Chapter 68: Never Leave

Zhang Xiaoxiao stayed in front of Shu Ling's grave until dusk, not because she had a close and inseparable relationship with the owner of the stone tablet in front of her, but because she suddenly didn't know where she should go.

The first test result of the 235th is positive, and the next step is to recheck with the superiors, which will take at least a month. After 7 or 14 days, Zhang Xiaoxiao's test results will come out, and her fate will be decided.

And during this period, she was not only powerless, but also did not know how to face the people around her. The family can still say that they are on a business trip, so what about Mu Chaoyang?

As soon as I promised the relationship between the two, I disappeared, and it was not appropriate to think about it. Zhang Xiaoxiao suddenly thought of the three words "Mu Chaoyang", it was late at this time, and she had not replied to his news since yesterday.

He...... It's time to be in a hurry, right?

Xiaoxiao hurriedly took out her mobile phone, but found that the screen was pitch black, what did she do?

Zhang Xiaoxiao's mobile phone is out of battery, and the "culprit" may be Yu Yan, she feels that the smile on the phone today is too calm, which makes her a little scared.

She was uneasy, so she took the time to take a leave of absence at noon, wanting to ask Xiaoxiao to come out to eat, and observe her state by the way, just in case.

But she made many calls, but her phone went unanswered.

Yu Yan was a little panicked, although Zhang Xiaoxiao had a bad habit of muting, but at this time, people would inevitably think about the worst, she was worried that Xiaoxiao didn't want to contact the outside world, and then called Xiaoxiao regularly every fifteen minutes.

Halfway through, I remembered Xiaoxiao and said that she went to find Mu Chaoyang, and after several tosses, she even hit Mu Chaoyang.

"Mu Chaoyang, smile......" Yu Yan had an extra heart, and did not tell the truth directly, but asked: "Was it with you last night?"

"No, what's wrong with her?" The negative answer immediately aroused Mu Chaoyang's vigilance, he knew very well what Yu Yan's identity was, and he would not ask this topic for no reason.

Sure enough, no...... Yu Yan blamed herself a little, why didn't she ask more than she asked yesterday, "Oh, it's okay." She tried to be as relaxed as she could, and thought of a clumsy lie: "I saw her yesterday...... Well, I'm getting dressed up after work, thinking she's going on a date. ”

But what does Zhang Xiaoxiao's dating have to do with Yu Yan, Mu Chaoyang obviously didn't believe it, "Is it? I'm afraid it's going to play with her little sisters." ”

Instead of asking Yu Yan, Mu Chaoyang preferred to communicate with Xiaoxiao directly. Hearing about her from other people's mouths, there is always no smooth communication between the two of them.

Mu Chaoyang, who joined the army of "Looking for Xiaoxiao", soon discovered the same problem - Zhang Xiaoxiao did not answer the phone at all.

Under the "unremitting efforts" of the two, the last bit of power on Xiaoxiao's mobile phone was quickly consumed, Mu Chaoyang didn't dare to wait any longer, and directly contacted Yu Yan again.

There was a shortage of soldiers over there, and Zhang Xiaoxiao didn't know it at all. Without her mobile phone, she seems to have completely cut off contact with the outside world, and it seems that she is really the only one left in the world, adrift.

She even went to see the blank cemetery just now, imagining which location was more suitable for her, imagining the scene where she was buried, who would attend, who would come to mourn.

The mountain wind blew, and the style of Changning Cemetery was cold, and he shivered with a smile before he realized that he had stood for so long.

The sun was setting, and the coolness was coming up, Zhang Xiaoxiao rubbed his arms, thinking that it was time to go.

Walking to the gate of Changning Cemetery, she saw a figure, he got out of the car, against the light, and his steps were a little messy.

When Mu Chaoyang saw Zhang Xiaoxiao from afar, he felt that his blank brain was finally stuffed again.

Found her!, the inner voice kept repeating.

Yu Yan hesitated, and said a few words to him, but he only heard that something happened to Xiaoxiao, but he didn't know what was going on.

Mu Chaoyang, who was becoming more and more worried, went directly to the CDC and rushed into Yi Baishan's office, and then he knew what was wrong.

He was in a hurry, he was flustered, but what could he do? Mu Chaoyang found that he couldn't find Zhang Xiaoxiao at all.

She didn't have it downstairs, she didn't have it, she didn't have it in her favorite dessert shop, and she didn't have it in the park she frequented.

Mu Chaoyang even used his connections in the Public Security Bureau to find out her opening records, but he rushed over, and the waiter told him that he had gone out in the morning and had not returned.

If it weren't for Zhang Xiaoxiao's long-distance entry and exit records, he might have driven directly to City N, City C, Ding Mingtian, and Han Qi to find her.

But he knew that she was still in the city.

Mu Chaoyang had already planned to adjust the surveillance, but God made him lucky to meet Shu's mother, and he knew that Xiaoxiao went to Shu Ling's cemetery.

Although a long time has passed, he still came to Changning Cemetery with a glimmer of hope, but he didn't expect to really let him find Zhang Xiaoxiao here.

"It's okay, I'm here, I'm here. ”

Mu Chaoyang hugged Zhang Xiaoxiao, hugged her tightly in his arms, and read silently in his mouth, as if he had survived the rest of his life.

His hands trembled and stroked the hair on Zhang Xiaoxiao's forehead, as if caressing a rare treasure that had been lost.

Zhang Xiaoxiao had never seen such a flustered Mu Chaoyang, but after a day's work, his hair was a little messy, and his eyes were bloodshot and bloodshot.

"I ......" Looking at his appearance, Zhang Xiaoxiao knew that Mu Chaoyang must have known what happened.

She wanted to break free from his embrace, even though all her knowledge told her that hugging would be fine, but she instinctively wanted to keep him away.

Mu Chaoyang hugged her tighter and clamped her tightly, as if he was afraid that she would disappear.

was held by him like this, but suddenly, she cried out with a smile and "wow", like a child, her fear, her grievances seemed to have finally found a breakthrough.

Laughing and crying, Mu Chaoyang was completely at a loss.

His eyes were full of distress, but he didn't know how to comfort her.

I could only hug her tighter, and then kissed her on the forehead, trying to give her some comfort.

"It's okay, it's okay. Mu Chaoyang read it in his mouth, as if to appease a frightened little beast, and as if to soothe himself.

He admits that he was freaked, really freaked.

Whether it's depression or HIV infection, he doesn't care, Zhang Xiaoxiao is here, as long as she is still here.

Mu Chaoyang...... I...... Afraid ......" sobbing, in Mu Chaoyang's arms, Zhang Xiaoxiao's fear finally spoke.

She had thought about ending her life, but not now. She knew that her parents would receive a large amount of compensation, but today she saw Shu's mother's situation, and she regretted her naΓ―ve thoughts.

Now, she saw Mu Chaoyang, and she was reluctant to make up her mind to try happiness with great difficulty, and even ...... She thought of Wu Meng'er, Wu Meng'er still has her own dreams and youth, why is she going to face a "trial" for nothing?

"What are you afraid of?" Mu Chaoyang hugged her and got into the car, "I asked, and now that prisoner can't be diagnosed with HIV, let alone you?"

When he heard the news, Mu Chaoyang seemed to be in the first place, and he was also very shocked. But he was more afraid that Shu Ling's tragedy would repeat itself in Xiaoxiao, so he calmly accepted the possible results.

"I trust you, you'll be fine. He thoughtfully fastened his seatbelt for Xiaoxiao while cheering her on, "Say it again." ”

"It doesn't matter if you really 'win'. His tone was very gentle, without a hint of reluctance, "What are you afraid of, we didn't plan to have children in the first place, isn't that 'cocktail therapy' very useful now?"

Zhang Xiaoxiao was already concerned about her depression history, Mu Chaoyang had already prepared for the two of them not to have children, and did not put pressure on Xiaoxiao, one reason is also a reason, and two reasons are also, he doesn't think there is anything regrettable.

"If it's true," Xiaoxiao bit her lip and said with a very difficult sentence: "Let's separate." ”

"Nonsense. Mu Chaoyang scolded her, his voice was soft, full of pampering, "Am I the kind of person who can share wealth and prosperity but not suffering?"

That's not a professional thing to say. Mu Chaoyang continued to tease her in a relaxed tone, "You are doing this job, don't you know that both HIV carriers and AIDS patients have the right to live like normal people." ”

"Including marriage, right?" he asked with a smile, his heart already giving his answer.

Zhang Xiaoxiao shook his head, "I don't want to be a burden to you when I'm with you, I don't want to drag you down...... And I don't want your mercy. ”

"Fool. Mu Chaoyang patted her head, "Don't you keep saying that I'm a "good old man" behind my back? ”

He said, "But I told you." If you are in a place where I can't see, I will always be concerned, it is better to put you in my arms, whether it is a blessing or a curse, I will watch. ”

Zhang Xiaoxiao looked at him, and said firm words calmly, a little stunned.

The tear stains of her tears just now are still on her face, like a little cat.

The two looked at each other and felt that the temperature in the car was slowly rising, and Mu Chaoyang suddenly smiled, smiling very cleanly compared to his messy hair at this time.

He said, "How does it sound like you've given yourself a death sentence, showing you something." ”

Mu Chaoyang took out his mobile phone and opened a small program, on which was written "probability machine": "I have tried this software 20 times, and each time it is 'safe', you ...... Why don't you try it too?"

Zhang Xiaoxiao took his mobile phone ignorantly and saw that the APP was very concise, consisting of simple black and white text.

The screen reads "6135" the number of wins, "20" the number of wins, and an ugly button that says "Lottery".

She knew it was the number of events in the same situation as her, 20 was the unfortunate number, and she was the 6,136th.

"What's the use of this?" Zhang Xiaoxiao was amused by this childish thing, and although he was disgusted in his mouth, his fingers pressed down unconsciously.

A small ball soon appeared on the screen spinning, and then stopped at the word "safe", Mu Chaoyang was as happy as a child, and told Xiaoxiao like a treasure: "Look, I said it's safe!"

"Well, safe. Xiaoxiao seemed to be infected by his optimism, as he affirmed this meaningless conclusion.

"So don't overthink it. Mu Chaoyang started the car, "I have tried many times and it is this result, it must be God's will." Let's go, I'll take you to eat. What are you going to eat?"

"Hot pot. Xiaoxiao mentioned it casually, and her eyes never left the man next to her.

She, Zhang Xiaoxiao, Sansheng is fortunate to be able to be favored by this man.

The encounter five years ago planted an inconspicuous seed, which has finally sprouted and grown up today.