"If you don't want her to faint again, when she wakes up, don't tell her I've been here, she won't want to see me. ”

Although he was very reluctant to let go, the moment he saw Ye Zhen's photo, Chu Di understood. If Ye Xiangwan is allowed to choose by himself, will he save him or die. She would not hesitate to choose to die.

It would be better to let him die with her.

Although she didn't say much about what happened four years ago, he just knew that in her heart, this matter would always be a cancer-like existence. She doesn't seem to care much about anything, but she's a petty person.

Especially for him.

* When Lin Xiangwan came to her senses, only Xu Yunqi was by her side, she was wearing Xu Yunqi's coat, and Xu Yunqi held her in his arms like a statue.

There was a faint body odor of men on the clothes, as well as the warm smell of tobacco and soap. Lin Xiangwan knew that she had just been sick again, one winter, her heart was overwhelmed, and she was about to make trouble at every turn, but the few times she had done it in the past was not as serious as this time.

Her body temperature was very low, because her heart was too delicate, which led to insufficient blood supply, and even her hands and feet were cold.

At this moment, her claws like ice sculptures are being carefully tucked into her chest for warmth.

It's been a long, long time since it's been stuck to a person's chest like this. It's been a long, long time since I've been so warm.

Lin Xiangwan squirmed a few times in Xu Yunqi's arms very comfortably, Xu Yunqi felt it, so he lowered his head and glanced at her, and saw that Lin Xiangwan's face had returned to ruddy, so he said slowly, "It's okay?"

"Well, it's okay, I'm scared of you. ”

"Honestly?"

"Well, let's be honest. ”

"It's not that it scares me, it's that it scares me to death. "If it wasn't for Chu Di to find the life-saving medicine just now, I'm afraid Lin Xiangwan would be a corpse by now, although his hands have ended the lives of countless people, and they have long been washed away by blood, but when Lin Xiangwan fell into his arms, he still felt extremely frightened.

How can such a vivid person say that there is no such thing as nothing?

Seeing that he was really nervous, thinking about how he was flustered just now, Lin Xiangwan smiled heartlessly, "You deserve to be scared to death, who let you talk nonsense." ”

Xu Yunqi was silent, in the entire boxing arena, except for him, there was one count, who was either carrying a gun and a stick when talking to her, or taking advantage of her if he had nothing to do, but he had never seen her and anyone really angry, why did she say so many words, she was angry like that.

I almost died of anger......

Xu Yunqi remembered that when he was in the mercenary, he once had a friend whose hometown was in the Northeast, and he told him that there was a wild bird in their house, which looked very inconspicuous, but it was extremely fierce, and if it was caught, it would fly around in the cage until it tossed itself to death, and it would not eat a bite of food given by people.

What's that bird called...... Old house thief?

She wouldn't have been a thief in her hometown in her last life, right?

Xu Yunqi thought about it for a while, he felt that if the words in his head were heard by Lin Xiangwan, it was estimated that Lin Xiangwan would have to be angry again, so he chose to be silent very rationally.

Seeing that Xu Yunqi didn't answer, Lin Xiangwan thought that he knew that he was wrong, so he excused himself, so he continued proudly, "How about my flying kick?

It's good that she didn't say this, but when she said it, Xu Yunqi only felt even bigger, "That kick is really good, but you have obviously taken the lead, why don't you continue?

As long as you have been in the ring, you know that when the opponent is countless times stronger than you, the best way to defend is to kill the opponent until there is no way out, and only in this way can you fight a way out.

But why did she stop suddenly, when she had already taken the lead? Did she really think that the Germans would be merciful enough to let them live?

"Because the teacher of the self-defense class only taught this trick, do you think I don't want to kick him a few more times? Hmph, if it weren't for the fact that it happened so suddenly, and I didn't have my scalpel and silver needle by my side, I would definitely have clicked that kid!"

Grabbing her hand that had just been warmed, Xu Yunqi had mixed feelings in his heart, he spent much longer in the jungle than in the city, and the mercenaries earned money from the sale of knives and blood, and every time he finished a vote, his companions would take the tickets they had earned with their lives and go to the nearby village to find a woman.

He rarely went with them.

He didn't know what was worth remembering about those very noisy creatures who wept and cried at every turn. Even if there is a physical desire to be solved, he can choose other ways, he doesn't like women, and of course he doesn't like men.

For him, human life is too fragile, and he doesn't like fragile things that are not easy to preserve.

But she was different from the women he had ever seen, she was the most unique scenery in the world.

When she is strong, it seems that even the most vicious man will not be taken by her, but when she is weak, she can arouse the deepest desire for protection in his heart.

What a strange woman.

"Why do you think I brought Ye Nan to this kind of place? Don't I know how bad this broken place is? But I don't have a choice, if I don't take him with me, my heart will not be steady. Xu Yunqi had few words, so Lin Xiangwan began to speak slowly, supplementing the blank of time.

"You can get a babysitter. ”

"You said lightly, do you know how difficult it is to find a suitable nanny in Chicago? I have to work at night, so to hire a nanny for Ye Nan, you must hire a night shift, but there is no professional nanny willing to stay home at night, even if you pay a high price, you may not be able to hire the right person. Not to mention Ye Nan...... It's not like other kids...... It's not like I haven't tried, I've tried advertising, and I've found four or five babysitters...... But you know what's going on? One weekend, the gym had a problem with the circuitry and the fight had to stop, so I went home early. But as soon as I entered the door, I found that my nanny and her boyfriend, as well as a few other scumbags, were fooling around in my house, they were smoking marijuana and drinking alcohol, turning on the stereo to the loudest, they thought Ye Nan was in the way, so they locked him in the closet!"

"You know he wasn't even three years old, he couldn't speak, he couldn't cry, he hid in the corner of the closet until I opened the door, he was too scared to come out, he was so cold in winter, he wet his pants, his legs were red from the cold...... After that, I never looked for a babysitter again, I preferred to take him with me. At least where I can see, he won't be wronged. ”

Lin Xiangwan said, blocking her eyes with her hand, Xu Yunqi thought she was crying, but when she put her hand down, she found that her eyes were dry, and there was not even a tear.

"I confess that I love money, but who doesn't love money? I didn't steal or rob, and the first penny I earned was the income of my labor, and it was clean. I don't want to make myself a miser in everyone's mouth, but for Ye Nan's future, I have to do this, I don't want to wait for me to die, he won't even be able to eat a mouthful of hot rice. ”

She felt that she owed Ye Nan too much, and she couldn't give him a complete family and a healthy body, which was a lifetime of guilt. She has no ability to change the mistakes that have happened, the only thing she can do is to do her best so that Ye Nan's future will not be too hard.

She had nothing but money, and all her love.

"Your sick ......" may have heard the despair in Lin Xiangwan's words, and Xu Yunqi's heart tightened again. Suddenly thinking of her appearance just now, a very ominous premonition flashed in his mind.

"Yes, I'm very sick, very sick, and ...... There's no way to cure it......"

"It's impossible, how can there be a disease that can't be cured, even cancer can be treated with a cocktail......"

Seeing that he was really a little anxious, Lin Xiangwan couldn't help laughing, what a good person, although he talked a little less, he was a little bit more baza, maybe he met someone like him and Eric in the boxing ring, not to take advantage of her, but from the bottom of her heart, she felt that it was too rare.

"It's nice to know cocktail therapy, but you're not mistaken, cocktail therapy is for AIDS. Moved his body to find a more comfortable angle in Xu Yunqi's arms, Lin Xiangwan continued, "My heart is broken, it was actually bad when I was in my mother's womb, and then as I grew older and older, it was no longer able to bear my body, there was an opportunity for surgery four years ago, at that time its condition was not so bad, if I had surgery, there was a great possibility that it could be cured, even if it could not be cured, it would allow me to prolong my life, but I didn't do it......"

"Why don't you do it? Aren't you afraid of death?" As she spoke, the more uncomfortable Xu Yunqi felt, his brows furrowed into a Sichuan shape, and his heart seemed to be rubbed fiercely.

But Lin Xiangwan looked calm, as if he was telling someone else's story. "I'm afraid...... Of course, if you are afraid, you will be afraid of death...... But at that time...... I'm pregnant...... I grew up and didn't have a particularly good life, my dearest relatives are gone, I selfishly thought, maybe it's because I don't have relatives, so I will live so badly, if I can make a relative for myself, maybe my life will take a turn. But I didn't expect it...... God doesn't like me so much...... I have been involved with Ye Nan, if I hadn't been reincarnated as my son...... He might be able to meet someone better......"

"How sick are you?" The more he listened to her words, the more he felt that something was wrong, and Xu Yunqi couldn't help but ask.

Lin Xiangwan tilted his head sideways and smiled, "Let's put it this way...... Even if a miracle happens, I won't be able to see Ye Nan go to elementary school. ”