"Even if it's summer, it's not so hot, right? Chu Di wiped the water stains on Lin Xiangwan's face with his cuffs, his strength was not light, but it would not make people feel pain, Lin Xiangwan looked up at him, but he didn't look at her, and after wiping her face cleanly and refreshingly, he went to pull her long hair. Lin Xiangwan felt that his face was hot, and the place he touched was like being spiced by a chili pepper.

"This water is nothing, it's not a bath, I'm fine. Being blown by the wind, the heat on his face did not subside, this feeling was a little wrong, Lin Xiangwan wanted to break free, but Chu Di was extremely stubborn and pulled her insistently, "You have also been a doctor yourself, if Ye Nan did this, would you say him?"

"You are arguing, Ye Nan is Ye Nan, and I am not a child. ”

"I think you are. Chu Di replied lightly, "You don't think you're not, but sometimes you're just a child, your mind is simple and naïve, you know the impossible but you still want to give it a try, don't hit the south wall and don't look back, even if your head is broken and bleeding, you don't care, except for children and fools, who else do you say will be so stubborn?"

Could it be that if she doesn't admit that she is naïve, she will admit that she is a fool? Lin Xiangwan felt that no matter how she answered, she would suffer, so she simply pursed her lips and did not speak, and let Chu Di wipe her.

It wasn't until she finally felt that she was about to be burned by him that Lin Xiangwan struggled to resist, jumped aside, and said to Chu Di with her hands on her chest with a vigilant posture, "You are very wrong, suddenly said these nonsense words, you, did you just hear something?"

Lin Xiangwan felt that there was nothing wrong with what he said to Baili Tong just now, but if Chu Di heard it, it would inevitably make him think of the relationship between the two, as if he was complaining about something......

"I heard it all, how about it?" Chu Di saw that she dodged, and no longer forced it, and folded his hands together to admit generously.

Lin Xiangwan was slightly stunned and accused, "How can you eavesdrop on other people's speeches." ”

Chu Di said calmly, "It's not eavesdropping, I'm just outside the door, the door of the church is wide open, and Baili Tong has also seen me." ”

That guy is really not a good thing, but he didn't say anything when he saw it, did he deliberately want her to stink? Lin Xiangwan slandered, and his prejudice against Baili Tong was a few layers deeper, and he regretted that he didn't stab him just now, "Just tell him about Xu Mingfei, don't think about it." ”

"What do you think I'll think I'll think too much?"

"How do I know what you want!"

"Why do you say don't let me think about it if I don't know?"

Lin Xiangwan glared, feeling that if this topic continued, it might become a dead cycle of chicken or egg, she glared at Chu Di angrily, hoping that he could retreat as usual, but Chu Di was very eyeless this time, and looked at her calmly, without the slightest flinch, "I also have a clear conscience when you look at me like this, Lin Xiangwan, I hope you can be honest occasionally, just say what you want, unlike always suppressing your desires and hopes, longing for love, hoping to be protected, it is not a shameful thing." ”

He heard all her conversations with Baili Tong. The anger that originally caused her to see her and Shen Shijun together and love each other has long disappeared at this moment, but in my heart, I am not sad.

He knew what she wanted, he knew what she wanted, but he had never heard her mention it to him.

Why? Because he had been hurt, he didn't dare to take a step beyond Lei Chi? because he no longer believed that he was the man who could bring her hope and love? Or was it because he had long since lost his place in her heart to listen to the truest thoughts of her heart?

Regardless of the cause, the result is the same.

She didn't trust him, and she would rather tell her inner story to a stranger than reveal a word to him.

You see, people are so strange, often the closest people around us, life and body are shared with him, but the heart is separated from him by thousands of rivers and mountains.

Lin Xiangwan was silent, and after a while, he spoke again, "Even if you say it, what can it do? If you say it, it will come true? I don't think people should complain to others, because 20% of people don't care at all, and the other 80% will only feel happy after hearing it." People who really care about you understand what you're worried about without you having to say it, and for those who don't take you seriously in the first place, you just say it, and it's just to add some talking points to other people's after-dinner meals. ”

"You know I'm not like that!"

"Are you not 20%, or are you not 80%?" Lin Xiangwan asked calmly.

Chu Di felt that she was extremely hateful, but she didn't know how to answer.

"I won't be happy because you're unhappy, and I won't treat your affairs as gossip, I want to know why you're unhappy, and I'll guess, but I'm afraid that I won't be able to guess, I'm afraid that I'm making a mistake, guessing wrong, expressing the wrong feelings, will only make you look down on me more. I want to think about your business as my own, whether it is your happy or sad things, I am willing to listen, I know that I was not a good listener before, and I can't guarantee that I will be ...... But I'm willing to give it a try, as long as you give me a chance, I want to try. ”

In the first few years they were together, she was always talking and he didn't listen, she told him about her little things in school and life, but in the end it was always his cynicism, or a simply decisive back.

Later, he wanted to hear it, but she didn't want to say it.

Chu Di knew that he had been very wrong, but it was precisely because of this that he wanted to change. "I don't agree with what you said, there's no point in redeeming it. If you don't get it back, it's really pointless. ”

"Whatever you want, maybe you're the one who doesn't hit the south wall and doesn't look back. Lin Xiangwan replied lightly, hearing Chu Di's words, her heartbeat was a little fast, and she secretly took two deep breaths, allowing herself to ignore this strange reaction. "But let me remind you first, for you I am one of the 80% of people, if you have anything unpleasant, don't tell me, I am relieved to know that you are not doing well. ”

"If you can be happy, then what if I almost have a good time?" I don't know if what she said was true, but Chu Di's heart curled up with a slight pain, but he still had a gentle smile on his face, "If what you said is true, then in another half a month, you will probably wake up laughing from your dreams." ”

In half a month, it will be the day of his boxing match with Xu Yunqi. In other words, if there is no accident, there is a chance that he will die in the ring.

Such a vivid life may be gone in a matter of minutes, and his death will leave an indelible passion on the spectators in the ring, but for her......

"Someone else sheds blood, it doesn't make me happy. I used to be a doctor, and I know how hard it is to save a life, and even if it's a stranger, I don't rejoice in his death. Mr. Chu, you think of me too dirty. Lin Xiangwan frowned, and the expression on his face was very unhappy.

Chu Di was slightly stunned, "Yes, I thought you would be looking forward to that day, you haven't told Baili Tong about it......

He listened to their conversation outside the door, and from beginning to end, she didn't mention a word about the boxing match, and Chu Di was not disappointed. He didn't expect Lin Xianghui to plead with Baili Tong, but she didn't say a word, as if she didn't know anything about it, this kind of indifference made him feel very uncomfortable.

"You've known him longer than me, do you think someone like him will change his decision because of what I said? I guess he hates me and grits his teeth, it's just because I take care of Xu Mingfei's face, so he can't attack me, if his body allows, he will probably throw me in the ring and kill me personally. For this kind of person, begging him and making him change his mind is simply time-consuming. Instead of spending time on useless people, think of other ways. You got into this trouble because of me, and even if I don't remember your affection, I will remember your kindness. ”

"So, if I die, will you feel sorry for me, will you cry for me?" Chu Di took a step forward, closer to Delin Xiangwan.

By the moonlight, he could see the fine lines on her smooth forehead, and he could also see the silhouette of her black eyelashes like butterfly wings fluttering slightly with her breath, and there was a faint fragrance on her body, which was the smell of the soap and the spring water, and he heard the sound of the flowers blooming in his heart, and she said that she would remember his goodness, and once upon a time, he became so humble, as long as she could remember his goodness, he could do whatever he wanted.

The breath belonging to Chu Di surrounded Lin Xiangwan, making her a little breathless, "Don't say anything about death, death, how unlucky, although Xu Yunqi is very strong, he is also a human being, as long as he is a human being, he has weaknesses, he can be defeated, if you use a little more effort, it is not impossible to win......"

"If I can win, you'll give me a reward, right?"

Lin Xiangwan was puzzled, "What do you mean?"

"Since you all say that I am in trouble because of you, then you must also make some efforts to keep me alive. Promise, you don't have to honor it right away, just take pity on me, give me a thought, if I can get off the ring alive, give me a reward, this request is not too much, right?" Like a shrewd hunter, he let go of his trap step by step, just waiting for the cunning and timid fox to take the bait.

Chu Di's tone was very sad, and people couldn't bear to refuse. Although Lin Xiangwan felt that this matter was a little strange, but when he thought that he might really die, and after saying these things today was not true, he softened his heart and said, "What do you want?"

ps: I'm sorry, I was a little late yesterday, and today I added a little apology.