Chapter 120: Enlightenment
"Who is he?" Mu Lihua asked in a low voice, it seemed that she didn't expect such a scene, that is, this scene reminded her of Li Banruo's kneeling in the underground parking lot that day.
After Abin heard the words Yellow Turban Army, he also frowned, but Mu Lihua approached him and asked such a question, he could clearly feel her breathing, he was a little flustered for a while, moved his body slightly and said, "He smashed this field a few days ago." ”
Mu Lihua listened to Abin's somewhat confused explanation, and nodded, it seemed that for her, just knowing that it was so simple was enough, she looked at Liu Kun who was kneeling meaningfully, and seemed to feel that there was gold under a man's knees, which did not exist in the world of such a small person.
The strong stand, the weak kneel, everything is so realistic, so realistic that it makes her feel unrealistic.
"Which one are you playing?" Li Banruo looked at Liu Kun who was kneeling, and said with a playful face, he let go of Lao Wu's hand, and Lao Wu didn't rush directly to Liu Kun to clean up Liu Kun, even if Lao Wu was jealous of Liu Kun in his heart, but for such an unarmed kneeling person, he really couldn't do it.
Liu Kun knelt in front of everyone like this, and he said, "I was wrong. ”
"Now that I know what you did wrong, isn't it a little too late?" Li Panruo flicked the cigarette in his hand, and generally knew in his heart why this Liu Kun knelt like this, but if this is just the price he paid for his own stupidity, then kneeling in this world can solve all problems, then there will be no contradictions in this world, of course, this kneeling is not so cheap, but it is not as high as Liu Kun himself imagined.
"I'm not for you to forgive me, I'm at your disposal, but I beg you to let the other Yellow Turbans go, they just followed me in a hot head, they are just a bunch of children, this is my mistake, I bear it myself. I have disbanded the Yellow Turban Army, they have a new life, their life has just begun, they are on the right path, they have people who love and those who love, so please let them go. Liu Kun said with red eyes, and after speaking, he knocked down his head and made a loud noise.
This is his consciousness, he doesn't want his consciousness, what kind of respect can he get, even if his lifeless consciousness is just a clown in the eyes of everyone, he doesn't care at all, he just hopes to be able to use his consciousness in exchange for a stable life for Jiang Hao and others.
Li Panruo looked at this young man who was kneeling on the ground, as if his rickety appearance overlapped with too many scenes in his memory, such an unforgettable consciousness, for a small person, most of them became a small episode, what an ironic thing.
Whoever has come to such a step has gone through so much and so much, but has gained nothing.
Lao Wu's originally angry expression slowly softened, he sighed You, shook his head at Li Panruo, and understood very clearly, maybe this reality has made this child deserve punishment, if he doesn't forgive this child again, then it will be a sin.
"Lift your head up. Li Banruo pressed the cigarette butt and said.
Liu Kun raised his head, although he has now become the most humble existence, but his eyes are so bright and clear, this is a kneeling person should not have eyes, although he is particularly unbearable at the moment, no one will look down on this kneeling guy, but those who look down on him, will there be the eyes that this wolf should have?
"You're quite bold. Li Banruo said with rare appreciation, he waved his hand at Lao Wu and said, "Give him a glass of wine." ”
Lao Wu picked up the wine glass on the table and gave it to Liu Kun, and didn't forget to say a word to stand up.
Liu Kun took the glass of cold beer, and he slowly stood up, his expression was still the same, extremely stubborn.
"You drink this glass of wine, this matter is over, your worries are superfluous, although I am not a good person, but I am not disgusted enough to force a person to a dead end for such a breath, born in this river and lake, born at this height, it is not easy for anyone to climb up, you can do whatever it takes, but you must have a bottom line, have principles, if there is only a little conscience in your heart, even if you climb high, you can't fill the void in your heart, you remember such a sentence. Li Banruo said meaningfully, maybe in front of Liu Kun, he is fully qualified to say such a sentence, after all, he has experienced everything Liu Kun has experienced, but what he has experienced, Liu Kun has not necessarily experienced.
Mu Lihua looked at this scene like this, and suddenly found that the world of such a small person that her circle disdained was not so ridiculous and unsightly as those gentlemen depicted, but all this gave her a sense of reality, which she had never experienced in that world.
Abin seems to be able to see Mu Lihua's thoughts, maybe it is because Mu Lihua's sympathetic expression at the moment makes Abin feel a little less estranged from Mu Lihua, because he has always felt that he and Mu Lihua are in two worlds, that is a world that is always high, but this woman is different, she does not look at all this with that innate sense of nobility, ignoring all this, which is very similar to the person in his memory.
Liu Kun raised his wine glass and drank it all.
"Can I mess with you in the future?" Liu Kun said to Li Panruo while holding an empty wine glass.
After Li Banruo heard this, his expression was obviously a little tangled, although he said that Liu Kun was very young, but in Li Banruo's eyes, Liu Kun had unlimited potential, he was able to create a Yellow Turban Army at a young age, and he had a maturity and mentality that his peers did not have.
However, he shook his head and said: "Let me refuse, the reason why I will refuse you is not because you are not qualified enough, but because you are too good, you should not follow me as an outlaw, you have a better life, although the world has squeezed you unsightly, but in terms of your age, you still have a better choice, the road of life is very long, you may be able to see the potential of following me for three or five years, but life is not only three or five years." ”
Li Banruo's refusal was not unexpected by Abin, but Mu Lihua was a little surprised.
Liu Kun was not annoyed by Li Panruo's refusal, but smiled, and had an inexplicable admiration for Li Banruo in his heart, this may be his careful thinking, if Li Banruo accepted him like this, Li Banruo's height in his heart is just a tool to use each other, but Li Banruo, who refused, undoubtedly has a place in his heart, in this world where everyone is only for profit, people like Li Banruo, he has seen, but there are too few.
"Thank you. This is the first time in Liu Kun's life that he has really called someone a master.
Li Panruo smiled, it seems to be Liu Kun's master, it is very useful to him, he is such a person, he may pay a thousand costs for a face, and he is unrepentant again and again, this is his persistence, and his difference, he is such a person, such Li Panruo.
He felt that this sentence of the Ninth Master was at ease when he listened to it, not just hearing a flattering word, which made no sense, which he may have been influenced by the Ninth Master, after all, his goal in life is to become a person like the Ninth Master, who can make all the Taoist people awe and call the Nine Masters of Life, this is not called the Lord because of fear, but because of respect.
Liu Kun left, for him, his goal was achieved, and for Li Banruo, his goal was also achieved, it seems that this is the world of little people, the best ending, no one wants any war, but if it touches the bottom line of his survival, no matter how unsightly the little people are, they will not be afraid of war.
Li Panruo returned to the small wine table, and Mu Lihua asked, "Why didn't you accept him?"
"Accept him, I only have one more thug at most, but in this world, the most important thing is a thug, now I have an extra friend, he has potential, as long as he is willing to climb up, one day he will reach the height that I can use. Li Banruo said disapprerovingly.
Mu Lihua looked at Li Panruo with a complicated expression.
Li Panruo seemed to be able to understand the meaning of Mu Lihua, maybe for this lady, it was the first time to see the original darkness of this world, he said: "Do you think I'm a little too inhuman?"
She shook her head, but said with a puzzled expression: "You are very smart, but why, you still mix to this height?"
When Abin heard Mu Lihua's flowers, his eyes narrowed slightly, and Li Banruo's expression was a little more self-deprecating, and he muttered: "For those who were born in that bunch of people who can't climb that height in their lifetime, you won't understand, this world seems to be full of opportunities, but who can seize the opportunity?"
Mu Lihua noticed the change in Li Banruo and Ah Bin's expressions after she asked this question, she suddenly felt that even if she was so close to these two people, she was still so far away, so far away that no matter what kind of chase the two sides carried out in their lives, they couldn't touch it, and she slowly understood what that person was thinking in her heart.
It's a deep sense of helplessness, or powerlessness.
"We're friends, aren't we?" she said, perhaps to fill in that sense of helplessness.
Li Panruo smiled bitterly and said, "Sort of." ”
She looked at Abin again.
Abin nodded.
The fifth child looked excited, and said with a flushed face: "We are really friends?"
She smiled and nodded, and for a moment Lao Wule couldn't find the north.
As the night passed, she left before the wee hours of the morning, as she always did.
Walking out of the wanderer, she looked at the small microcosm of the city and muttered, "Really friends?"
The wind blew through her words, but it blew in the opposite direction, a direction that would never get any answer.