Chapter 142: Painful Memories

Ye Xing didn't speak, he just stood there silently, staring blankly ahead.

Seeing that he didn't react for a long time, Yang Kexin timidly called Ye Xing: "Xing, why don't you speak?"

Ye Xing moved his gaze over and looked at Yang Kexin's delicate face, and for a long time, he asked Yang Kexin helplessly and softly, "What do you want me to say?"

At this time, Ye Xing's expression was as indifferent as death, this feeling made Yang Kexin feel completely frightened, she took Ye Xing's hand, sobbed and said to him: "Xing, I know I should ...... Listen to you earlier, but I did all this so that we don't have worries and can live well in the future...... Better ......"

"Xing, I know I'm wrong, I'll listen to you for everything in the future, just ask you not to leave me, without you, I can't live at all, whether it's those days in the Yang family, or those days with Deng Wenliang, the spiritual pillars that support me to grit my teeth and survive, it's all you, Xing, I beg you, don't leave me, I beg you to ......"

Speaking of this, Yang Kexin couldn't cry anymore, and she slowly knelt down for Ye Xing.

Seeing this scene, Ye Xing sighed helplessly, he took Yang Kexin's hands and whispered to her, "Kexin, you get up first......"

"If you don't promise me, I won't get up, if I don't have you, what's the use of asking for that money? What's the point of me living?" Yang Kexin choked up and said slowly to Ye Xing.

Ye Xing sighed again, he was speechless for a long time, and then he took Yang Kexin's hand and whispered to her: "Kexin, you get up first, I promise you." ”

Hearing this, Yang Kexin was pleasantly surprised, she slowly stood up, held Ye Xing's hand tightly, stared at his young and handsome face, and asked him in disbelief: "Xing, what you said is true? You really promised to be with me again?"

Ye Xing nodded at her affirmatively, Yang Kexin happily threw herself into Ye Xing's arms, jumping and jumping with him in her arms, and kept saying: "I knew that you still loved me, and I knew that you would not leave me alone......"

Looking at her childlike innocent face, Ye Xing smiled helplessly, he gently stroked Yang Kexin's slightly messy black hair, and whispered to her: "But before we leave, there are some things I have to say to Su Man clearly, after all, she knows too many things between us, if you don't ...... Hold her steady, we won't be able to go anywhere. ”

Looking at Ye Xing's earnest expression, Yang Kexin nodded at him gently, Yang Kexin at this moment was as well-behaved as a kitten, she murmured to Ye Xing: "As long as you are willing to be with me again, I will listen to you in the future, and you will do what you say." ”

Ye Xing smiled helplessly again, he raised his hand and gently stroked Yang Kexin's beautiful face, nodded slightly to her, and comforted her: "Then can you go back first now?" ”

Yang Kexin nodded obediently and responded: "Okay, then I'll wait for you in that small hotel, and we'll see you there." ”

"No see, no more. Ye Xing lightly threw a kiss on Yang Kexin's forehead and whispered back to her.

In this way, Yang Kexin left my house, after she left, Ye Xing slowly walked to the sofa where I was lying, lowered his head and looked at me silently, for a long time, he straightened up, slowly walked to the window of the living room, took out a box of cigarettes from his pocket, took out one and lit it, and slowly smoked it.

The choking smoke slowly filled in front of me from the window, and I couldn't help but frown, then looked up and coughed lightly.

Seeing that I woke up, Ye Xing smiled secretly, he extinguished the cigarette butt, and then slowly walked in front of me, and asked me softly: "Actually, you have already woken up, right?"

I slowly sat up on the sofa, silently staring at Ye Xing standing in front of me, and didn't speak for a long time.

Ye Xing looked at me as usual with his expression, his eyes were very open, so frank that I thought that it seemed that those thrilling things had not happened in this room just now, and he and Yang Kexin did not say those earth-shattering words at all.

"Isn't there anything you want to ask me?" After a long time, Ye Xing asked me lightly.

I grinned, looked at Ye Xing, and said to him, "Haven't you always refused to tell me?"

Ye Xing smiled helplessly, he looked at me and muttered, "But you also know pretty much it." ”

I looked at him deeply, raised my eyebrows, and said lightly to him: "That's far from enough, what I know is just the details, I want to know a real version from your mouth, a real past about you and Yang Kexin." ”

Looking at my persistent expression, Ye Xing smiled helplessly again, he nodded slightly at me, and asked, "Okay, where do you want to start with it?"

I thought about it, and then said to Ye Xing: "Let's start from the time you and Yang Kexin first met." ”

Ye Xing sighed, he sat down on the sofa diagonally opposite me, crossed his hands and pondered for a while, and then slowly said to me: "When I met Yang Kexin, we were only three or four years old, we were both fatherless, motherless, homeless, through various ways, and finally came to Teacher Du Fanghua's family-style orphanage. ”

"Where did you stay until you were nine?" I asked softly.

Ye Xing looked at me, nodded, and replied thoughtfully: "We grew up carefree in the Du family-style orphanage, Grandma Du taught us the piano skills, let us receive the best music enlightenment education, and also provided us with a good environment without worrying about food and clothing, she also named me and Kexin from the poems, my original name was Night Star, and Kexin's original name was Xingyu." ”

I nodded slowly, it turned out that the "star rain" on the old photo of Du Fanghua's house was Yang Kexin.

"Grandma Du placed a wish on me and Kexin, because the two of us are not only cute and beautiful, but also of the same age, and very talented, Grandma Du joked that we were a pair of golden boys and girls of hers, and vowed to train us to be talented in our lifetimes, but her wish was shattered when we were nine years old......

Speaking of this, Ye Xing's tone sank.

"She suddenly fell ill that year, didn't she?" I reminded.

Ye Xing nodded at me and muttered, "Yes, we were very young at the time, and we didn't know what a stroke meant, but we only knew that Grandma Du suddenly fainted while teaching us to play the piano, and was later sent to the hospital, and she never appeared again." Grandma Du is gone, the orphanage can't be run anymore, the teacher who teaches us and the aunt who cooks are gone, and we children are pitifully together, not knowing what to do in the future. Later, a few formally dressed adults came and talked to our children, asked about our ages and some basic information, and registered them one by one, and then took us to the public children's welfare center in Tsukishima City. ”

Speaking of this, Ye Xing raised his head and explained to me: "At that time, the Linhai City Children's Welfare Institute was merged with the Yuedao City Children's Welfare Institute because of the small number of children, so we were sent directly to the Yuedao City Welfare Institute. ”

I nodded lightly and asked again, "You were adopted by the Yang family and the Ye family respectively from there, right?"

Ye Xing nodded, subconsciously wiped his face, and said in a low voice, "There are a lot of things that happened in the middle. ”

"Oh, what's the matter?" I asked softly.

Ye Xing looked at me and calmly told me: "You know that some public children's welfare homes are actually very ordinary, because there are many children, and the funds allocated above are limited, so the number of teachers and aunts invited is also limited. At that time, I remember that it was winter, Xingyu and I had just arrived at the children's welfare home, because of the lack of funds, so the heating in the hospital was very poor, in short, the welfare home gave me the feeling of cold, plus there were many children, few teachers, and there were strangers around, and the food was also very poor, which was in stark contrast to Grandma Du's warm and materially rich family-style orphanage, so Xingyu and I were not psychologically able to accept such a change. Before, when I was in Grandma Du's orphanage, I had the best relationship with Xingyu, and later when I was assigned to the Yuedao City Children's Welfare Institute, several of our children were not in the same class, but Xingyu and I were still looking for each other in the free time after class, and then secretly discussed what to do in the future, at that time, we didn't know what a serious illness Grandma Du had, we all thought that she would wake up again, and the conditions of that children's welfare home were really poor, so in the end, Xingyu and I found a free time that the teacher of the welfare home did not pay attention to, and ran away。 ”

When I heard this, I was taken aback, it turned out that there was such a relationship between them, and I couldn't help asking, "Where did you flee to?"

Because I really can't imagine how far two children who are only nine years old can escape in a strange city in the cold winter.

Ye Xing smiled bitterly at me, and then muttered: "We took the bus and came to the train station, and wanted to buy a train ticket to Linhai City to find Grandma Du, but unfortunately the money on us was not enough, so the two of us had to stay at the train station for the night." The staff at the train station saw that there were only two of us all the time, and there were no adults around, so they became suspicious and asked what was going on, I made up a lie to the uncle, and then I pulled Xingyu and ran away, because I was afraid that he would arrest us and send us back to the cold and dilapidated children's welfare home. ”

"You just ran away like that, and where did you go?" At this moment, my heart was tightly tied to their fate.

A faint wry smile appeared on Ye Xing's face again, and he muttered, "On a cold winter night, where can two nine-year-old children escape? At that time, we were really cold and hungry, Xingyu was so hungry that I couldn't walk, I stole a few steamed buns from a steamed bun shop that was open at night, and then pulled Xingyu all the way to run wildly, throwing off the proprietress who was chasing and scolding us behind, and then we huddled in a corner of an alley, fed each other, and added those buns to our stomachs. ”

"And then, you've been out like this?" My heart has been really touched by the fate of these two children, and I seem to have seen the two ill-fated children nestled next to each other in that little alley on that cold winter night.

Ye Xing shook his head helplessly, and replied in a low voice: "If that's the case, then we would have frozen to death, at that time Xingyu was so frozen that we were about to faint, there was really no way, I took her back to the waiting hall of the train station, after all, it was still warmer there, this time the staff didn't let us go again, they called the police, and then the police uncle sent us back to the children's welfare home." ”