Chapter 36: Faced with a Choice

Deng Wenliang smiled helplessly when he heard me say this, he patted me on the shoulder and said to me: "Xiaoman, you are too serious, you must know a truth, when the water is clear, there are no fish, often walk by the river, how can you not get your shoes wet? ”

Seeing that I still looked stupid and stupid, Deng Wenliang sighed, and said to me patiently: "Xiaoman, we are old husbands and wives, so I will tell you the truth and not hide anything from you, in fact, men, it's not that the surface is clean when it's fine, you see that Cheng Xiaoyun has a relationship with Fan Yujuan on the surface, okay? But in fact, Lao Cheng is more expensive than me outside, for these things, Fan Yujuan has also made trouble, but now I can't accept the reality?"

I looked at Deng Wenliang's resolute face blankly, and I wanted to say to him: "Then do you know that Fan Yujuan also has a lover outside?"

But when these words came to my mouth and swallowed again, I knew that even if I was crazy and angry, I couldn't betray my good friend like this, after all, I have such a character, and I don't have a few friends of the same sex who have a deep relationship, Fan Yujuan is one of the better ones, she trusts me, so she told me her privacy, I can't tell Deng Wenliang all this in one go, because with his friendship with Fan Yujuan's husband Cheng Xiaoyun, telling him means telling Cheng Xiaoyun, and I don't know how much Cheng Xiaoyun knows about Fan Yujuan.

So I swallowed it raw.

Seeing me sitting there silently, Deng Wenliang sighed softly, stood up slowly, stroked his shoulder and said to me: "Xiaoman, think about it again, I hope you can understand me, adapt to the current environment, give me a little space, and leave a little room for yourself, so that our family will go ...... Further. ”

After saying this, he gently took his hand away and said to me: "I still have some things, I will discuss them with Lao Cheng, and I won't ...... tonight Come back, think about what I said. ”

Deng Wenliang looked at me deeply, then put on his coat, took his briefcase, turned around and went out.

I sat on the couch for a long time, my eyes fixed on the TV screen, but I didn't see anything, and then I turned off the TV, got up slowly, and walked to the bedroom.

That night, I stayed up all night, thinking repeatedly about how Deng Wenliang and I should go in the future......

Obviously, Deng Wenliang didn't want to give up his flowers and plants outside to return to me completely, and I thought about it from another perspective, and I also felt that he couldn't come back completely.

He has already tasted such a young and beautiful body, and his heart is completely wild, how can I, a wife who has no novelty to him, satisfy him?

The thought that he could only have my body, which I was all too familiar with and had completely gone through the seasons of youth, was boring to think about, let alone him?

But if he doesn't come back, will I have to endure this life forever?