Chapter 45: The Adult World

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In the hazy night, Zhou Yaze's outline is not particularly clear, but through the bright lights in the restaurant, he can still recognize him, his handsome facial features and tall figure are too recognizable.

He was wearing no jacket, a crisp shirt and tie, and neat trousers, leaning in front of his silver-gray Audi, holding a cigarette in his hand, slowly swallowing the smoke.

The firelight of the cigarette butt flickered in his hand, reflecting his handsome face, and it could be seen that his sword eyebrows were slightly frowning at this moment, and his expression seemed to have a faint loneliness.

I didn't recognize the man standing in front of the car at the beginning as Zhou Yaze, I walk relatively fast, and it is easy to ignore some of the surrounding scenery when I am fast, and I am still thinking about things in my heart, so when I walked two or three meters away from him to recognize him, it was too late.

In fact, since I had already said that to him on the day I left, I didn't want to have any more entanglements with him in the future, including ordinary meetings, so as not to disturb my state of mind that I had finally calmed down, so if I had recognized the person standing in front of the car earlier, I should have avoided it in time, but it was too late to avoid it at this time, because he had already looked up and saw me.

At that moment, I stood there, my expression looked very embarrassed, neither did I advance, nor did I retreat, I really wanted to turn around and walk away like this, but thinking about myself as a person in my thirties, such a small family was too funny, so I had to stop awkwardly at a distance of more than a meter from him.

When he saw it was me, Zhou Yaze's expression was also very surprised, he pinched the cigarette butt in his hand and looked at me blankly, his movements were frozen there, and the fire between his fingers flickered and dimmed.

After a long time, his expression eased slightly, he coughed lightly in disguise, then extinguished the cigarette butt in his hand, and whispered to me: "Sister Wei, what a coincidence." ”

His voice was still so good, with an irresistible magnetism and seduction, that at that moment, my heart trembled gently with his call.

I tried to hide the ripples that rippled in my heart, smiled awkwardly at him, and muttered in a low voice, "yes, what a coincidence." ”

Zhou Yaze looked at me steadily, although I couldn't see clearly in the night, I still felt the heat of his gaze, he smiled at me, and asked me softly, "Passing by here?"

I looked at him awkwardly, then explained to him with a slight stutter, "Oh, no...... No," in order to hide my embarrassment, I turned around, pointed to the street behind me, and explained to Zhou Yaze, "My ex-husband and I used to live in front, and I am ...... today Went back to see the kids. ”

After saying this, I turned to face Zhou Yaze, seeing that he was still staring at me silently, and for a moment, the expressions of both of us looked a little embarrassed.

After a long time, Zhou Yaze let out a soft "oh", and then said slowly: "So that's the case." ”

I hid my panic and asked him as calmly as I could, "Are you dining here?"

Zhou Yaze subconsciously glanced back at the restaurant, then nodded at me and explained: "Oh, I was eating here with a few friends, they were chatting inside, and I felt that the indoor air was too stuffy, so I came out to breathe." ”

I nodded lightly, followed Zhou Yaze's gaze, and found that there were several handsome men and women sitting at a table inside, one of which seemed to be that Wu Yanran.

Before I could see it clearly, at this time Zhou Yaze spoke again, and he asked me softly: "Sister Wei, have you been ...... lately?" Are you alright?"

Hearing this, I hurriedly looked back and replied, "Oh, it's okay. ”

"I heard that you went to Orin?" Zhou Yaze asked me again.

I was slightly startled, then smiled awkwardly and muttered, "yes, I'm at Orin Advertising now." ”

Zhou Yaze also smiled, nodded, and said to me: "Olin advertising company is good, your boss has had dinner with me before, he is a very generous person." ”

I smiled and whispered, "yes." ”

Zhou Yaze looked at me quietly and said to me slowly: "Your appearance hasn't changed much, you seem to have lost some weight." ”

Hearing him say this, I subconsciously touched my chin and asked, "Really?" and I grinned and explained to him, "Oh, I've been working out lately, sometimes running in the morning or something, I don't like to be too fat, if I'm too fat, my body doesn't have energy." ”

Hearing my words, Zhou Yaze smiled calmly, and he muttered to me: "No wonder you are always so energetic, and you look much younger than your peers, it turns out that you exercise regularly." ”

I smiled a little embarrassedly, then looked at Zhou Yaze and muttered to him, "Aren't you the same? You don't look like people in your early thirties, you look like you're in your twenties at most." ”

Hearing my compliment, Zhou Yaze laughed a little heartily.

I also think the two of us are hilarious, we meet here by chance on a big night, and then we just flatter each other, which is really a bit childish and funny for two adults.

But then again, if we don't say that, what can we say?

Can I say to him, I like you very much, I am moved by you, you are the most perfect man I have ever met, sometimes I really want to muster up the courage to pursue you, but this courage is puffed up and puffed up, and finally it is leaked, because this world is so realistic, even if it is as bold as me, but with my status as mediocre and divorced in my thirties, I don't have the courage to pursue such an excellent him.

Maybe my so-called spicy boldness is only superficial, in essence I am just a cowardly coward, so I can only hide those sincere words in the depths of my heart, and when I really face him, I can only greet him politely like ordinary friends, and say some false and sensual flattery.

This is the sadness of the adult world.

I know that Zhou Yaze must be the same as me, although he may not like me as much as I like him, but obviously, he still hides some words in his heart, which is why his expression when facing me is so unpredictable.

Before we knew it, the two of us had been standing here for a long time, and after the politeness, there was nothing to say about it, and the atmosphere was very awkward, and I felt that it was time to leave.

At this moment, Zhou Yaze raised his head and suddenly said to me: "Actually, I wanted to call you later, but I was afraid...... I was afraid of disturbing your life, so I didn't fight. ”

The voice behind him was so low that it was almost inaudible.

Hearing this, my expression was stunned, in fact, after separating from him, for countless nights, why didn't I have an urge to call him?

However, in the end, this impulse was resisted, because I am an adult, I can't let my inner willfulness grow wildly, I want to control my emotions, this is for my own good, but also for his good.

So at this moment, hearing Zhou Yaze say this, I had to say "oh" lightly, wanting to respond to something, but my lips moved, and in the end I didn't say anything.

At this moment, Wu Yanran and a few friends of her and Zhou Yaze walked out of the restaurant, and several men and women shouted at Zhou Yaze with a smile: "Yaze, you really know how to hide!

Saying that, those people went up and slapped Zhou Yaze a few times, looking very intimate, it seems that they are all his personal friends on weekdays.

Zhou Yaze dealt with them with a smile, and at the same time his eyes kept lingering on my side.

At this time, I already wanted to turn around and leave quietly, and at this time, Wu Yanran walked up, today she was wearing a light blue long skirt with broken flowers, and a snow-white silk scarf loosely wrapped around her neck, looking very beautiful, at this moment, she gently grabbed Zhou Yaze's arm and whispered to him: "Yaze, let's go?"

Zhou Yaze glanced back at her, nodded a little helplessly, and then his gaze drifted to me again.

At this time, Wu Yanran also looked at me, her eyes looked very indifferent, this is the second time I have met her, the first time was in Zhou Yaze's office, the two encounters were accidents, and no one introduced us to each other well, maybe, in their minds, I am a dispensable little person who doesn't need to be introduced at all, right?

But I didn't expect that at this moment, Wu Yanran actually pointed at me lightly, and then said to Zhou Yaze lightly: "Yaze, aren't you going to introduce me?"

Zhou Yaze looked at me a little embarrassed, then coughed in disguise, pointed at me generously, and explained softly to Wu Yanran: "Oh, this is Wei Haichao, Sister Wei, the original colleague of our company. ”

Wu Yanran made a look of sudden realization, smiled at me and nodded, but there was a bit of arrogance in that smile.

Zhou Yaze pointed at Wu Yanran again, and introduced me with a slightly embarrassed expression: "Oh, Sister Wei, this is me...... fiancΓ©e, Wu Yanran. ”

Hearing the words "fiancΓ©e", the smile in Wu Yanran's eyes deepened, and there was a bit of a victor's posture in her expression, she pulled Zhou Yaze's arm tighter, and seemed to announce her sovereignty to me.

Seeing her like this, I also smiled at her and nodded, my expression showed a little relief, I felt that it was better to leave here quickly, so I said to Zhou Yaze: "Oh, Mr. Zhou, I still have to go over there to buy some things, go first." ”

Zhou Yaze nodded at me, but still added with concern: "If you go back to your accommodation, we can give you a ride along the way." ”

I hurriedly waved my hand and replied, "No, no!" and then explained awkwardly, "I do have to buy some necessities, so I won't bother you." ”

Seeing me like this, Zhou Yaze no longer insisted, and nodded at me with a little frustration.

I smiled and waved at them awkwardly, strode forward, and turned into a 24-hour supermarket in front of me.

From the window of the supermarket, I saw Zhou Yaze and their vehicles slowly moving forward.

***

Life always seems boring, and it's okay when you're working, but when you're free, you feel like you have nothing to do.

After a period of blind date torture, I decided to put an end to the blind date for the time being, those familiar dialogues and lines have made me tired of it, and at this time, Bian Xu will come to me from time to time, and we often go out to play tennis or badminton together, who also like sports.

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