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Zhou Yaze looked at me helplessly and asked softly, "Then how long are you going to stare at her?"

I thought about it for a while, and muttered: "At least until Hopping is admitted to college, at that time she is also an adult, has a complete outlook on life, and initially has the ability to distinguish between right and wrong, and at that time, I can let go a little......"

Zhou Yaze leaned back on the sofa, smiled faintly at me, and then asked softly, "Then it will be five years later?"

I glanced at him and nodded slightly.

Zhou Yaze smiled bitterly again, then thought for a while, and said to me quite seriously: "Okay, then I'll wait for you for five years." ”

As soon as I heard what he said, I was stunned for a moment, and then asked him a little anxiously, "Yaze, what are you doing here?"

Zhou Yaze spread his hands at me and replied very calmly: "Don't you just want to watch Hopping, urge her, and support her through this most rebellious adolescence? Originally, I can do this responsibility with you, I think we can better support and supervise Hopping's growth together, but since you said that I have no blood relationship with Hopping, so Hopping can't accept me as a stepfather from the heart, okay, then I'll wait silently on the side for you to always be okay? Isn't it five years?" I, Zhou Yaze, can afford to wait, I'll wait for you!"

Hearing Zhou Yaze say this, I was completely helpless, I almost wanted to cry without tears, I looked at him and said to him anxiously: "Yaze, marriage is not child's play, since I have chosen...... If you remarry Xu Minghui, you must be responsible for this marriage, even if there are cracks in this marriage, I have to try my best to maintain it, how can I say that if I split it again, I will split it?" As she spoke, I glanced at Zhou Yaze and muttered to him very helplessly, "Besides, I was forty years old at that time, even if we were together again, I wouldn't be able to give birth...... Kid too. ”

Zhou Yaze looked at me steadily, and he said to me in a calm tone: "I said a long time ago, if you can't give birth, we can adopt." Besides, now that science and technology are so developed, there are many people over the age of 40 who have children, and our conditions are not impossible. In short, children are not the ultimate goal of our lives, I am not looking for you to give birth to me, what I value is just you as a person. ”

Hearing his sincere and sincere words, I was ashamed and helpless, but I didn't know how to reply to him, so I had to hang my head slightly.

Zhou Yaze patiently asked me softly: "Haichao, let me ask you, what is the ultimate reason for your remarriage? Is it for Hop Hop? If there is no reason for Hop Hop, how much affection do you still have for that Xu Minghui? If you supervise and support Hop Hop The task is completed, then what is the point of maintaining your marriage with Xu Minghui, which is already inseparable?"

I was forced to retreat by Zhou Yaze's aggressive words, anxious and helpless, my tears poured out again, I sobbed and said to Zhou Yaze: "Yaze, please don't force me ......"

Seeing me like this, Zhou Yaze smiled helplessly, he sighed softly: "Alas, crying again," and then joked to me, "I remember that the Wei Haichao I liked at the beginning was not like this, she dared to think and do, and even dared to do it with people in public, but I just haven't seen her shed tears." How did you ...... today?"

Saying that, Zhou Yaze approached me, looking at the pair of tearful eyes that I was desperately trying to dodge but couldn't hide, he smiled deliberately: "Why did the hot sister I like today become Lin Daiyu?"

In the past, I would have pushed him away, called him "annoying", and laughed and scolded him, but at the moment I was not in the mood at all.

I lowered my head and wiped my tears there, looking at this scene, Zhou Yaze sighed again, he leaned over again and pulled out a few tissues for me.

While wiping my tears, I choked up and said to Zhou Yaze: "Yaze, what I said is true, maybe you don't know about this child. She is now twelve or thirteen years old, and she dares to go out to meet male netizens, and even go to live in other people's homes, and she has no concept of fear in her mind at all. If I hadn't watched her from the side, relying on Xu Minghui alone, he would only have sloppy and sloppy words in terms of disciplining children, which would not have any fundamental effect at all. If she continues like this, no one is by her side to supervise and take care of her, and when she reaches the age of sixteen or seventeen, it is possible for a man to listen to a few sweet words and elope with others! Really, sometimes, it is only a matter of a moment for a girl to go on an errand! For a little girl, her innocence is the most important thing, if she really reaches that point, then her life will be ruined, and at that time, don't I have to regret it for the rest of my life?"

Zhou Yaze listened to my words silently, he glanced at me, did not speak, just sighed softly.

I continued: "Yaze, in fact, to put it bluntly, I am not a person who lives a particularly free and easy life, if I were a free and easy person, I would not care about this, I would live how I should live, and I would not worry so much. Take Hopping as an example, if I am a hard-hearted mother, I give everything I can give her, I should remind her, I can also remind her, and if she still doesn't know how to do her own thing, then it has nothing to do with me. I should get married, I should have children, I should live my happy life, I should live my happy life, but the problem is that I am not that kind of person!"

Saying that, I looked at Zhou Yaze, my eyes were full of helplessness and bitterness, and my voice choked again: "I don't have such a strong heart, I can't watch my own flesh and blood step by step towards the unpredictable and dangerous road, so I have to support her by the side until she doesn't need me." Maybe she will not be grateful for everything I do today, but even so, I can only do this, because this is the heart of a mother! This may be what I owe this child in my last life!"

As I spoke, my tears fell again.

Zhou Yaze couldn't bear to look at me, so he turned his head helplessly, and then he got up again, pulled out two tissues, and handed them to me.

I took the tissue and tried to wipe away my tears, and after a while, I said to Zhou Yaze emotionally: "Yaze, you said that if Hopping lives with us, you will treat her like your own daughter, I believe this." However, because of this, I am even more ...... Worried......"

Saying that, I lowered my head a little ashamedly and whispered to Zhou Yaze: "Jumping is such an unruly child, you don't know how disobedient she is." If she does live with us, I'm afraid it will bring endless troubles to your life. After all, this is not your responsibility, you are still so young and excellent, you deserve to have your own unique family, and ...... Child. ”

Listening to my words, Zhou Yaze shook his head helplessly, and asked me lightly: "Is it worth it for you to give up your upcoming happiness for the sake of your children? I admit that children are very important to us, but they are not the whole meaning of our lives. ”

I lowered my head and replied to Zhou Yaze in a dumb voice: "Your words, logically speaking, are all right. As I spoke, I raised my head and looked at Zhou Yaze, and continued to him very bitterly, "However, if you are really a parent, you will know that these truths have no meaning in actual life, because when treating their children, parents' dedication is often unprincipled and has no limit. ”

Zhou Yaze sat there silently, for a long time, he said solemnly to me: "Haichao, if you can only choose like this, then I respect your decision." ”

Hearing his words, I, who had been bowing my head and trying to tears, suddenly raised my head, but met his eyes full of helplessness and enthusiasm.

At that moment, my eyes were completely overflowing with tears, and I murmured to Zhou Yaze in a hoarse voice: "Yaze, thank you...... Understand, you know, giving up this relationship, for me, is also very painful, after all, I was so close...... Happy ......" At this point, I couldn't cry anymore.

Zhou Yaze sighed, smiled wryly, and then whispered to me: "You made me cry." ”

When he said this, my tears welled up even more.

Zhou Yaze looked at me silently, and when I calmed down, he continued, this time his tone became very earnest: "But I still hope that you don't make a decision so hastily, after all, your decision may affect the fate of several people." ”

Speaking of this, Zhou Yaze's tone became a little sad, and he said to me affectionately: "I really love you, and this affection for you can't even be compared to my late ex-girlfriend, as you just said, we were all young when we first fell in love, and we were together without knowing it, and we didn't really understand what love meant." But today I have matured, I know what I am doing, I like you, not because you are better than others, not because you are more beautiful than others, just because you are Wei Haichao, in my eyes, you are unique. ”

As he spoke, he gently took my hand and said to me in a deeper voice: "Haichao, I understand your concern, but I also have something I want to say to you that I don't like but is very true. Do you think Hop Hop would have become without you by your side? But I want to say that if it is really that kind of child, even if you look at her every day by her side, if you don't pay attention, she may slip out from under your nose and do something that makes you beat your chest, and maybe even a mistake that will turn into a thousand hatreds. ”

Hearing his words, I suddenly looked up at him.

Zhou Yaze nodded lightly at me, and said: "If she is not that kind of child, even if you don't look at her every day, she will take every step of her life, so the key is how you establish effective communication with her, rather than watching her every day." ”

I muttered back in a hoarse voice, "What you say makes sense, but it takes a process." ”

Zhou Yaze nodded slightly, and said to me: "Maybe something suddenly happened to Hop Hop now, which caught you off guard, and you realized that there are many problems between you and your children, but I don't think that you and Xu Minghui establishing a marriage again is the most effective way to solve the problem, I still hope that you will think twice and leave a chance for yourself and others." ”

I bowed my head and was silent for a long time, nodding softly at him.

Seeing that I nodded, a smile of relief appeared in Zhou Yaze's eyes.

***

That night, I went back to my accommodation.

It was already early on outside, I walked into the living room, did not turn on the lights, just tiredly put my satchel on the sofa, and then slowly walked to the window, my head slightly leaned on the beautiful gauze curtain, looking at the night scene outside the window.

The night of this city is always so bright and beautiful, but my mood is so empty and helpless at the moment, although I am in a bustling city, it is like being in the boundless wilderness, without a place and no place to rely on.

"Ding Zero!" Suddenly, a few crisp sounds fell back into the empty room.

I was suddenly awakened by the ringtone from my contemplation, and when I looked up, it turned out to be a text message prompt from my mobile phone.

When I picked up my phone, the first thing that caught my eye was Zhou Yaze's familiar phone number, and his text message was only two sentences, but it was full of affection: Don't make a decision so hastily, give me, give us a chance, please believe, I will definitely do better.

Looking at this text message, my tears welled up again.

I scrolled down and saw several more text messages, all of which I hadn't noticed because I was driving on the road just now.

One of them was sent by my daughter, and she said in a text message: Mom, when are you coming back? Dad and I are waiting for you at home.

Looking at my daughter's text messages, I seemed to hear her naughty and immature voice, and at that moment, I had mixed feelings in my chest.

Under my daughter's text message, there was also a text message from Xu Minghui, in which he said: "Wife, I know that any words of apology and swear are so pale and powerless, and I can only prove my repentance with practical actions in the future......

Looking at this text message, I only felt weak, and my body collapsed on the sofa.

I was silently crying, and at this time, the phone rang, and I watched the phone flicker and jump on the sofa, but I didn't have the strength to connect it.

After a long time, the phone finally stopped ringing, and a text message came.

When I finally had the strength to pick up my phone and read the text message clearly, I realized that it was sent by my sister Hai Jing: Sister, no matter what decision you make, I will always support you.

At that moment, I finally had a little courage around me, I slowly got up on the sofa and slowly paced to the window.

I know that tomorrow will be a new day, and no matter what choice I make, no matter who I will join hands with in the second half of my life, I will not change my original intention, and I will face it more courageously and strongly—every day in the future.

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