Chapter 58: Don't be soft, and don't be soft-hearted

"Boxing is time-sharing, every five minutes is a round, if I hold on to one round, I want a hug, if I can last two rounds, I want a kiss, if I can ......"

"Mr. Chu, don't you think it's a bit redundant for you to think about this now?" After insisting on three returns, is it going to roll the sheets with her? Even if she agrees, will he have that physical strength at that time?

The five minutes in the boxing ring are not as easy as chatting and talking like now, in that side of the world, every minute or even every second, every breath is a fight between strength and life, there is no opportunism, there is no possibility of escape, some are just fists and fists collide, to win, rely on real skills.

Lin Xiangwan has seen Xu Yunqi's performance in the ring, and to be honest, she doesn't have any hope that Chu Di can win, and it is a miracle that he can live.

So Lin Xiangwan just sneered slightly, and didn't say anything more, "Even if I promise you, how are you going to win him?" When it comes to the reward, it can only be cashed out if you are alive, otherwise it is just an empty word.

Chu Di spread his hands, although the topic was heavy, his expression was very pleasant, as if the two of them were talking about the wind and snow now, not his life. "I don't know, Zhong Kun watched Xu Yunqi's video in the United States a few years ago, and also studied his road numbers, and found that we are not all the way at all, and the winning rate is very low. So all I can do is to delay the game, and when Baili Tong gets tired of watching it, maybe he will let me go. ”

"No kidding! You should know how dangerous it is, right? What if you don't delay it for too long? What if you are knocked down by him?" Lin Xiangwan's voice unconsciously rose a few octaves, and his face became very solemn. If he falls, there will be no chance of getting up again. The bonus for defeating Chu Di is many times higher than just beating him up.

"If that's the case, then I hope you'll forgive me, and forget everything I've said, and better forget about me as a person. At that time, there will be no one to pester you and block you from running to happiness, and you don't have to feel guilty because of this incident, we are all adults, and we have to take responsibility for our decisions, this path is my choice, no matter what the result is, I don't regret it. ”

Chu Di's attitude was very peaceful, and the speed of his speech was not in a hurry, it seemed that these words had been brewing in his heart for a long time, and he did not say them on the spur of the moment. But this is the case, Lin Xiangwan feels very sad, she can owe a lot of people, she can be cheeky and don't care about everyone who owes her, but only this man, she doesn't want to owe him a penny. She has been thinking about how to make a relationship with him all her life, but fate has tied them together again and again.

"It's so easy to say, but how can it be so easy to do. Lin Xiangwan lowered his eyebrows and said softly.

He was in every moment of her life, and he was present in her major memories, and he made her, how could she forget?

Does forgetting him mean forgetting all the good, painful, times in her life?

"What's so difficult, just be ruthless. Lin Xiangwan, haven't you always been the most ruthless? Don't let me look down on you, if you can be ruthless to yourself, why can't you be ruthless to others? Take out the strength that harmed me at the beginning, at that time you were not bent on forcing me to a dead end, and now you can finally get your wish, you don't need to move a finger, you can see me being beaten to the ground by others, what are you not satisfied with? You should be happy, wait until that day, you have to sit happily with Baili Tong and see how Xu Yunqi cleans me up, the harder he plays, the more vigorously you have to applaud, don't be soft, let alone soft-hearted. ”

Don't shed tears for me, let alone feel sorry for me, always remember that I am the person you hate, and you hate me to the bone. Because as long as this is the case, if I really fail, you won't feel distressed.

I don't want to see you distressed anymore, no matter who it is, I don't want to see you lost and desperate anymore.

Chu Di said, gently holding her face with the palm of his hand. His breath was close, with the smell of tobacco and the aroma of Martinny, he was obviously so close to her, but Lin Xiangwan didn't seem to be able to see him clearly, his face became blurry in front of her eyes, like a layer of mist, so that she couldn't find out. She couldn't even overlap him with the man who destroyed her life like a demon in her memory, and since when did he start to care about her feelings, he began to learn to listen to her inner voice, and he took to heart all the wishes she spoke, and he began to learn to put the woman he had trampled under his feet in front of him.

"Don't worry, I'll be happy to watch the game, and no matter what you're beaten up with, I won't shed a tear for you, so ...... You can hold on as long as you can, don't make me too complacent, I'll keep your reward for you, if you die...... Just when we didn't say anything......"

"Good girl. That's it. Chu Di slowly stretched out her hand and took Lin Xiangwan in her arms, she knew that she should break away from him, but her arms seemed to be filled with lead, so soft and weak that she couldn't lift them up at all.

Chu Di kissed her forehead softly where she couldn't see, his smile calm but with a hint of sadness.

*A week after the auction, the newspapers of H City were still in full swing with follow-up coverage of the day's event. From the outfits of the actresses attending the banquet and the jewelry they wore to the auction items and the owner's background, the paparazzi spared no effort to track them.

Occasionally, in the most corner of the entertainment version, Chu Di can still be seen, but it is just for others as a side dish.

When a person is rich, he is well-dressed and good-looking. But when he has no money, even if he is the Virgin of Angels, he is only worthy of being a green leaf lined with red flowers in the corners.

Chu Di himself doesn't care about this kind of thing, although he used to be high-profile, but he hated being secretly photographed the most, probably because of the incident of passionate photos in the car with Lin Xiangwan, which caused him a lot of trouble, so he never had a good face when he saw the paparazzi, and now people have retired from the peak, although there is less attention, but there is also less danger of being used as a target, and he feels good about himself.

Chu Di and Zhong Kun's practice has changed from actual combat training to enhancing physical fitness and skill in the later stage, and the two of them often spend half a day at home, studying and analyzing Xu Yunqi's past videos.

Zhong Kun is a famous big stomach, and the family originally prepared meals for four people, which was not enough for him to eat alone. So whenever he came to the house, Lin Xiangwan personally drove to the supermarket to buy vegetables, because Aunt Zhang couldn't bring back enough vegetables by herself.

When H City enters the summer, there will be a lot of fresh seafood on the market, Zhong Kun and Chu Di don't like to eat those things, but Ye Nan likes it very much, Lin Xiangwan finishes buying vegetables, and he will always drive the car around a small circle, and go to the seafood market that he used to go to buy again.

This market is very close to the Ye family, once upon a time, Lin Xiangwan would bring some seafood home every weekend, Ye Zhen likes garlic scallops the most, and Aunt Xiang ......

"Sister ......" stood in front of a stall full of all kinds of seafood, and Lin Xiangwan seemed to hear Ye Kuan's voice.

She smiled self-deprecatingly and shook her head, she hadn't seen him since Ye Kuan got the news to find Ye Rong. For Ye Kuan, of course Ye Rong is closer to him, after all, they are brothers and sisters of the same mother, no matter how bad Ye Rong is to herself, she has always been very sincere to Ye Kuan. Because of her, let Ye Rong go to another country, presumably Ye Kuan already hated her, even if he saw her, he had to take a detour, how could he take the initiative to greet her?

Although she said that she didn't care, Ye Kuan's estrangement was really a big blow to Lin Xiangwan, and she had tried to find him, but she never found him. Ye Kuan closed the company, moved with his family, and disappeared without a trace.

Lin Xiangwan took the crabs and yellow croaker cleaned up by the boss, handed over the money and wanted to leave, turned around and walked a few steps, but was slapped heavily on the shoulder.

"Sister, why don't you ignore me?"

The man in front of him, no matter when, was as bright and enthusiastic as the midsummer sun, his smile was free of any impurities, so clean that people couldn't look at it directly, Lin Xiangwan felt that his eyes were sour, and called in a low voice, "Ah Kuan......"

"Sister, where have you been? I can't contact you! Have you been doing well all these years? What about Xiao Nan? Is he with you?" There were cars coming and going in the seafood market, Ye Kuan pulled Lin Xiangwan to the secluded corner next to him, his face became red and swollen with excitement, and his eyes were bright, like jewels.

Lin Xiangwan's throat was dry, she had thought many times, if she met Ye Kuan again, how to ask him for forgiveness, not for anything else, just for her indifference to Ye Rong at the beginning. Ye Rong may have something she didn't do well, but she didn't deserve that end, for a girl who is not deeply involved in the world, that kind of experience is devastating.

"What about you...... Ye Nan and I are all right. How are you doing?Why did you close the company and move again?Aunt Xiang...... And Xiao Rong, okay?"

"Second sister, she...... How so...... Much better than before. Ye Kuan replied with a wry smile, and at that moment, Lin Xiangwan felt as if he had suddenly matured for many years. He scratched his head and continued, "Thanks to my sister's friend who found her whereabouts, I was able to get my second sister back. Later, the company's business was not good, so I closed the company and spent more time taking care of her, my mother's body has not been good in recent years, Xiaoqing and I took them back to our hometown, sister, you don't know, we still have a homestead in our hometown, and my father left us together, hehe...... I also took my sister's piece of land, you won't be upset, right?"