Chapter 143: His Psychology
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"Later, were you adopted by the Ye family and the Yang family respectively?" I asked the question again.
Ye Xing nodded lightly and said slowly: "After we were picked up by the welfare institute, the dean and the teacher agreed that our two children were not easy to discipline, so they wanted to find someone who was willing to adopt us as soon as possible and send us out, so as not to have a headache for them such as escaping in the future." At that time, Xingyu and I wanted to be together forever and be adopted by a family, but how was this possible?"
Speaking of this, Ye Xing smiled bitterly and continued: "Adopted families like ignorant children under the age of three, like children of our age at that time, most people are reluctant to adopt, and it would be good if someone wants it, so although Xingyu and I were reluctant to separate, in the end we were adopted by two strange families. Ye Xing glanced at me, "You should know pretty much what happened later, I followed my adoptive parents who adopted me to Sanye City, and Xingyu followed the Yang family and his wife back to S City." ”
I listened silently, pondering, and asked, "Then how did you get in touch again?"
Ye Xing raised his head and glanced at me, I found that there was an indescribable complex feeling in his gaze at this time, he held his hand tightly and whispered to me: "Although my life in the Ye family is not good, it is not particularly bad, after all, I am not their biological child, I can give me food and let me go to school, which is not bad." But when Xingyu arrives at Yang's house, life is like hell......"
Ye Xing's voice gradually lowered, he hung his head, as if he didn't want to recall that past, after a while, he continued to narrate, but his tone became more depressed and low: "The Yang family and his wife have no culture, and their moral quality is also very poor, after Xingyu arrived at their house, they were often supported to work and take her little sister, and that's it, but when Xingyu was thirteen years old," Speaking of this, Ye Xing's fists clenched, and angry tears gradually appeared in his eyes," But when Xingyu was thirteen years old, Yang Congshan, the bastard, actually took advantage of the drunkenness to give Xingyu to ...... His evil mother-in-law, Xia Zhenling, not only didn't help Xingyu after knowing this, but also busily helped her man destroy the evidence, threw away Xingyu's underwear, and let her take a bath, so that there was no evidence. Xia Zhenling also threatened Xingyu, saying that if she dared to tell her about it, she would not be able to hold her head up for the rest of her life, and everyone knew that she was a broken shoe. At that time, Xingyu was young, and she didn't know how to protect herself, so Xia Zhenling could only break her teeth and swallow it in her stomach when she was so scared, she originally thought that it was just because Yang Congshan was drunk, but she didn't expect that Yang Congshan's bastard to taste the sweetness, and there was a second time with the first time, in those two years, he raped Xingyu no less than ten times, and every time he committed a crime, Xia Zhenling pretended to sympathize with Xingyu on the surface, and then helped destroy the evidence that her man raped Xingyu, but afterwards she vented her anger on Xingyu, and scolded her either by beating or scolding, what is ugly and scolding。 Xingyu's personality changed, that is, in those two years, she was really worse than dead, and even thought of suicide, the only hope in her heart at that time was me, because I was the best person in the world except for Grandma Du to her, Grandma Du was gone, and the hope in her heart was only me, and it was the only remaining hope, Xingyu used the money she earned from helping the neighbor's grandmother to do odd jobs to go to the Internet café to steal the Internet, and then posted a post on an art forum mainly based on piano music, called: Looking for Night Star, she said in the content, Night Star, do you remember the little girl who ate steamed buns with you in the alley in the back street of the train station five years agoPlease reply as soon as you see it. The signature is Xingyu, and she also left her QQ number. Because I was the best among the students taught by Grandma Du, Grandma Du said that I would become a pianist in the future, so Xingyu thought that I would definitely go on this forum, maybe one day I would find this post. ”
"Eventually, you found out about this post?" I asked softly.
Ye Xing nodded and said in a low voice: "Actually, I don't go to that forum at all, but I have a few friends who learn piano, and they are on, and a friend forwarded that post to me, because he knew that I had called Night Star in the past." ”
"That's it, you got in touch with Yang Kexin, and then stole a few hundred yuan from your adoptive father and went to S City to find her?"
"Yes, I didn't have any money in my hand at the time, I didn't steal it from my adoptive father, and I didn't even have enough money for the journey, so I stole a few hundred yuan from him, and then went directly to S City. Speaking of this, Ye Xing raised his head and looked at me, his eyes were full of indescribable pain, and he whispered to me: " You don't know the scene at that time, I got off at the South Railway Station of S City, Xingyu held a big sign with the night star written on it, standing on the platform waiting for me, we looked at each other at a distance of a few meters, and didn't speak for a long time, six years have passed, we have changed, we have grown taller, but we can still recognize each other at a glance, Xingyu at that time, only fifteen years old, can really be described as Chu Chu moving budding to be released, although her clothes are very torn, but it can't hide her beauty, we just looked at each other silently, later, Xingyu suddenly pounced, threw herself into my arms and cried, in nearly twenty minutes, she didn't say anything, just crying, crying vigorously, crying non-stop. When her emotions calmed down, she intermittently told me about the inhuman experiences she had suffered in the Yang family in the past few years, I was also young at that time, and I had only one thought in my heart, which was to slaughter Yang Congshan, a dog beast!"
"So you stayed at the entrance of his alley and injured Yang Congshan?"
"Yes, I actually wanted to kill him, but I was a minor at the time, and I couldn't fight Yang Congshan in terms of physical strength or anything, so I only injured him with a fierce force and hatred, and then someone came to the alley, and someone called the police, and I was sent to the detention center. ”
"Since this incident, you and Yang Kexin have been in touch, right?"
"Yes, it was my adoptive father who went to the S City Detention Center to redeem me, my adoptive father proposed to have a private affair with the Yang family, the Yang family was afraid that Xingyu would sue them for rape, and finally agreed to be private, so I was taken back to Sanye City by my adoptive father, after this incident, Yang Congshan did not dare to move Xingyu anymore, Xingyu later went to boarding school, we have been in touch for a few years, encourage each other, save money by doing odd jobs on weekdays, and meet together to be admitted to the S City Conservatory of Music, and finally we got our wish, both were admitted to the S City Conservatory of Music, I majored in musical instruments, and Xingyu was born with a good voice, so she majored in vocal music。 ”
"Were your relationships public during college?" is a question I've always had in mind.
Ye Xing looked at me and shook his head slightly, and muttered: "Because of the incident that injured Yang Congshan before, after Xingyu and I entered the same university, the relationship between lovers has always been developed in secret, for fear of extraneous branches, after all, we were still weak at that time." ”
"You co-planned approaching me and Deng Wenliang, right?" I asked lightly.
Ye Xing glanced at me, pouted, and finally nodded helplessly, and replied, "Yes." ”
"Did you purposefully tear us apart and divide us at that time?"
Ye Xing hesitated for a moment, and then said to me slowly: " At first, we didn't have a clear purpose, Xingyu didn't have a sense of security in my heart, I was too immature at the time, and I couldn't give her too strong material security, at this time, Xingyu met your ex-husband Deng Wenliang because she went to hold a parent-teacher conference for her sister, Xingyu's pure beauty immediately attracted Deng Wenliang, and later Deng Wenliang enthusiastically introduced Xingyu to his company for an internship, and in this process, Xingyu understood Deng Wenliang's bottom line, and wanted to use his good impression of himself to get a rich material reward. ”
Ye Xing raised his head and glanced at me, smiled bitterly, and continued to mutter: " But you know, Deng Wenliang is not a fool, if he doesn't give him some sweetness, he won't be willing to spend a lot of money at all, so Xingyu came to me to discuss, saying, we have lived so hard for so many years, it is because we don't have sufficient material security, if we have enough money in our hands, we can live the life we want, she also said to me, I am reluctant to let the child can't trap the wolf, let me agree with her to have a relationship with Deng Wenliang, start to be a lover for him, and then remarry him, so that you can slowly grasp his financial power, and finally hollow out his company。 ”
"You finally agreed?" I said, with shock in my voice.
Ye Xing lowered his head, and after a long time, he replied in a low voice: "At first, I didn't agree, after all, I was still in love with Xingyu at that time, and I knew that she was going to stoop under another man for money, I thought about it, and I was angry in my heart......"
"But why did you say yes?"
"At that time, Xingyu cried and persuaded me, she said that orphans like me and her, who have been displaced since childhood, suffered from white eyes, and moved from one family to another, and there is no family in this world that really belongs to us, so if people like us want to survive well, we can only get a sufficient amount of money to give us a sense of security, so that we can do what we want to do with confidence and boldness. She also told me that anyway, her body has been tarnished by the person surnamed Yang, so she simply doesn't do anything, and then uses this capital to make a deal with Deng Wenliang, as long as it succeeds, we will be able to live without worrying about food and clothing for the rest of our lives, and at that time we can clean up the people who have killed us. ”
I listened silently, speechless for a long time, and I couldn't accept this view, because it wasn't within the scope of my three views, but I wasn't in the kind of situation they were in, so I couldn't understand their deep pain.
Ye Xing raised his head and looked at me silently there, he said to me calmly: "I admit that I am not a good person, and my special upbringing makes many of my views with Xingyu very different from ordinary people. When I was in high school, I had to walk more than ten miles to school every day, just to save two yuan of bus money, my college tuition, part of it was accumulated by my usual part-time job, and the other part was I begged my grandfather to tell my grandmother to borrow it from others, Xingyu was the same, she was raped, insulted, and finally had to compromise and cower in that devil's family, all because we have no money, you haven't tasted that kind of taste, you will never understand our feelings, and it is for this reason that I finally agreed to cooperate with Xingyu's actions. ”
"So you came to approach me and Deng Wenliang separately later? You all discussed each other's first actions when you approached us at that time, right?" I asked coldly.
Ye Xing nodded and muttered: "Yes, I approached you to obtain evidence of your cheating, so that you can finally leave Deng Wenliang, so as to maximize Xingyu's interests, and Xingyu did his best in the process to win Deng Wenliang's favor and trust, and finally officially married him, and then slowly mastered his company's core secrets." ”
"Didn't you waver a little in your heart during this process?I was completely innocent at the time, why did you implicate me?" I asked Ye Xing coldly.
"I have been shaken in my heart," Ye Xing muttered back, "I once said to Xingyu, Su Man is too innocent, let's do this, is it too cruel to her?"
"What did Yang Kexin say?" I asked.
Xingyu said to me: You still don't understand, we are not harming her, but helping her, her man has actually changed his mind a long time ago, and he doesn't take her seriously, even if there is no me, there will be others who take advantage of it, she will support a half-dead marriage and not divorce for the sake of face, and will only drag herself into a living dead in the end, so now we are doing this, in fact, we are pushing her, so that she can quickly cut through the mess and make a choice as soon as possible. Xingyu also said to me, it's a big deal that after we get Deng Wenliang's company property in the future, we will give half of it to Su Man, so that you don't have to feel any more guilty about her. ”
I smiled bitterly in my heart, they were really thoughtful.
"Your plan is perfect and implemented smoothly, but why did Yang Kexin still say that your mind changed later?" After a long time, I asked Ye Xing again.
Ye Xing raised his head to look at me, his eyes showed an indescribable pain, and he muttered to me: "It's because I met you by chance in the snack street of the urban village, and I ...... I can't bear it......"
Hearing him say this, I was stunned for a moment, and then recalled the scene when I was selling Malatang in the urban village, and I did seem a little down, maybe it was that depression that led to the unwished sympathy under the evil thoughts of the boy in front of me.
"Seeing me so depressed at that time inspired your sympathy?" I asked Ye Xing with a smirk.
Ye Xing didn't smile, he looked at me, there was a faint sadness in his eyes, and he replied in a low voice: "Anyway, I just feel very uncomfortable in my heart, and I feel that I can't ......bear it."
"How did you feel about me before that?" and how did you feel about me when we had sex before I got divorce?" is the answer I would love to know.
"Just a little bit of a liking, but not particularly strong feelings. Ye Xing replied truthfully.
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