Chapter 30: Get Out of My Life!
Obviously, she was already in tears, but Lin Xiangwan couldn't help but want to laugh, why did she cry? Didn't she shed enough tears for him? The humiliation she suffered, her resentment against this man, and the grievances that had accumulated for many years all erupted at this moment.
She didn't care what others thought of her, and she didn't care what kind of effect she would have if she said these cruel words.
She just wanted to say it, don't vomit and be unhappy, if she doesn't let her say it again, she is afraid that she will be suffocated to death sooner or later. She would rather hurt him and be bloodied at the same time, and she will not hesitate to do it!
All she wanted was to run away from him.
Why is it so hard?
"You say he is not worthy of me, then what about you? As a person who ruined the first half of my life, Mr. Chu, are you worthy of me? You say that he is not worthy of me, please give me a reason, otherwise. Lin Xiangwan raised his arm and pointed to the door of the office, "Please get out, get away, far away from my life!"
Chu Di clenched his fists, his face was flushed, obviously he had endured to the limit, he walked a few steps towards Lin Xiangwan, "You want a reason, okay, I'll give it to you, why don't you ask him, the man you want to marry, why can he always find you in the first place? Why does he want to help you unconditionally? You are not related to him, you are so smart, haven't you ever thought about what purpose he is doing this?" Don't tell me, you think he is just doing this with good intentions, no matter how kind he is, there is a limit, he has sharpened his head and lives in your house, and he is almost inseparable by your side every day, what is he trying to do?!"
Chu Di's words were actually what Lin Xiangwan was worried about, but because there were too many things to worry about at that time, Xu Yunqi had been silently helping her and didn't make any trouble for her, so she suppressed all these questions.
And now, when all the covers have been lifted, I am afraid that it will not work to turn a blind eye anymore.
"Lao Xu...... Give him a reason, whatever it is, let him go, don't let him influence us. ”
Lin Xiangwan turned his eyes to look at Xu Yunqi, Xu Yunqi's face was as usual, but there was a trace of imperceptible panic in his eyes, he was stared at by Lin Xiangwan, and slowly lowered his head. I didn't give her an answer for a long time.
The already unstable structure in Lin Xiangwan's heart began to slowly tilt over time, she didn't want to lose the happiness that was already in front of her, even if it was not long-term and hypocritical, she didn't want to lose it. She'd been alone for too long, and she didn't want to go on like this. She was really tired.
"Lao Xu, you can say a word, anything...... I trust you in everything...... You're just staying to take care of us because you think I'm like Randot, right, that's the way it is, right?"
"Sorry...... Miss Lin ......" Xu Yunqi finally raised his head and said bluntly to her as if he had mustered up courage, "Actually, I was hired by Mr. Chu, he saw me in the United States, and knew that I knew you, so he asked me if I could protect you and Ye Nan...... I'm sorry if it gives you any delusion. ”
Tears poured out of her eyes, and Lin Xiangwan bit her lip tightly to prevent herself from making a sound, because she didn't know what she would say if she opened her mouth at this moment.
It turned out to be all fake.
The so-called care and care are just bought by Chu Di with money. She thought that this man who could be entrusted for life was just someone else's puppet. All her resistance and disdain are actually under the control of others, and the funny thing is that she still thinks that she can control her own life again, but she is just the moon in the mirror and a flower in the water.
They all know the truth, she is the only one, stupidly caught in the play, doing everything she can, just to make others laugh and be generous.
"Then why did you agree to marry me? He only took care of us because of money, why did he promise such a ridiculous thing? Why did he promise me when he knew that your boss would not be happy to see this kind of thing happen? Aren't you afraid that he will deduct your salary? Aren't you afraid that you will offend him because of us? Xu Yunqi, you approached us just because of money, really just because of money?"
Lin Xiangwan pressed Xu Yunqi word by word, but Xu Yunqi pursed his lips this time and didn't answer. From the slightly trembling corners of his mouth, she could see that he was also suppressing the true emotions in his heart.
A lot of things flashed through Lin Xiangwan's mind, she suddenly found that those seemingly ordinary events have now become extraordinary, if things are really as Xu Yunqi and Chu Di said, it was only because of the employment relationship that he would find her, then why did Chu Di appear after Xu Yunqi found him? Xu Yunqi had too much time to create opportunities for the two of them to be together, but he didn't do it. Chu Di is not a stingy person in terms of money, with his funding, why did Xu Yunqi go to the boxing market to fight black boxing?
These things happened, she was not sure that what Xu Yunqi said was true, but there were some facts that he or anyone could not erase, such as what he said to her about Landuo, and his promise to marry her.
If it's just because of the money, why would he let himself get into it?
Lin Xiangwan decided to take a gamble, since the result was either a loss or a win, then what else was there for her to be afraid of, anyway, she had already lost all the face she could lose, and she didn't care about taking another step forward.
"Lao Xu, even if you approached us because of money before, I believe that it was your own decision to find me later. When Xu Yunqi heard this, his eyes immediately lit up, he opened his mouth, and Lin Xiangwan immediately intercepted him, "You don't have to explain anything, it's useless for you to say anything now, I have my own judgment, you are not the kind of person who can take marriage as a child's play, I believe that when you promise to marry me, you must be sincere when you say that you will protect me and take care of me and Ye Nan." ”
Lin Xiangwan said this, took Xu Yunqi's hand, she continued with earnest eyes, "I don't care why you came here before, I only care about your current attitude, I only ask you, are you willing to marry me now? If you agree, we will continue, I don't care what others say, I will not regret it, the promise I just made with you will never change, I want to live a good life with you, happy together, you nod, we will treat everything as if nothing happened, okay?"
After Lin Xiangwan's words were finished, the office hall immediately fell silent, and the people around who were watching the excitement also held their breath, waiting for Xu Yunqi's answer, the only sound that could be heard was Chu Di's palms clenched into fists, and the gurgling sound of bone joints.
"I ...... Ah Wan...... I would like to ......"
"Don't you want to know how your mother died, and the diary she left you, don't you want to read it?"
The cold male voice interrupted Xu Yunqi's words, Chu Di took two steps forward and blocked his body between Lin Xiangwan and Xu Yunqi, "I can tell you the truth that you have always wanted to know, not only the events of the year, but also the location of your mother's cemetery, I can take you there, as long as you leave him, don't do stupid things again, Ah Wan, I said, if you insist on going down, you will always regret it." This is your life, I give you the opportunity to choose, if you go with me, I will tell you everything, but if you stay...... Everything that happened in the past will be burned down from this day on, and you will never know anything about your mother, her pictures, her handwritten letters, you will never see them again. Do you really want that?"
Devil.
Legend has it that the devil came to heaven and did everything in his power to lure the angels into the ground, and then he would cut off their wings with his own hands, so that they would never be able to fly back to their dream homeland.
No matter how beautiful these terrifying creatures may have been, when their purpose is achieved, they will not hesitate to tear through all the decorations to reveal their ugly true bodies.
He is the devil. He knew where all her weaknesses were, and he had a killer weapon in his hand, and he was not afraid that she would resist, because he clearly knew that no matter how hard she resisted, the final result would be a complete defeat.
He was like a well-fed hunter, playing with his prey, and only when she was dizzy and dying did he end her life.
How could she think that he was a gentle person, and how much stamina did he need to control himself when he was with those old people, so as not to reveal his brutal true body?
She's not a loss, isn't she? It's enough for such a man to be able to disguise herself in such a shabby shop for so long, busy with trivial things every day, and carrying dozens of pounds of buckets on her back, isn't she?
Lin Xiangwan's gaze was like a thorn, staring at Chu Di fiercely, if her gaze had substance, I am afraid that he would have been riddled with holes at this moment, just like her heart.
Facing her gaze, Chu Di did not flinch in the slightest, he was not afraid to let her stare at him, even if his body was like a thousand knives, he did not move a step.
Eventually, Lin surrendered.
She lowered her head tiredly, covered her face with her hands, and whispered, "You won." Mr. Chu, as always, he won. I lost, and the conditions you put forward are something I can't refuse. Hehe, just like a few years ago, you promised to buy my body with money, and you will always know what I need most. And I'll never be able to say no to you. Let's get out of this ridiculous place and stop making jokes. ”
She was like a fish caught from the depths of the sea, there was no sparkle in her eyes, and even in the face of the butcher's brilliant boning knife, she did not feel fear, because she had learned to accept her fate. The moment you leave the sea, you know where your destiny belongs.