A good friend advised me: "Don't get divorced, you are this age, what kind of can you look for? You may only be able to find someone in your forties with children, and then you both have children, can you handle this relationship well? Also, can you guarantee that if you marry someone again, he will not cheat? Your husband now at least guarantees your legal status at home, and ensures that your mother and son have no worries about food and clothing, and he is a little lover outside, aren't you just lonely at night? Why don't you find one too, you can play your own way, do it in secret, and it won't affect the stability of the family now, and for the children, you are still a complete family, isn't it a good thing?"

My friend's words made me think for a long time, and I have to say that what she said is indeed reality, and it will definitely be difficult to find it after my divorce, but maintaining the current state of sexlessness in marriage, is it humane for me who is hungry and thirsty in my thirties?

Do I really want to find a little lover myself, as my friend said? In that case, can my husband accept it? After all, most men are the type who only allow themselves to set fires and not allow their wives to light lamps.

One day off, my child went to the same school, and I went to visit a college classmate I hadn't seen in a long time, who had recently moved to a new house, and had been letting me go to play.

It was a newly built community, and the housing model was dominated by townhouses.

However, when I just stepped into that community, I saw my husband Deng Wenliang's Mercedes-Benz sedan outside the door of a villa, after all, his car is too familiar to me!

I walked two steps to the gate of the house, looked inside, and as I expected, I saw Deng Wenliang holding a young girl in a blue shirt in his hand, and they were talking and laughing in a low voice and walking towards the main hall of the villa.

That girl is his recent little lover Yang Kexin, a girl who graduated from an art school, and is now his special assistant.

Before going out that morning, Deng Wenliang told me that he was going to a friend's party, and then said that the people present were all colleagues in the business field, suggesting that it was inconvenient for me to go.

I'm not a person who likes to be lively, and I don't rush to this so-called businessman's party, but I didn't expect that my husband felt that I was not suitable for the occasion, so he brought his little lover to attend.

At that moment, I stood there in a daze, looking at their figures, my husband wore a black suit that day, with a navy blue tie, which I helped him match in the morning, I didn't expect this to be a good match with his little lover, the two of them looked, the man is mature and handsome, the woman is charming and lovely, and it is really a pair of beautiful women.

If I saw such a couple on the street, I would think it was very eye-catching, and I would have admired it for a moment, but now it is my own nominal husband holding the hands of other women......

I just stood at the door of the villa like that, watching their backs gradually walk into the main entrance of the mansion, my husband seemed to glance back, at that moment I thought he saw me, so he stretched his neck and wanted to shout, but he just glanced at it in a hurry, his eyes seemed very empty, as if he didn't see anything, still holding his little lover into the living room of the mansion.