Chapter Eighty-Eight: A Strange Speculation
When Han Mingjin pressed Park Ji-yeon to the bed, Han Mingjin had a feeling of uncertainty about doing things for the first time. **!γ * He didn't know if his current actions would be at the end of the day, whether it would still be a wave or if her hatred for him would eventually be irreparable. Just thinking of that strange speculation, Han Mingjin decided to gamble once.
Life is a gamble. Even when he was in the United States, he thought that he was sure of everything every time he did it, and finally fought for everything, it was because he finally succeeded that he could say so. On the day I went to the United States, after killing someone, wasn't I gambling? Otherwise, how could a young Internet writer in a previous life get everything he has today?
Park Ji-yeon saw that she couldn't struggle, and looked at the lights in the house at this time. But he suddenly gave up struggling: "One last question for you." What is it that makes you do what you are doing now? Do you think I just forgave you so you can mess around? Even if you don't even hide that you lied to me and cried?"
Han Mingjin was a little about to retreat, but this was already the case at this time. Giving up again does not seem to restore the just-made breakthrough to the way it was. Han Mingjin gritted his teeth and decided to stick to it. However, she wanted to express her speculation, hoping to ease and test her true thoughts.
Ji-yeon ...... Actually, you're still worried about me?" Park Ji-yeon sneered: "Are you thinking too much?" Han Mingjin paused and said softly: "It's not interesting to do this kind of verbal calculation, you know I can feel it." Park Ji-yeon looked at Han Mingjin and tilted her head half-loudly: "Just because others have a good impression of you, you can trick people into bed at will." It seems that what I said that day really didn't mean wrong about you. β
Han Mingjin shook his head: "It's useless to talk about these stimuli now." But I want to tell you. Why should I do this. Park Ji-yeon turned her head and looked at him with a blank face. Han Mingjin was silent for a while, and said softly: "If something is too obvious, it will have deep meaning." You already hate me so much. I've done everything I can to make it up to you, and I hope you don't have to be upset. But when you've finally gotten a little better, I'm going to try to keep the relationship going until I'm finally relieved. β
Seeing Park Ji-yeon sneering, Han Mingjin continued to speak: "But why would I do such a thing that hurts you even more after I have just received a little forgiveness from you? You must also have doubts, if my ultimate goal is to have something to do with you, then why stop in the first place?" Park Ji-yeon was silent for a while, and finally spoke: "Why?"
Han Mingjin pursed the corners of his mouth: "Actually, I have already said the answer." I feel like you hate me. More because I didn't go on that day and turn everything into reality. And as a result, the bond that could have happened stopped with you because of my knee-jerk fear of the unexpected. It turns out to be a disservice to you. β
Park Ji-yeon's expression was stunned, and her big eyes opened. I can already see how unbelievable she is by the moon sΓ¨. Han Mingjin ignored it, took a deep breath, and speculated on himself: "So I feel that I am most sorry for you." Didn't you want your first night...... It's that I want it, but I don't want it completely. Hurt you and not get the results you deserve. β
With a snap, a slap that should have fallen on his face. Thrown out of Park Ji-yeon's hands. However, what Han Mingjin is not sure is that the strength of this slap is not great. Will it be that you can't exert yourself because you're lying down?Park Ji-yeon bit her lip stiffly: "That's what you think?" Han Mingjin rubbed his face and narrowed his smiling eyes: "Am I guessing right?"
Park Ji-yeon closed her eyes. At this point, they all didn't know how to respond. There is such a shameless person in this world, and she really met it for the first time: "So, you feel guilty and blame yourself for me...... It doesn't exist at all?" Han Mingjin hurriedly shook his head: "Of course not." I feel the same guilt and self-blame. Ignoring Park Ji-yeon's disdainful smile, Han Mingjin paused and suddenly muttered, "It's just a little more...... A little unwillingness. β
Park Ji-yeon was stunned: "What? Unwilling?" Han Mingjin nodded: "I just accidentally made you bleed, but I didn't really do anything." But you hate me so much......" suddenly leaned into Park Ji-yeon's ear, Han Mingjin chuckled and said: "It's better to really do something than this." The result is the same anyway. β
"Ah!!h......h Park Ji-yeon's chest rose and fell, struggling hard to break free from Han Mingjin's suppression. However, Han Mingjin looked at Park Ji-yeon's chest, and his eyes were a little straight.
Ban Xiang suddenly stepped forward and kept rubbing and rubbing. How could Park Ji-yeon let him succeed, raise his legs and hands, even if his teeth were used. However, at this time, Han Mingjin's eyes flashed with a hint of heat, and he looked up at Park Ji-yeon. Her shining eyes made her forget to break free for a moment. Just looking at his slowly getting bigger face, Park Ji-yeon was about to scream, but there was no sound for a while. Because her lips have been gently sealed by Han Mingjin.
Park Ji-yeon's struggle was intense, even if she couldn't avoid the kiss. The only difference was that her chest was rising and falling more often at this point. Even the swearing was accompanied by a wheezing sound: "Bastard! shameless! perverted! obscene! I will sue you, I will expose all your evil deeds." β
Han Mingjin nodded: "That should also be an afterthought." Speaking of this, Han Mingjin suddenly let go of her, and walked to the door under Park Ji-yeon's surprised gaze, and gently locked the door: "Ji-yeon, I advise you to give up the useless struggle." I decided to do something, no matter how difficult it was, I didn't give up. Last time, it was because it was too sudden and not mentally prepared enough. This...... I'm going to make it up for it. β
Park Zhiyan glared at Han Mingjin, who was coming step by step, and sneered: "What really happens, will you feel better?" Han Mingjin narrowed his smile and pressed her condescendingly again: "At least your body is better." "Ah!!" kissed deeply, and this time Park Ji-yeon slowly gave up resistance. It's just that when her lips parted, Park Ji-yeon looked at Han Mingjin with complicated eyes: "Even if you don't care that I hate you, have you thought about how to face me later?"
Han Mingjin thought for a while, shook his head and looked at her: "Either you just continue to hate me." Either...... In short, the worst-case outcome is the same as what doesn't happen. Then how can I be a loser?" Seeing that Park Ji-yeon turned her head to look at the moon outside the window and didn't speak, Han Mingjin thought about it and leaned into her ear: "I figured out something in RΓ¬ben. I was always hesitant and hurt to live up to it, and I didn't get a good result myself. In that case, it is better to give me all the responsibility. Whether you want to or not...... They are all forced by me. β
Turning Park Ji-yeon's head to face herself: "At least I don't want to, give up what I like...... Even if it is domineering, possession, and coercion. No more regrets can be left behind. Park Ji-yeon bit her lip: "Do you really want to be like this?" Han Mingjin pulled her hair up: "I can't guess what you really think, I can only speculate." So many things, what results can only be known after doing it...... Not for you this time. I was also the one who was injured in that accident. Just because I'm a man, or your oppa. I'm willing to set you free first, even if it's all about it. β
Fingers swept across her cheeks, and Han Mingjin looked at her attentively: "Now it's up to me to face it, not to run away." Accidents don't make you and me really careless because I stopped doing that night. I don't know if you liked me, or ever, or never. But what has happened, the choice is different, but my choice at this moment is the result I want...... Such a mistake should be wrong again and again. β
Slowly leaned into that lip and rubbed it, and at this time, Park Ji-yeon finally didn't struggle anymore. One by one, the clothes fell to the ground, and the initial bond was an accident, and in the snow, the two had a place in their respective hearts. Maybe it was a family death, maybe it was a brother and sister at that time. Maybe...... This time it was also an accident.
However, the bond can no longer be a family or a brother or sister. When the two are entangled, they actually have things they don't know in their hearts. Han Mingjin didn't know that his strange speculation was really right. Park Ji-yeon didn't know if he was joking casually or really understood how he felt at the time.
Thinking back on that night, maybe something really happened. Park Ji-yeon may hate him too, but she may not either. Because as early as when she was in the snow, she was used to hypocritical communication in the entertainment industry, but she knew that she had met someone special. gave him the first kiss before getting in the car, and his heart had already been given to him.
She knows it's unrealistic, and she knows that there are many people who have him in their hearts. But if there is no extravagant hope, the heart that is given out will seem too easy. She still kept that extravagant hope in her heart, silently cared for him, and liked him. Seeing that he is always surrounded by many girls, even a few of them are so brave. But she didn't come forward any more. Until he broke up, until he was cynical. Until he and himself ......
She knew, always known. His crying in the clubhouse that day was heard by many people. Including herself. Crying like a child, such a strong person, snatching himself back from Kim Kwang-so, who was once looked up to and feared by him and beat him. Venting for oneself is indispensable. But he cried like a child, sad, sad.
She wanted to say that in order to cheer him up, she was willing to do it. It's just that she knows that maybe she may not be able to take her turn to have such an opportunity. Until he accepted his invitation that day, until he found out that he had a tendency to turn bad. I wanted him to get better, but because of my own impatience, I finally lost myself.
"Ahh How can you be distracted at such a time?" "Bad...... Bad apple. Han Mingjin smiled: "At least this time it won't be very painful to bleed." Let OPPA tell you what a woman should react to...... Even though you're underage. β
Park Ji-yeon wanted to say something, and a strange feeling instantly spread throughout her body. At this time, she had no time to think anymore, so she could only follow her instinct and slowly plunge into it. The moon outside the window was slowly obscured by the clouds, and the night at this time really began. (To be continued.) )