1001 Origin of Species

-Ward 1701, M Hospital-

March 23rd

22：45 PM

Yang Lan was a little excited, rubbed upward, and lay on the bed on his back.

"I'm taking care of your face. Yang Yan said, "Besides, it's your private life after all, and it's hard for me to say anything, you haven't said it." ”

"Cut, do you take care of my sister's face?!!" Cai Yue said with disdain.

"yes, yes. It's good when it's over, and when it's over, you can welcome a new life and a new love, maybe, maybe the right person has already prepared it for you, and you've been waiting there for a long time. Just wait, because nothing is due to you will be less, and nothing less than what should be given to you. Yang said.

"Who said that. Caiyue asked, "So confident." So proud. ”

It's not who said it, but you can think that Jehovah said it. Yang Mian said with a smile.

"He didn't say it. Cai Yue said, "Don't fool me. I can ask my mom. ”

"Hey, you're interested in this? I can tell you more about it. Yang Mian seemed to be in high spirits.

"Don't, I didn't say it, just talk about it. Cai Yue said, "I'm just going to keep the truth from your behavior of holding chicken feathers as an arrow." ”

"Maybe I said it to someone, maybe not, but he is such an honest and faithful God, you know that he is our protector, our eternal guardian. Eternal Guardian. Yang Mian smiled, "You should really take a good look at it, you are wandering." ”

"Guardian?" said Caiyue, "I've said that word too, but that's not what I said. ”

"Hehe, of course, many people in this world want to protect others and want to be guarded, but only he can protect this world forever, and no one else can do it. ”

"Huh?" Caiyue said in surprise.

Yang Lan didn't listen to Caiyue's words later, but the word "guardian" suddenly entered her heart, she thought why it was such a coincidence, she wanted to be Xiuxiang's guardian, but if there is really an existence that has been guarding us and loving us, it would be good, because this is like an ideal love, only know what to pay, no regrets so that the one who stays for us forever, Always be good for us, never dislike us, always be on our side towards us, always help us, this kind of existence, isn't it too perfect, because it's so perfect, so it's hard for us to believe, can this be true? Such a good thing, it's simply the best thing in the world.

Isn't this what we want love and eternity to look like?

"Have you been brainwashed? You seem to be worse than my mother!" Cai Yue said, "You know that all religions serve political purposes, do you know?"

"I don't know. "This is not a religion, this is a faith, or rather, it is a search for the source of life." ”

"The source of life?"

"You can understand it as the origin of species. Yang said.

"Ah, I know, it's Darwin's theory of evolution, right?" said Caiyue.

"There are only 2 countries in the world that believe that the origin of species is the theory of evolution, and only 2. "The other is North Korea." ”

"So what? Isn't the truth in the hands of a few?"

"Truth? The origin of species or evolution is not a truth, it is a theory. And you know what? Darwin was also calling out to God when he was sick, he didn't call out to the ancestral monkeys. ”

"Monkey, oh, monkey, help me. Caiyue smiled, "Oh, I have to be quiet." It's so funny. It's so funny. Probably it's strange to call it a monkey. You think, how can a monkey make people feel empowered, actually, I don't believe that I am such an ugly animal. ”

"Judge people by their appearance. Yang Mian reminded.

"Monkeys are judged by their appearance. Cai Yue smiled again.

"Really, not religious. Religion is a theory, just like mathematics, physics, chemistry, and theory, which is completely different from Bible. ”

"And what is Bible? so many people have seen it, where is the magic?" Caiyue said, "Is it because the story is well written?"

"Because, it's history. Yang said, "It's the real history." Because people are thinking about who I am, where I came from, where am I going, why am I alive, why am I dying, what is the meaning of my life. You don't feel that there is a huge void in the human heart, which is emptiness, and no matter who or anything, great fame, wealth, possession, and perfection cannot be satisfied. ”

"Isn't that normal? because people can't be satisfied. Always asking for and wanting too much. ”

"No, it's because people don't encounter the truth, they don't encounter the truth, they don't know the real history, and as long as they do, they will slowly fill those emptiness. That emptiness is the place that Jehovah has left for himself. His throne. ”

"Okay, go to bed early, I don't understand, I really don't understand. ”

1002 Repeated emotions and original intentions that do not change

-Ward 1701, M Hospital-

March 24th

06：50 AM

The morning sun shone in, so bright, Xiuxiang woke up early, and her mood was very complicated. Last night seemed to be a watershed, and she didn't sleep well this night, and she seemed to have been dreaming.

From one place to another, from scene to scene, she would walk on a road, there was nothing on either side of the road, just gray, there were no animals or plants on either side, it was very desolate, she couldn't feel any color in the dream, no color, not even black and white, only a piece of gray, the sky in the distance seemed to be very light gray, the road near was dark gray, in the dream, there was no feeling of temperature. It's not winter, it's not cold, it's not summer, it's not hot, it's not seasonal, it's not time, it's not about space, it's just such a road, and the end of the road is endless, and there's no end in sight, as if it's the only road, there's no crossroads, there's no bend, it's just straight and straight, and from one end to the other, Xiuxiang seems to feel that the picture of the dream is very much in line with the principle of perspective, and a certain point in the distance in front of it is the focal point.

This is one of those dreams. It seems that there are still pictures that change in many different places, but because they don't pay so much attention to her, she forgets a little, but when she gets up in the morning, she is very tired, and there is some unpleasant feeling on her body, I don't know where it comes from, but this new emotion seems to be constantly replacing the original emotion. It makes Xiuxiang very uncomfortable.

It was supposed to be about eight o'clock to be discharged from the hospital, but because I went back early, I didn't plan to eat breakfast in the hospital, so there was no need.

Xiuxiang stared at the ceiling for a long time, and then the sleepiness came up again, and in order to overcome this sleepiness, she relied on the strength of her arms and climbed up from the bed. She felt good, except for a sense of emptiness that could not be eliminated in any way. Probably this will make Xiuxiang carry it for a lifetime, she feels that she has become a carrier of a negative virus, because some things will never change, some emotions seem to never go away, she is trying to accept all this, but she finds that her mood is very complicated, and gradually tends to be sensitive, she feels that her low mood is just caused by poor health, not something wrong with her nature, and there is nothing "wrong" about herself and there seem to be a lot of things going on in the future, some people care about themselves, and institutions care about themselves, it stands to reason that such a day should not be satisfied, but there seems to be hope in her heart, she feels that Min Suk is the one who understands her, and she is also looking forward to Min Suk continuing to talk about the topic in the new Purgatory City, and now her heart is still very clear about that memory, it doesn't seem to have changed at all, she believes that everything really happened, but she needs a resonance, that is, a witness, Min Suk was originally a witness, but now she has not succeeded in getting in touch with him。 She didn't know how she should face all this, as a young girl, now she probably doesn't care about her appearance is not a deformed and distorted heart, everyone has a love for beauty, and she should not be criticized for pursuing beauty. Therefore, she believes in her heart that the next few days will be very challenging.

The challenges of life are undoubtedly undeniable.

The challenge of love is undoubtedly undeniable.

The challenge of healing is undoubtedly undeniable.

Careers may be a livelihood challenge, but they are undoubtedly undeniable.

The challenge of a new identity is undoubtedly a topic.

It seems that there are still challenges of reality and fantasy, which is undoubtedly a big deal, and it needs to be confirmed, confirmed, confirmed!

However, what worries her the most is the person she is looking for, does she really give up everything and start a new life?

Now, I have gotten a little better, I have come out of all kinds of pain, after the pain in my body gradually disappears, the pain in my heart begins to become more and more obvious, you can't ignore those pains, because those pains are gradually coming to Xiuxiang's face, she knows that the future should not be buried by her negative emotions, because life is often to stride forward, full of adventures, and to meet every challenge happily in your heart, don't be afraid, don't refuse, can't be left behind by the gears of life.

Now is the matter of striding forward, there are still many things in life that need to be seen, but now is his body hindering his pursuit, it is impossible to find him now, what is his feelings for him, is he an existence that will be good to himself, Xiuxiang believes that if you find him, you can find your own exit, a new window, and jump out from there to come to a beautiful place.

Does that place exist or not?

This person still hasn't completely gone out of his life.

Well, she sighed deeply, she thought it was a spell.