Chapter 29: One Step Away......

"The situation was a little special at that time......" Lin Xiangwan considered the words, at that time in the villa, she lived with Chu Di, and Ye Nan had a room by herself. During that time, when all the deceptions and conspiracies had not yet begun, it was not true to say that she had no feelings for Chu Di.

It is precisely because of feelings that I feel angry after being hurt, feel cheated, let down, disappointed, and feel that I can't trust this man, even if I believe him wholeheartedly, what is the final result?

In his heart, she and Ye Nan will always be just foils in his life, it is impossible for him to really hurt his flesh and blood relatives because of two foils, since he is so ruthless, then why should she pay his true feelings to him again?

But in this case, how could she explain it clearly to Ye Nan? Even if she had figured it out now and wanted to let him go, she was still unwilling to look back on those past events and tell Ye Nan about it. "Anyway, it was different then than it is now...... Mom is going to marry Uncle Xu now, but I just think that Uncle Xu is a very good person, a person who can be entrusted for life, and it has nothing to do with you or others, this is my own choice. As for why the two of us don't live together...... Lin Xiangwan paused, and then pretended to be unhappy, "What, little ghost, don't you want to sleep in the same room with your mother? You dislike me for being old and no longer beautiful like a flower, right?"

Seeing that Lin Xiangwan was very resentful, Ye Nan hurriedly shook his head and said, "Of course not, I'm very happy to be in the same room with my mother, I'm just afraid that you will be unhappy." Then he followed up and added, "Xiao Zhen, I just think she's cute, meaty, like a little meatball, I didn't think about her at all...... Mom, don't talk nonsense. ”

Cut, I never thought that every time people saw someone, they would hold someone's hand and refuse to let go, who would believe it? Lin Xiangwan rolled his eyes, pulled his son into his arms, kissed him on the cheek twice, and said, "Silly boy, there is no one else in this world who can make me unhappy except you." Anyway, I don't care, before I became an adult, you are all owned by me, your mother and I will be ugly in the future, you are not allowed to dislike it, do you hear?!When you grow up and marry a daughter-in-law, you want me to live with you, I am not rare~~!"

"Oh, mom let go of me, it's so itchy!! haha!!" Ye Nan struggled and couldn't get out, and was kissed by Lin Xiangwan so much that there was nowhere to hide, and the mother and son rolled together, and the room was full of laughter.

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In a blink of an eye, it was mid-August, and Lin Xiangwan picked a double day of August 16, took the household registration book and went to the Civil Affairs Bureau with Xu Yunqi.

Ye Nan happened to have a Go class that day, so he didn't go with them, but the child was worried about it from the moment he woke up in the morning, and picked out clothes and skirts for Lin Xiangwan, who was even more enthusiastic than her.

Probably because the day was not wrong, the Civil Affairs Bureau, which was supposed to open at nine o'clock, had already lined up at the door at half past eight, and the young couples were sweetly snuggling together with happy smiles on their faces.

Compared with them, Lin Xiangwan and Xu Yunqi seemed much calmer, and they would laugh when they looked at each other, but they smiled a little awkwardly.

"Did you bring the photo? and the documents?" Lin Xiangwan lined up at the end of the line and asked in a low voice, although she brought this matter up, but when it really came to an end, the woman's instinctive shyness still made her feel embarrassed.

In this life, do you have to live with this man? If he doesn't leave, she won't give up? The two of them may not have a lot of money, but as long as they work hard enough, they can live a good life, and then raise Ye Nan well, she can also close her eyes.

Compared with Lin Xiangwan's apprehension, Xu Yunqi was much calmer, and took out various documents from his arms and showed them to her, "Bring them all, don't worry." ”

"Huh, why are you still unmarried?" Glancing at Xu Yunqi's documents, Lin Xiangwan couldn't help but smack his tongue. Although he is not divorced, he is also married and widowed, okay? How can he pretend to be an unmarried young man?

Xu Yunqi didn't have any special reaction, just pointed to Lin Xiangwan's certificate, "Lan Duo and I were in a traditional ceremony held in the village at that time, so we didn't change our documents. Your wedding is full of storms, isn't this also unmarried?"

Lin Xiangwan's ID card was newly issued by Shen Shijun for her later, so there was no trace of the past, now it's okay, don't say anyone, the more Lin Xiangwan thought about it, the more interesting she felt, and she burst out laughing, but it diluted the tense atmosphere just now.

Xu Yunqi also smiled, shook his head while laughing, took out another thing from his pocket, and handed it to her, "This...... It's a wedding gift, so I'll give it to you. ”

It was grinded out of the raw edges, and there were some shabby small bags, I don't know what it contained, Lin Xiangwan wanted to take it and take a look, but she was afraid that the thing was too valuable, and she couldn't ask for it. Xu Yunqi saw her thoughts, so he opened the bag for her, "Don't be afraid, you won't eat people, and it's not a particularly valuable thing, it's a ...... made by me."

I don't know what kind of dark red sign is engraved with fancy handwriting like Sanskrit, and the brand is polished very smooth all around, and the delicate patterns and words on it can be seen that the producer's intentions are good.

"It is our custom that when a man gets married, he should make such dominoes from the bones of the beast he has beaten and give them to the woman, because the people of the village believe that if it is an animal that he kills with his own hands, the soul of the animal will also be sealed. In this way, even if the man cannot be with the woman in the future, the beast that he conquers will protect the woman for him. I won't give you a ring, I'm afraid you won't wear it if I give it to you, so I'll give this to you, if you like it, you can leave it for Ye Nan to play. ”

Lin Xiangwan has received many gifts, exquisite, expensive, and valuable at every turn, and there are things that are hard to find in the world, but for her, this small domino is far more important than those gifts at the moment.

Xu Yunqi is a smart person, smart but not pretentious, he knows all the deep meaning of Lin Xiangwan wanting to marry him, but he doesn't break it.

For this, Lin Xiangwan was grateful.

Putting the dominoes away, she looked up at Xu Yunqi, "Thank you, I like it very much." I may not be a good wife, but I will try to learn from the cloud and hope that we can be happy in the future. ”

Xu Yunqi nodded, "I don't dare to promise you happiness, but I will take care of you and Ye Nan, if I eat, you will eat, and Ye Nan will grow up safely." quot;

Lin Xiangwan lowered her head and smiled softly, she should feel fortunate that after going through so many things, there was a man who was willing to say such plain and sincere things to her, and fortunately survived.

As he spoke, the door of the Civil Affairs Bureau had been opened, and pairs of happy people walked into it one after another, and the team was moving forward slowly and orderly.

The formalities for marriage are done very quickly, as long as the documents are complete and a consent form is signed, there will be a staff member who will stamp the red marriage certificate to prove that the two of you are legally married, Lin Xiangwan heard the sound of "bang, bang" stamping in the office, and couldn't help but look up at Xu Yunqi.

Xu Yunqi squeezed her hand, there was some affection in his eyes, but more of a trusting look.

It didn't take the turn of the two of them after a while, Lin Xiangwan put the documents of the two of them on the table, and the eldest sister who was doing the work took a look, and then smiled, "Yo, the photo is really good, and the two of you who came to register today took the best photo." In the future, we must live a good life, husband and wife are harmonious, and the white heads are of the same heart. ”

Lin Xiangwan also smiled and took out the candy and handed it over, "Thank you for your auspicious words." ”

The next thing is to copy the marriage testimony, Lin Xiangwan's hands trembled a little because of nervousness, and the few short sentences were copied intermittently, Xu Yunqi had already copied it, and he didn't urge her, and waited calmly on the side.

It wasn't until Lin Xiangwan finally copied it that he took it, put it together with his testimony, and handed it over.

The eldest sister who was doing the work took it with a smile and gave them a marriage certificate, but at this moment, there was a rush of footsteps from outside the door.

"You can't marry him. He doesn't love you. Chu Di's voice suddenly appeared, with an irresistible coldness and ruthlessness, so that everyone in the room turned their eyes to him, and even the people waiting outside the office door to do things couldn't help but look in.

Lin Xiangwan suddenly felt extremely bored, only one step, only one step, she could touch the life she wanted, and although it was far away, it was not unattainable happiness. But this man, why is he always like this, always at the last moment, on her path to happiness? And then destroy it all with his own hands? Does he just look down on her so badly? Does he suffer if she is happy? He must be like him, in hell, for he to be satisfied?!

Lin Xiangwan turned around abruptly, "How do you know that he doesn't love me? Why are you pointing fingers here? In what capacity are you saying these words?"

Her attitude was intense, and the green tendons on her forehead bulged out of anger, Xu Yunqi stepped forward to pull her, but she was thrown aside. Lin Xiangwan questioned Chu Di in an extremely harsh and sharp voice, "I have repeatedly avoided you, if I can avoid you, I will not even hesitate to die, what else will you do? You can't let me go once? If it's not for me, just for Ye Nan, you can't do this good thing?"

Facing her questioning, Chu Di's face was not good-looking, but he did not waver, and still said the same sentence, "You can't marry him, he doesn't love you, and he doesn't deserve you." ”

"Then who is worthy of me? Like me, who from the age of eighteen to twenty, because of money to sell myself to a man, let others spoil and spit on me, but also accompanied by a smiling face, for fear that others will kick me away, no matter how excessive the demands of others, as long as I can earn money, I will do nothing, what dignity, glory, shame as a woman, can be put aside, even the family does not want to look at me more, who do you think I am worthy of?!!!"