Chapter 119: The Year Falls
He opened his eyes, the familiar ceiling, the harsh sunlight, and he slowly clenched his fists.
A pair of fists alone can't protect anything.
His mind still echoed what she said, and he still didn't protect anything in the end, that is, his self-considered invincible fist, which made him lose everything, and he could only watch everything pass before his eyes.
It's a feeling of guilt that suffocates him, mixed with the pain of love, tormenting his heart and making him suffer all the time.
Maybe time can cover up all the wounds, but some things can't be changed by the wind and rain, just like a jar of wine, the longer it is brewed, the more mellow it is.
But this is not a jar of wine that is getting more and more mellow, but a wound that is getting bigger and bigger.
Li Banruo didn't wait for Abin to go downstairs for a day, he stopped the fifth child who wanted to go upstairs to comfort Ah Bin, he felt that what Ah Bin needed now might not be any extra warmth, but needed to be quiet alone.
When the sun set, the wanderers became lively again, but there was still one person missing, a person with the most no sense of existence, but Li Banruo felt that the notes of the whole night had become chaotic.
Sitting at the familiar small wine table, Li Banruo rarely did not drink this night, but thought about something with a melancholy face.
"Just let him shut himself in the room, okay?" said the fifth with a worried face.
Li Panruo shook his head and did not answer the fifth child of his mother-in-law and mother in this kind of matter.
In his heart, Li Banruo is very reluctant to admit such a point, and has to admit such a point, in his incomparably narrow world, this guy who has been wearing a white baseball cap in a green tracksuit has an irreplaceable position, once he just wanted to get rid of this oil bottle, but now it has become dependent on this oil bottle in some things, because all kinds of troubles that have happened for a while are often at the most critical time, Abin gave him a definite answer, although he was more tired than before, but he felt that his heart was inexplicably filled with something。
Li Banruo, who sank into his own world, didn't notice the guy sitting next to him, and when he came back to his senses, he finally saw the smile that was as bright as the sun, I don't know why, this smile that he thought he didn't know whether to live or die, became extremely cute at the moment.
He patted Abin on the shoulder, and Abin smiled at him as if nothing had happened.
"Figured it out?" said Li Panruo, lighting a cigarette.
"Figured it out. Abin replied.
The conversation was extremely short, but it contained too many things, and the two of them were deeply speechless.
On this day, the business of the wanderer was extremely hot, and it was the first time for Li Banruo to see the wanderer crowded to this point, of course, all of this came from the effect brought by the woman, he inexplicably felt that the woman was terrible, maybe the woman herself did not have the ability to kill the gods and Buddhas, but Li Banruo did not doubt the loyalty of the cattle downstairs to the woman.
It was an incomparably terrifying power, and it only took two days for that woman to gather into this terrible torrent.
But today, I didn't see the figure of that woman for a long time, until Li Banruo thought that she would never appear here, and finally saw the figure in a white long dress, but the beautiful white long dress set off her face extremely pale.
She stepped onto the stage, and the surroundings were silent enough to hear the sound of a needle falling to the ground.
She looked in the familiar direction, said another word to the host, and sang a song called "The Fall of the Years".
The song that is not yet full of the year, the lights that have been extinguished by the year, vaguely still remember, the ups and downs are missed by time, forget the promise, forget the harvest, I have loved the songs left in my heart, I am holding the happiness through the charming fireworks, the faint green is slowly swallowed up, the flowers will also forget the doubts, the brilliant blazing starlight flashes in the distance, and I once loved deeply...
I remember the doubts of those youths, who is in their prime, who is whispering, who is young and frivolous, who has not been crazy, memories are spread all over the most familiar corners, the street lights are flashing all the way, and they are still muttering to themselves, and now I love deeply...
A song fell, and the people on the stage were Yiren.
Li Panruo felt that he would never see this scene in his unbearable life, this is a fairy, blooming with a light that makes his self-esteem extremely dirty unable to look at it directly.
Abin looked at her on the stage deeply, as if this scene had been seen by him a long time ago, it was a woman dancing in the snowlight under the moonlight in the Xiaoxing'an Mountains.
Tears fell for a while, a song fell, and now I still love deeply.
Nightmare in memory.
"Are you crying?" An incomparably gentle voice sounded in Ah Bin's ears, and he looked at the familiar and unfamiliar face, and hugged the woman.
This is as thin as her, but it is another refreshing fragrance, he let go of her for a while, but found that Mu Lihua was looking at him with a panicked face, Li Panruo's smoking action stopped, Lao Wu's action of pouring wine was also stiff, and the beer had overflowed from the cup.
"I'm sorry, I..." Abin blushed and immediately lowered his head deeply and said.
She smiled and whispered, "Who is more beautiful than me?"
"You. He replied with great sincerity.
She smiled, smiling, and sat down beside him, saying, "If she hears this, she won't let me go." ”
Abin raised his head, tried to control his emotions and said, "How is she doing now?"
"I won't tell you. Mu Lihua said a little mischievously, as if it was wearing out his patience little by little.
Abin sighed, feeling that what he had asked from this woman's mouth seemed to be the most difficult thing in the world, but he was also relieved, although the nightmare in the depths of his memory would still torment him, but he also knew that if he knew everything, would he still have the urge to fight for her again? He was afraid that he would only receive a letter again.
Li Banruo thought that Abin would lose control again, but seeing that Abin's expression finally calmed down, he was secretly relieved in his heart, and the fifth child also came back to his senses at this time, and when he saw the beer on the table for a while, he immediately stopped the movement in his hand, but the beer had already fallen down the table.
Mu Lihua thought that she would see Abin again and be excited again, but she didn't expect Abin to be so calm, she didn't seem to be able to think of what kind of digestion and endurance this man had, she said, "Don't you want to know her?"
"When you want to tell me, you will tell me, you don't want to tell me, even if I break the casserole and ask the end, you won't say. Abin said with great relief, picked up the sparkling water in front of him, and poured it down like this, like drinking a glass of spirits.
At the door of the wanderer, two security guards stopped a blue-eyed young man, and after one of them recognized who this young man was, he said sharply: "Little rabbit, haven't you been beaten enough?
The blue-eyed young man's face was calm, even in the face of these two men who were eyeing him, he still calmed down and said, "I want to see Li Panruo." ”
"Believe it or not, I broke your legs, you still want to see him. One of the security guards with extremely thick arms grabbed Liu Kun by the collar and raised his fist to punch this kid who didn't know the height of the sky.
But his fist was stopped by an extraordinarily strong hand, the security guard turned his head, and when he saw the person who stopped his fist, his expression softened for a moment, and he said, "Fourth brother, this kid wants to see the grandfather." ”
The fourth child looked at the mastermind who smashed the homeless that day, he was quite impressed by this blue-eyed young man, and he gestured.
Liu Kun was also very impressed by the extremely brave fourth child that day, but he really couldn't see what the fourth child was comparing to.
"The fourth brother asked you, what is the matter with coming to see the grandfather. The security guard, who had been with the old man for a long time, saw that Liu Kun was confused and said.
"As long as I see him, whether I will let him see him or not. After hearing this, Liu Kun said with a cold expression.
"I said what the hell are you kid angry about, believe it or not, I'm pumping you!" The security guard said with an unhappy face when he saw Liu Kun's still bullish appearance.
Lao Si shook his head at the security guard, he stared at Liu Kun like this, and finally nodded, and made a gesture to Liu Kun to follow me.
At that small wine table, the atmosphere can be regarded as happy.
Lao Wu put down the wine glass, feeling that he can look at this woman up close now, his life is worth it, although for an old man, it is a shame to only have this consciousness, but for Lao Wu, who does not have much ambition, as long as he is hungry and does not lack of wine, it is a good life.
The fourth child led Liu Kun to the second floor, and the old five, who was enjoying the atmosphere, glanced at the blue-eyed young man, and thought of something for a while, and the heart of Mei Zizi instantly became angry, he slapped the table and got up, rushed to Liu Kun, who was brought over by the fourth child, and scolded: "You still dare to come to find death now!"
This sudden upheaval broke the calm of the small wine table, Li Banruo got up to stop the old five who had been a little impulsive after drinking some wine, Mu Lihua also looked at such a scene with a deep taste, it seems that this is the daily life of the fifth child and others, full of all kinds of barbarism, but it is a particularly new thing for her.
Liu Kun stood behind the fourth child without saying a word, and Li Panruo grabbed the extremely impulsive fifth child and said, "Who is this kid?"
Lao Wu turned his head with a red face and said, "This is the leader of the Yellow Turban Army that smashed the field that day." ”
After Li Banruo heard this, he still pulled the fifth child tightly, but his expression slowly became gloomy.
With a plop, Liu Kun knelt down like this.