262. The Cold Truth
Three years, more than 1,000 days and nights, is too short for a lifetime. It's too long for someone who dwells in painful memories.
How many nights, Leng Yurou sat alone in front of the window, quietly watching the moon rise and set, and then the clouds outside the window were still dyed red, but she was so sad that she couldn't cry. She knows that everything is caused by herself,She has no right to blame Fang Haojie。 But knowing doesn't mean you can forgive, it doesn't mean you can accept it emotionally. After all, he was a person he had loved deeply for three years, how could he endure it so far, not even calling her, was he deliberately making her sad and worrying about her, and deliberately not giving her any information to make her worry?
In the most difficult days, Leng Yurou couldn't sleep even after taking sleeping pills, and her heart was still heartbroken when she drank every night. Later, her only way was to devote all her energy to her work, and in just two years after graduation, she became the assistant distribution manager of the market development department of China Television Media Suzhou Branch. No one can understand the effort she put in. Her heartache and sorrow could not be confided in anyone. That kind of loneliness and pain, Leng Yurou will never forget for the rest of her life. And Fang Haojie,Is he as sad as himself,Or is he singing and having fun every night?
As soon as Leng Yurou thought of this,I felt that the distance between me and Fang Haojie was getting farther and farther,It is impossible to go back to the beginning。
Unexpectedly, Mu Tiange was just a short sentence, but it instantly subverted all the resentment in her heart, and made her speechless with shock.
Mu Tiange looked at Leng Yurou deeply, and said lightly: "Because, after my cousin went to Singapore, it was very painful at first, at that time I only knew that he had a girlfriend, he went to Singapore because he fell out of love, and he loved that girl very much." But I don't understand why he would rather give up his property inheritance for the sake of that girl, and would rather give up everything to return to China to be with that girl. ”
But just after he left a note home saying that he would not be coming back and asked his parents not to look for him, he went to the airport with a simple salute. His mother, who is also my aunt, rushed to the airport to stop him from returning to China, and the car was being repaired at the time, but she drove the car to the airport to stop his cousin. She drove the car too fast and it was right on the main road...... Crashed into a pregnant woman, while the aunt herself ...... also died on the spot......"
After Mu Tiange finished saying this, he glanced at Leng Yurou again, and found that her face was already snow-white, and her bright eyes had become blank. Thinking about this news, it must have hit her very hard.
Mu Tiange couldn't bear it, but he had to continue: "Uncle called my cousin from the scene of the car accident and asked him not to get on the plane. My cousin didn't believe it at all, thinking that his aunt had tricked him into going back, so he turned off the plane and got on the plane to China, and 18 hours later, the plane landed at Shanghai Pudong International Airport. My cousin turned on his phone and saw a video sent to him by his uncle, which was the body of his aunt......"
Leng Yurou just listened to Mu Tiange's description,Still don't dare to think,Don't dare to think about the sunny young man Fang Haojie back then,After abandoning his family for love and leaving the world to board a plane to return home,But I received such a cruel message at the airport,Looking at the lifeless corpse of my mother in the video,What kind of mood will it be......
She can't imagine, she can't imagine...... When her mother died to protect her, she still blames herself. And Fang Haojie's mother,But it was because of Fang Haojie who died。 But Fang Haojie boarded the plane back to China after her death......
Perhaps,Fang Haojie's mother,Not only died because of Fang Haojie,It's because of himself,I'm the culprit......
Leng Yurou's expression became a little trance-like.
Mu Tiange took a deep breath and continued: "My cousin saw that photo at the time, and it was said that he was crazy at the airport, and he was going to fly back to Singapore immediately, but there was no plane back in the early hours of that night, and my cousin almost smashed the airline, and finally temporarily chartered a small plane back to Singapore to attend my aunt's funeral. And it was after the funeral that my cousin was locked up at home by my uncle for reflection, and in those months, my cousin was hardly human. He didn't eat, drink, talk, laugh, or cry, just sat dumbfounded, holding his aunt's picture in his hand and muttering to himself. Listening to my cousin, he even had auditory hallucinations at one point, and heard that after his aunt died, he was warning him not to return to China to find you, otherwise he would die. My cousin had mental problems, and was finally forced to be sent for psychological intervention, and it took another half a year before he slowly came out of the shadows. ”
After Mu Tiange finished saying this, he felt that the long-standing depression in his heart had also been relieved. Every time he saw Leng Yurou, he wanted to tell the truth, but he didn't dare to say more in the face of his cousin's warning. But looking at his cousin's lonely and sad expression, he knew very well what his cousin had paid for Leng Yurou, but Leng Yurou was with Long Moxuan, who didn't know how to cherish her. Even though Mu Tiange knew that she couldn't get her, she also hoped that Leng Yurou could be with her cousin who gave her happiness.
After Mu Tiange finished speaking, Leng Yurou was silent for a long time, unable to say a word.
After a long time, the dishes served were cold, but neither of them was in the mood to move the chopsticks. Leng Yurou took a deep breath, closed her eyes, trembled her lips, and asked, "Your cousin...... Does he really not hate me?"
At this moment,The answer that Leng Yurou even wants to hear is,Fang Haojie has always hated himself。
Unfortunately, she was disappointed. Mu Tiange shook his head, looked at her, and said word by word: "No." My cousin himself said that the happiest time of his life was with you. So, even when he returned to Singapore the day after his aunt's death, he only thought that he had killed his aunt by his willfulness, and he never blamed you. ”
Leng Yurou couldn't speak, but tears quietly slipped from the corners of her eyes.
What a kind of affectionate love this was! That boy with a bright smile had loved her for so long and so deeply! But she never knew that not only had she harmed him, but she had also been living in resentment and blame for him.
But despite this,Fang Haojie has never abandoned this love。
A deep sense of self-blame and guilt rose from the bottom of Leng Yurou's heart, getting stronger and stronger, until this emotion surrounded her so much that she burst into tears, she wiped the tears on her cheeks in shock, and choked up: "I don't know, I don't know...... Haojie, I'm sorry......"
"What's sorry?" At this time, the door of the box was pushed open, and Fang Yaqing walked in with a smile. She knew that Mu Tiange was coming, and she also knew that the female companion brought by Mu Tiange was Leng Yurou, so she came to see it in person.
Leng Yurou looked up,Look at this girl with a bright smile,Fang Haojie's sister,Said apologetically:"I'm sorry...... Yaqing, I hurt it...... I'm sorry I hurt you without your mother, I'm sorry ......"
Fang Yaqing was stunned, and immediately looked at Mu Tiange inquiringly, Mu Tiange nodded to her to indicate that she had said everything, Fang Yaqing sat down beside Leng Yurou a little helplessly, patted her shoulder, and said, "Sister Yurou, it's okay, you don't have to say I'm sorry, it's not your fault." My brother also said that it was his own willful resignation that made his mother drive so fast......"
"No,It's not your brother's fault,Don't blame him......" Leng Yurou listened to Fang Yaqing's meaning,She was actually blaming Fang Haojie,I couldn't help but be a little flustered。
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