Chapter 5 Unraveling the Bottom
I stared at Xu Minghui's well-defined face, and I didn't understand how this man who used to talk to me day and night, saying that he wanted to love me and love me all his life, could do such a shameless thing to betray me?
Forced to look at him like this by my aggressive gaze, Xu Minghui felt weak and lowered his eyes slightly.
After a long silence, I asked him in a loud voice: "I just want to know why you are doing this? Where am I sorry for you? Why do you do such a shameful thing? When you brought that woman home, didn't you think about how my daughter and I felt?"
Xu Minghui raised his head and glanced at me weakly, and then muttered: "It's all my fault, all the mistakes are my fault, it's my sperm worm who made something sorry for you in a moment of confusion...... owes you. ”
In fact, Xu Minghui said this, I have no interest in beating him and scolding him, although I have a hot personality, but after all, I am still a highly educated person, not a shrew, beating and scolding people, I may vent when I am forced to be angry, but when it comes to solving the problem, as Sister Wang just said on the phone, the problem between husband and wife cannot be solved by beating and scolding alone.
So at this moment, I sighed, looked at Xu Minghui and was silent for a long time, and then I said to him in a calmest tone as much as possible: "Don't just say these apologies to fool me, after all, apologies can't make up for the mistakes you made, we have been married for so many years, I always thought I knew you, but now that something like this has happened, I find that I don't know enough about you, so now I just want to know what you think in your heart? I just want to hear the truth, any apologies or rhetoric and the like, it's all forgiven." ”
Hearing me say this, Xu Minghui also sighed, he stroked his face with his hand tiredly, didn't look at me, but asked me in a low voice: "Haichao, do you really want to listen to my heart?"
I nodded at him and replied, "Of course." ”
Xu Minghui raised his head to look at me, sighed softly, and then asked me cautiously, "These words may be very hurtful, can you really listen to them?"
Hearing him say this, I was a little stunned, after all, Xu Minghui at this time is very different from him before, in the past, he has always been a smiling and witty Hapi in front of me, although he rarely does housework at home, but when I am busy, he will also use jokes to coax me to laugh, as the so-called laughter to solve a thousand sorrows, he is so coaxed, I do housework when those troubles and fatigue are swept away.
In my usual words, he has not been in shape in front of me all day, so serious conversations between us husband and wife like this are rarely encountered, so I will be stunned for a moment.
After being stunned, I nodded at Xu Minghui and said to him calmly: "Of course you can listen to it, things have come to this point, even if you die, let me be a ghost, right?" ”
Hearing me say this, Xu Minghui nodded, and then said to me: "Then if you have any questions, just ask, I promise...... Not beat around the bush. ”
I thought about it, and then asked Xu Minghui, "When did you start?"
Xu Minghui thought for a moment and replied to me, "Approximately...... Half a year ago. ”
Hearing this answer, I was shocked, could it be that they had already begun to turn over the clouds and rain half a year ago?
Thinking of this, I asked him directly, "Since then, you have had sex with each other?"
Xu Minghui looked at me with a little hesitation, but he finally nodded.
I felt like a fool, who had been working tirelessly as a little housewife behind others for half a year, but I didn't expect that my husband had already become another woman's meal.
At that moment, I really wanted to rise from the ground and angrily denounce Xu Minghui's shamelessness!
But thinking of the conditions I promised him just now, I can't get angry no matter what, because once I get angry at this time, then I can't talk about the next words, and I can't hear more from Xu Minghui's heart.
So, holding back the anger in my belly, I nodded to him and asked him again, "What are you ...... How did it start?"
Seeing that I didn't have a seizure, Xu Minghui's mood gradually relaxed, and he replied to me thoughtfully: "Actually, at the beginning, we were the most ordinary friends, you also know that Xiao Xia stayed in our unit, she was my subordinate at that time, because she was new to the bar, she was not very familiar with the environment, and I helped her a lot, so she always regarded me as a big brother in her heart." Later, although she was transferred to work in another unit, she has never broken off contact with me, especially chatting online, and she will talk to me about any worries. ”
"Is it in the process of chatting that you have deepened your relationship?" I asked.
Xu Minghui nodded and muttered: "Xiao Xia didn't have a comfortable life after getting married, although she was quite beautiful when she got married, but to be honest, her husband is not a very sensible man, young, and the family conditions are superior, so his temper is very arrogant and domineering, and he doesn't know how to hurt women, and he always has sex after marriage, so Xiao Xia feels very depressed." I want to divorce, I'm afraid I can't find a better one, and besides, her mother's family doesn't allow her to divorce, and she is also afraid of all kinds of gossip, so she keeps dragging it out. ”
I sneered in my heart, this reason is good! She was snubbed by her husband and hurt by her cheating husband, so she went to other men to find a balance? She did not hesitate to hurt other people's families to make up for the shortcomings in her heart!
Seeing me sitting there with a pale face, Xu Minghui was a little afraid to continue.
After a moment, I tried to be calm and asked him, "And then, just like that, you all got together?"
Xu Minghui hesitated and nodded.
I then asked, "When did you first have a relationship?"
Xu Minghui dodged my sharp eyes, and then told me in a slurred manner: "About half a year ago, our two units had a friendship activity, I drank too much that day, and it was very late at the end of the event, I couldn't drive, Xiaoxia offered to take me home, and then she drove me ...... Brought to her home. ”
Speaking of this, I have a general impression, I called Xu Minghui that night, he said that he drank too much and couldn't drive a car, and a few male colleagues opened a room in a nearby hotel to rest, and he didn't come back, I was convinced of his words at the time, but I never expected that he actually went directly to Xia Yan's house that night!
I think that before that, the two of them must have been interested in each other, just waiting to find a suitable opportunity to make the sky thunderous, or just by getting drunk, two ordinary colleagues who already have families can get together, and it is impossible to say anything.
"That night, her husband wasn't at home, what about her children?" I asked, after a moment of silence.
Xu Minghui nodded and replied, "Her husband is often away from home, and they don't have children now. ”
It turns out that she is now light-handed, she has no children to tie up, and her husband is often away from home, this kind of life can be said to give her a lot of freedom.
"Then what are you going to do next? Divorce me and marry her? Let me tell you the truth, I peeked at your chat history, and you said that as long as she dares to leave, you dare to leave!" At this juncture, I no longer hide anything from Xu Minghui, and tell everything to him.
Hearing me say this, Xu Minghui smiled helplessly, and then muttered back to me: "How can you take those words on the network seriously? I was just playing with her at the time, and I wouldn't take it seriously at all, it is impossible for her to divorce, and it is even more impossible for me to divorce you and our daughter." ”
I sneered and thought: Xu Minghui, you can do it, do you really distinguish between marital affairs and extramarital affairs so clearly? How to choose, which one should be cherished and which one should be given up, do you really have a number in your heart?
Being a little embarrassed by my sharp gaze, Xu Minghui lowered his head slightly.
"What is she better than me, can you be so uncontrollable?" I asked him coldly, after a moment of silence.
Hearing my question, Xu Minghui hurriedly raised his head, waved his hand at me, and said negatively: "No, no, no, Haichao, don't think that I am with her just because she is better than you, this thing is just a temporary stimulus, men cheat, sometimes it's not because the cheating partner is much better than his wife, it's just a fresh ...... for that moment."
I sneered, and then said to Xu Minghui in a light tone: "Don't hide it from me anymore, I've read your chat history from beginning to end, and you have complained a lot about me, it's come to this point today, what else do you have to hide? It's better to tell the truth, and tell me your opinions, in this way, we husband and wife can decide what to do next." ”
Xu Minghui looked at me, I know that he is also very conflicted in his heart now, Xu Minghui has always been a sleek and sophisticated person, and he also knows how to weigh the pros and cons, which should be said and what should not be said, he knows very well in his heart.
But to tell the truth, at this point in front of him, there are some things he can't hide anymore, maybe these words have been in his stomach for too long, so under my repeated questioning, he finally simply confessed to him.
"Hai Chao, do you really want to hear it?" After a long silence, he asked me again.
"Of course!" I replied categorically.
Xu Minghui thought about it, as if he had made up his mind, and said to me slowly: "I didn't control myself in the end, and I was with Xia Yan, it was indeed because I had some troubles and emptiness in my heart. ”
"Is it because of me that these troubles and emptiness?" I asked after seeing him pause.
Xu Minghui looked at me and nodded.
"Then what do you think she has that I don't have?" At this time, I just want to know what Xu Minghui is thinking.
Xu Minghui thought about it and slowly replied to me: "Compared with you, Xiao Xia is very gentle and has a good temper. ”
I nodded slowly, I don't have a very good temper, I know that.
"What else?" I asked.
"What's more, Xia Yan knows how to be considerate of men and won't put too much pressure on him. Xu Minghui replied slowly.
"Am I inconsiderate of you? What pressure did I put on you? I'm afraid that you will be tired, and I won't even let you do the housework when you go home, is this called pressure on you?" I didn't hold back the fire in my heart, and said to Xu Minghui like a cannon.