Chapter 180: Madam Shangguan's Terminal Illness
"Isn't that necessary, who am I, I think I was a man in the imperial capital back then. In his lifetime, only my residual heat remains. I know all of them, but what can I do?" said the old man Shangguan.
"Actually, I dare to ask, you mainly want to avoid this regret from happening again, right? After all, there is no way to change the regret of the past, but now, you can still make decisions about many things. Especially now that you have that power. Liu Xuan said.
"Perhaps, there is always one thing in a person's life that cannot be let go. I guess that's what happened to me. At first, I didn't know why I was telling you so much, maybe it was fate. ”
"Isn't it because she's my aunt?" asked Liu Xuan.
"This is our story, my secret. I didn't even tell your grandma and mother, so I don't have to tell you. Maybe you have some of her shadows, maybe you have some of our shadows back then. Old man Shangguan sighed.
"You believe me, don't you? trust me not to tell this secret to anyone, including Jinyue. ”
"You don't dare. There is nothing secret about this garden, after all, people have been dead for so many years, and my wife has long since died. As for reputation, I don't care about that, besides, ordinary people don't dare to talk about me behind my back. ”
Liu Xuan felt that the old man Shangguan had thought very thoroughly, and he didn't dare to say it. After all, this is not a trivial matter, if you want to go back to it, it is estimated that it will be put on the front page of entertainment gossip magazines to write.
Moreover, he wants to be Shangguan Jinyue's husband in the future, so even if he is a junior of the Shangguan family, how dare he easily offend this person.
As for threats, I wouldn't use such inferior means to deal with others at all. However, even if this matter is really known, just like the old man Shangguan himself said, who would dare to talk about anything?
With his prestige, this is nothing. It is estimated that at most, the people in the family will be a little reluctant, after all, it is the matter of the elders, and they can't take care of it. However, Shangguan Lei will definitely be very uncomfortable in his heart.
Liu Xuan thought that being a man was to be like the old man Shangguan to be good, and ordinary people couldn't help him at all. I have to become such a person in the future.
"I don't know what you're thinking? However, I just heard a voice, I guess either your phone is ringing or a text message is coming, you see, is Jin Yue looking for you. Old man Shangguan reminded.
Liu Xuan took out his mobile phone and saw that it was really a message from Shangguan Jinyue, she said that she was done with her work, and asked where Liu Xuan was. He replied directly to one and came. Then he said hello to the old man Shangguan and left.
When he returned to Shangguan Jinyue's bedroom, he saw the documents all over the bed. Shangguan Jinyue sat in the middle, looking at him with a smile. "Where have you been? You haven't gotten lost, have you?"
"Are you boasting that your house is bigger? It's not a palace, and you'll get lost. I just went to the flower room, and then I saw my grandfather, and I talked to him for a while. Liu Xuan said.
"What? Did you talk to Grandpa? Is he happy with you? What did you talk about?"
"Jin Yue, you really look like a girl to be married now, and I'm especially afraid that my impression in the eyes of your family will deteriorate, and then I won't be able to marry myself. ”
"Don't be kidding, tell me what you guys talked about?" Shangguan Jinyue asked anxiously.
"It's just about the relationship between the Liu family and the Shangguan family, after all, it's all old things related to grandpa. He doesn't want me to talk about it, so you'd better not ask. ”
"I'm no one else. Shangguan Jinyue said with vinegar.
"Of course you're no one else, but have you ever wondered why Grandpa didn't tell you? There must be a reason for him, so ah, you better listen to Grandpa, if you don't know, you don't know, and it won't be anything, it's all unimportant things. ”
"Really, you didn't lie to me?" Shangguan Jinyue confirmed again.
"Why are you lying to you? Many times, life is like a big wave of sand, although some things will be remembered, but the past is the past, if you don't mention it, it is not important, there is no need to keep tangling. After all, life still has to look forward, right?"
"You have a point. But I'm tired of sorting out these documents, so you can help me get a good massage first. ”
"No, weren't you just looking at the computer when I left, why are there so many paper documents now?" asked Liu Xuan.
"Because a lot of them have some problems, if they are all online, my eyes are hurt by the fluorescent screen, so I just typed it out, and then wrote and drew on paper. It will also be clearer this way. Shangguan Jinyue explained.
"That's right. But you really look messy like this. As soon as I came in, I thought your house was simple, it didn't look like a rich family's house at all. ”
"Then there is no way, after all, I am not only a rich family, but now for me, the more important identity is the president of Jinyue Group. Shangguan Jinyue said proudly.
"I think you're pretty happy. ”
"Of course. You know, although this three-year bet with my father is not a good thing, I also want to be grateful for this bet. After all, I met you in Zhongzhou, and I still like this company that has been established by a compulsive nature. ”
"So, when we settle this matter, you'll still go back to Zhongzhou, right?" asked Liu Xuan.
"Of course, I never thought about leaving Midstate. Although I have suffered a lot somewhere, I have gained a lot. There are many things that I have never encountered in the emperor, and on the whole, it is both an opportunity and a challenge for me, and I am still very happy in life. ”
"That's good, I'm worried that Zhongzhou will be a very bad memory for you. After all, where you started from scratch, I was not there at that time, you must have suffered a lot alone, right?"
"It's nothing, it's gone, isn't it. And I still survived and got everything I have now, how could I be willing to give up so easily. Those are my treasures."
"You haven't thought about it, what if the Shangguan family doesn't want you to go back? Although you don't pay much attention here, after all, the Shangguan family doesn't have many children, and the family's business will be managed separately in the future. ”
"So what? I'll still go back to Zhongzhou, which I single-handedly built, and, I thought, even if I did what my father asked me to, I wouldn't give him the company. I know him, and he only knows that money will ruin my company. ”
"Do you think he had this idea? Recycle the company you founded. ”
"It should be, after all, as you said, no matter what, the Shangguan family only has four children, which is not much. In the imperial capital, he still needs to gather the children together. Far away from the Emperor of the Heavenly High, he can't use me at all. ”
"How do I feel like you don't have much love for him now?"
"If you can still have love for him after you have experienced so many things, it can only be said that your heart is simply too wide. Only I know how much I have suffered, and many times it is because of him, and I don't understand why it is so pathetic to be his child. ”
"You don't have to think so, at least for now. We met again, and now we have returned to your house together, and your grandfather has also recognized us, and after we get out of the marriage, say hello to our grandfather, and you will have no responsibility for the Shangguan family. ”
"You still have things you want to do, don't you? We're not going to be back in Midstate anytime soon. ”
"My business, I don't have a particularly good way to do it now, wait for me to think about it. But you believe me, we won't delay for too long, and we will definitely get back to Zhongzhou as soon as possible, after we do good things. Liu Xuan promised like Shangguan Jinyue.
"Eun, I see. Didn't I always believe in you? ”
At this moment, someone suddenly knocked on the door, "Miss, Madame said she wanted to see you." It was the butler's voice.
Actually, Shangguan Jinyue is really disappointed in her mother, especially when many things happen, her mother is almost like an accomplice, but, after all, this is her own mother, she is still sick, and it doesn't seem to be good if she really doesn't care.
So, Shangguan Jinyue said: "I know, you wait a minute, I'll come over right away." Then she turned to Liu Xuan and said, "Help me sort out my documents, just sort them all out and put them on the table." I'm going to see my mother first, I don't know what she's going to talk to me about. When you're done, you can go to the yard again, after all, it's too boring in the house. ”
After speaking, Shangguan Jinyue turned around and left, while Liu Xuan looked at the documents on the bed and suddenly felt a little big.
After arriving, Shangguan Jinyue knocked on the bedroom door and entered. "Mom, do you have something to do with me? I think I've already said everything I can say, if you have something to do, you can go to the doctor and find your father, why shouldn't you look for me?"
"Jin Yue, don't do this to me, I'm your mother, no matter what happened before, the flesh and blood relationship between us can't be changed. Mrs. Shangguan said.
"I see, what are you looking for me?" Shangguan Jinyue asked dryly.
"I thought about it and thought I had to tell you. Actually, it's not that I'm not feeling a little unwell, but that I won't be feeling well until I die. ”
"What do you mean?" Shangguan Jinyue asked anxiously.
"Because I have a terminal illness, it's not a minor illness at all. Just to keep you worried, I've been hiding it from all of you, except for the doctors, no one knows about it yet. Mrs. Shangguan said calmly.
"Why is this happening? I don't have any symptoms when I look at you, I just look a little weak. Shangguan Jinyue couldn't believe it.
"Jin Yue, even if my mother really lied to you about some things before, I won't joke with my own life. What's more, it's not funny, is it?"
"Has the doctor diagnosed it? What the hell is it? ”
"Breast cancer is advanced. ”
"What? If it was such a serious illness, you wouldn't have found out until now, and you shouldn't have felt any symptoms before, didn't you feel it at all? Why have you been putting up with it?"
"I've been feeling vaguely uncomfortable with my body, but you know, my body hasn't been very good since I gave birth to you and Yinyue. So I couldn't give birth to another child to the Shangguan family, whether it was a man or a woman, I couldn't do it. ”
"It's not important, it's your physical condition that matters. I don't believe you didn't notice it at all and let it go. ”
"As I said, I've never been in good health, and when I gave birth to Silver Moon, my mother and uncle died in a car accident. I was in a very bad mood and always washed my face with tears, and at that time I thought I had some symptoms, but I never thought so. ”
"I haven't found it in the middle?"
"Yes, but I think it's all because I didn't take care of the root cause of the disease after giving birth, and I didn't care too much about it. So my physical condition has always been weak, and after that, there were a lot of things outside, and I helped take care of the house, and I didn't pay too much attention to my body. ”