Chapter 68: Let her live
There was no strength at all, and there was a faint chill, Lin Xiangwan wrapped himself in a blanket, and when He Xiaowu came over, he saw a round green worm lying in the middle of the tent.
"Huh, Sister Lin, what are you doing?" Xiao Wu gently touched the green worm's body.
Lin Xiangwan poked his head out of the blanket and glanced at Xiao Wu in confusion, "Little guy, it's you, the candy is in the glass jar on the table on the left, the biscuits are also in it, and there are chocolates, if you want to eat it, go get it yourself, don't make a noise with Sister, let Sister Auntie take a break." ”
After Lin Xiangwan finished speaking, he retracted himself into the blanket again. After He Xiaowu tiptoed to take the candy, he obediently sat back with the candy.
After a while, Lin Xiangwan felt that there were still people around him, so he had to poke his head out again. "What's the matter?"
He Xiaowu smiled a little embarrassedly, grabbed the grass-like hair with his little black hand, and then approached Lin Xiangwan and asked in a low voice, "Sister, although our mountain is poor, I heard my mother say that there are herbs in the mountain, do you know which herb is the most precious?"
Lin Xiangwan had a splitting headache, and when he heard Xiao Wu ask, he thought he was a child and was curious, so he reached out from the bedside and groped for the herb book and handed it to him, "You can look on it yourself, I remember that according to the longitude and latitude of your side, there should be seven leaves and a flower, and there are not many wild herbs now, if you can find it in the forest, it will be very precious." ”
Xiao Wu held the book, as if holding a holy decree, his eyes were shining with golden light, he flipped through the herbal illustrated book in his hand several times, and then cautiously asked Lin Xiangwan, "Sister Lin, can you lend me this good book?"
Lin Xiangwan waved his hand, signaling him to take it himself, and Xiao Wu ran out of the tent happily.
When it was time for dinner, seeing that Lin Xiangwan hadn't gone over to pick up the food, Mo Luoluo came to her with a lunch box.
As soon as she entered the tent, Moolo saw Lin Xiangwan curled up in the quilt with a red face, she went up and pushed Lin Xiangwan, but found that her body temperature was frighteningly high at the tentacles. Mo Luoluo ran out in a panic, and pulled Shen Shijun over after a while.
"How is she? Why is she so hot, is she feverish?" Mo Luoluo saw Shen Shijun's face solemn, and his heart rose to his throat.
Shen Shijun put away the stethoscope and piled the few blankets he had collected on Lin Xiangwan's body, and then said, "I have a high fever, maybe she has a cold, she has not been in good health, and I am afraid that her life will be in danger if she burns like this." But...... Traffic conditions here......"
In the past few days, there have been several rainstorms at night, and the mountain roads that were already scattered have basically been destroyed by the torrential rain. Lin Xiangwan's heart is not good, and a high fever will cause heart disease and myocardial ischemia, and no one can predict what will happen at that time.
"Then what should I do?Doesn't taking medicine work?How can this be good?" Mo Luoluo was so anxious that he sweated on his head, because of Shen Shijun's relationship, Mo Luoluo always felt that he and Lin Xiangwan were better than ordinary friends, Lin Xiangwan was like her support group, every time she was helpless and hesitant and wanted to retreat, Lin Xiangwan would always appear behind her and cheer her on.
"I don't know, let's take some medicine first. If you can't reduce the fever......" Shen Shijun's words were only half of what he said, and he didn't need to say the other half, and Mo Luoluo also knew it.
went out to get an infusion set, and when he came back, Shen Shijun found that there was one more person in the tent.
Chu Di sat next to Lin Xiangwan, holding her right hand with both hands, Lin Xiangwan was still unconscious, I don't know what she dreamed of in her dream, her brows were tangled as if she was about to twist up.
"Even in her dreams, she wasn't happy. As soon as I got closer, she couldn't help but frown. Chu Di spoke slowly, with indescribable helplessness and loneliness in his tone. Shen Shijun didn't answer, just found a place to hang up the infusion set, and took Lin Xiangwan's wrist out of Chu Di's hand.
A woman's hands should have been like fingers like peeling onions, skin like clotted fat, and soft like boneless.
But her hands were covered with large and small calluses, and a penetrating scar on her right hand divided the entire palm into two.
The woman with a broken palm has a rugged emotional life, and she will not die well.
"If you really want to be good for her, you should have left her sooner rather than pestered her like this. Her blood vessels were too thin, Rao is Shen Shijun was cautious, and he also inserted the needle into the skin and searched for a long time to find it, a small piece of faint bruising appeared under her skin, and Shen Shijun's heart ached.
"You know? She's not in good health. But she never discussed her illness with me, I think it's because she is also afraid, birth, old age, sickness and death, people will be afraid, but she is afraid of being like this, and she has to force herself to come back, you say, why is she?"
"Her personality is actually not very strong, but in the past few years, I have watched her force herself to become stronger, and even ordinary men are not her opponents. She was so ruthless to herself, so ruthless that others couldn't stand it, but she still smiled and told you that it doesn't matter, Mr. Chu, you say, what is she doing this for?
"She is very economical when she lives, in order to save money, she eats a dry bread for every meal when she goes to school, but what she gives Ye Nan is the best. She always felt that she owed Ye Nan, and she was always afraid that Ye Nan would one day know that she had wanted to abandon him...... Mr. Chu, you say that she is always unhappy, but do you know why she is unhappy, do you know who made her so unhappy? I have no ability, I can't let her like me, I can't take her away, I can't untie her knot, but I can't do these things, you can. Mr. Chu, can you let her live?"
Shen Shijun's voice was not high, but every word was heavy on his heart. Chu Di clenched his fists and opened his mouth, but he couldn't say a word for a long time.
Yes or no, is not an easy answer.
Promise him, it means losing her.
And keep her by your side...... He could not resist the invasion of fate.
Life and death are not up to anyone, no matter how much money you have or how much power you have, you will never be able to bring the dead back to life and rejuvenate yourself.
"Shen Shijun, if I let go, can you be sure that she can also let go?" Chu Di's rhetorical question also made Shen Shijun's face darken, and the movements in his hands were all stunned.
* Lin Xiangwan felt like a lonely boat drifting in the sea, ups and downs, swaying, but he couldn't find a harbor to anchor.
There were always whispers in her ears, and when she really wanted to catch a few words, those words were like a frightened butterfly, spreading its wings and flying without leaving a trace.
The butterflies seemed to be attracted by something, and the more they gathered, they fluttered their wings, and flew up and down in front of her eyes, so that she was dazzled, and she wanted to scream and run away, and in a hurry, the person woke up.
There were indeed many people crowded in the tent, and they didn't know what they were talking about, Lin Xiangwan saw a middle-aged woman sitting in the corner of the tent wearing the burlap clothes that women in the mountains often wear, she sobbed softly, and her face could not hide the sadness and exhaustion.
Mo Luoluo, Shen Shijun and several leaders of the medical team gathered around the woman, and the woman was crying and babbling something, holding a small rectangular object in her hand.
"You ...... What are you doing here......" Lin Xiangwan said in a hoarse voice. As soon as she woke up, the woman immediately howled and pounced, her voice was very high, making Lin Xiangwan's eardrum hurt for a while, and she heard her slurred speech, as if there was the name of Xiao Wu.
Shen Shijun glanced at other colleagues, someone understood, and immediately pulled the woman out of the tent, Shen Shijun walked to Lin Xiangwan's bedside, stretched out his hand to test the temperature of her forehead, and his face was still ugly, "The fever hasn't subsided yet, but fortunately, the person finally woke up, did you feel anything uncomfortable?"
Lin Xiangwan shook her head as if in slow motion, her head was like a ball of iron paste, so heavy that she couldn't think. "Who is she, and why is she crying?"
Shen Shijun didn't seem to be very like answering this question, he tucked the quilt on Lin Xiangwan's body, and said, "You don't have to worry about this kind of thing, you just take care of yourself." ”
"Senior brother, tell me. The woman was still crying unrelentingly outside the tent, if someone hadn't stopped her, I'm afraid she would have rushed in a long time ago, Lin Xiangwan vaguely felt that this matter should be related to herself, she didn't want to be so unclear.
Shen Shijun couldn't hide it from her, so he had to speak, "She is He Xiaowu's mother, she said that He Xiaowu ran out of the house the night before yesterday and hasn't come back until now...... She had a book in her hand, saying that it was given to He Xiaowu, and He Xiaowu ran away after reading the book you gave...... She's going to take care of your ......."
When Lin Xiangwan heard Shen Shijun say this, her brain exploded with a "boom", and she finally remembered what Xiao Wuniang was holding in her hand, it was the herbal medicine illustrated book!
The mountains here are deep and dense, even if adults are not careful, they will get lost in the mountains and forests, and it is now the rainy season, the mountain roads are washed by the rain, and some sections have large-scale collapses, and as soon as people walk over, they will fall into the mud pits, and they will be buried in the mud without even calling for help. The wild beasts in the deep mountains also escaped in search of food because they could not bear such bad weather.
Where the hell did that kid go? He is now going into the mountains either to find death?!! let alone encounter a mudslide, or to encounter a very hungry bobcat, he will not be able to escape!
Lin Xiangwan thought of Xiao Wu's hairy appearance when he met the wild boar, and he immediately became anxious, and he was about to jump off the bed as soon as he lifted the quilt, and before his feet landed, he felt that his legs were weak, and the whole person fell to the ground.