263. Her sins

Fang Yaqing smiled gently, held her hand and said, "It's been three years, and my father and I have never blamed my brother." Mom's personality is like that, she is too domineering and asks others to follow her opinion in everything. Actually, when you and your brother fell in love, they were hindered by your mother, and I also heard a little about it. But I was in France at the time, and I didn't ask much. Later, I don't know how, my mother took my brother to Singapore, I thought my brother was giving up on you at first, and then my brother called me every day and asked me, if a girlfriend with a good relationship suddenly resolutely proposed to break up, what are the reasons, how to redeem it, I just knew, it turned out that he has not let go of you, so I am very curious, what kind of person is the girl who can make my brother love so much. ”

Listening to Fang Yaqing's words, Leng Yurou was even more ashamed of herself. She never knew,After she drove away Fang Haojie so decisively,Fang Haojie is not only angry,She has been trying to find a way to save the relationship between the two。 Listening to Fang Yaqing's narration at this moment, thinking about what the young man looked like at the beginning, Leng Yurou's tears couldn't help but become more and more, she never liked to cry, and she didn't like to show weakness in front of others, and she had forgotten Mu Tiange opposite in her tearful eyes.

The atmosphere became a little cold, Fang Yaqing's foot kicked Mu Tiange under the table, and Mu Tiange immediately pretended to be innocent.

After a long time, Fang Yaqing comforted: "Forget it, the matter is over." Sister Yurou, I just can't understand it, in my woman's judgment, it's not that you don't love your brother, and even now you still care about him. In that case, why did you break up ruthlessly in the first place?"

Leng Yurou sobbed softly, silent and did not answer.

"Is it because of my mother?" Fang Yaqing asked tentatively, "I know that my mother has always done anything to achieve her goals. At the beginning, in order to force me to break up with my family Stephen, she did not hesitate to threaten me with the inheritance of the family's property, but fortunately, Stephen and I persevered. I signed an agreement to voluntarily give up the inheritance of my family's property, and I also got the love I wanted, and I am happy now. Sister Yurou, if you could have persevered at the beginning, you and your brother will definitely live happily now. ”

Leng Yurou couldn't listen to it anymore, she was afraid that if she listened to it any longer, her heart couldn't stand such a blow, so she stood up suddenly, and said in tears: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'll go to the bathroom......"

With that, Leng Yurou quickly left and went to the bathroom, leaving Fang Yaqing and Mu Tiange looking at each other.

In the bathroom, Leng Yurou covered her mouth and cried silently. It's been three years, more than a thousand days and nights, she can finally cry for the deep love that ended without a problem, and finally knows that it is not she who is thinking about the person who is far away from the ocean, but just making people, the fate is too shallow, and they are destined not to go together.

Cold rain softly twists the faucet. I washed my face with cold tap water, and I also washed away the tears on my face. But immediately, the tears slipped down again, until she washed her face again.

This was repeated no less than ten times, and in the end, Leng Yurou just sobbed blankly, her mind was blank, she couldn't remember anything, and she would even rather fall asleep than know anything......

The truth of the matter turned out to be so cruel,She just felt that Fang Haojie was a little strange,But she was far from ready to bear the truth。 Leng Yu felt softly that fate was too ridiculous. Two people who obviously love each other, but they can't get together for various reasons. Was this deliberately arranged by God, or was the character between the two people creating this tragedy?

Looking at his face in the mirror, which is no longer young and immature, these eyes are full of sophistication and maturity, and he can no longer find the innocence and courage that he bravely loved when he was 18 years old. She had to reluctantly admit that time had changed him and herself.

The cruelest thing about time is that it took away some people. A few...... People who once thought that they had nothing to do with their lives, but after all, they affected their fate.

Faced with the news of Fang Haojie's mother's death,Leng Yurou didn't know what to use to express her inner feelings。 It's been three years,She still remembers,I remember when Fang Haojie's mother came to look for her,That arrogant attitude of disdain,Remember when she stepped out of the sports car,There is no doubt in the fierce momentum,I remember the elegance and calmness between her words and demeanor,Manners。 I even remember when she put forward that condition,And then contemptuously asked herself to leave Fang Haojie,The fine and deep pain in my heart,And,The hatred of the other party's mother。

But,In any case,Leng Yurou accepted that condition,Chose to break up with Fang Haojie。

If time can be reversed, I am afraid that Leng Yurou will return to the past, and she will also make that choice. Accept the help of Fang Haojie's mother,Get first-hand real information about He Xiugu's murder of his mother,And with her arrangement and help,Murder He Xiugu step by step......

Leng Yurou knows that even now, she has never regretted her decision back then. At most, it's just a pity that there could have been a better solution in the first place.

Yes,She never regretted it,Accept the help of Fang Haojie's mother,Drive He Xiugu crazy and finally succeed in making her commit suicide。 It's just that the price of avenging his mother is the loss of his greatest happiness, which is too deep and heavy. It's so heavy that the cold rain can't bear it, and there is nothing to be done.

Without the help of Fang Haojie's mother,Leng Yurou could not have relied on the mind of a sixteen-year-old girl alone,Successfully forced He Xiugu to death in just three years。

But,It is precisely because of the help of Fang Haojie's mother,Leng Yurou knew that she had to break up with Fang Haojie。 She agreed to Fang Haojie's mother,And Fang Haojie's mother,There is actually a copy of information in her hand,That is the scene where she played her mother and drove He Xiugu crazy。 If he doesn't leave Fang Haojie,His mother will show that information to Fang Haojie......

So simple and kind,So sunny and optimistic Fang Haojie,Her Prince Charming,Fang Haojie, like the brightest star in the sky,The smile is like a thousand sunshine,How can you accept it,Such a dirty, dark and deep and terrible self?

Leng Yurou didn't dare to take risks,If Fang Haojie saw that information,His choice is only afraid that he will break up with himself。 Rather than this,It's better to propose to break up first,Turn around and leave,Leave the best side to Fang Haojie。

She is even more reluctant to let her favorite Fang Haojie,Witness such a cold and cruel side of herself。 She didn't dare, she didn't want to, she didn't want to......

Leng Yurou just wished,Fang Haojie will always remember,In the piano room in the summer of fifteen,The self that was full of joy and happiness,That simple and lovely self,Instead of the one who became dark and crazy later。

However, how could she have expected that one of her choices, originally intended for the good of both of them, turned out to create such an irreparable situation?

If you know it early, if you ......

There are no ifs in this world, and time cannot be turned back. Even if you go backwards, I'm afraid you will still make the same choice. It is impossible for Leng Yurou to take revenge for killing her mother, and she can't watch the man she loves the most drive her away with disgusted eyes, so she can only ruthlessly choose to be the one who takes the initiative to break up.

In the bathroom, Leng Yurou suddenly felt tired, and there was a faint pain and soreness in her lower abdomen, as if her stomach was bloated after eating.

Leng Yurou touched her lower abdomen, which was still smooth, and suddenly realized that she was now a pregnant woman, and her emotions should not be too excited, especially such a sad emotion, which would affect the baby's health.

But...... Leng Yurou then smiled bitterly again. Child,Mom is a sinner,Mom personally drove a woman crazy,It also indirectly led to the death of Fang Haojie's mother,It also made my mother's own mother die to protect herself...... Mom carries three lives on her back, Mom is a sinful body, and you are so pure, Mom doesn't deserve you......

The rhythmic sound of high heels tapping on the marble floor interrupted Leng Yurou's thoughts. Leng Yurou took a deep breath, picked up a handful of tap water to wash her face again, looked at the mirror, and patted her swollen eye bags from crying.

Fang Yaqing asked worriedly, "Sister Yurou, are you okay?"

"It's okay......" Leng Yurou smiled softly, but then there was a burst of sadness, sadness came from it, and she cried again.