Chapter 181: Bad News to Untie the Knot
"Then you shouldn't just ignore your physical health. And how many years have passed since Yinyue was born, how could you not have noticed it at all?" Shangguan Jinyue never believed it.
"Jin Yue, you don't have to be so persistent, mom won't be so stupid, when she finds out her physical condition, she doesn't go to check. It's just that my body has never been too good, I thought it was all an old problem, and I didn't care too much. ”
"Did you check it out recently? You didn't call me either. Why have you been hiding it from everyone, and you suddenly want to tell me?" Shangguan Jinyue was puzzled.
"Sort of, one day I suddenly fainted outside, so I went to the doctor to take a look and did a series of tests to finally confirm it. But I didn't want anyone else to know, so I paid the doctor to keep it a secret for me. I don't want you to worry if I don't tell you, as for now......"
"Because Liu Xuan is right? I brought him back, you think you can rest assured that you can hand me over to him, just like Tuogu, so you can tell me this secret." ”
"Pretty much, I know I've always been the one who didn't matter to you. For the Shangguan family, this is still the case. But you still need my presence, and I don't even know what I am. ”
"Mom, have you ever thought about me?
"Good boy, I'm really helpless, otherwise, I can carry this thing until I die. Maybe you'll know that I died of illness. ”
"Why?"
"All along, I knew that your father didn't like me, and that he just thought it would be better for me to get married. Even if he's always messing around outside, I'm always turning a blind eye. It wasn't until those two children appeared that I began to despair. ”
"I know they're not my own brothers, no, half-brothers to be exact. You never told me, but I knew it when I was a kid. ”
"Their presence made me desperate. I know that your father has always wanted a son, because the heir of the Shangguan family needs to be a boy. But after I gave birth to you, the child was finally a girl. After giving birth to Yinyue, her health has not been very good, and she can't conceive at all. ”
"You can't be blamed for having a baby. How can you feel inferior because of this?"
"Silly boy, don't I love your father dearly? At that time, many people ridiculed him because of this, and even said that his people were trying to find a way to send their little boy into our house. I think these people are disgusting, but there's nothing I can do to help your father. ”
"It can be said that your poor health has a lot to do with him, and it is hard to imagine that you still don't blame him. ”
That's why love makes people blind. I don't care about anything else, I always thought that as long as Mrs. Shangguan's position was mine, my husband wouldn't be snatched away, and those wild flowers outside were nothing. But in the end, he actually had a child with someone else, whether it was a child left by the woman on purpose or not, the facts are the facts. ”
At this time, Shangguan Jinyue's mobile phone rang suddenly, it was Liu Xuan calling, although she didn't know what was going on, but she had just learned such bad news, where was she in the mood to listen to the phone, so she hung up directly. Then put the phone directly aside.
"There are many important things in life, and love is not the only one. What's more, in addition to your husband and us, Yinyue and I will always be with you, we are something that no one else can take away, why can't you shift your focus?"
"Maybe I lived in vain. It wasn't until I was diagnosed with this terminal illness that I began to realize that the most reluctant thing I was with you and Yinyue. Although you are adults, after all, you don't have a boyfriend, and you don't have anyone to accompany you for a lifetime, so I don't worry about you. ”
"Mom, if I hadn't brought Liu Xuan back this time, you really wouldn't have told me? Aren't you afraid that I'll always hate you because of the previous house arrest?"
"I know, that incident is probably the greatest hatred you have for me. I hated myself too, and looking back, I didn't understand why I had to treat my daughter like that. If your father was a cruel executioner, then I am his accomplice. ”
"Unfortunately, everything is irreparable. There is no ifs in life, I began to have a deep grudge against you because of that incident, and you must not feel good in your heart. After all, you're only two of us, and one of them already wants to get away from you. ”
"Jin Yue, mom is sorry for you, and I'm sorry for Yin Yue, but unfortunately, I don't know if I can see your sister before I die. ”
"If you miss her, why don't you let her come back? Liu Xuan pushed the door directly and walked in.
"Liu Xuan, you are very rude like this, if I talk to Jin Yue again, why don't you just push the door in without knocking on the door?" Mrs. Shangguan said solemnly.
"If I knock on the door, will you just pretend and take back your tears?
"Liu Xuan, why did you come here suddenly?" Shangguan Jinyue asked as she looked at him.
"What else do you say, take a good look at your mobile phone, I called you, you turned on the speakerphone directly, did you want to hang up and pressed the wrong button for a while? I said, how to feed and feed for a long time, but you have been talking to yourself, but I listened carefully and knew that it was a conversation between your mother and daughter. ”
"What did you hear?" asked Madam Shangguan with concern.
"Probably I heard a little bit of what I should have heard and what I shouldn't have heard. However, I believe that you should be able to trust me, I am sincere to Jin Yue, and I also respect you, after all, you are Jin Yue's biological mother, and I will respect your opinion at all times. If you want to keep it a secret, I can do that too. Liu Xuan said firmly.
"Well, since you've said so, I don't have to dwell on that all the time. Anyway, grandpa has already agreed to your marriage, I think this matter should be settled, and you will probably be my son-in-law. I hope you can take good care of Jin Yue in the future, I can't make up for what I owe her, I hope you can love her more and care for her. ”
"Of course, I will definitely do it. But I think you can consider what I said, call Yinyue now, I see your current status, if she comes back, she will still have time to accompany you for a while. ”
"But she is abroad, and she is studying according to the requirements of the Shangguan family, so I can't call her back directly. Unless there is some big reason, but I don't want to tell anyone about my illness for the time being. As she spoke, Mrs. Shangguan lowered her head.
"Have you ever thought about the two sisters? The son wants to be filial and the kiss is not there, this is probably the most painful thing to send away your parents with your own eyes, if you keep hiding it from them, you will get this result. Now that you've told Jin Yue, why can't you muster up the courage to tell the other daughter?" Liu Xuan said.
"Liu Xuan, didn't my mother say it? She misses Yinyue too, but it takes a reason to summon Yinyue back, and we don't have any official reason to call people back. Shangguan Jinyue said.
"So I'm just going to say sometimes you guys are really spindle. Actually, the reason why you have been hiding it from everyone is that you don't want to make a big move, and you don't want outsiders to know that Mrs. Shangguan has a terminal illness. As for the family, I think it should be because you have breast cancer, which can still be treated in the early stage, but you will lose the curvy beauty of a woman. ”
"You guessed it. is worthy of being a member of the Liu family, and he is still very smart. ”
"What do you guess? Liu Xuan, tell me directly. Shangguan Jinyue was still a little confused.
"I don't think my aunt was unaware of it in the early stage, right? Or in the middle stage? At least not now. It's just that the method that can cure the disease makes you feel embarrassed to go for that operation as the wife of Shangguan, because once you do it, you will definitely be discussed, and you must not lose face at any time. ”
"Really, Mom, you delayed treatment for this reason and waited until now?" Shangguan Jinyue asked crying.
"I'm sorry, Jin Yue, Mom lied to you again. It's just that I haven't been loved by your father, and I've loved him for so long, I'm not reconciled. But I knew that once I had this surgery, he would treat me even more indifferently, not only because of my body, but also because I would be ashamed of him. ”
"Isn't life so important in your eyes?" Shangguan Jinyue felt that her mother was simply too stupid.
"Jin Yue, what you don't understand, a person has persistently loved another person for a lifetime, but he can't ask for it all his life, that kind of obsession is very terrible, how can he choose to let go easily. With that, Liu Xuan stepped forward and patted Shangguan Jinyue on the shoulder.
"Although I don't know you very well, I believe in grandpa's vision, since he thinks you are suitable for Jin Yue, I think you will be a good couple. ”
"Aunt, we will stay in the imperial capital for a while, and you can get to know me slowly. But my suggestion is that you can think about it and tell grandpa about this disease, even if it is one more person who knows. Grandpa can find an excuse to summon back Yinyue directly without making others suspicious. Liu Xuan suggested.
"However, this is not a trivial matter, if I tell my grandfather, I am still worried about ......" Mrs. Shangguan was obviously hesitant, she was a little anxious.
"I think grandpa is an old man who is measured, in this family, in addition to the head of the family, the most powerful person is grandpa, if you don't go through him, you have no way to recall Yinyue. I hope you will be able to maintain your courage and not let yourself regret it with Silvermoon. Liu Xuan looked at Mrs. Shangguan and said.
"Yes, Mom, you see, although I still can't figure out what happened back then, I don't blame you now. It's all said, and we can be regarded as untying a knot, although the reason is not very good, but I forgive you, and you can rest assured of me. However, if you don't do what Liu Xuan said, you will be sorry for Yinyue. ”
Mrs. Shangguan looked at her eldest daughter, and then at Liu Xuan, "Okay, but I'm all so that we can spend the last time together with our mother and daughter." I believe in Grandpa, but I don't trust your father, and I hope you can keep it a secret for me. ”
"Of course, don't worry, Jin Yue and I both understand you. Besides, after all these years, you have always had a knot in your heart. Even if the silver moon is at home, there must be a layer of estrangement from you, which should explain everything thoroughly. After all, life has an end, and we can't let life be full of regrets. Liu Xuan said.
"yes, I don't want to leave with regrets either. Although I have a lot of regrets in my life, I feel that the more I get to the last moment, the more I see the most important person to me. As long as my two daughters can be happy and healthy, I will have nothing more to ask for. ”
"Mom, don't worry, we will be fine in the future, whether it is in Zhongzhou or in the imperial capital. Liu Xuan will always protect me, and I will also protect Yinyue. Shangguan Jinyue took her mother's hand and said.