1003 Poison of Travel

-Ward 1701, M Hospital-

March 24th

07：00 AM

She once wanted to let everything pass, but that would make her a little painful, and she didn't want to give up, it was just a trace of emotion in her heart, but it was infinitely magnified, and now she is still obsessed with the figure in the past.

Perhaps, after this incident, she did not learn any experience and lessons, but became more obsessed with the past.

"This person!Childe!" Hideka whispered his name in her heart for the first time.

She suddenly felt as if her heart was overturned, "Childe!"

He's a person, isn't he? not a vague shadow, is he?

Finding him is not just to complete a young love, this person is closely related to many mysteries of his past, if you can't find this person, so many unknowns will be buried forever.

Xiuxiang feels that she can't live like this for a lifetime, she must figure out the "past life and this life", not necessarily how it must be, at least she must understand what is going on in this life.

A person, N clues, is no longer a problem of "love" itself, there are many things around love, which is very critical.

Find him!

Xiuxiang feels that this is crucial, and now it has been proven that this person must exist, if he is a person, he must exist in a certain place, this person's existence cannot be ignored, it cannot be ignored, this person must exist.

Since it exists, go find it and get the answers you want.

In order to get that kind of answer, if she encounters some difficulties that she has never encountered before, but it seems that it is not a bad thing to be able to solve them and get the answers she wants, and she does not understand what the reason for her retreat is.

I am clearly approaching the goal, approaching the destination. But Hideka didn't realize that the danger was approaching her step by step, she thought that she was carried away by love, and she didn't think that it was just the genes of fate that played its original role in herself.

As for why at a certain moment, she began to miss the figure of the past, she still didn't understand, but she felt that sooner or later she would understand.

Now, it's just a time to test yourself, to see if she will back down, Xiuxiang is a little fearless. As long as there is that book, I will be able to cross it again, again.

Xiuxiang felt that she didn't cherish life so much anymore, and it wouldn't be ...... Let's destroy it all step by step by crossing by yourself. She felt that it was a pessimistic thought, even one that had never been present.

Just find it again...... That book, of course...... It's not easy to find, and Xiuxiang feels that if she can find that book, it's all by luck, or by skill, that book must be found by herself before it appears in front of her. Hideka even suspected that the book would be deformed...... Perhaps, it will not be a book that will appear later, but ...... Anything.

So how can I find that entrance, Hideka thinks that what she is thinking about now is: If the current crossing has failed, and the future will also fail, should she continue to cross over? Is this fair to others? Isn't it fair?

Now, on the question of whether or not to be fair to others, Xiuxiang feels that she can't figure it out according to her own ability, so she should focus on her own problems. This seemed to be more effective, otherwise she felt that she was just wasting time, and time passed quickly, a year passed in a blink of an eye, and her heart suddenly came to that night again, that time did not seem to change, but the ending must change.

Because, even if she doesn't get what she wants, she can't harm the lives of others, but what she thinks now is that she may not care about other people's lives, and she may even keep trying because she doesn't get what she wants, and she has doubts about herself, of course, this doubt is unnecessary.

Because, she is still an honest person.

Of course, it is rare for people not to make mistakes.

However, at least Xiuxiang didn't have a crooked mind, she didn't use her advantages to make money or earn reputation for herself, if she had the ability to cross, it would be easy for her, very easy.

Don't think too much about it. Write down the winning numbers in the lottery, cross over to buy that number, or remember certain things, become a prophet, remember stocks, buy a stock that makes you a lot of money, etc., it seems that there are countless ways to get rich and get whatever you want after crossing over, but Hideka didn't think about it, she thought about it now, but she wasn't interested.

All she wanted was answers to the things in her life.

She thought that she still had a trace of integrity in her heart, not completely secularized, and perhaps this was why the book Destiny had found herself, because she had not done anything to disturb the world.

Striding forward and bravely accepting the unknown, does a little suffering make Xiuxiang retreat? Does it make Xiuxiang tremble? I still have the burden of my family that has not been unloaded, it is the burden of the soul, then there must be an ending, there must be, so that Xiuxiang can really start a new life, in a beautiful place, with beautiful friends.

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-Ward 1701, M Hospital-

March 24th

07：00 AM

Nothing will end. We're just getting started.

Maybe some people will object, but Xiuxiang is still thinking that she shouldn't give up, but she is a little afraid in her heart, she is worried that somewhere in the future, there may be a situation where she must give up.

But no matter how many things are over, Xiuxiang feels that she can't cope with those situations, so let's take one step at a time.

"Childe!" Xiuxiang felt that there seemed to be some agreement between them, but she couldn't remember it clearly, but she thought that it wasn't an important thing, and if it was, she shouldn't forget it.

Just when Xiuxiang was distracted, Yang Lan asked, "What son? Who are you looking for?"

"Huh?" Xiuxiang came to her senses before she realized that she was talking to herself.

"Are you talking to me?" or something?" Yang asked.

"No, no, I'm a little distracted. Xiuxiang smiled.

"That's good, I see that you seem to be talking to yourself, what are some good dramas and good comics, recommend me in the future. Don't go it alone. Yang Mian said with a smile.

"Got it. Xiuxiang didn't squeeze out a smile.

"Will I take you to the bathroom, will it be inconvenient?"

"Of course it's inconvenient!" a familiar voice appeared behind him.

Cai Yue stood behind Yang Lan with messy hair, waving his hand to let him go away, "Go, go, go, go, go!"

"Okay, okay. You still look irritable, but you seem to be getting better. Yang Mian touched Caiyue's hair by the way, wanting to help her take care of it.

"Ah, don't, oh my God, it's annoying, don't think you can eat our little fragrant tofu, hum!" Cai Yue smiled.

"Hehe, it's not interesting to say that, it's too much. Yang Yan said, "Don't give me a chance to perform, you know, I won't be able to serve you two masters when I go back." ”

"We're cats, Che! "Caiyue Road.

"Wait, I didn't mess with you. I'll check out first and see if the car you called has arrived. Yang said.

"I didn't call a taxi. "Caiyue Road.

"Oh, I remember, the hospital, the hospital is out of the car, isn't it?" Yang Mian suddenly patted his head.

"Yes, indeed. Besides, you'll need to drive my car back in a moment. ”

"But, if I drive back, I won't be able to drive back. Yang said, "What should you do when you travel?"

"My dad bought a new Highlander, haha, it will be more convenient for me to drive this out in the future, and Xiangxiang will be a little more comfortable. Cai Yue smiled, "You drive the car by yourself first, and Dad said that he will send you first, because he needs to help us run errands or something." ”

"Huh, I can't accept such a big gift, I can open it first and talk about it later. Yang Mian didn't refuse directly, but he was not very happy in his heart.

"Oh, whatever you want, really. Caiyue helped Xiuxiang in.

Half an hour later, a few of them were basically washed, and Xiuxiang's digestion was not very good today, except for the fact that she hadn't done a big cleaning every day.

Just as they were packing up, Dr. Li came in and said with a smile, "Wow, the beauties are ready." ”

"Yes. Xiuxiang nodded.

"Haha, don't you dare to serve. Yang Mian also frowned.

"Doctor Xiaojie, it's not a joke, I feel very embarrassed. "Caiyue Road.

"I do. Well, the car is downstairs, and the driver is in place. Dr. Li said.

"But is it appropriate to send us 120?" asked Xiuxiang.

"It's not a 120, it's a similar van, but it's not a 120, it's something we use extra. Dr. Lee was vague.

"Hey, what do you mean? Your hospital is so weird. Cai Yue said with a smile.

"Qin Caiyue! You're really good, I see your name. Dr. Li said.

"What?" Cai Yue asked ignorantly, "I don't understand." ”

"You're about to be admitted to Hospital M in May, congratulations, intern, you're taking Miss Xiaoxiang's place, and your father has coordinated with me for her condition. ”

"Coordinate with you, how old are you?" Caiyue's straightforwardness has not changed.

"No, don't mind, she's like that. Yang Mian wants to explain.

"I don't mind, I just like to scare people like this. Dr. Li said.

"Haha, then tell me, why did I report to you about my internship? Why, why?" Cai Yue said.

"Because you follow me, it's as simple as that. You're following me, understand?" Dr. Li said, "We need interns in our department." ”

"Huh, you're a neurologist, I don't know that. Why should I go to the neurologist? I can't do that kind of surgery. Besides, I'm an idiot in medicine at all, can I be a doctor? Am I not harming others and myself like this? I'm not going to go to such a high-end department, I'd better forget it. I'll change it. "Cai Yue said that it was not a refusal, but a retreat and a different subject.

"Which department do you want to go to? You name it, and I'll arrange it for you. Dr. Li looked at Caiyue with interest.