It was late at night, Qing Huan sent Zhao Meixin home, the child and the old man had already fallen asleep, the living room was quiet, it was pitch black, she helped Zhao Meixin upstairs to the room, and then the two of them fell on the sofa in the bedroom together.

Zhao Meixin groaned: "Water ......"

Qing Huan was dizzy herself, but she still got up and poured her a glass of water and fed it to her, Zhao Meixin was not completely drunk, she was a little more sober after drinking the water, opened her eyes, and looked at the ceiling with divergent eyes.

"Meixin, in fact, life really shouldn't be like this, the more you are afraid of losing, the more you will lose, marriage will only be beautiful if you meet the right person, I dare not guarantee that you will live better than now after leaving him, but at least you can be spiritually liberated, there is hope for the future, you swallow your anger like this is really bitter, life is really only once, don't let a person who doesn't love you waste himself. Qing Huan suddenly spoke softly.

Zhao Meixin was stunned, and tears suddenly flowed down silently.

Qing Huan shook her hand: "Before you think it through, I don't want to force you to make any decisions, I just want you to understand that the problems you are really worried about are not the key factors that prevent you from starting over, if you don't have the courage to face the real problems, then the last person who will suffer will only be yourself, tomorrow I will leave, you think about what you should do next, and when you want to face it, I will definitely come back to be by your side and help you solve these problems together, okay?"

"Qinghuan ......" Zhao Meixin choked up and couldn't speak.

Qing Huan sighed softly and hugged her in her arms, "Meixin, I know that such a principle is difficult, but the key is whether you are firm enough and dare to face your true heart, if you do these two things, even if your choice is wrong, it doesn't matter, no one's life will always be right." When you can put aside all the voices of the outside world and listen to the true voice of your heart, your life is actually invincible, and at that time, you will find that you are not afraid of anything. ”

Zhao Meixin's tears came out all of a sudden, but her heart was even more vibrated and silent. She suddenly hugged Qing Huan and said, "I'm sorry, Qing Huan." ”

"What do you have to be sorry for?" Qing Huan laughed.

"I must have disappointed you, didn't I......? My mom and dad are there too, and they're going to be sad......"

"You are stupid or not, it's not your fault, your life doesn't need the approval of others, people who really care about you want you to be happy, whether you are happy or not, is the most important thing for us. ”

Zhao Meixin cried and laughed. The two sat quietly on the sofa, drinking water slowly, in a daze. Qing Huan said: "Meixin, I met Chen Yidong again when I came back this time......"

"Really?" Zhao Meixin said with some surprise, "What about you?"

"He seems to want me to turn back," Qing Huan laughed.

"What do you think?" Zhao Meixin asked after a pause. She knew how much Qing Huan loved Chen Yidong at the beginning, and that time she almost completely crushed Qing Huan without saying goodbye.

Qing Huan stood up, looking at the blurred light on the window pane, she was silent for a while before she whispered: "After so many years, I have only learned one thing, that is, don't tie your happiness to a man, love is such a thing, there are always many people who have heard of it, but few people have seen it......"

Zhao Meixin was stunned for a moment, then sighed softly, and stood up on the sofa, "It's so late today, or you can sleep with me." ”

"It's okay, I promised my mother to go back, you go wash and sleep, I'll go back." ”

Zhao Meixin nodded, knowing that Qinghuan's mother and her didn't have much time to meet now, and she was not reluctant.

So Qing Huan was afraid that she was in a bad situation, and after watching her enter the bathroom, there was a sound of water inside, and then she turned around and left.

After returning home and taking a shower, she lay down on the bed, and at this moment the strength of the alcohol seemed to come up suddenly, and her consciousness was soon a little confused. But there is a certain place in my mind that seems to be particularly stubbornly awake. She couldn't help but think of Chen Yidong's appearance all the time in her mind, maybe it was the effect of alcohol, and all kinds of things in the past seemed to pass in front of her, and she suddenly felt very uncomfortable in her heart, and her chest was sluggish and uncomfortable.

Qing Huan wiped his tears, and with the help of alcohol, he took out his mobile phone, turned out his number, and then dialed.

"Hey," came a deep, familiar voice. Qinghuan's tears came out all of a sudden, but he smiled again: "Chen Yidong ......"

Chen Yidong on the other end of the phone was silent for a while before asking, "Are you crying?"

"......No," Qing Huan replied, "I'm obviously smiling." ”

"Have you drunk?" his voice deepened.

"Hmm. Her voice suddenly fell silent, "Chen Yidong, let me ask you something. ”

"You say. ”

"Do you want to start over with me?"

Chen Yidong was silent for a while before he said, "Hmm." ”

Qing Huan suddenly felt a feeling of soreness in her heart, she was quiet for a moment, and then said softly: "I'm sorry, I called you so late, I slept, good night." Remember to keep running. ”

"Okay," Chen Yidong's voice suddenly carried a hint of tenderness, "Where are you?"

"I'm back in my hometown. ”

"yes, I see. ”

After hanging up the phone, Qing Huan stared at the phone again and was stunned for a while, and then there was a complicated look in her eyes, it doesn't matter, this is what he owes me, she took a deep breath and thought silently in her heart.

On the horizon, the moon was already hanging high. Chen Yidong put down his phone, was silent for only a few seconds, picked up his coat, and walked out of the room.

Early the next morning, Qing Huan woke up early as usual. I closed my eyes and wanted to sleep for a while, but I couldn't sleep, so I just got up. When I came out, I saw my mother making breakfast, and when I saw her, I was a little surprised and said, "You got up so early, don't sleep for a while?"

Qing Huan smiled: "I can't sleep, I'll go out for a walk." ”

"Go ahead, remember to come back for breakfast later. ”

When I went downstairs, it was just dawn and there were very few pedestrians on the road. Qing Huan was about to cross the street and raised his head, but caught a glimpse of a blue Aston Martin parked downstairs. She habitually glanced at the license plate, thinking she was dazzled. But when you look closely, it is.

Qing Huan was stunned.

The memory of last night's drinking, she vaguely remembers. Now there is a rough guess as to why he was able to find this place.

There was an indescribable feeling in my heart, surprise, throbbing, and a trace of indescribable guilt, but when I walked to the car window, all emotions were suppressed in that moment.

However, the windows were all closed, and the car was turned off. Behind the dark glass, he lay on the steering wheel, his hands resting, and he didn't move. The tall man in a black shirt and nearly one meter eight fell asleep in the car like this.

Qing Huan stood outside the car and looked at him so quietly. After a while, she looked up and looked at the quiet and warm sunshine and the streets around her. She was stunned for a while, then lowered her head, found a clean space on the side of the road next to the car, and sat down directly. Just sit there, ignoring the gaze of the pedestrians around you. She looked up at the city that was waking up. The sun is shining on the body, getting warmer and warmer. I don't know how long later, I heard the sound of the car door opening behind me.

She didn't look back, only to hear a deep voice from behind, "Finished running?"

Qing Huan turned his head with a hint of a smile on his face, "Just finished running, you came here to run?"

"Hmm," the corners of Chen Yidong's lips also evoked a faint smile, her smiling face was reflected in her eyes, and the eyebrows that were even more smart and intelligent because of the smile were no different from the appearance in his memory. Although the memory has actually become blurry because of too many repeated drawings. But the moment he saw this smile again, he could clearly feel the sweetness and pain of his heart being touched.

Qinghuan stood up, patted the dust off his body, and then said, "Are you hungry?" ”

Chen Yidong smiled, "I'm hungry." ”

"Then let's go, my mother is preparing breakfast at home, you have a mouthful. ”

The smile on Chen Yidong's face froze for a moment, "I ......"

"Why, don't you dare to go?" Qing Huan turned his head and looked at him defiantly.

"Let's go. Chen Yidong was silent for a moment and decisively decided.

In the dining room of the Gu family, there were four people sitting around the dining table, everyone was drinking soy milk silently, Qing Huan's mother occasionally raised her eyes to look at Chen Yidong, and there was a trace of satisfaction in her eyes, and then she glanced at Qing Huan again, and saw that she only cared about herself and lowered her head to eat, so she said angrily: "Qing Huan, don't just eat yourself, let your colleagues eat more." ”

Qing Huan glanced at Chen Yidong, rolled his eyes, sandwiched a scallion pancake into his bowl, and then said with a smile: "Quick, my mother will let you eat more." ”

Chen Yidong glanced at her, and then picked up the scallion pancake noodles in the bowl and ate them without changing color.

Qing Huan was stunned for a moment, if he remembered correctly, he hated eating green onions the most...... Qing Huan's mother didn't know why, but she couldn't help but show a kind smile on her face when she looked at the scene in front of her.

After eating, under the strong suggestion of his mother, Qing Huan took Chen Yidong out for a spin again.

The weather today is great, the sky is very blue and the sun is clear. They walked along the path in the park, unhurriedly, to an open meadow.

"Why are you telling your mother that I am your colleague?" asked Chen Yidong after a pause.

"Do you want to tell them that you're the ex-boyfriend who disappeared when I was most helpless and difficult?" Qing Huan glanced at him with a smile, "Do you think my mother will let you in that way?"

Chen Yidong didn't speak anymore, but looked at her with a trace of complicated emotions in his eyes that people couldn't guess.

"You came here by yourself, didn't you bring a driver?" After being silent for a while, Qing Huan took two steps forward and changed the topic.

As soon as she finished speaking, she felt a pair of hands wrap around her from behind, slowly tightening, so that her body was completely attached to her arms. Then he lowered his head and began to gently rub her face, "Qinghuan, I'm sorry...... Give me another chance, okay?"

An inexplicable emotion suddenly surged in her heart, both sour and a little painful, and an irrepressible warm liquid flowed down her eyes.