the circumstances after marriage, she must play the role of Mrs. Qin, no matter what kind of torment she is enduring in her heart, but on the surface, she must pretend to be calm and indifferent.
At this time, Gu Xinrui's heart really felt bitter, no woman is willing to share her husband with others, but as a strong and independent modern woman, Gu Xinrui must face this fate.
Once, she disdained this kind of thing and despised it very much, but today she herself has fallen to this point, and she can no longer go back, because along the way, she has fallen into the gentle trap set for her by Qin Tianhai with money, flowers, and sweet words.
There is no way back.
Gu Xinrui's heart seemed to have been torn apart, dripping blood.
However, she can't show it yet, because Qin Tianhai chose her because she was mature and sensible, and she would not overexpose her feelings due to some external factors, so she had to be strong and calm at this moment.
Gu Xinrui gently pushed Qin Tianhai's hand away, and said to him lightly: "Why apologize? Actually, when I signed that agreement, I should have been mentally prepared, so you don't have to apologize, this is my choice." β
Gu Xinrui's words were indifferent, but there was a kind of power that penetrated through his heart, Qin Tianhai's heart began to feel uncomfortable, he frowned and said to Gu Xinrui eagerly: "Xinrui, this has nothing to do with that agreement! I didn't expect this kind of thing to happen at the time!"
Gu Xinrui sneered in her heart, you didn't expect this kind of thing, but you have used an agreement to delineate all possible situations, leaving people speechless.
However, Gu Xinrui knew that it was pointless to argue with Qin Tianhai about these at this moment, everything had become an established fact, Mei Xuenan's children had been born, and Qin Tianhai had already said that he couldn't ignore their mother and daughter, so what was the point of dwelling on these now?
Gu Xinrui smiled faintly: "Okay, I know." Then she wanted to turn around and go back to what she had just done.
But Qin Tianhai eagerly grabbed her hand again and whispered to her, "By the way, Xinrui, you still have to be at Mommy's...... Cover up for me, you should know how much Mommy hates the Mei family, if she knows these things about me and Xue Nan, she will definitely not give up easily," Speaking of this, Qin Tianhai's mood was a little low, he looked at Gu Xinrui and continued, "Xue Nan just gave birth to a child, her body is very weak, I don't want their mother and daughter to be hurt in any way, I may go back and forth between Paris and City A in the future, please understand this." β
Listening to Qin Tianhai's sincere and sincere words, what else could Gu Xinrui say?
Gu Xinrui smiled and patted Qin Tianhai's hand, giving him a reassurance: "Don't worry, I know what to do, and I won't embarrass you." β
Qin Tianhai's worried gaze was relieved, he reluctantly squeezed out a smile at Gu Xinrui, and said softly, "Xinrui, thank you." β
Gu Xinrui smiled bitterly, thank you again, when did he, Qin Dashao, become such a humble gentleman? I'm afraid that he thanked himself for the stupid woman who finally obediently got into the trap he had set, right?
But although the psychology was already clear, Gu Xinrui still waved Qin Tianhai's hand casually, and said lightly: "Okay, I understand everything you said, I will be measured, and now I have to tidy up those cabinets." β
With that, Gu Xinrui walked lightly to the cabinet in the bedroom, opened the cabinet door, and began to sort out the items inside.
Qin Tianhai silently watched her every move behind her, his eyes were complicated and indescribable.
After cleaning up, Gu Xinrui went to bed first, Qin Tianhai went to the bathroom to take a shower, and slowly paced into the bedroom in a bathrobe.
There was only a dimly lit wall lamp in the bedroom, and Qin Tianhai looked at Gu Xinrui lying on the bed while wiping his wet hair with a towel.
She lay on the side of the bed with her eyes slightly closed, her body facing outward.
Qin Tianhai turned on the lamp at the head of his bed, which was even more dimly lit, turned off the wall lamp, and then went to bed.
Lying quietly for a while, Qin Tianhai turned over, facing Gu Xinrui, and then lifted the thin quilt on her body and gently flipped her body over.
Gu Xinrui was forced to open her eyes, looked back at Qin Tianhai, and whispered, "I'm tired, I still don't want it tonight." As she spoke, she snatched the quilt over herself.
Qin Tianhai's expression was a little unhappy, he half raised his body, quietly looked at Gu Xinrui who was facing away from him, thought for a moment, picked up the thin quilt on her body again, flipped her body over, this time with more force, and directly held her in his arms.
Gu Xinrui was helpless by him, frowned and said, "What are you doing?" I really don't want to ......."
Qin Tianhai tightly wrapped his arms around her body and whispered in her ear: "Please, let me hug it, if I don't hug you, I won't be able to sleep." β
Gu Xinrui felt angry and helpless in her heart, what is this called? It's not enough for me to be a good wife on the faΓ§ade for you? Do you also have to play the role of a plaything that warms the bed?
Gu Xinrui wanted to push Qin Tianhai away hard, but where was she Qin Tianhai's opponent when she was weak? The loose nightgown was ripped off by him at once, and the thin little inner also made him fade to his heels.
Qin Tian Walrus is competing with Gu Xinrui, he must get her body tonight, and between the two people secretly entangled, he slammed into her body.
Gu Xinrui had already given birth, even if it was such a sudden advance, she didn't feel uncomfortable, but she just felt a little excited.
At this time, her more discomfort came from her heart, she couldn't tolerate Qin Tianhai's behavior towards her, she felt more and more that Qin Tianhai actually loved Mei Xuenan, because she really loved her, so she couldn't bear to violate her body casually.
And hehe, hehe, is just a flag of Qin Tianhai to the outside and a private item internally, and only by constantly possessing her body and rampage through her body can he show that he has the right to occupy this private item from time to time.
Qin Tianhai's strength tonight was very strong, and he was also crazy, he was panting heavily on Gu Xinrui's body, and his face was flushed with red.
Gu Xinrui couldn't resist, and then simply gave up resisting, and let Qin Tianhai do whatever she wanted on her, of course, she didn't cooperate, and her expression was as calm as ever.
Qin Tianhai finally finished venting, and he fell aside tiredly.
Gu Xinrui squinted at him and asked coldly: "Do you still want it?" If you still want it, I will accompany it again, if I don't need it, I can sleep? Tomorrow I will accompany Mommy to order the menu of Tianhao's engagement ceremony." β
Seeing that he had exerted so much effort just now, but Gu Xinrui was calm and out of the world at the moment, it seemed that what she had just done was not a love affair, but just a routine official business, Qin Tianhai's self-confidence was very hit, he looked at Gu Xinrui deeply, and the emotions in his eyes were extremely complicated.
Gu Xinrui saw that Qin Tianhai didn't react for a long time, so she turned over and turned her back to him again, and pulled the thin quilt over herself.
Listening to Gu Xinrui's gradually steady breathing, Qin Tianhai felt very uncomfortable, he wanted to smoke a cigarette, but subconsciously glanced at Gu Xinrui, who was gradually falling asleep, he dispelled this thought, half got up, and sat on the head of the bed.
After a long time, he muttered to himself, "Why do you bother to do this? If you blame me, you can just say it, why are you torturing me like this?"
Unexpectedly, Gu Xinrui didn't sleep, she turned her head and said coldly to Qin Tianhai: "Are you sleeping tonight?" I am also an emotional person, I want to take a break, don't you have this power yet?"