"How many years ago?

Lin Xiangwan's hand clasped the scar suddenly, Chu Di didn't know why she was so nervous, so he patted the back of her hand, "A few months after you left, I was supposed to go on a honeymoon with Ji Jasmine that day...... What's wrong?"

"Not much...... I just ......"

She just suddenly thought of what Ji Jasmine had told her, Chu Di got the news that she appeared in the western suburbs, and he left quickly, leaving her alone at the airport and leaving her to fend for herself.

The spring water, which was moderately hot and cold, became a little biting at this moment, and Lin Xiangwan asked in a low voice, "Who treated the wound for you?"

"Who else, only Ah Dao can do this kind of hand. Chu Di remembered the past experience and smiled with some headaches, "At that time, we were besieged and almost shot into a sieve, and after cleaning everyone up, we found out that we had gunshot wounds." Because the blood flowed too much, he couldn't stretch it, and Ah Dao's brain was fast, so he burned the barrel of the gun and burned it on it to stop the bleeding......"

"Don't say it. Lin Xiangwan blocked her ears with her hands, and she found that she couldn't listen. After so many surgeries, she still couldn't accept this cruel reality, and listening to Chu Di describe the scene at that time was far more painful than letting her experience it herself.

She buried her head in the pool and refused to hear a word.

Chu Di hugged her from behind with his hand, and Lin Xiangwan resisted him, struggling in his arms like a wounded animal, until he completely embraced her into his arms.

"Are you feeling sorry for me?" Chu Di asked her, unable to see her face, not knowing her expression at this time, but his heart rippled slightly with the waves. "Ah Wan, if I knew that you would be sorry for me because of my injury today, I would have let Ah Dao deal with it worse, so would you worry more for me?"

"You bastard!" makes her uncomfortable, will he be happy? She is sad for her, and she has a half-dime relationship with him?! Lin Xiangwan gritted his teeth and scolded, but Chu Di smiled softly.

"Yes, I'm a bastard, I only care about how much weight I have in your heart, Ah Wan, I'm a businessman, no businessman or traitor, I must repay what I pay, I won't be like some people, I can stay by your side for a few years, more than ten years, no desire and no desire, I'm not that great. I want you, in the past few years since you left, I have been thinking about you all the time, I have found other women, like yours, not like yours, but I found that they have no one to replace you, no one can be like you. ”

Yes, no one can be like her.

However, should she feel honored to be remembered by him?

What she has gone through, what she has endured, she is sure, if she knows the inside story, there is not a single one in 10,000 people who is willing to go through the same experience, perseverance and commitment.

And what he cares about is not her pain, but in her humble heart, how heavy can he be. How could he have the face to ask her these things? She was ruined by him, and she was scarred wherever she could see or couldn't see, how could he ...... How could you still open your mouth to ask her......

This mean, selfish, inhumane, bastard who only cares about himself and doesn't care about the life or death of others!

As soon as the tears slipped from the corners of his eyes, they melted into the spring water and disappeared without a trace. Lin Xiangwan's body trembled slightly, I don't know if it was because of the cold or because of anger, a thin layer of light millet appeared on his skin.

"Mr. Chu, I'm just so good that you can't forget it? But you think of me so much, what have you done over the years? In addition to sleeping with many other women in the name of looking for me, what have you done? Where were you when I took Ye Nan alone and yelled at others like a shrew in the boxing ring for ten yuan? In which bed did you have a happy life?" Lin Xiangwan spoke in a low voice, halfway through speaking, she suddenly turned around, Chu Di saw a decisive light in her eyes, she sneered and pushed him away, her long hair was scattered on her body, black hair, white skin, like a demon girl in the forest, ghostly and enchanting under the moonlight, she stared at his eyes, as if she was going to stab his soul, making him shudder.

"I ...... I can't find you......"

"Excuse!!" Lin Xiangwan scolded loudly, "If you really look for it carefully, who can avoid your eyes, if in your heart, I am really as important as you say, why would you wait until I return to China four years later to contact me?"

"If it weren't for your wife giving birth in my hospital, Mr. Chu, when would we be able to meet again? How sincere and how fake are you thinking about all the time? What do you think of me? What do you miss me? Do you want me to beg for mercy under you? Is there no woman as cheap as me? No matter how you bully you, you won't resist?" She stood up from the water, her whole body as red as a baby/ There was nothing, but Chu Di felt that Lin Xiangwan had never been as aggressive as he was at this moment, and he couldn't say anything about her stormy questioning.

It's not that he can't find her, but he's worried about what he'll do after finding her, if he can find it, then Chu Mu will definitely be able to find it too. His every move is under the surveillance of Chu Mu, and this kind of control in the name of love is actually the most terrifying.

For her, the Chu family is the spokesperson of the disaster, did he go to great lengths to find her, and then let her relive what happened a few years ago?

When Lin Xiangwan saw that Chu Di didn't speak, he thought that he was weak and didn't dare to face her. In the past few years of knowing him, she has never hated him so much in her heart as she does today.

Such a strong hatred made her instantly remember everything that had happened between them.

The past is like a knife, and the knife pierces her heart.

Ye Zhen's death, the decline of the Ye family, Ye Nan's illness, everything, is like thorns whipped her soul, making her blame herself, if it weren't for her, if it wasn't for him, then all of this, wouldn't it happen?

Lin Xiangwan walked out of the pond step by step, and Chu Di wanted to pull her, but withdrew his hand when he met her gaze.

The summer breeze in the forest blew on her body, making her feel bitterly cold, Lin Xiangwan picked up her clothes from the stones by the pond, put them on one by one, and then walked into the depths of the woods.

From beginning to end, they didn't say a word.

We never know what will happen in the future, we can't even predict what will happen in the next second, if we know what will happen in the future, then will we have hope?

People cannot be soft-hearted, and forbearance towards others means cruelty to oneself. He could have broken her wings and imprisoned her beside him as he had done before, and he could do it if he wanted to, just like now, he could rush out, grab her, and ask her who gave her such courage to speak to him so boldly, and then humiliate her, so that she would never dare to speak indiscriminately again.

He can do it...... He can do it to anyone else...... But...... Those people weren't her......

She's not, anyone.

She is Lin Xiangwan, the eldest daughter of the Ye family, when she was eighteen years old, she stood at the front of his car and said to him, Mr. Chu, please buy me.

He even remembered what she looked like, she was wearing a ru-white dress with a faint smudge on the corner of the skirt, and when she tilted her head to look at him, the golden sunlight shot through her long seaweed-like hair and into his eyes......

Chu Di stood in the pool, watching Lin Xiangwan walk away, and then he closed his eyes, clasped his heart, and let out a chuckle for a long time.

If anyone had passed by and heard his laughter, he would have wondered why he was laughing and had a feeling that was sadder than crying, like a torn heart, and a strong wind whistling through the hole.

* There was no dream or sleep all night, when Lin Xiangwan got up, he only felt that his head was about to crack.

She took out a few pills she often took, drank them with cold water, and the overnight boiled water flushed out the warm stomach, which stimulated her whole body to shiver, and she felt that the pitiful heat in her body was taken away at once.

When Lin Xiangwan was thinking about whether he should fall down and sleep again, he suddenly heard someone talking in a low voice outside the tent. She pulled up the tent and held it up.

There was a queue of people obediently outside the tent, and the woman who took the lead saw Lin Xiangwan coming out, and immediately smiled shyly, "Doctor Lin, we have all come to see a doctor after listening to Agung's words." ”

The world is the most patient, Lin Xiangwan saw that group of women, and immediately had an illusion of coming back to life, she felt that her whole body was full of energy, and all the discomfort disappeared.

Most of the women who came were middle-aged women in their forties, and when they saw Lin Xiangwan calling people in one by one, they were a little curious and a little nervous waiting outside the tent.

Lin Xiangwan knew that these women had never seen gynecology, and it was normal for her to be apprehensive, so she was not in a hurry, waited patiently, and when people came in, she asked them softly, and the inspection techniques were also meticulous, trying not to make people feel a little unhappy.

For several days, Lin Xiangwan was busy from morning until dark, and when the last patient was sent away on the last day, she let out a long breath, and then collapsed in the marching bed.

Working hard, you will forget all the hardships, this is a valuable experience that Lin Xiangwan has learned in the past few years, as long as she devotes herself to her work, she can isolate herself from those disturbing things.

Fortunately, Chu Di didn't come to harass her, and the love porridge bento that always appeared at dinner time every day also turned into a memory with his disappearance, a man like him, after listening to his words, didn't do anything was already considered extremely self-contained, even Lin Xiangwan himself, thinking of what he said that day, was surprised.

Some wounds, which she thought had healed, were actually just buried by the years, and every time you lifted the things that covered it, you would find that it had long since festered and leaked pus, and it would never get better.