Slowly, slowly, I turned around and walked back, and I was in no mood to visit my old classmates I hadn't seen for a long time, and I felt weak and weak, and I just wanted to go home and lie down for a while.

Outside the gate of the community, I took a taxi and went straight to my home.

In the car, I burst into tears, I hated my own cowardice, if it was a strong wife, I would definitely rush into that villa angrily at this time, angrily reprimanding the shameless husband and mistress, and even slapping them to defend their dignity.

However, I have never been such a powerful woman, and I would rather go home and quarrel with my husband in the bedroom than expose them in front of so many people.

My husband has a strong psychological quality, he knows my weaknesses deeply, and I can even imagine that if I appeared on that occasion, he would definitely tell me politely and politely that he and that woman were just participating in normal business activities, and it was a normal colleague relationship, so that I would not be unreasonable, Yunyun......

I knew him too well, and I knew he would say that, and do that, and I would be at a loss for words, and his friends would help him to excuse himself.

At that moment, my heart was like ashes, I seemed to suddenly see through everything, I thought of the boy Ye Xing who slept with me, and I thought, maybe I should accept my friend's suggestion and find someone outside of marriage to comfort my lonely heart abandoned by my husband.

A woman who has lost her husband's love is like a flower that has lost its moisture, and this was the case with me at that time.

At that time, I found that my skin was getting worse and worse, there were fine lines at the corners of my eyes, my skin was not as tight as before, and I didn't know where the plump and full collagen had gone, especially after removing my makeup at night, looking at the haggard woman with dull skin, I wanted to die.

You know, when I was in college, I was the girl in our department who was known for her good skin! What did these ten years of marriage bring me?

I want to cry without tears.

And the most terrible thing is that because there is no sex * life for a long time, I found that my breasts are also sagging badly, although I usually pay attention to the choice of bras, are to choose some high-end bras that protect the breast shape, but this thing, it is not enough to rely on external force protection, a girlfriend of mine who studied Chinese medicine told me that women want to stay young forever, external maintenance and care can only play a role in a dime, only internal comprehensive conditioning is the best prescription for beauty.

Take her as an example, at the age of thirty-seven, because she has a happy marriage, loving husband and wife, usually pays attention to the regulation of diet and proper endocrine maintenance, so her state looks quite young, and she is really that radiant feeling, and she is usually very simple in choosing skin care products, basically no makeup, only some of the most basic base makeup.

She once secretly told me that I must not suppress myself at my age, she just got married late and chose a man a few years younger than herself, so in terms of sex* life, the husband and wife are now very harmonious.

At that time, I was actually very hesitant, it was not good to be alone in the empty room every night, since that night, in fact, Ye Xing has been seducing me, often sending me some suggestive text messages, and I always do not reply or selectively reply simply, and warn him not to contact me easily, lest my husband misunderstand.