Chapter 1 Without you, life goes on

What kind of talent should have nothing? The injustice of fate is undoubtedly exposed at this moment. 【Fengyun Reading Network.】

On the way back to the apartment after Shi Xiaonian finished her part-time job, Luo Shanshan called her to buy vegetables, and she probably had to cook dinner herself. Shi Xiaonian went to the vegetable market and bought a few vegetables, as well as a fatty crucian carp.

She plans to make crucian carp soup.

The fish soup was tumbling in the pot, Shi Xiaonian was cooking the fish soup, she thought about the things of the day, and suddenly felt upset and irritable. She likes to live a simpler life, but for the sake of money, how can she think what is what.

The fish soup suddenly splashed up, splashed on Shi Xiaonian's hand, Shi Xiaonian felt that her hand was hot, she came back to her senses, and found that a small red spot had appeared in the place where the fish soup was splashed, she looked at the fish soup, it was almost cooked, she turned off the fire a little, and then boiled it for three minutes on low heat to get out of the pot.

Shi Xiaonian was cooking, the doorbell rang suddenly, she thought that Luo Shanshan had forgotten to bring the key, opened the door, and was about to ask Luo Shanshan, but she didn't expect that the person she saw when she opened the door turned out to be Jian Hao.

The two of them just looked at each other, Shi Xiaonian's expression became indifferent as ice, and she asked coldly, "What are you doing here?"

"Xiao Nian, I have something to tell you. Jian Hao wanted to step forward, but was stopped by Shi Xiaonian reaching out his hand.

"I don't have anything to say to you, Jian Hao, you better go back. Shi Xiaonian said that the door was thankful, and at the moment she closed the door, Jian Hao blocked the door with her hand.

"Xiao Nian, why are you doing this?" Jian Hao couldn't help but ask, Shi Xiaonian heard his question, surprisingly, she smiled.

She laughed for a while, then looked at Jian Hao again, there was a touch of sadness in her eyes, and she asked Jian Hao: "Then why do you think I am like this?" Jian Hao, don't you think it's cruel for you to ask this question?"

Shi Xiaonian's voice was a little choked, these days, she has been living too hard, Jian Hao doesn't appear, she can be right to live without this person, maybe thinking like this will make her feel better, after all, in a world alone, no matter how hard and tired she is, she is also willing.

But why, why did Jian Hao appear, and after he appeared, his words were still so hurtful? Shi Xiaonian was very uncomfortable, she didn't expect that Jian Hao's appearance would make her so sad.

She turned to leave, ignoring Jian Hao's call. She couldn't hear what Jian Hao said, and she didn't want to hear it.

Shi Xiaonian only dared to come to her mother's hospital room in the dead of night recently, she quietly stayed in front of her mother's bed, looking at her slightly closed eyes, she was close to the bedside, looking at her mother's haggard face, Shi Xiaonian felt a knife in her heart.

The huge medical and surgical expenses were about to overwhelm her and her father, and her mother also knew about it, otherwise she would not have escaped from the hospital alone that day and refused to continue treatment in the hospital.

Mom's idea is very simple, it's not difficult to guess, she doesn't want to drag her and her father down, but Shi Xiaonian doesn't dare to think, if Mom really has something wrong, how can Dad forgive herself? Even she can't forgive herself.

Her body trembled slightly, and she couldn't help but be afraid for a while at the thought of this possibility. As long as she thought that there was one less person in the world who loved her, and that she had not yet made her mother happy, she could not bear such a thing to happen.

She held her head and stared at her mother's face for a moment, as if looking at her mother like this could calm her heart.

Mom slept soundly, and in her dreams she was already living happily. But Shi Xiaonian couldn't sleep, she recalled what Jian Hao said during the day, as well as Xu Hanfeng's, she took out her mobile phone, there were only a few simple numbers in her address book, and she was hovering between Xu Hanfeng and Jian Hao.

In the past, she hated Xu Hanfeng very much, but now, if she wants to borrow money, she prefers Xu Hanfeng, although Xu Hanfeng is not a good person, but she has a sentence that is right, from beginning to end, he has never hurt her.

The only thing he did that Shi Xiaonian couldn't accept was to smash Luo Shanshan's cake shop, but he still asked people to repair it later, maybe there was something hidden in it that Shi Xiaonian didn't know, but the fact is that Xu Hanfeng repaired the things he broke.

Thinking about everything in the past between herself and Xu Hanfeng, a large part of the reason why Shi Xiaonian hates him is because of Jin Suya, and now she can even accept Jin Suya's money, why can't she borrow money from Xu Hanfeng?

On the other hand, Shi Xiaonian doesn't want to face Jian Hao now, it's not that she's afraid of Jian Hao, but she doesn't want her life to be messed up by Jian Hao again, since he is ready to marry Hua Xiaoyun, then he has the life he wants, Shi Xiaonian doesn't want to destroy it, and he doesn't want his life to be destroyed.

Shi Xiaonian finally called Xu Hanfeng, she ran into the corridor, looked at the bright moon hanging overhead, the night was a little cold, and she felt a chill.

At four o'clock in the morning, Shi Xiaonian did not go back to Luo Shanshan's apartment, but went to a food stall next to the nearby fishing port to grill fish and beer.

This food stall is a bit peculiar because it opens at exactly the opposite time of normal work, it opens at 9 p.m. and stays open until 9 a.m. the next morning.

Shi Xiaonian likes it here, just because it is quiet, the house made of wood, there are two strings of wind chimes hanging at the door, when the pipes on the wind chimes hit together, it will make a pleasant sound, Shi Xiaonian likes this atmosphere very much.

She drank a lot of beer, the most she had in years, and she hated alcohol, which made people delirious and affected her efficiency. But now, Shi Xiaonian needs it, she needs alcohol to numb herself, so that she, who has been pressed by the burden of life, can temporarily leave the troubles in her heart behind.

When Xu Hanfeng came to her, Shi Xiaonian was already seven or eight points drunk. She took the wine glass and smiled at Xu Hanfeng, "Do you want to drink a little too?"

She was half-lying on the table, poking the grilled fish and some side dishes with wine with a long wooden skewer, Xu Hanfeng pushed the wheelchair, and he stopped next to Shi Xiaonian.

When the boss on the side saw this, he breathed a sigh of relief. He just saw Shi Xiaonian's ruthlessness when he drank, it really scared him, although the business hours of his barbecue restaurant were reversed day and night, but he was doing serious business, for so many years, no one had ever made trouble, he hoped that he could continue to keep this record.

"Eat fish, drink wine!" Shi Xiaonian held a skewer of fish R that was not cooked, she handed it to Xu Hanfeng, Xu Hanfeng reached out to take it, he opened his mouth and took a bite, the fishy smell on the fish R made him frown, but he didn't react much, but swallowed the fish R silently.

Shi Xiaonian watched him eat fish, and pushed a whole beer in front of Xu Hanfeng, and said loudly: "Drink!"

Xu Hanfeng opened the cap of the bottle, this time he didn't frown, a whole beer, he raised his head, and drank it cleanly in one gulp.

"Okay! Come again!" Shi Xiaonian pushed another beer to him.

Xu Hanfeng opened the bottle cap and took another dry mouthful.

The owner of the food stall was really frightened, he thought that he came to a sober one, at least he could guarantee that nothing would happen, who knew that this one was even more ruthless, and he drank five beers in one go, is this person a bucket?

He sneered, and at this time, the beer on Shi Xiaonian's table was gone, and she shouted to the boss: "Boss, ten more beers, twenty skewers of grilled fish!"

The guest asked for something, and the boss had no reason not to give it, so he should be in harmony and brought the beer and roast R, because Shi Xiaonian drank a lot and the money had not been paid......

When the boss said to Xu Hanfeng euphemistically, Xu Hanfeng didn't say a word, he directly took out a handful of banknotes from his pocket and threw them on the table, he said lightly: "Are these enough?"

"Enough, enough!" The boss didn't dare to take more, he took four sheets of Grandpa Mao, and said to Xu Hanfeng: "It's okay to make up for more and less for a while?"

"Hmm. Xu Hanfeng nodded, the boss didn't take much, and he didn't force it, after all, the money was his, and whether he loved it or not depended on his mood.

After the boss left, Shi Xiaonian sighed, she grabbed a banknote, dangled it in front of her eyes, she smiled stupidly: "Money, it's really a good thing, for it, I can say that I have suffered a lot, I hate it, but I can't live without it!

Facing Shi Xiaonian's emotion, Xu Hanfeng didn't say anything, he asked instead, "Xiao Nian, what are your plans in the future?"

"Plans?" was asked by Xu Hanfeng, Shi Xiaonian was a little confused, she shook her head: "I don't know, I have to get by, anyway, no matter how bad my life is, that's it." ”

"Haven't you considered finding someone to marry?" Although Xu Hanfeng didn't want to be so direct, he still couldn't bear it. Shi Xiaonian was asked by him, she glanced at Xu Hanfeng in surprise, and then smiled.

"I really didn't think about it, at least, my mother is still in the hospital, and I am not in the mood to think about such a big thing at home. This is Shi Xiaonian's heart, she told the truth, Xu Hanfeng nodded.

He understood what Shi Xiaonian meant, but he also stood firm in his position, and he said to Shi Xiaonian seriously: "I don't know if you want to, but if one day, you really have nowhere to go, or you have no choice, too lazy to choose, you can come to me." ”

Xu Hanfeng said this very humbly, Shi Xiaonian laughed even louder, and even laughed with tears.

She approached Xu Hanfeng, her mouth full of wine, but she didn't care at all, she grabbed Xu Hanfeng's collar and asked, "Xu Hanfeng, what do you mean by this, when I can't get married, can Xiaonian get married?"

Xu Hanfeng shook his head, and he said word by word: "I didn't mean that, if you want, Xiao Nian, I can marry you now." ”

His words couldn't be more direct, Shi Xiaonian was silent, she sat back in her chair, took a sip of wine, and replied expressionlessly: "I said that now I am not in the mood to talk about marriage." ”